Feedback from Shaumbra around the world and a sampling of recent postings on the Crimson Circle Message Board

We received so many messages and emails about the Midsummer Conference that we have devoted this entire space to sharing them.

Thank you Shaumbra…

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What we have done shall not be lost to all eternity..... Thank You!!!

Dale – USA

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I feel like a piece of the earth
where a seed was planted
and Geoff and Linda and Tobias and the rat pack
breathed life's breath to me
and rained Living Water for me to drink
and I broke open and began to grow.
and I danced in the Light for a time
with so very many other seeds expanding
and growing
and changing
and it feels to me like we have gone from seed to stalk
all visible aspects so lush and green
and we are about to bloom
into a gazillion colors
and I am reminded
how it always seems
the blossoms that come
pave the way for the fruit...

Nan – USA

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Thank you CC Staff and all for a nice and smooth Webcast. Thanks for giving the Shaumbra around the world the opportunity to be there this way.

A big THANK YOU for all your work.

Julius – Denmark

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Thank you so much for providing a very smooth and awesome webcast. Being able to see and hear Geoff as Tobias and hearing that farewell was the most amazing experience and I'm so glad the webcast and you guys running it was able to bring me that.

Lefay – United Kingdom

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Thank you CC staff! (and thank you Geoff, Linda, musicians, speakers, beautiful Shaumbra who were there and online, etc) It was an incredibly touching experience for me. I still have not returned to my former state of being/consciousness and may never do so. It was so easy to allow the energies to move me to a greater understanding of …? …of something that cannot be put into human words. This experience pushed me beyond what I thought I could feel and see.

So beautiful the entire conference was. So grateful to have been a part of it. I feel changed and look forward to the precious gift of the downloads.

Home has definitely come to me.

Joie de Vivre

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Thanks for the Faces of Shaumbra. I tuned in to the broadcast on Sunday, and saw the slide-show and promptly burst into tears, before any words were spoken!

Fiona – Scotland

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As I was listening to Geoff, I felt so overwhelmed with the whole thing, just felt incredible awe in what we've been doing, the whole Shaumbra thing. It was sort of like when you are dying and your whole life flashes before your eyes. But I wasn't dying. We, as a collective energy, as an amazingly beautiful group called Shaumbra, had come to the end of our time as Shaumbra and all of our story since its beginning in the Temples of Atlantis was flashing before my eyes. I felt so overwhelmed. I heard myself saying inside:

The story of Shaumbra is the most amazing, most beautiful, the most awesome story ever experienced in the omniverse.

And I knew many of us will be writing our own versions of this story and making its films and writing its music inspiring many, many others in years to come. Others will also feel this amazing Shaumbra experience and in that way become a part of it. But I think we are the most blessed because we got to be the first ones. We lived the most beautiful, the most amazing, the most difficult and the most precious part of this story. Its beginning.

I LOVE us.

Alev – Turkey

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It's much more than I have allowed myself to acknowledge so far, really, and it's left me kind of speechless to tell you the truth. My God, the implications! And I too, am going to miss Tobias SO DAMNED MUCH.

Geoff and Linda,

My heart so goes out to you both. A job very well done, indeed. Even though I'm not there in body, you know my spirit surely is.

Love,
Laurie – Canada

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Dear all,

I want to let you know that apart from minor interruptions the quality of the webcast was very good. I want to thank all the staff who makes this possible: I am so grateful to be able to participate of the Conference. So much inspiration, so much love! And to say Tobias farewell and hello to Sam together with all the Shaumbra! Pass my thanks and gratefulness to all involved and to Linda and Geoffrey, the inspirers of consciousness.

With lots of love and a big hug,

Cora – The Netherlands

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My mind cannot comprehend the full impact what I have experienced with you all last night. Even though in physical Europe I was there, feeling everything as part of my process too. Feeling the crying, great love, humour, and immense appreciation of Geoff, Garret and dear Norma and Linda rushing through me and yet for the first time in my life I felt it within a peacefulness of self. It was an awareness I only can describe as … ? … and not needing an answer. Understanding deep within what was happening was also part of our birthing into sovereign beings. With Geoff as standard showing us how to let go in such a profound honest simplicity. My heart flowed over. Thank you dear brother.

Lydia

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“My hat’s off to each and every one of you for the work that you do.” These were the words of Saint-Germain in his last Shoud, and for the first time I fully FELT and let in the awe and respect of what we are all doing, first for myself and then to each one of us, and which is being felt again with even more intensity this weekend.

Linda – United Kingdom

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I just wanted to thank you for the effort you put into the Shaumbra faces videos. It must have been a huge undertaking. But it was a great idea – it was like a walk down memory lane with true family.

Indy – USA

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I was there. The Kuthumi and Tobias end of the day channels left most everyone emotionally stunned. The people I talked with afterwards could not describe what they experienced into words as much as into feelings. This conference allow me to bring out my emotions in a way that I've never experienced before.

Tim – USA

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When I woke up and remembered what day it was and what had happened I kind of called Tobias' name, just thinking of him. Instantly I was aware that there was no response. He was not there any more. I had never before realised just how close and immediate his presence had been. Even though I might not think of him for days or even weeks, but as soon as I thought of him in the past there was always a warmth, a presence, a responding energy. This time there was no response. Cue more tears from me of course.

Cathy – Australia

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This was also my experience today and it was wholly unexpected. You don't know how connected you really are until that presence is gone. I now know that I was always and often in communion with Tobias in various ways and now when each of those "routine times" come and I feel that absence....

Yet, there IS a celebration here too..... but such an intimately profound and solemn one that there are no words to describe it's depth. This. Is. Real. I think that is what I really felt the most. This was not just a story a bunch of whacked out spiritual woo woo folks calling themselves Shaumbra got together and conjured up for 10 years. This. Is. Real. Feel into that one.

Jodie – USA

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I actually "saw" Tobias leave and dissolve into the horizon. Right at the end of his last session toward the end of "over the rainbow" that Anders was singing. I was with him as far as I could accompany him and then saw him off as he drifted into a blissful, beautiful horizon and disappeared there. I knew he was gone for good. But I wasn't sad. I was crying like crazy but it wasn't because of sadness. Because it was very clear to me that this had to happen… So that we could move on. So that Sam could move on.

Tobias as we knew him is gone. I don't think he will ever be back. I started to sense why this is so during his talk. When he stressed how Tobias is us. To-be-us he said. And also when he had opened his eyes toward the end of his channel, looked at us so intensely and said "open your eyes and look, see yourself, look at yourself, see your self" ... I don't think this is only metaphorical. I think he meant how Tobias is an aspect of us…

If Tobias is an aspect of us, look at what he reflects back to us. He is the most compassionate, most loving, most beautiful being I've ever seen. But that is us. For me, that is me. What each one of us see in Tobias is ourselves. He shows us how beautiful we are. How precious we are. How amazingly beautiful, wondrous, loving, wise beings we are. The beauty, the love, the wisdom, the warmth we saw in Tobias is our own beauty, our own love, our own wisdom. Tobias was here to remind us who we are. To show us who and what we are. He didn't do this by telling us or through his messages. He did this by becoming such a wondrous beautiful mirror to us, by reflecting our own beauty, our own light, our own wisdom back to us. The love you feel for Tobias now, is your love that you feel for yourself. And this is why Tobias left so peacefully, being so content, so at peace because he knew he had fully and completely fulfilled his reason of existence.

Alev – Turkey

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I just wanted to say a big THANK YOU for making the webcast possible. It was like being there – excellent quality. Thank you for all of your efforts, both on my behalf and on behalf of all Shaumbra around the world.

Best wishes,
Bob – USA

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I thought to my self that the best gift I could ever give Tobias, was to feel deep love and compassion for my self. And it has been so easy to do that for the last days. I feel a new and very gentle feeling inside me. I feel love, compassion and warmth for my self.

Joan – Denmark

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The weekend opened my heart. When Tobias was getting ready to go, and Cauldre opened his eyes, I looked right in the eyes of Tobias for several seconds. I felt electrical and I whelmed up with tears and bittersweet emotion. I suddenly wished I had gone to every channel he ever gave! - had never been angry with him - I suddenly felt the preciousness of all we'd been through with him. I wondered if I would end up going back to my life and losing some part of what I was feeling? What if I couldn't stay in the energy of my returning, and the bringing in of my divinity?

I started driving home late Monday night on the last part of my journey after the event and turned on my CD player, but the radio came on instead. Simple Mind's (yes) "Don't You Forget About Me." was playing, always a favorite song of mine but suddenly it had a whole new meaning. I knew it was a message for me from my divinity.

Jaynne - Canada

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Dear John Kuderka and the webcast team,

I enjoyed the three days very much. I laughed and cried with Shaumbra in Colorado and all over the world. I really appreciated that you had several cameras so that we could see the audience and musicians well as well as the stage.

Thank you for the amazing webcast!!

Love,
Mariko – Canada

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Dearest Geoff, Linda, and Crimson Circle staff,

I don’t know if I can accurately convey all the love, gratitude, and thanks for the most loving, and amazing summer conference this past weekend. To the staff, I applaud the professionalism and the terrific lineup of all speakers, musicians, photos and slide presentations, and events that all of us Shaumbra got to partake in. You have made this a most memorable experience – the after effects which I am still reeling from…

I remember the day I got there (that Thursday before the festivities) I was sharing dinner with Shaumbra outside on the patio of a nearby restaurant… On the speaker system came the Beatle lyrics of “You say Goodbye, and I say Hello… Hello hello… Don’t know why you say goodbye - I say hello…” I felt Tobias among the group sending us all a little message. He is definitely saying Hello to the new world now through his integrating into Sam. I very much welcome him back.

I just want to say I have never experienced anything quite like this conference ever in my life. I have discovered beauty this weekend…. It is beauty watching hundreds and hundreds of humans come together to join in a celebration of self-love and love itself (not about money or business or scams or fear). It’s about love. It is beauty feeling tears pour down my face for an entire three full days, and then in between tears, opening my eyes and seeing several hundred other people blowing into Kleenexes around me. They are tears of absolute love and joy, not of sadness – that is why it is beautiful…. It is beauty to hug someone I have never met before. It is beauty when humans come together in such a safe space, and can be exactly who they are without judgment.

To Geoff (Cauldre) and Linda - I wish to especially send my love. I am so grateful to have found Crimson Circle (back in 2000) and don’t know how I would have made it through all these years without you and the Tobias channels. The impacts of my life since then are nothing short of profound. The discovery that the human journey is so amazing, so beautiful, and perfection in itself leaves me pretty much speechless most days. You have given me the best gift a divine human can give to another. There is no greater gift than you showing me how to discover and experience my own divine self, and to rekindle in my heart a great love of life. For this I love you both dearly. I appreciate everything you do and stand for, and I send you love (which I have an infinite supply of) in order to replace the loss you may feel at the leaving of Tobias. There is no loss. There is love. And all of Shaumbra shares their love with you. Good thing you have so many Kleenex boxes.

Thank you all again for the experience of a lifetime. This human journey absolutely rocks.

Love and hugs,
Tanya – USA

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For myself, the most amazing thing Tobias said on Sunday was when he said that he was coming back because he could do more by being in human body than staying where he was.

Can you imagine a Being who is in touch with something like 20,000 – 200,000 people on the planet being discarnate saying he could affect/effect more change by becoming one human being?

It touched me so deeply I couldn't speak of it and that statement alone is chiding me into owning more of my power as god also, a human angel.

AWESOME.

Love,
Maureen - Canada

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I listen from time to time to the song "Over The Rainbow"
and it became so clear for me, that over the rainbow
is here, here and now, that we have
brought over the Rainbow
into our reality here on this beautiful planet

We are the ones who let trouble melt like lemon drop's....
who make dreams come true............
and that's where you find me.......
here in the midst of it all and yet over the Rainbow.......

Daniela - Germany

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I must say that it was the one of the most moving events of my life. It was really emotional, and the energy was something new to me. A lot of love, respect and beauty everywhere. I went there only to honour what Tobias had done for the past 10 years and salute him for his new life... I got more than I expected.

In the first day, Anders Holte sang a tone-song (no words) and ask Shaumbra in the room to tone a continuous "noooooouu" while he was singing . It was something !!! I cried and I have no freaking idea why ! I could not stop it. This started the emotional vibe for the entire conference.

One thing I learned is that there are people with gigantesque divine balls that are willing to let go their sovereign state of being so they can come back to physicality and fully re-live in a human body... excuse my English but it take a lot of courage to do this. And it kind of levels the fuss about ascension.

And now I wonder what will be the impact, in the next years, of 1200 plus ascended master that come back in physical form??? That is got to do something big to the current consciousness matrix!

FrancoisV – Canada

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