Alchemy of Light and Dark: South of France Tour
In October 2009 about 50
Shaumbra joined Adamus Saint-Germain on an 8-day tour
of southern France. They visited ancient sites such
as Carcassonne, Rennes les Chateau, Montsegur and more,
felt into many layers of energies and memories in the
area, and explored the energies of Light and Dark.
In these sessions Adamus talks in depth
about light and dark, and the alchemy that happens when
they are integrated. He also discusses what’s
happening in Shaumbra dreams, his lifetimes in France,
and tells his own very interesting version of the story
of Yeshua and Mary Magdalene.
These sessions also include Norma’s
story of the love of Mary Magdalene, Garret’s
moving story of his own journey of integration, many
conversations between Adamus and Shaumbra, and much
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of The Angels
A Personal Study Course
story of creation that’s
never been told...
now told by a real angel"
Tobias reminds us of what it was like to leave the
angelic realms to come to earth. The listener re-experiences
many things – what it was like to be birthed into
biological form for the first time; remembrances of
our Lemurian lifetimes; the pleasures and pains of Atlantis;
and finally, into our more modern times and the deeper
understanding of why we are here in this lifetime.
This is the story of creation that’s never been
told before, shared with us now by a real angel. It
explains how and why we became separated from Spirit,
helps us to understand what transpires in the angelic
realms, and it paints a new and refreshing picture of
why earth was created and why we chose to come here.
The Journey of the Angels is a spiritual epic. It’s
the explanation and understanding of Creation from A
– Z. More than anything, the listener can actually
re-experience their personal journey while in the energy
of this masterpiece story. More than just words in an
audio recording, Journey of the Angels is an experience
of awakening and remembrance.
Journey of the Angels is now available in a 12 CD Personal
Study Course that includes 11 audio CDs and 1 data disk.
It includes a comprehensive Study Guide (PDF format)
that facilitates the listener in a step-by-step process
of reflecting on and observing their personal journey
from Home to Now. (The course will also be taught by
certified Shaumbra Institute teachers in late 2009 with
enhanced original videos.)
This is the essential Tobias course for any Shaumbra
– or anyone else – who wants to understand
their angelic history. At times it will challenge you,
at times it will give you great comfort and remembrance.
You might be moved to tears or laughter, but one way
or the other Journey of the Angels WILL touch you deeply.
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Creating Your Reality
(a.k.a. Looking In The Mirror)
has been almost 6 months since I left the Crimson
Circle Energy Company and I’d like to share
with you some of the things that I experienced since
then as they are so closely related to what Adamus
has been talking about in the past Shouds.
At the Midsummer Conference in Breckenridge Geoff
mentioned my plans to travel and write another book
and eventually start doing “new energy”
consulting. This had indeed been the original plan.
However, in the first two months after I left I didn’t
feel any desire at all, to travel, or write, or do
anything for that matter. I settled into a very comfortable
and relaxed daily rhythm of hiking, gardening, biking,
eating and sleeping. Even my thinking had slowed down
to an absolute minimum. Everybody was laughing at
me because with nothing else to do I was able to forget
even the most simple tasks or assignments, like getting
something for dinner.
During this time I was very much on my own and there
were many moments when I was wondering if it was time
for me to "check out." No, I wasn't in some
sort of depression if that’s what you think.
On the contrary, I never felt so aware and alive.
But I also experienced that living is, more than anything,
a conscious choice, every day.
Then, after a few months, I could clearly feel a deep
desire to become active again. I didn't feel drawn
in any particular direction; I just wanted to do things,
to express myself. This feeling was exciting and challenging
at the same time. If you can choose anything, what
would you do? I felt like a kid in a Disney theme
park: I want to do this, and this, and this, and that,
oh and that is also very nice… Again it came
down to choosing.
I decided to create a new company, 2Click Coaching
& Consulting, to facilitate individuals and organizations
that want to realize fundamental changes. I had a
lot of fun putting the new website together and creating
the online marketing campaign to advertise my services.
Very quickly the number of website visitors started
to increase and I got my first coaching client.
Another choice was to put together a workshop of my
own, “Creating Abundance,” based upon
the teachings of the Crimson Circle, complemented
with other channeled information and my own experiences.
I started to draft an outline of the workshop program
and looked for interesting video clips to introduce
and clarify such concepts as “living in the
now,” “law of attraction” and “creating
your own reality.”
So far so good and I really thought that I had everything
going in the right direction. And then it happened….
I had to admit that after I had created my new company
I had certain expectations and after a while I was
disappointed that, notwithstanding the many visitors
that came to the website each day, I had attracted
only one customer in 2 months. Furthermore, I also
felt increasingly bored with my daily life and to
be honest I missed the “busyness” (as
I write this the similarity with “business”
strikes me) and the excitement, better known as drama,
to which I had become so accustomed in the past 30
years. I realized this most strongly during a weekend
outing with friends, all with important business positions,
when over breakfast they were enthusiastically sharing
work experiences. In a strange way I felt left out
and jealous. This was the first time that I really
understood and appreciated what Tobias and Adamus
had been telling us about the addiction, or seduction,
of the life we normally lead.
This triggered an intense process of reflection during
which I increasingly started to doubt myself and the
things I was doing. Had I become a nobody, a failure?
I started to lose confidence and trust in myself as
a creator. Fears about the future popped up and they
became bigger and bigger each day.
It was one of the most intense, depressing periods
of my life and my mind was in overdrive looking for
ways out, to fix things, to no avail. Then one day,
it was as if something snapped. My mind gave up and
surrendered. Funny enough it was at that point that
the fears disappeared and I felt a deep trust and
joy, in everything, coming back. And, I stopped thinking
about the future. It was a weird but liberating experience.
Perhaps you remember that the first lessons in the
Creator series are about accepting all things as they
are, including your human self, to live in the divine
“now” moment and to trust that everything
will unfold in a perfect way. I thought that I had
already integrated these concepts in my life but now
I really understood and experienced them at a very
In the Creator series Tobias also explains:
In the old energy way of creating, you tried to
tell your outer world how to be, what to look like
and what it should give you. In the new energy, you
go inside with the tools of grace and acceptance and
allowing and trust. As you change the vibration of
your inner being with the broad brush stroke, it changes
the perception and the reality of things outside your
house. When there is no expectation other than divine
balance you will have such an easier time in your
life. Your outcomes will be so much more powerful
and so much more fulfilling to you.
Another channel, Bashar (featured in the Tuning
In DVD), put it metaphorically like this: If
you look in the mirror and you want to see a smiling
face, guess who needs to smile first?
Creating your reality this way may look simple at
first, but I dare you to experience it. You may initially
compare it with living like a child that is just playing
every day, not worrying about what will come next
and think this is an irresponsible, uninteresting
or even impossible way of living. But then, just feel
into this some more. Which way of creating would you
prefer – the hard, “interesting”
and complex way, or the simple way?
Whatever way you choose, I wish you beautiful reflections
in the mirror.
Jan Brouwer spent 25 years in senior management
positions in the European banking, leasing and risk
management industries. He joined the Crimson Circle
in 2007, first as the European teacher manager and
then as the Chief Operations Officer for the Crimson
Circle Energy Co., Inc. After helping to guide the
company through a successful growth period, Jan left
the Crimson Circle in July 2009 to continue his joy
and understanding of Life. Jan resides in the Netherlands
with his partner Yvette, where they are surrounded
by the love of their three children, nature, dogs