THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS
The Discovery Series
SHOUD 7: “Discovery 7” –
Featuring ADAMUS, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
I Am that I Am, Adamus of
Safe and Sovereign Domain.
Oh, I love breathing in the energy
of this very 3D human environment. Ah! Love it. Love it.
Cauldre made a comment
before in reference to me, hmm, thought maybe I would forget. (referring to a
comment during the intro segment) No, Cauldre. Old dead guys don’t forget.
(laughter) Oh no. Oh no. But it brings up an interesting point. Dead! Does that
mean gone, unaware, unconscious, stupid? Nooooo. For what truly is dead? What
truly is dead, when you’re in a human body with a human mind, but not aware of
how you’re manifesting and creating your life? Not aware of how and why things
What is truly dead? Being in
human body, or being me? (Adamus chuckles)
And isn’t that the point?
Isn’t that the whole point – life, death, fears, safety, awareness?
Awareness. Isn’t that truly the issue? And isn’t that the very reason … oh,
Sandra, coffee, goat’s milk, please. Warm. Thank you. Aren’t there goats up
here? There’s mountain lions. Go find a goat. Milk it. (laughter and Adamus
It’s A New Time
And that brings up the very
point. Three hundred years ago we closed the Mystery Schools after many, many
centuries of operations. We closed them because we had gone as far as we could
at that time, because of consciousness at that time – very thick, very
difficult – manifested by religions that were pursuing us, trying to
burn our centers, close us down, torture us, run us off. So we closed them,
because we also found that those who had reached a certain point of what you
would call enlightenment … (Sandra hands him the coffee) Thank you. (he smells
it) Not goat, but not cow either. Odd chemical. Hm. Hm. (laughter) Odd, strange
way to drink one’s coffee.
So we closed the schools
because those who had gotten to a certain point of enlightenment were leaving.
They were just leaving the physical realm. Some of them would return for
another lifetime or two or three or four, but they got to a certain point – not
even a point that you’re at – and then they left; too difficult, too unsafe,
too challenging; and too seductive to go to the other side.
So for 300 years there has
been a bit of a darkness, a bit of a void in terms of true spirituality on this
planet. Yes, indeed, there have been study groups, more than the world’s share
of religions. There have been an occasional channeler and a mystic from time to
time, but truly a group or groups of humans that would allow their embodiment,
their enlightened embodiment? No. No.
But those dark times are
gone now from this planet, and what we have here are a group of humans who are
choosing to stay, choosing to be as aware as if they were on the other side as
they are here in the physical body. Choosing to go beyond this unawareness,
this hypnosis, this matrix of dull consciousness, and it’s you. And others, of
course, but it’s you.
Not always easy. It presents
its challenges, and quite a while back I said even just five – I’d be happy to
work with just five – and what we have here now are a lot more than that; a lot
more than five.
We’re coming to this age,
this age you have dreamed of, coming back into the physical body, and not just
talking about spirituality, not just going to your weekly meditation group.
Nothing wrong with meditation unless you have to be in a group and have to do
it at a certain time and have a certain discipline. Meditation, as I’ve said so
many times before, is in every moment and every breath. What is it? It’s
awareness. It’s consciousness. That’s all it is.
Why do they spend countless
hours in strange, seated positions, and many times suffering, in this thing
called meditation to try to gain awareness? There’s an easier way. You allow
it. You allow it. You let it be with you in every moment, everything you do.
It’s called consciousness in life. Embodied consciousness, aware of the “I Am,
I Exist” at the core, and then aware of this reality, this beautiful, sensual
Indeed, I’m on the other
side. I get to peek in, pop in now and then, but, indeed, there is nothing
quite like being here and on this planet; the sensual experiences that one can
have. And can you imagine now doing it consciously? Consciously having
experiences – experiences of your choosing. It’s not that it’s going to be
without challenges. Mastery does not mean that there’s not going to be outside
challenges, but there is inside balance. There is … consciousness and mastery
is humor. It is humor. Being able to smile and laugh at all of the things going
on around you, and even at yourself, with good humor. Not sarcasm necessarily,
but with good humor. Smiling. Sarcasm. You want the example of sarcasm? (to
Linda) Is that what you’re saying? I can’t quite hear. Sarcasm.
Sometimes sarcasm is biting
humor, negative humor. You like sarcasm?
ADAMUS: Oh. (Adamus chuckles
and a few chuckles) Then laugh about it. That’s what we’re here for and that’s
what we’re doing.
A Birthday Greeting
A few housekeeping notes
before we get into today’s Shoud. First of all, a very happy birthday, my dear.
(he kisses her hand)
LINDA: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Eh, mm. A gentleman
… (he kisses her hand without quite touching it)
LINDA: Ah. (and a few in
audience say “Ah”) Wait, I want to feel the hair on my hand.
ADAMUS: (he “air kisses” her
hand again) A gentleman never kisses the skin. I may be an old fashion guy …
LINDA: Be nasty like Geoff!
(they both laugh) Thank you!
ADAMUS: I wouldn’t dare do
that in public!
LINDA: Oh! Thank you,
ADAMUS: Oh, indeed, when …
LINDA: How perfect!
ADAMUS: … when …
LINDA: Oh! That was so
ADAMUS: When a true
gentleman kisses a lady’s hand, one hand behind the back … (a chair falls down
loudly, Adamus makes a face; audience laughter) One hand behind the back and
the other (demonstrating, Adamus sniffs her arm, then another air kiss; a few giggles)
… but never touches the lips. Oh, it dates back hundreds and hundreds of
centuries ago when you carried a lot of bad diseases, but … (laughter)
LINDA: Give me Geoffrey, I’m
ADAMUS: … it doesn’t matter.
LINDA: Give me Geoffrey!
(more chuckles) But thank you. Thank you.
ADAMUS: Other housekeeping
notes. Keahak IV coming up. It was just announced. Keahak IV will be a bit
different than the previous Keahak, because now in Keahak IV, we’re not just
going to be bringing light and energy into the body, into the Self. We’re going
to be manifesting. Ah, and that the good news. The bad news is that we’re going
to be manifesting (some laughter), and you’re going to have to take a look at
your own manifestations. This isn’t just going to be talking about it or just
allowing. We’re going to go beyond that into the external manifestations in the
body, in your physical reality, in your level of abundance, and we’re going to
… are you taking good notes?
LINDA: Oh yeah.
ADAMUS: Good. And we’re
going to have discussions. How are you doing in your manifestations? No
judgments, but how are you doing in your manifestations? Yes.
LINDA: By the way, that was
sarcasm. (she laughs; a few chuckles)
ADAMUS: But you’re laughing.
(chuckling) So Keahak, meaning spirit in motion. “Kea” – motion; “hak” –
LINDA: Ahh. Mmm.
ADAMUS: Spirit. Spirit in
motion, and now we’re really going to be putting it out there.
You’re going to be doing a
life assessment at the beginning of Keahak and I’m going to ask you to do it
honestly and openly, because by the time we’re done with Keahak IV, you’re
going to take a look at your life again and take a look at what you have
manifested. Ah. So.
Let’s take a deep breath
with that. Keahak coming around.
Next housekeeping note. I
mentioned in our last gathering that I was going to do a workshop, gathering,
discussion about abundance. Abundance. A free workshop about abundance. Go
figure. Yes. You just went through lesson one out of three parts in the
(pause, as Adamus waits for
LINDA: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: Oh! (Adamus
chuckles) I thought maybe you were all psychic by now.
Lesson one – receiving.
That’s exactly what happened with the Crimson Circle Connection Center or the “Four
C” Center. Four “C.” Foresee.
LINDA: Oh foresee. Oooh.
(Adamus sighs; some laughter)
ADAMUS: That was sarcasm.
LINDA: No! I meant it nice!
It meant it nice! That wasn’t sarcasm. (Adamus chuckles)
ADAMUS: That was the first
experience in abundance. Receiving. The word was put out there. There wasn’t a
lot of structure around it. There were no – as Cauldre and Linda said – there
was no email campaign or constant pestering. It’s you choose to or you choose
not to. Most abided by that. Thank you. My specific instructions – do it or not
do it. But don’t complain about doing it or not doing it. There were a couple.
Hm. (Adamus chuckles a little)
LINDA: Was that sarcastic?
ADAMUS: Yes. There were a
few, but their voices were quickly overrode by the ones who understood exactly
what I meant. It doesn’t matter one bit whether or not you opened your wallet
or your checkbook or, I guess, credit card. It doesn’t matter not. Do it or don’t
do it, but don’t complain about it. That’s one of the very simple dynamics of
abundance. Shut up! Truly. It’s in my book – abundance book – “Shut
up!” (Adamus chuckles) Stop complaining. Do it or don’t do it. Stop talking
about all the reasons why it’s not working and why people are bad and why, you
know, all your talk. Do it or don’t do it. Get on with abundance or don’t. And
if you don’t want to get on with abundance, that’s fine. But don’t complain
about it. Don’t talk to other people about it. Don’t come to me about it. If
you’re ready for abundance, let’s get on with it.
Abundance is about receiving
energies that are free, natural and yours. It’s that simple. It’s that simple.
It’s directly related to your desire to live – your choice to live,
your passion to live – and they’re very, very simple things.
In this whole thing with the
studio, the Connection Center, you put it out there; some of you would call put
it out to the universe. I never understood what that meant, because the universe
is kind of just a big nothing. Put it out there to the universe – put it out
there to the I Am, yourself. Step back.
Let it fill your bank account, your health account, your whatever account. Just
let it do it. Don’t restrict it. Don’t manage it. Don’t stress on it. Just
watch how it flows. It’s that simple. That was the first session, the first
lesson in the abundance thing.
The same thing that happened
to Crimson Circle can absolutely happen to you, and probably easier. It’s
easier for you to do it for yourself. Here we were involved with thousands and
thousands all around the world and all the dynamics involved with a group. It’s
actually easier to do it for yourself. It’s that simple. If you make it any
more difficult, I contend that you’re really not ready for abundance.
If you simply say, “I Am
that I Am. I choose abundance,” and then step out of your way, let it roll in. And
then don’t go through the mental torture of asking how it got there, why it got
there, what you’re supposed to do with it, anything like that, or if you’re
supposed be extra nice now because you received it. (some giggles) You just
allow it. You just allow it to come in. It’s that simple.
We’ll continue with the
lessons, and yes, there will be a live webcast from the new abundance center,
your Connection Center, obviously.
So those being the
housekeeping notes for today. Happy Birthday (to Linda) and many, many, many,
many, many, many more to come.
A Question About Change
So let’s begin with this.
Why don’t the changes – snap! – come
like that? Why don’t they – snap!
– come like that? In other words, why
don’t you come from being in the more unconscious human state and suddenly into
the enlightened state? Why? Sure. Why?
LINDA: Oh, oh! I saw a hand
ADAMUS: And I know some of
you get very frustrated. You’re like, “Well, I’m choosing this. Why doesn’t it
SHAUMBRA 1 (man): I think I
just got the answer this week for that.
ADAMUS: Ah! Ah!
SHAUMBRA 1: And I think it’s
just part of an evolution, in a way.
SHAUMBRA 1: It takes some
time to get used to everything.
SHAUMBRA 1: And then that’s
how it becomes.
SHAUMBRA 1: That’s my
ADAMUS: That’s a very, very
good answer. Absolutely. Yes. A few more. Why? Why doesn’t it just happen
TAD: When I make a choice, it
feels like I have to get the energy, like, I have made the choice, but it’s
like calling in the cattle, calling in whatever you call, you know …
ADAMUS: Yes. Why don’t the
cattle just show up right then and there?
TAD: Yeah! Just boom!
TAD: Just right here, right
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah.
TAD: It you … it just … it’s
the energy shift. It feels, I don’t know how many more different ways to say
it, but it’s hard to – not hard – but
it just takes time to get the energies going in the direction of your choice …
ADAMUS: Does it have to?
TAD: (pausing) Well, if I’m
doing a big project or something, sometimes it feels like I need, eh, I’m
calling in the cowboys. I mean, I need …
ADAMUS: You’ve got cows and
cowboys and …
TAD: I just moved to
Colorado! (some chuckles and Adamus chuckles) It don’t, I’m just … it was
dolphins and sailfish earlier, but … yeah.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah. And now
cows and cowboys.
TAD: Cows and cowboys. Call
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah.
TAD: Lasso ‘em in.
ADAMUS: You’re getting with
it here. Yes. Yes, there are many wonderful things about this part of the
world. Yeah, yeah.
Interesting, as a side note,
what called you here? The cows and the
TAD: The cows and the
cowboys! I haven’t met them yet. I’m looking for a cowboy though. Uhh …
ADAMUS: A cow or a cowboy?
TAD: To Denver? To Colorado?
From where I moved? From where I …
ADAMUS: Yeah, yes. What
called you here?
TAD: Um. It’s something
unconscious. I, I’ve …
ADAMUS: How about making it
TAD: Uh …
ADAMUS: You know. But, ehh,
stop. See – see what’s happening is you go up here (head). The answer is
already here (heart) or wherever, but you go up here and then it gets
constipated and it … well, no. Constipation doesn’t mean just that.
Constipation means restricted and smelly. So you get constipated. So try from
here (heart). Why did you move to Colorado? Quick. (snap!)
TAD: Because I wanted to.
ADAMUS: Okay, good.
TAD: The energy of this … I
was just drawn.
ADAMUS: Drawn. Okay, good.
What drew you? (she pauses) You’ll find out by the end of this, and then you’re
going to go, “I knew it! I knew it!”
And you’ll go, “Why didn’t I say that in front of everybody? I knew why and I
should have said it.” Because then you would have blown the next hour and
fifteen minutes that we have together, because I would have had to stop right
there and said, yep, that’s it. Okay. Thank you.
TAD: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Good. Why doesn’t it
just happen – snap! – like that?
ELIZABETH: Well, my answer
would be because we don’t get out of the way.
ELIZABETH: We choose and
ADAMUS: How about using the
word “I” don’t get out of the way.
ELIZABETH: Yeah, that’s what
I’m trying to say here.
ADAMUS: (chuckling) Yeah,
ELIZABETH: Yeah, I’m
ADAMUS: Yeah. By the way,
has anybody here worked with this thing I discussed in our last Shoud, when
you’re talking to another person, particularly in, you know, more of a
confrontation, instead of going, “Well you did …!” Just come from the I.
ADAMUS: Hard to do.
ADAMUS: But amazing when you
do. It changes all of the dynamics. Yes. Yes.
ELIZABETH: I don’t get out
of the way.
ELIZABETH: Um, fear
EDITH: You’re too cute. (laughter)
ADAMUS: (chuckling) Would
you two …
ELIZABETH: I’m too cute.
ADAMUS: … like to sit
together? Edith says she’s too cute. It’s a different world than when I was
around. (a few chuckles) Good. Thank you. Thank you.
ELIZABETH: Thank you.
LINDA: One more?
ADAMUS: And you are … no
you’re not cute. You’re beautiful. Yeah, yes. (Adamus chuckles) Oh, I love
TIMOTHY: Your belief sys- …
ADAMUS: Let’s stand up.
Masters stand up.
TIMOTHY: Your belief system
ADAMUS: And I’ll sit down.
(Adamus chuckles) Belief systems and overlays, sure. What’s a belief system?
Why don’t you just believe that it’s all going to happen – snap! – right away?
TIMOTHY: How many do you
want to get into?
ADAMUS: As many as you want
to get into. How many do you want to
TIMOTHY: I want to remove
ADAMUS: Yeah. Yeah. Why
(Timothy sighs and pauses)
TIMOTHY: Yes. (he chuckles)
ADAMUS: You see, and please
take note, because you all do it. You stop and think. The answers are right
there. As I said, by the time we’re done today, you’re going to go, “I knew
that. I knew that.” So one of the things that we’re going to be doing is
thinking from a different place, and it’s not even thinking. We’ll get into
that later. So why don’t you just remove those overlays and beliefs?
(he pauses again)
Could I tell you?
ADAMUS: They’re serving you.
You love them. Yeah.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Otherwise,
they wouldn’t be there. Anything in your life – oh, I’ve said it over and over,
anything that’s there, any problem, any situation – it’s serving you.
The limitations and beliefs
are serving you, because they kind of keep you held in, because you think
you’re going to splatter all over the universe if you let go. You think you’re
going to be in so many parts and pieces over all of creation, you’ll never be
able to pull yourself together again, like some bad psychic science experiment,
you know. (some chuckles) So you hold it in. You hold it in. But it actually is
pretty safe when you open up. Much safer.
TIMOTHY: And one other item
was how many games do we want to play just because? That’s a social …
ADAMUS: We? We?
TIMOTHY: We or I!
ADAMUS: We, engineering
man?! (Adamus chuckles) Good. Thank you. Excellent. One more.
By the way, I love
interaction. I love being with each and every one of you. All of you who are
watching in, I love this. Sorry, my dear. Even if you’re not here in Coal Creek
Canyon, I love the fact that we can talk and joke and we can even gossip, and
we can have a grand time. The interaction is satisfying, rewarding for me and I
hope for you.
Okay, let’s continue. One
more. Why? Why, oh why? Edith.
EDITH: You told us a very
brilliant thing last time. You said …
ADAMUS: Was it just last
time, my dear? (some chuckles)
EDITH: Well, I beg your
pardon. Every time.
ADAMUS: Yes, yes.
EDITH: And it said put no
cause before yourself.
EDITH: And I think that
works very well for each and every one of us.
ADAMUS: Yes. So how about
answering the question. (laughter) You’re flattering me by telling me how
brilliant I am. But the question is how come – snap! – you just don’t do the mastery like that?
EDITH: We do. Can’t you
EDITH: Here we are. We’re
EDITH: Yes. I do. We do it.
I do it. You do it. Everybody does it.
ADAMUS: No, this is – but
stay to you …
EDITH: David, his beautiful
wife, everybody does it.
ADAMUS: Stay with you. Stay
with you. You know, you’re kind of going around the table here.
EDITH: Yes, indeedy.
ADAMUS: You do it.
EDITH: I do it.
ADAMUS: Good. Leave it at
that. Period. Edith does it. I can see t-shirts, Sart. (lots of laughter) Edith
does ascension! Enlightenment! Enlighten- … (more laughter) And Edith, it’s a
beautiful thing. (someone says “Sart, get on that!”) It is a beautiful thing.
SART: Yep, I’ve got a new pile
ADAMUS: (he “kisses” her
hand) Thank you.
EDITH: Well, that was sure a
strange kiss. (more chuckles)
ADAMUS: Are you sure it was
just a kiss, my dear?
ADAMUS: How was it strange?
EDITH: Well, you usually put
your mouth on me. (lots of laughter)
ADAMUS: This is going to go
into the bleepers and bloopers version of the Shoud! Yes, I do Edith, but I do
ask you to keep it between us. (laughter)
ADAMUS: It doesn’t have to
be … you see this camera right there? It caught what you said. (more chuckles)
EDITH: I beg your pardon.
ADAMUS: That’s not all you
beg for. (lots of laughter)
ADAMUS: Mastery is being
able to laugh at all that life holds. All
that life holds.
So let’s do one more. We’re
having so much fun. Yes. And if any of you are offended, leave. (laughter) If
you are so spiritually stuck that you can’t laugh a little bit … this group of
Masters, we’re in this amazing sailing vessel off to the golden times, and
there’s no room for sourpusses. So. Yes. Yeah.
SUSAN: For me, what I have
found in the past couple of months is that my orientation is changing, because
it’s a new orientation.
SUSAN: The old orientation
was auto … kind of hardwired to the mind.
ADAMUS: Yes, yes.
SUSAN: And so I’ve been in a
process of consciously going through my days, reorienting where my
consciousness is coming from, and it is not here (head) for me. It is here
ADAMUS: Yes. How do you go
SUSAN: You have to stop. You
have to take the time …
ADAMUS: No, no. Let’s not “you.”
SUSAN: No? Me?
ADAMUS: You, “I.”
ADAMUS: You, ah, yeah.
SUSAN: How do I do it?
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah.
SUSAN: For me personally,
the exercise I’ve been doing with myself is consciously breathing here into my
heart center and allowing my consciousness to reside there and expand from
SUSAN: And spending more
time there – here inside me – versus out there and responding, reacting to
what’s outside of me. So my orientation no longer is out there, although I’m
SUSAN: It starts here.
SUSAN: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Yeah. No, it truly
is and talked about … (she puts her hand out to be kissed) Oh yes. (some
chuckles and Adamus kisses her hand)
SUSAN: Thank you.
ADAMUS: I talked about it in
our discussion of re-ordering. (speaking of Re-Order
) It’s also changing orientations, changing where you’re
plugged in and connected to things. You go through a phase of unplugging from
many, many, many things – literally, millions and millions of order
points, and you unplug from those – it feels very awkward. There is a
desire to try to get plugged back in. But what happens, the mind tries to plug
back in into this reality and things it understands, where indeed, you’re
actually not even plugging in, but tuning in, orienting to other things that
are much more flexible, much more dynamic and much more energy efficient. But
there will be a period of time where you feel very disoriented, very
disconnected, and that’s exactly why.
Which leads me to my point.
The question was why does it take time? Why don’t you just snap your fingers
and get that enlightenment?
Number one, it’s compassion – compassion
for your body – because your body, when it was in its old ancestral DNA, could
not have handled that rapid of a transition, transformation. Could not have
handled that quick of a change, and it would have caused such an energetic
imbalance that it could have led to things like – and very specifically –
things like diabetes. If the body tries to change too quickly, the energy
inputs and throughputs would cause diabetes. Secondly, cancer. It would, again,
send stray signals throughout the body and cause cancer in certain parts of
So you’re bringing it in,
this new level of light energy, as you’re making your changeover from your
ancestral biology to your own true light body. And it’s happening most of the
time while you’re sleeping, but sometimes in your waking state. Sometimes you feel
that your body is going to hell, but it’s not. It’s reorienting. It’s changing.
I ask you to invite those
changes and allow those changes and stop asking all the time, “What’s happening
to my body? Why am I sleeping long, long hours? Why can’t I sleep? Why is it
that I don’t have the energy level I used to have?” That actually is a good
thing that you don’t have that energy level, because you would still be trying
to get energy from old sources. You go through a period, a phase where you’re
disconnecting from the old fuel source, let’s say, an old coal burning plant,
and now you’re going to be connecting to a very new energy efficient, clean
source of energy.
So there is that changeover,
and there are going to be times when you feel that you’ll have extra aches and
pains in your body and you think you’re getting old, and it’s not. It’s about
this intensive changeover.
I said at the beginning that
we closed these Mystery Schools 300 years ago because it was just too difficult
to go through embodied ascension. Now, many didn’t care. They said, “I still
want the ascension and I don’t care if I leave a day later.” But you, my
friends, have chosen to come into this lifetime to do it while you’re in that
physical body. So, out of compassion to your body, you take these changes
exactly how you’re able to handle them. Compassion to your mind; the mind is
the thing that’s really having a difficulty with all these changes that are
You’re going beyond the way
you’ve been thinking, and so often when we’re gathered like this, all of you
can feel the energy when somebody starts thinking. Everything gets focused up
here. You don’t have to be able to see auras or energies, it’s even just body
language, but you intuitively know it goes up here and then you, they, get
You’re going to a different
way of bringing through awareness, intelligence, where it doesn’t require the
type of analysis or file retrieval. Going back and saying, “Now, what was that?”
You know, “I stored it back here in my memory.”
In the Old Energy, the old
mindset, it’s very associated. You associate everything with everything else,
and you’re going to be getting away from that because in the new reality, there
is no association. In other words, you haven’t done it before. You haven’t
experienced certain things, and the mind will always try to associate. Even
when you, the I Am, is saying, “Hey, we don’t need that,” the mind is still
going to be trying it for a while, to associate. And then it’s going to get
frustrated, because it can’t find a parallel or similar experience to latch
onto in order to make its evaluations and its analysis of how to act or react.
And then what it does, it goes into fear and panic mode – fear, panic and
anxiety mode – and the mind says, “Don’t do anything” or “Retreat,” you
know, “Back away.” That’s when you’re going to say, “No, it’s perfectly fine to
go on. It doesn’t matter.”
You see, I opened up talking
about life and death. There’s really very, very, very little difference between
the two, really very little difference. So, in a way, you could almost say,
even at the expense of death, it doesn’t matter to be able to break out of the
prison. And it may seem a little harsh, but to call earthly existence a prison,
it is. It is. It’s beautiful and it’s a great place for lessons, if you’re
still into lesson, and I hope we aren’t. And it has such a level of its own
type of experience, but it has gotten to be a consciousness prison where people,
they’re in the patterns and in the routines, and they don’t break out. And very
few voices rise above that and very few people let themselves go beyond it.
(Linda raises her hand) My dear…
LINDA: So then why …
ADAMUS: Birthday question?
LINDA: Why are the angels
and crystals and blah, blah, blah lining up to come here if it’s such a
miserable, painful stuck thing?
ADAMUS: I didn’t say
LINDA: Okay, stuck,
ADAMUS: I didn’t say
miserable. I said stuck. They’re lined up here because the Earth, this planet
Earth but soon to be – I could say actually now to be – the new Earths
that have also been created, and there are many, are the places you go for your
enlightenment. This is where you discover, in this planet. No other planet in
all of the dimensions or galaxies, no other planet offers the ability to
understand and embody the I Am. They all have experiences, and again, you could
say there’s a gamut of consciousness and technology and intelligence and all of
these other things, but there is no place like this.
Now, that’s the good news
and the bad news. There’s no place like this that one can get truly lost
within, become to forget who they are; none that has this density and this
level of seduction as this planet. So what better place to come than here? Why
not go to the extreme to get it, rather than some of these other places. That’s
exactly, my friends, if you remember, exactly why you came here. You came here
to embody the I Am; in other words, to completely integrate it into the soul,
into every aspect. That’s why you’re here, and right now it can only be done
They’re here lined up, and
I’m selling tickets. (some laughter) They’re lined up for it, because it is a
sensually beautiful, dynamic planet. The feeling of pain in your body, that’s
sensual. Now, you say, “No. It’s really a pain in my body.” To an angelic being
who has no physical biology that actually is seductive. “You mean, I can
actually feel myself? I can actually not just feel it like light, but I can
actually – it’s telling me that this is me?” And to an angelic being to say, “I
can actually think, have a thought and it goes so slow that I can even be aware
that I’m having a thought.” See, for angelic beings – snap! – it happens like that. There’s not the deep awareness. This
time continuum that you exist within allows you to do all of these things. That
time and space and density and seduction allows you to come here.
Now, it’s also the curse,
because when that knowingness starts saying, “I’ve had enough,” but yet the
humanness is still in the patterns, in the concrete of consciousness, it’s very
difficult. What happens is that the human will then try to think and effort and
plan and struggle their way out, because they’re in that human condition.
They’ll try to study their way out or buy their way out, whatever it takes, but
they’ll use very human attributes to try to release themselves from this very
The thing they’ve dip
themselves into and they loved and they’ve experienced. But suddenly when
they’re tired of it and want to get out and have to get out, and it’s not even
just wanting to. There is that deep desire that each and every one of you has
had – “I have to get out. I have to get back to me. I have to get back to that
awareness of my soul.” And you’ve been trying to do it in your sleep, in your dreams.
It’s not working so well. You think that’s the escape. Actually, it was
originally designed as the reconnection – the nightly reconnection. But the
deeper one gets into density, the deeper one – even in their sleep state – is
still focused on those things that are still very human.
And then it’s almost a
desperation, that longing – “I have to get out of this” – and then trying to go
to sleep to at least make a little bit of connection back to your source, and
then it doesn’t work. And then it’s like, “What do I do next?”
What do you do next? You try
power. You try thinking, efforting and suffering. It doesn’t work.
The true secret – if there
is a secret – of mastery, and perhaps the thing that is the most diametrically
opposed to what the human would do, is allowing. Allowing.
Several reasons why allowing
is difficult: Because you’re used to power, force, intelligence, thinking.
You’re used to something actually aggressive. So you try that. It doesn’t
usually work. Allowing also is very unsafe. Matter of fact, the human part
would say it’s downright stupid to allow. So it tries allowing a little bit,
and when you allow a little bit but you still have your concrete underwear on,
it doesn’t work very well. (a few giggles) It doesn’t work. You still sink to
the bottom. (Adamus chuckles; someone says “Wow”) Yeah, wow!
So the other reason that
it’s not done –snap! – just like that
… one is compassion, so you don’t burn out, so you don’t overload. And it is –
it’s challenging on the body – it’s even more challenging on the
mind, and the mind is dense and the mind is tough. But in an interesting way,
the mind is also extremely fragile. It’s like this very dense item very
delicately balanced on the top of a very, very, very tall pole, constantly
trying to not fall off and fall down.
So as tough and dense as the
mind is, it’s also very, very delicate. So it’s always trying to protect. It’s
always trying to keep from falling apart. And nearly every one of you has had
experiences in your younger years – not to digress, but in your younger years –
where people told you, “Stop acting so crazy, Juan. What’s wrong with you? Be
like everyone else.” And then you tried, actually, because you loved them and
you wanted to make them feel safe. So you got back into step with everyone
else. But I said there is part of the soul that cannot stand it anymore. Not
even just wanting to get out, but desperately needing to get back to itself.
We take a look at some of
the energies and dynamics on the other side. How long can one go in this
reality? How long can one go before it’s just absolutely unbearable on the
soul? It used to be in your earlier lifetimes when you would leave the physical
body, you’d go to the other side, there was somewhat of a type of reconnection
with soul Self, other realms. You know, the great release from the physical
reality. But as the Near Earth realms got more and more dense, it became more
and more difficult to go into the crystalline, to go the Bridge of Flowers, to
go beyond, and so many now stay. Even when they die they stay in the Near Earth
realms. It’s not physical, but it’s pretty dang close. It has all of the
consciousness factors of this planet. So there’s not that rest or reprieve in
between now. Not in the dream state, not in the death state.
And the being – the being
starts getting panicked and desperate, and then acts out and does desperate
things. All as a way of trying to feel again, trying to remember again. People
then do extreme, emotional, dramatic things just to feel something again,
thinking maybe this is the way back to Source. They take drugs, hallucinogenic
drugs, and that gives them just a glimpse sometimes, but in a very distorted
Imagine taking a lot of the
hallucinogenics gives you a glimpse of the soul source, but from the
perspective of hell. It’s very, very difficult. And some enjoy that, at least
they get the glimpse, but it’s done from that place of distortion.
So that’s what humans are
going through right now. And this awakening process is beautiful, but it’s, as
you know, very difficult, because they start awakening. It’s really that soul
Self saying, “I cannot stand it anymore. How long can I be out away from
connection with my Source, from the I Am?” Then they try to find other sources
in anything else – in religions, in gurus, in extreme sports, in anything –
trying to feel once again, and it’s not working.
And then somebody comes up
with these (anti-anxiety and anti-depressant) drugs – and I am not a fan of
them, even though I’ve been asked not to talk about them – but that puts one in
a true zombie state. It’s basically saying, “Stop that noise down below. Stop
calling out that you’re tired of this journey, that you want to break out of
prison.” It’s a shut up pill. (Linda hands him his cup) Thank you. Did you put
anything in there? (some giggles) A shut up pill, yeah‼ Interesting timing,
dear Linda. (more chuckles) It is. It is. It’s a shut up pill, and it gets
people back into that zombie-like condition of “walk the line, toe the line,
stay in the matrix, stop complaining.”
But you know what happens? They
take the medications and for a little while they feel better. Don’t glare at me
like that (to Linda). For a little while they feel better. But that voice,
which is the voice of truth, the voice of the I Am, will not stop, and it will
keep saying, “It’s time. It’s time. We have to get back. We have to reconnect
to the Source.”
So in a way it overrides
that pill, but then it drives the human aspect absolutely crazy. Absolutely.
And that’s why there’s a higher incidence of insanity and suicide when people
are using these on a long-term basis. And I stand by my words very, very
So at a certain … oh, I was
making the story that we study – some are studying – this whole
phenomenon: How long can you be unaware of your Self, unaware of your Source?
How many lifetimes can one go through? And this study, this look is taking
place just here on Earth by some of my associates. But how long can one truly
be out of touch?
Now, there were lifetimes
where you had that connection in dream state, in between lifetimes, but for
many humans now it’s been many thousands and thousands of years – 5,000 for
some, 10,000 years, not you, but others – since they’ve had that touch of
Source. Then they get so lost and they get so disillusioned and they get so
deep into the matrix of this reality that they just go longer and longer. One
eventually has to have that reconnection with their Source, with their I Am; one
eventually has to re-experience it, otherwise they truly go crazy.
And then they try things
like dying, thinking that’s a solution. Imagine that you’re so distraught with
life, there’s a knowingness that you can’t even define, but something saying,
“There’s got to be more. I’ve got to get out of here,” and then choosing death,
thinking that’s the release. But finding that when you die, it’s the same
Imagine you’re in prison.
You’ve been there locked in the cell, wearing the same clothes as everyone,
eating the same food, doing the same daily routine. No creativity. No true
opportunity for self-expression. Very, very unsafe, and then you think you’re
getting out. You’re overjoyed. It’s time. You’re going to be released or you
figured a way to break out. You get out. You step out of prison and you realize
it’s still prison. It’s still the same prison. And later on you find yet
another door you think you can break out of. When you do, you find out it’s
still the same prison, and that’s exactly what’s happening. Exactly.
That’s exactly why I love
working with each and every one of you, because you don’t care. You don’t care
about what it takes. You’re letting this be the life of release from that
prison back to your Source, back to your Self. You can feel it so strongly.
You’ve said to yourself, “I’ll do anything just for that reconnection.
Anything.” And here we are.
We’re not going to study our
way into it. We’re not going to power our way into it. No, no, no, no, no.
We’re going to allow it, and it is going to seem counter-intelligent at times.
But that’s the way to do it. It’s your natural state of being. Not all the
other games. Not any of the other things. It’s the natural state of being.
So why don’t we just –snap! – like that, make it happen? It’s
compassion, so you don’t burn out or blow up. It is also to allow yourself the
experience, to know the experience. If it just happened – snap! – like that, you would be without the real experience,
without what you’ve gone through, without the deep realization of it.
So you said, “I’ll go …” –
fast, isn’t the right word – “But I’ll allow as much of it as possible so I can
still be in the experience, so I know that experience so well, so intimately;
I’ve gone through the thoughts and the pains and the challenges and the fears
so I know every little inch, every centimeter of that corridor of enlightenment.
I know it upside, downside, all the way around. I know every demon and dragon
that comes out. I know every trick floor. I know every nasty little trap that’s
in this corridor, and I can experience it. I didn’t just breeze to the other
side. I know every little nook and cranny so that I” – you – “can teach it to
So you know it so
well – it’s not just rhetoric; that it’s real – so you can be the
teachers to the others. You know exactly – you’re going to know exactly – what
they’re going through and why they’re going through it. You’re going to know
exactly, with the confidence of a Master, that they will make it through that
corridor of enlightenment. They will. No doubt about it. It’s just what they’re
going to have to go through.
And you’re going to put it
back on them when they’re asking you all the questions – “Master, what’s it
going to take?” – and you know it’s totally up to them. And they’re going
to ask for the secret. They’re going to ask for all the tricks. They’re going
to ask for all the makyo. “What does it take to get through this corridor of
enlightenment?” And they’re going to try feeding off of you, and they’re going
to try doing everything. And you’re just going to stand there, because you know
that corridor so well.
You know that they’re going
to get to the other side, and the experience that they have is going to be up
to them. That’s exactly what you’re going to tell them. “It’s up to you. I know
you’re going to get here. It’s up to you how you do.”
I think that’s the same thing
that Tobias and I have said to you. (someone says “A few times.”) Doesn’t it – a
few times (some chuckles) – but doesn’t it make more sense now? Back then it
was – you looked at Tobias like, you know – “No, Tobias, you know the
secret. Just share it with me. Just give it to me!” It’s like you can do it any
way you want.
So let’s take a deep breath.
Remember this: When your
body hurts, when your mind’s all in chaos and everything else, it’s real
simple. “I am changing.” That’s it. You’re having a bad day, nothing makes
sense, people are giving you crap – “I am changing.” That simple. It’s a
great reminder. It’s not a mantra. It’s a great reminder. “Oh,” you say, “Why
did this happen to me, Adamus? Why did this this happen and that happen?”
Because you’re changing. Isn’t it great? (some laughter) “I am changing.”
Take a deep breath and feel
that. “I am changing.”
That’s why there are
sleepless nights at times. That’s why there are changes in relationships and
geography, everything else. “I am changing.” It’s a blessing. You asked for it.
Well, no, you didn’t ask for it. You demanded it. You absolutely demanded it
beyond anything. “It’s got to change,” you said. “It’s got to change.” And it
is. It is.
So as this stuff is
happening, this is beautiful story you’re sharing, a documentary about
enlightenment. “Oh! I’m changing.” Having one of those days, losing all your
money – “Hey, I’m just changing.” (some chuckles) “I am changing.”
So, Sart, another great t-shirt opportunity. Yeah. We’ll have to set up a
t-shirt press at your new Center. Cranking them out. Cranking them out.
Okay. Now, let’s get into …
ooh. (looking at the clock) Let’s get into the real subject of the day.
LINDA: That was a joke,
ADAMUS: There is another
office space right nearby to rent. Just put “Shaumbra Shirts” in there.
Shaumbra Shirts. Yes.
Okay, let’s take a deep
breath and let’s get into the real subject of the day, the real reason why
we’re here, dear Masters.
ADAMUS: That was just my
warm up act. I haven’t gotten to the good stuff yet.
ADAMUS: What, are you in a
ADAMUS: Oh, you have a
birthday party to go to? (Adamus chuckles)
So the real subject, the
real issue at hand, very simple but complex. I contend that this world is not
safe and that you are not safe within it, and therein lies a great big problem, a
great big problem.
I wish I could suddenly make
you feel totally safe, and I wish I could relax your body totally, because your
body is so tight because it’s unsafe. I wish I could wave a magic hand and have
it so your mind was peaceful, because your mind feels unsafe. I wish I could
tell your soul, your divine that it is safe here. It’s safe to come here. But
you don’t believe that, so you keep it at bay, a slight distance away.
Particularly as you come into your I Am mastery, it’s going to feel even more
unsafe in this reality.
So here you are with that
passion and desire for enlightenment; here you are, choosing to be an embodied
Master, but not feeling safe whatsoever. Big issue.
Actually, I’d like to do a
little survey here with this group. We’ll need … Vili, would you write and
Linda you run.
LINDA: Oh good. (Adamus
ADAMUS: Let’s take a look at
some of the things in your life right now, and I’m going to ask you to write
these, the safety factor, from, let’s say, one to ten. So if I state a certain
thing and “1” being very unsafe, “10” meaning you’re very, very safe. One –
unsafe; ten – safe. Why don’t you write that down. Then hold up your fingers or
hands, but hold them together. For instance, if you’re going to do a three,
hold your fingers out. But if you’re going to do an eight, hold them kind of
together instead of like that (far apart), because we’re going to take a quick
Okay, take a deep breath.
And again, don’t think too much. You’re just going to know the answer. Good.
(audience is correcting Vili’s writing) See, already unsafe. (Adamus chuckles)
We don’t know what’s safe and what’s not safe. (some chuckles) That is a
Okay. Very unsafe is one; safe
is ten. And I want this documented, and it has a purpose.
So take a deep breath.
~ Physical Body
First subject. Are you safe,
do you feel safe with your physical body? Hold your hands up.
(pause as audience responds)
Pretty good. I would give
that about an eight. Eight. Good. So you can just write body, and that gets an
Now, either you are an
exceptional group or there’s a lot of makyo going around (some chuckles),
because your body is – up to now anyway …
ADAMUS: Eight. Your body is
the thing that betrays you, probably first and foremost. Your body could go – snap! – like that. On the way down the
hill it’s icy, it’s snowing out and it’s going to be dark, and your body could
Cancer. Every one of you has
cancer in your biology right now. It’s a latent potential sitting in there
right now just waiting. Every one of you is carrying at least a degree of your
ancestral biology, which has its share of problems. Every one of you is going
to die a physical death. You say you’re safe with your body? You could lose a
limb tomorrow, and you say, “Well, but I’ll just regrow it.” Makyo. Really?
We’ve got some other work to do before we get to that point.
Your body gets big and you
can’t lose weight. Your body is constantly needing food. How could you feel
safe when your body has to be fed in every moment? And I could simply put my
hand over your mouth – which I won’t do – I could put my hand over your mouth
and suffocate you. In three minutes you’re going to be dead. And you feel safe
in the physical body?? I don’t know. You give it an eight. Maybe you’re
exceptional. But that body is probably the biggest reason that you don’t feel safe.
Imagine if you didn’t have
to worry about the body – getting in accidents, getting killed, getting bloody,
disease and all the rest of that – life would be a whole lot easier,
right? If you didn’t have to worry about that body getting old. So maybe we
should talk to more and more Shaumbra, but I would give the body about a two.
About a two in terms of safety, having been in one many times.
Now, you don’t have to worry
like I did about getting eaten by bears and mountain lions. (laughter because
Geoff & Linda had just talked about the mountain lions in the area) Oh. Oh!
I give it a one. (laughter) Okay.
Next. Take a good deep
Safety. Safety. How safe are
you with your mind? Your thoughts? Take a breath. Think about it. How safe are
you? Go ahead, show of hands.
(pause as audience responds
and Adamus counts)
I would give it about … are
we getting this on camera from up here? Good. I would give that – oh, there’s a
zero there. (some chuckles) I would give it a five and a half, based on – five
and a half – based on the audience.
Really? You feel safe in
that mind? The thing that is constantly telling you what a shit you are?
(laughter) The thing that is constantly indecisive, constantly in fear. You’re
so used to your mind and its games that you don’t even realize that it’s the
very thing that really keeps you from feeling safe. It’s playing the game. The
mind is the thing that brings in the fears. And you feel safe in that mind? I
wouldn’t. I would put the mind – me personally – the mind, the human mind below
– yeah, and we’ll have Adamus’ score – I give it about a 1.5 for safety.
It’s the thing that most people run from. And in a way you can run from your
body, kind of, but you really can’t run very far from your mind. Hell is
contained in the mind. Darkness and demons are contained in the mind. They’re
not out there; they’re not under your bed. They’re right in here.
What people do is they
control their mind. They discipline it. They restrict it. They limit it to the
point where they’re numb and the creative thoughts are blocked out, put off
somewhere else, because the mind says, “No, we’re going to restrict all that.”
Timothy, so much potential,
wild traveler, but then you picked up this brain thing, this mind thing and
limited yourself. Once known to travel throughout all of creation,
energetically speaking or consciously. You got here, you picked up a brain and
you’re like an old car now. (some laughter) You can barely get down the road,
and I’m not picking on you, but that brain, because there was part of you that
felt unsafe or it felt unsafe, so “Control, control, control.” And now you’re
at the point if you say, “What if I let go? Oh, people will laugh at me.” Well,
they are anyway. And “What if I let go, I’m going to go crazy and they’ll put
me in a mental institution.” There’s no mental institution that can handle your
problems. They’re not going to put you in one of those, because they don’t
understand, you see. You’ll just come to the Shaumbra Center. (laughter) We
understand, because we know it’s not crazy. We know it’s real, and we know as
soon as you stop thinking about life, creation, Spirit, I Am-ness, you’re going
to be free. And you’re going to realize what a prison all of you have been
Next. Your partner. Safe?
(someone says “Don’t have one”) Don’t have one! That’s a good answer! (some
chuckles) For those of you who have partners, safe or not?
Now, be honest here, if you
would. So raise your hands now. Give the score. Survey says … okay. It’s either
a ten or a one. If you’re sitting next to your partner, you’re showing two
hands. (laughter) “Yeah, yeah. Yeah, it’s a ten.” If your partner isn’t here,
it’s a middle finger one. (more laughter) You wouldn’t even give them that much
but you wanted to hold up that finger. (more chuckles)
Partners are – and I hope
you don’t mind me saying this – but for the most part, not for all of you, but
partners are an unsafe security blanket for most people. They think they have
to have a partner, you know, because everybody’s got a partner and they’re going
to look awkward, silly, you know, going to dinner and eating by yourself, or
they can’t stand being alone. So if you have a partner, even if you are unsafe
with that partner – I’m talking about emotionally unsafe, not necessarily
physically – at least you’ve got a partner, right? And at least you don’t
have to be with yourself, because that’s probably one of the biggest fears that
humans have – “Oh my gosh” – being alone.
So there is an inherent
unsafeness in partnerships emotionally. Even the best relationships have their
lack of feeling safe.
It’s a very weird dynamic.
You know, you’d rather have that partner in the house so you don’t have to be
there by yourself, especially at night. But they’re in the house and it’s like
ehhh, when are they going to give you hell about this and that and, you know,
pick on you and be demeaning and condescending and make fun of this cult that
you’re in and everything else. Not necessarily safe.
So we had a real divergence
here. It’s either about a one or a two or it was a ten. So I don’t know.
(someone says, “That’s why you don’t have a partner”) Right. Yeah right.
(Adamus chuckles) So it’s a range. So I would say from one to ten. (a few
I love partnerships …
VILI: It’s Shaumbra from one
to ten, or your score?
ADAMUS: Shaumbra one to ten.
Can’t make up their mind.
From my standpoint, I would
give a partnership generally about a five, about a five in terms of safety.
I’ve had a lot. It’s not like I’m just talking like I’m some space ghost or
whatever, you know, talking about this stuff, never having been here. I love
partnerships, relationships, as long as they’re short. Huh. (a few chuckles)
Well, it could eight lifetimes. It could be a lot of lifetimes, David, but …
oh, you laugh. You laugh … (Adamus chuckles)
ADAMUS: Yes, Linda. Oh, hi!
(Linda’s laughing and holding up her middle finger) Hi, Linda! You want to come
and sit up here?!
No, no. People get trapped
in the prison of relationships. Let’s be truthful about all this. Relationships
can be beautiful, but till death do us part? I don’t think so, because I would
die young. (laughter)
ADAMUS: A relationship is
meant to be an experience with another souled being and hopefully, in the case
of all you, another Master. Don’t pick one just to fill a space, unless you’re
very, very conscious of that’s why you’re doing it.
Relationships are beautiful,
but they can also truly inhibit you in your relationship with yourself. Once
you have a relationship with yourself, you love yourself, my gosh, the relationships
with others are going to be amazing. But right now, relationships are a very
old habit, and I’m not saying walk out on your partner. I’m not saying that
relationships are bad. I’m just saying take a look. Is it safe for you? Is it
enhancing you? Is it giving and … are you able to give and receive and are
they able to give and receive? But generally, partnerships, not the safest
Your job. Safe or unsafe?
Safe or unsafe? Your job, your career. Let’s do a show of hands. Safe or
unsafe? Jobs and careers. Well this is … we’re getting better. For some, sorry.
So we rate there about a 6.7. You’re getting this on camera, just so somebody
doesn’t believe I’m really just doing an assessment like that – boom! Six point seven, with a few
Jobs. Ohh, yeah, we’re
getting a little bit better, but jobs are … it’s not … I wouldn’t call it safe.
Jobs are mundane, kind of. They’re complacent, you know. And corporations are –
they’ve got it all down to a science and behavior and the amount of square feet
per person and your mid-management cubicles. And, you know, it’s not a lot of …
you don’t have to effort a lot, other than the other people there. And getting
fired tomorrow because they’re downsizing and because they’ve just been bought
out by another corporation or their technology doesn’t work anymore. But other
than that, gee, jobs are real safe. You rely on them for that paycheck and
without that paycheck you’ll probably starve and probably die.
Your job is safe? Really? I
don’t think so. I think you’re complacent in your job, maybe. The best thing …
here I’m … first I battle with Linda. Now I’m battling with Cauldre.
Take a look at jobs, really.
Unless you love it and you have so much passion you wake up in the morning,
you’re so happy to get there early and to interface with your coworkers, and
“Oh, it’s my boss coming in the door! I’m so glad to see you! And what can I do
today?!” I don’t think that there are too many Shaumbra that really have that.
A few. Yeah.
I’m not saying to quit your
job, but we’re talking here about safety. Are you safe when you go into the
office or your job or your work? I’m not talking about the light falling down
from the ceiling and hitting you in the head. I’m talking about emotional
safety. I’m talking about abundance safety. I’m talking about can you walk into
your office as a Master, as a David McMaster in your case. Can you walk into
your office as a Master and allow yourself to be who you are? It doesn’t mean getting
up on a soapbox and talking about what you learned, you know, at some recent
seminar. I’m talking about being in your mastery. Or do you suck it in, do you
hold it in, because others may not understand you.
Office is not too safe. At
least if you have your own business you are creating your own destiny. At least
it’s got some excitement to it, and you can control, you can manage or manifest
your destiny. It’s still not terribly safe, but it’s kind of exciting. It’s
like getting in a racecar, rather than sitting in a traffic jam. Most jobs are
like sitting in a traffic jam. You really don’t get anywhere, but you think you
are. Having your own job, what you love doing, is like driving a racecar.
Hm. So next. Next.
VILI: What would your score
ADAMUS: Oh, my score. Jobs.
Oh, I’m going to give it about a two. Very unsafe. But you’re led to believe
that it’s safe. It’s okay. And then you can go in there, and you’re not going
to catch a virus or a disease. Really? (a couple of chuckles) It’s the best
place to catch it.
So let’s see. What else do
we have? Let’s talk about your parents. Were you safe with your parents? Were
you safe with your parents, and this goes back to from the time you were born,
let’s say, up until today. (Adamus chuckles) I thought that was funny. Are you
safe with your parents? Were you safe – let’s define it – were
you safe growing up? So, hands?
(pause as audience responds)
Oh some … we have a range
here. We have a real range. We have … some chose well, chose their parents
well. I would say overall that’s about a 3.8, 3. … eh, no, let’s – it just
clicked up a little bit, online is coming in. It’s a four. It’s a four. Yeah.
Safe with your parents.
This wasn’t a particularly –
for most of you – not a particularly grand time. You relied on your parents to
provide for you, of course. Sometimes they did; sometimes they didn’t. You
relied on them for the emotional support, the encouragement, and a lot of times
they didn’t. Not because they were bad parents; they were tied up with
themselves, with other things or because they liked your brother and sister
better than they liked you. (Adamus chuckles) So not particularly safe. So you
learned – you developed survival and safety skills.
Well, what were those? Well,
they were walls and barriers. They were retreats. They were limitations, and
when you started first acting like the I Am, like the Master, at a very early
age, and all hell broke loose because of it, then you retreated. Partly
because, actually, you didn’t want to make them feel unsafe with what they were
feeling was odd or an unusual behavior. The ability to see other things –
angelic beings and the natural elementals – and to be able to communicate with
them and to be able to see what was going to be happening, what were the
potentials of happening on this planet. When you expressed that, it wasn’t very
Now, a lot of you say,
“Well, I don’t remember that happening.” That’s exactly right. You don’t
remember, but it happened. It happened. You went to such a shut-down, you don’t
even necessarily remember an event or the events that happened, but I was
there. I saw the shutdown that occurred.
So, safety with your
parents. There are some exceptions and there are some exceptions to any of
these, but I would give it about a three. About a three. Not particularly safe.
Some of you rushed right in to find the first family or followed a karmic
family in. Karmic families are not really safe families. That’s another good
t-shirt. They’re not. You’re acting out a lot of old, old things.
~ Your Car
So we could go down the
line. We could talk about are you safe in your car? Let’s try that, safety in
your car. You’re driving. You’re driving; are you safe in your car? Take a good
deep breath and Shaumbra says, are you safe in your car? (someone says “Yes”)
Okay, this is about the
highest of all. We’re at about a 7.2 – 7.3. Okay. Safe in your car. Safe in
Now, actually, actually, in
a strange way, even though you’re out there on the road and there are thousands
of other people, somebody could have a heart attack driving down the other lane
at any moment or somebody could be on drugs or whatever reason and – poof! – it’s all over with. But,
actually, you do feel fairly safe in your automobile when you’re driving,
because you’re driving. It would probably go way down if somebody else was
driving. Probably go way down.
But you’re driving. It’s
you. You’re maneuvering in all this chaos. But, you know, a funny thing happens
when you’re driving is your intuition kicks in. Yeah. It kicks in very well.
And also when you’re driving, you keep the damn mind occupied by, you know,
doing the things that hap- … watching the signs and the other … but your
intuition is there. Some of your best ideas, greatest insights come while
you’re driving in a car. Yeah.
So, cars. So I guess that’s
the answer, that’s the solution to our problem. Cars! (laughter) Drive more.
Drive more, think less. There you go, Sart. Drive More, Think Less – a
Now, to the point here. We
could go down the list and we could talk about the food you eat. Is it safe?
(someone says “No” and “What?”) Eh, the food. Food you eat. The thing you …
yeah. Is it safe?
Government. Is it safe? The
government. Is it safe? Actually, funny thing is – well, I’m not a big fan of
governments, because they are the epitome of mass consciousness. I mean, that’s
all they are. They represent consciousness of that city, country, whatever it
is, whether it’s a dictatorship or a screw-up. They represent consciousness,
and that’s why they are what they are.
So actually, in a funny way,
governments are not – because they represent consciousness – they are not
smart enough to have conspiracies. Governments are not smart enough to do
anything that should really make you unsafe. As long as you recognize they’re
the government, keep your distance, in a way, but they actually aren’t –
they’re not quick enough. They’re like this great big lethargic thing. It keeps
moving. It can’t stop. All you do is step out of its way and it just keeps
Governments operate on the
energy of power. That’s all. It’s all about power. It’s not necessarily bad,
but that’s how they keep going. Power. They talk. They talk about serving the
constituents. That is not true at all. It’s about serving those who are in
power. What they don’t realize though and the reason why I would never
recommend that one of you would run for a political office, you get into the
soup bowl of politics and even if your intentions are good and you say, “I want
to serve the people.” First of all, most people don’t know that they want to be
served. Secondly, you get into that and suddenly you’re in the power bullion.
You’re mixed right in with it, and even if you say, “I’m never going to get
into power,” you’re right in the middle of it. It’s almost – not impossible –
but very difficult to get out of.
So let’s take a deep breath.
Here you are Masters and
there’s very little safety, actually. Very, very little. It’s been one of the
challenges, complaints of Masters for eons of time. That’s why a lot of them
have left. “How am I supposed to feel safe here in this reality, with other
people out there, with my body?” It’s going to give out on you sooner or later.
With the mind with all of its crap thoughts and all of its lack of clarity, how
is a Master supposed to feel safe?
And some of you say, “Well,
I’ll just go be by myself.” Actually, that’s tougher in a way, because at least
with other beings around there’s a nice distraction. For those of you who are
starting to take your three days a month totally by yourself – whew! – not necessarily easy,
because suddenly you’re faced with you, the unsafety of your own being.
But it’s going to be
important to have that safe space for yourself, a place within. It’s not a
place of thought. In other words, it’s not – “I’m going to the create safe
space over here and go there.” The mind actually would never … it’s not programmed
for that, because it’s even going to penetrate safe space. You’ve tried doing it
in dream state, to go off to a safe space, but you’ve found you there. Heh.
Your aspects. Your aspects have found you. You try to keep it some far-off
distant, hidden place. They found you. They’re knocking at the door. Even if
you don’t let them in, they know exactly where it’s at. No longer a safe space.
So it leads to this whole
dynamic of being safe. It is very difficult to be a Master and to feel so
I contend that you don’t
even realize yet the level of feeling unsafe that you have, even just in your
body. Your body’s held tight. When there is total safety in that body, and
perhaps one of the best ways to experience is a bath, a nice warm bath, but
even then you’re tight and even then you might drown. Heh. (a few chuckles) Or
somebody might drop the toaster in the bathtub! (audience says “Ohh!”) “Oh, whoops!
Sorry! Don’t know what that toaster was doing here in the bathroom, but … have
a nice trip!”
So if you were … you don’t
really realize yet the level of unsafety that you operate in. And you’ve
managed it. You’ve buttressed yourself. You’ve found survival skills. You’ve
found ways to hold all of these unsafe things at bay. But you know and I know
that they’re right at the door. They’re right at the door, and so you keep
yourself more and more and more restricted.
And even the mind – the mind
– you try to quiet the mind down. Well, that’s kind of like an exercise in
futility. You can play tricks on your mind to make you think that you’re really
quieting your mind down, but it’s all a mind game. “I’m quieting my mind down.
I’m quieting my mind. I’m quieting my mind. Quieting my mind. Quieting my mind,”
and you think that you’re quieting your mind, and it’s crap thoughts. But
you’re not. What you’re doing is playing hide and seek, and you’re going to run
over here and hide, and then the crap thoughts catch you again and say, “You’re
bad” Oh! You’ve got to run and hide again.
There is almost no peace.
There is almost no rest in this. So how do you find that safety? How do find it?
You can’t think about it. You can’t say, “Oh, I’m going to find it, I’m going
to think about my safe space. I am safe. I am safe.” It doesn’t work. Safety
has to be real. It has to be real.
In order to let yourself
open, Timothy, and to let yourself be that embodied Master, you can’t hide. You
can’t hold back, because the true mastery, the creativity, the joy is just
going to come out. But if you’re not feeling safe, Jane, it’s not going to work
so well. And you’re going to be constantly frustrated with yourself, constantly
wondering why it’s taking so long for this enlightenment, constantly wondering
when I’m going to give you the big answer that’s going to solve all the
problems. It’s about feeling safe in an
This reality – amazing,
sensual, but very unsafe. They didn’t tell you that before you came here, did
they? Very unsafe.
A Merabh of Safety
So let’s take a deep breath
and let’s explore safety. For the moment, lights down and let’s have some nice
safe music. Not the kind I played at our last gathering, which I had fun with.
I liked it, but some people didn’t feel so safe.
Let’s take a deep breath.
And between now and our next
gathering I’m going to ask you to be conscious about safe. Not trying to make
things safe, because, well, you really can’t. You can’t make the world around
you safe. But I want you to start looking at the things that have caused you to
put up the walls, create the barriers, whether it’s in a relationship. I know
relationships are supposed to be all love and happiness but there’s a lot of
unsafety there, and you know exactly what I’m talking about.
Looking into the things like
jobs, your body, as you become more and more conscious of how you’ve kind of
shut down or created artificial solutions for safety. Oh abundance. We didn’t
even talk about abundance.
Your eyes opened, Kerri. Mm,
busted. So busted.
KERRI: You’re ruining my
ADAMUS: (chuckling) I am
your safe space, darling.
So we didn’t even talk about
Here you are Masters, a true
Master, a blessing, but in a world that’s pretty unsafe. Not to mention your
own aspects, your past lives.
Take a deep breath.
Now this isn’t about trying
to go and create some little makyo place of safety that you go rushing into any
time you’re in trouble. Not at all, because that’d be mental, and pretty soon
that too would become unsafe. If you’re trying to create this nice little place
in your mind, nice little cottage out in the middle of a forest and it’s all
safe-ville, pretty soon that will get holes in the roof, infested by termites,
cockroaches and rats, and burned down. So we’re not going to do that. Not at
We’re going to take a look,
a conscious look at safety, just to recognize and to realize that here you are,
a divine being surrounded by things that are kind of unsafe – your body, your
mind. Your own mind – unsafe.
It starts bringing things
into clarity and you start realizing the, oh, games that have been played to
try to make reality safe.
One could say theoretically
that a Master is safe wherever they are. Well, that’s kind of crap. It really
is. A Master recognizes they might be unsafe. A Master recognizes that in this
extreme reality called Earth are a lot of unsafe things. A plane engine could
drop on this building right now. Heh, it could. Yeah, thanks. “Thanks for that
safe thought, Adamus.” Yeah. (a couple of chuckles
Probably won’t though, not because
we’re going to think positive; not because we’re going to think that we’re in
some perfect little bubble, not at all. And we’re not going to try to think our
way into it. But the fact is it’s probably not going to happen. Statistically,
it’s probably not going to happen. Very few engines drop on buildings, so it’s
probably not going to happen.
It’s about recognizing what
you’ve done to try to make yourself feel safe. Could be your house, making that
kind of a safe space. On our survey I forgot to ask you on that list there with
food and government and your car and your partner, I forgot to ask about old
Adamus. Don’t answer. Keep it to yourself. (Adamus chuckles)
Take a good deep breath.
We’re not going to try to
make unsafety go away. We’re not going to try to create some artificial
As long as you live here in
this body, in this reality, there are going to be things. There are going to be
factors. The fact is you’re probably going to not encounter about 99.999
percent of the unsafe things. You might worry about them, but you’re actually
not going to encounter them. They’ll probably never actually happen. A few
things might. A rock might fall off a top of a hill and smash your car, or maybe
just the window. Hehh. Hehh.
But let’s talk about the real safety. Not the outside world.
Let’s talk about you, yourself. You’re not real safe in there. Not a lot of,
oh, confidence, I guess. Still carrying around a lot of old vows, old guilts,
old issues. They’re kind of hardened inside of you, like pillars of a temple.
They’ve just become kind of the structure within the consciousness.
Sure there are a lot of
things you’ve done wrong, so you think.
A lot of that “I will never do such and such again.” But you know they actually
do kind of become the mortar and the bricks of your consciousness. Stuck in
there. It might have served you at one time, but that was a long time ago.
How can you feel safe when
you’re still carrying around the past? How can you feel safe when you’re still
bringing up things that happened ten years ago, 50 years ago, 5,000 years ago?
How can you feel safe when you keep going back to the memories of the past? How
can you feel safe when there are those constant reminders, whether it’s from
your aspects, from your mind or even from your heart, about what you did wrong
– failures, hurts to others, judgments about the way you raised your children,
lies that you told to other people because it was more convenient than telling
the truth. How can you feel safe when you’re still carrying around those
things? It makes the outside world look pretty safe in comparison actually.
How can you feel safe when
you really record those failures? Those are the tapes that play when you’re
trying to do something new, creative, fun. But you have these tapes playing
from the past – “I failed at this.”
It’s not safe in there. Not safe with the mortar and all the bricks of
your consciousness with things like guilt and shame, loathing, judgment.
And it keeps together a very
false house of consciousness. And you say, “But if I take away that mortar, all
the walls are going to come tumbling down. And we couldn’t have that happen,
now could we? What would happen to be me then?” Plus, you’re invested in all
the bricks and the mortars of your human consciousness. So you just keep adding
more bricks and more mortar, hoping that someday this craziness will end.
And it can. It’s going to
cause a big rearrangement of things. It’s going to cause those walls to come
But, my dear friends, what
if those walls came down? Even if they come tumbling down, what a tremendous
implosion, dust, debris everywhere. But when that dust and debris cleared,
there were no more wall, no more prisons, no more fears, no more feeling
unsafe. What if beyond these old walls and bricks of consciousness was the true
freedom of the I Am, even in an unsafe world, but no longer unsafe within
Safety within Self comes
when one forgives themself.
Safety within yourself comes
when one forgives themself.
Forgiveness, may be not what
you think it is. Forgiveness isn’t saying, “Oh, I did these bad things. Now I
let it all go.” No. The dots can’t be connected that way.
What forgiveness in mastery
is, is wisdom, you see. Wisdom.
When there is such a wisdom
in you, wisdom, first of all that you’re never going to do those things again
that you did before, you’re not going to repeat it; wisdom that you’ve learned
from each and every experience; wisdom that you’re not going to be going back
into low consciousness, dense consciousness; the wisdom that you are divine; the
wisdom that you exist. That’s the core wisdom, which all other wisdoms come
from – “I exist.”
You see, even with the
simple “I exist, I Am,” that is an expression of forgiveness.
“I exist. I Am that I Am.”
That is forgiveness.
That is freeing yourself of
the guilt, shame, judgment, criticism.
“I exist.” That is the
This isn’t a mental thing.
It’s not a ceremony you have to do, sprinkling water over your own head to forgive.
Forgiveness is really the wisdom. It’s what sets you free, and the wisdom is “I
That’s the safe space. It’s
not a little room in a big house. It’s not a little thought that you can run
back to and try to repeat to yourself. It’s a feeling. It’s a reality. It’s a
knowingness. It’s the safety.
Take a good deep breath.
One cannot feel safe when
they are not forgiven within themselves.
No. You’ll still be running
and hiding without that forgiveness. You’ll still be making up more and more makyo,
keeping yourself overly busy and occupied so you don’t have to face this deep,
deep thing within – the forgiveness, the wisdom, the release.
Take a good deep breath.
Good deep breath into this moment.
So I asked before why we
don’t just snap our fingers and have all this mastery stuff happen instantly.
It’s for the experience, for the experience you just went through, that deep
realization of forgiveness. It’s not like a church religious forgiveness. It’s
the wisdom. It’s actually tapping into your own wisdom. That’s it. Tapping into
the “I exist.” That’s it.
I asked before why don’t we
just snap our fingers and have this all happen – we can have the lights
back up please – make this all happen?
Well, I’ll leave on this
analogy. The caterpillar, going through such an experience of being a caterpillar
but knowing that it’s really not a caterpillar; goes through days and weeks and
months as a caterpillar; finally has something inside beyond its caterpillar
mind that says, “It’s time. I’ve got to get out of here. This is not me. This
really is not me. Been an experience. Love you other caterpillars. Time to go.
I’m out of here. You can try to hold me back, but I’d rather die than not
achieve my greatness.”
Then it goes through the
transformation in the cocoon, and it’s aware. It’s aware something’s changing.
And you know there’s part of it that’s cursing these changes, being trapped in
this cocoon. But part of it saying, “This is amazing. Whoa! Here I am, getting
rid of all these legs and all this greenness. But here I am. I’m actually aware
that I’m changing, so that when I become whatever I’m going to become, I’ll
know exactly how I got here.”
The caterpillar is saying to
itself, “Yeah, there’s part of me that’s ‘oh geez, what have I done? What have
I done? I could have just been another caterpillar.’” Part of the caterpillar
going, “Shit! I thought that was unsafe. This is really unsafe! Because nobody has a manual on how to do it, and I
did hear somebody say there is a red caterpillar called Satan-pillar that’s
going to get me, because I’ve let myself … but I don’t care! I don’t care, because I cannot stay like what I was.
I know there’s something more and I
haven’t been able to define it. I haven’t been able to articulate it, but god-
… eh, you too god! Caterpillar god! You’re a bunch of bullshit!” (laughter) “There
is something beyond god, and I know it and I’m going to find it no matter what!”
And in this knowingness I
also know that in spite of the fact that this is an unsafe caterpillar world,
within my being, all is well in all of creation.
Thank you, dear Shaumbra. Be
safe. Be safe. Thank you. Thanks. (audience applause)
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