Feedback from Shaumbra around the world and a sampling
of recent postings on the Crimson Circle Message Board
We received so many messages and emails about the Midsummer
Conference that we have devoted this entire space to
we have done shall not be lost to all eternity.....
feel like a piece of the earth
where a seed was planted
and Geoff and Linda and Tobias and the rat pack
breathed life's breath to me
and rained Living Water for me to drink
and I broke open and began to grow.
and I danced in the Light for a time
with so very many other seeds expanding
and it feels to me like we have gone from seed to stalk
all visible aspects so lush and green
and we are about to bloom
into a gazillion colors
and I am reminded
how it always seems
the blossoms that come
pave the way for the fruit...
you CC Staff and all for a nice and smooth Webcast.
Thanks for giving the Shaumbra around the world the
opportunity to be there this way.
big THANK YOU for all your work.
you so much for providing a very smooth and awesome
webcast. Being able to see and hear Geoff as Tobias
and hearing that farewell was the most amazing experience
and I'm so glad the webcast and you guys running it
was able to bring me that.
– United Kingdom
you CC staff! (and thank you Geoff, Linda, musicians,
speakers, beautiful Shaumbra who were there and online,
etc) It was an incredibly touching experience for me.
I still have not returned to my former state of being/consciousness
and may never do so. It was so easy to allow the energies
to move me to a greater understanding of …? …of
something that cannot be put into human words. This
experience pushed me beyond what I thought I could feel
beautiful the entire conference was. So grateful to
have been a part of it. I feel changed and look forward
to the precious gift of the downloads.
has definitely come to me.
for the Faces of Shaumbra. I tuned in to the broadcast
on Sunday, and saw the slide-show and promptly burst
into tears, before any words were spoken!
I was listening to Geoff, I felt so overwhelmed with
the whole thing, just felt incredible awe in what we've
been doing, the whole Shaumbra thing. It was sort of
like when you are dying and your whole life flashes
before your eyes. But I wasn't dying. We, as a collective
energy, as an amazingly beautiful group called Shaumbra,
had come to the end of our time as Shaumbra and all
of our story since its beginning in the Temples of Atlantis
was flashing before my eyes. I felt so overwhelmed.
I heard myself saying inside:
story of Shaumbra is the most amazing, most beautiful,
the most awesome story ever experienced in the omniverse.
I knew many of us will be writing our own versions of
this story and making its films and writing its music
inspiring many, many others in years to come. Others
will also feel this amazing Shaumbra experience and
in that way become a part of it. But I think we are
the most blessed because we got to be the first ones.
We lived the most beautiful, the most amazing, the most
difficult and the most precious part of this story.
much more than I have allowed myself to acknowledge
so far, really, and it's left me kind of speechless
to tell you the truth. My God, the implications! And
I too, am going to miss Tobias SO DAMNED MUCH.
heart so goes out to you both. A job very well done,
indeed. Even though I'm not there in body, you know
my spirit surely is.
Laurie – Canada
I want to let you know that apart from minor interruptions
the quality of the webcast was very good. I want to
thank all the staff who makes this possible: I am so
grateful to be able to participate of the Conference.
So much inspiration, so much love! And to say Tobias
farewell and hello to Sam together with all the Shaumbra!
Pass my thanks and gratefulness to all involved and
to Linda and Geoffrey, the inspirers of consciousness.
With lots of love and a big hug,
Cora – The Netherlands
mind cannot comprehend the full impact what I have experienced
with you all last night. Even though in physical Europe
I was there, feeling everything as part of my process
too. Feeling the crying, great love, humour, and immense
appreciation of Geoff, Garret and dear Norma and Linda
rushing through me and yet for the first time in my
life I felt it within a peacefulness of self. It was
an awareness I only can describe as … ? …
and not needing an answer. Understanding deep within
what was happening was also part of our birthing into
sovereign beings. With Geoff as standard showing us
how to let go in such a profound honest simplicity.
My heart flowed over. Thank you dear brother.
hat’s off to each and every one of you for the
work that you do.” These were the words of Saint-Germain
in his last Shoud, and for the first time I fully FELT
and let in the awe and respect of what we are all doing,
first for myself and then to each one of us, and which
is being felt again with even more intensity this weekend.
– United Kingdom
just wanted to thank you for the effort you put into
the Shaumbra faces videos. It must have been a huge
undertaking. But it was a great idea – it was
like a walk down memory lane with true family.
was there. The Kuthumi and Tobias end of the day channels
left most everyone emotionally stunned. The people I
talked with afterwards could not describe what they
experienced into words as much as into feelings. This
conference allow me to bring out my emotions in a way
that I've never experienced before.
I woke up and remembered what day it was and what had
happened I kind of called Tobias' name, just thinking
of him. Instantly I was aware that there was no response.
He was not there any more. I had never before realised
just how close and immediate his presence had been.
Even though I might not think of him for days or even
weeks, but as soon as I thought of him in the past there
was always a warmth, a presence, a responding energy.
This time there was no response. Cue more tears from
me of course.
was also my experience today and it was wholly unexpected.
You don't know how connected you really are until that
presence is gone. I now know that I was always and often
in communion with Tobias in various ways and now when
each of those "routine times" come and I feel
there IS a celebration here too..... but such an intimately
profound and solemn one that there are no words to describe
it's depth. This. Is. Real. I think that is what I really
felt the most. This was not just a story a bunch of
whacked out spiritual woo woo folks calling themselves
Shaumbra got together and conjured up for 10 years.
This. Is. Real. Feel into that one.
actually "saw" Tobias leave and dissolve into
the horizon. Right at the end of his last session toward
the end of "over the rainbow" that Anders
was singing. I was with him as far as I could accompany
him and then saw him off as he drifted into a blissful,
beautiful horizon and disappeared there. I knew he was
gone for good. But I wasn't sad. I was crying like crazy
but it wasn't because of sadness. Because it was very
clear to me that this had to happen… So that we
could move on. So that Sam could move on.
as we knew him is gone. I don't think he will ever be
back. I started to sense why this is so during his talk.
When he stressed how Tobias is us. To-be-us he said.
And also when he had opened his eyes toward the end
of his channel, looked at us so intensely and said "open
your eyes and look, see yourself, look at yourself,
see your self" ... I don't think this is only metaphorical.
I think he meant how Tobias is an aspect of us…
Tobias is an aspect of us, look at what he reflects
back to us. He is the most compassionate, most loving,
most beautiful being I've ever seen. But that is us.
For me, that is me. What each one of us see in Tobias
is ourselves. He shows us how beautiful we are. How
precious we are. How amazingly beautiful, wondrous,
loving, wise beings we are. The beauty, the love, the
wisdom, the warmth we saw in Tobias is our own beauty,
our own love, our own wisdom. Tobias was here to remind
us who we are. To show us who and what we are. He didn't
do this by telling us or through his messages. He did
this by becoming such a wondrous beautiful mirror to
us, by reflecting our own beauty, our own light, our
own wisdom back to us. The love you feel for Tobias
now, is your love that you feel for yourself. And this
is why Tobias left so peacefully, being so content,
so at peace because he knew he had fully and completely
fulfilled his reason of existence.
just wanted to say a big THANK YOU for making the webcast
possible. It was like being there – excellent
quality. Thank you for all of your efforts, both on
my behalf and on behalf of all Shaumbra around the world.
Bob – USA
thought to my self that the best gift I could ever give
Tobias, was to feel deep love and compassion for my
self. And it has been so easy to do that for the last
days. I feel a new and very gentle feeling inside me.
I feel love, compassion and warmth for my self.
weekend opened my heart. When Tobias was getting ready
to go, and Cauldre opened his eyes, I looked right in
the eyes of Tobias for several seconds. I felt electrical
and I whelmed up with tears and bittersweet emotion.
I suddenly wished I had gone to every channel he ever
gave! - had never been angry with him - I suddenly felt
the preciousness of all we'd been through with him.
I wondered if I would end up going back to my life and
losing some part of what I was feeling? What if I couldn't
stay in the energy of my returning, and the bringing
in of my divinity?
started driving home late Monday night on the last part
of my journey after the event and turned on my CD player,
but the radio came on instead. Simple Mind's (yes) "Don't
You Forget About Me." was playing, always a favorite
song of mine but suddenly it had a whole new meaning.
I knew it was a message for me from my divinity.
John Kuderka and the webcast team,
enjoyed the three days very much. I laughed and cried
with Shaumbra in Colorado and all over the world. I
really appreciated that you had several cameras so that
we could see the audience and musicians well as well
as the stage.
you for the amazing webcast!!
Mariko – Canada
Geoff, Linda, and Crimson Circle staff,
I don’t know if I can accurately convey all the
love, gratitude, and thanks for the most loving, and
amazing summer conference this past weekend. To the
staff, I applaud the professionalism and the terrific
lineup of all speakers, musicians, photos and slide
presentations, and events that all of us Shaumbra got
to partake in. You have made this a most memorable experience
– the after effects which I am still reeling from…
I remember the day I got there (that Thursday before
the festivities) I was sharing dinner with Shaumbra
outside on the patio of a nearby restaurant… On
the speaker system came the Beatle lyrics of “You
say Goodbye, and I say Hello… Hello hello…
Don’t know why you say goodbye - I say hello…”
I felt Tobias among the group sending us all a little
message. He is definitely saying Hello to the new world
now through his integrating into Sam. I very much welcome
I just want to say I have never experienced anything
quite like this conference ever in my life. I have discovered
beauty this weekend…. It is beauty watching hundreds
and hundreds of humans come together to join in a celebration
of self-love and love itself (not about money or business
or scams or fear). It’s about love. It is beauty
feeling tears pour down my face for an entire three
full days, and then in between tears, opening my eyes
and seeing several hundred other people blowing into
Kleenexes around me. They are tears of absolute love
and joy, not of sadness – that is why it is beautiful….
It is beauty to hug someone I have never met before.
It is beauty when humans come together in such a safe
space, and can be exactly who they are without judgment.
To Geoff (Cauldre) and Linda - I wish to especially
send my love. I am so grateful to have found Crimson
Circle (back in 2000) and don’t know how I would
have made it through all these years without you and
the Tobias channels. The impacts of my life since then
are nothing short of profound. The discovery that the
human journey is so amazing, so beautiful, and perfection
in itself leaves me pretty much speechless most days.
You have given me the best gift a divine human can give
to another. There is no greater gift than you showing
me how to discover and experience my own divine self,
and to rekindle in my heart a great love of life. For
this I love you both dearly. I appreciate everything
you do and stand for, and I send you love (which I have
an infinite supply of) in order to replace the loss
you may feel at the leaving of Tobias. There is no loss.
There is love. And all of Shaumbra shares their love
with you. Good thing you have so many Kleenex boxes.
Thank you all again for the experience of a lifetime.
This human journey absolutely rocks.
Love and hugs,
Tanya – USA
myself, the most amazing thing Tobias said on Sunday
was when he said that he was coming back because he
could do more by being in human body than staying where
you imagine a Being who is in touch with something like
20,000 – 200,000 people on the planet being discarnate
saying he could affect/effect more change by becoming
one human being?
touched me so deeply I couldn't speak of it and that
statement alone is chiding me into owning more of my
power as god also, a human angel.
Maureen - Canada
listen from time to time to the song "Over The
and it became so clear for me, that over the rainbow
is here, here and now, that we have
brought over the Rainbow
into our reality here on this beautiful planet
are the ones who let trouble melt like lemon drop's....
who make dreams come true............
and that's where you find me.......
here in the midst of it all and yet over the Rainbow.......
must say that it was the one of the most moving events
of my life. It was really emotional, and the energy
was something new to me. A lot of love, respect and
beauty everywhere. I went there only to honour what
Tobias had done for the past 10 years and salute him
for his new life... I got more than I expected.
the first day, Anders Holte sang a tone-song (no words)
and ask Shaumbra in the room to tone a continuous "noooooouu"
while he was singing . It was something !!! I cried
and I have no freaking idea why ! I could not stop it.
This started the emotional vibe for the entire conference.
thing I learned is that there are people with gigantesque
divine balls that are willing to let go their sovereign
state of being so they can come back to physicality
and fully re-live in a human body... excuse my English
but it take a lot of courage to do this. And it kind
of levels the fuss about ascension.
now I wonder what will be the impact, in the next years,
of 1200 plus ascended master that come back in physical
form??? That is got to do something big to the current
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