THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Divine Human Series:
"SHOUD 2: No Death"
Presented at the Crimson Circle
September 14, 2002
Tobias: And so it is, dear family, dear Shaumbra, that we gather together again
in our sacred and divine space. You are among the first to move into what we
call the New Earth Energy. It gives I, Tobias, such delight to be here with
you on this day for the second Shoud, the time when you channel yourselves.
I love this moment when we first enter your space, when we first gather together
with you, when you invite us into your place, when you can truly open your heart.
I love the sound of your music (played before the channel). It tells such a
story of your journey. I love the way you sit, oh, in anticipation for our time
Our time together during the channel seems so brief, but, dear friends, we
are always with you. We walk alongside you, sharing your experiences and your
times. Sometimes, I could just sit here and breathe in the love that you emanate,
love that comes from your heart.
All of us on this side understand that the journey you are on is difficult
and challenging. We know there are times when you have thought you have released
it all, only to find out there is more to release, only to find out that there
are others around you who do not so much want to release you. Just when you
thought you have released it all, you learn there is ancestral karma. You learn
that there are times from long before you came to Earth that you still carry
with you at the deepest levels within your being.
But, you continue. You continue on the journey. You continue, knowing that
the work you do is so important for your own being, your own essence. It is
so important for the other humans who are on Earth at this time and for the
other humans who will come after you. Your work is so important for All That
Is, for Spirit, and all of the others.
You are coming to anew understanding about who you truly are. It is not the
human that you see in the mirror. It is not the flesh and bones. It is not the
human who goes by a certain name. No, it is about much more than that, much
So, we love this time we share with you. And, we have much to talk to you about
today, much to share with you.
We ask you now, dear friends, to bring your energies together with us. We ask
you to hold the hand of the angels who gather in the room today. We will explain
in a moment who they are, why they are here. But, we ask you to hold out your
hand to them, to let them touch you, to let them grasp your hand, to let them
touch a Divine Human, to feel for a moment what it is like to feel your vibrations,
to feel you. They come here today to learn from you, to learn what it is like
to have been on such an incredible journey, to end up in this space, to come
to new understandings of yourself.
And, now, dear friends, I, Tobias, ask you to extend your hands out to the
humans who sit next to you in the chairs. Hold their hand for a precious moment.
Feel their energy. Feel what their journey is like. Oh, not through the mind…
but, feel it through the heart. Oh, such an energy is moving here as you extend
out to the other, as you hold their hand, as you touch them for a moment! This
brings together all of the energy of Shaumbra in this room.
And, now, dear friends, extend your arms out. Touch the hands of the ones who
are connecting with us in this moment through your Web system. Feel them. And,
for all of you who are listening in or reading this, extend your hands out to
truly integrate with Shaumbra here in this moment at this time. And, now for
all of you, arms extended out, hold it out. Hold the energy of this moment out
for all who will read these words or hear these words in the days to come. Help
them to understand that they are as much in our moment right now as you are,
that they are not alone, that there are other humans who are divine. There are
the other humans who are walking into the New Energy alongside of them. Oh,
we thank all of you here, and all of you connecting, for sharing in this moment
We sometimes wish there was a different way to communicate, other than just
with human words. You are learning… you are learning to do this. You are
learning to open that heart of yours, to understand at a new level, not of just
the mind, but of your entire being.
Now, dear friends, as we heard Cauldre (Geoffrey Hoppe) talking of these workshops
and these seminars. They happen in the Now. They happen in the Now. It is difficult
to preplan a workshop that will take place two months from now, or six months
from now. Oh, you may put a title on this talk. You may put words on the page.
And, Cauldre may want to make all of his slides. (Audience laughter) But, that
is not the way of the New Energy. The New Energy is about the moment and about
If there is a title for the workshops that you have coming up in the days and
weeks and months ahead, it is simply "To Be Determined." (Audience
laughter) "To Be Determined" in the moment when you arrive. Silly
human, Cauldre, thinking that he can plan all of these things! (More laughter)
We know it makes him nervous, and we know it will make you, Shaumbra, nervous
also to live in the moment.
You will still to still have a plan in your back pocket. Or perhaps you will
want to have slides on that computer of yours. But, when you get into that moment
of time, that is when you will have a knowingness and a realization about what
is truly needed. You can only think that you know ahead of time what is needed.
It WILL happen in the moment.
When you stand in that moment, and when you are fearless, and when you are
open to your own spirit and divinity… in that moment all of the answers
come forth. The solution is already there. It is simply waiting for you to arrive.
Do you understand what we mean?
The Shaumbra workshops, seminars and channels will all be in the moment - To
Be Determined - until you and the other parties arrive at the scene. No theme
in advance. No predetermined discussion. In the moment. This is when you get
the golden glow, the ball of enlightenment, the inner knowingness, the "ah
hah!" that says you are in the right place.
For those who are healers and teachers, it is the same. It is the same. We
know so many of you try to run an analysis, a reading, on your client before
they ever walk in the door, trying to figure out what must be done before they
get there. You ask us. You ask their Higher Selves, "What is it I should
know" about this client, or about this class? And, you will not hear an
answer, other than TBD - To Be Determined - at the moment. (audience laughter)
Perhaps this is a bit scary for you, Shaumbra. You have been trained to plan
everything in your life. But, now, it is truly living in the moment. And, when
that client arrives at your door, and you sit down prior to your session with
them, then you will know. Then, it will come flooding in like golden rays. It
will all be revealed to you in that moment. You will know exactly why they are
there. Not why they are saying they are there, but truly why they are there.
When you assemble for the Crimson Circle workshops (held around the world),
you may think you know why you are attending. But, when you show up and open
your heart, then the real issues come out. Then, you open up. Then, it is revealed
why you are truly there.
You are not at any workshop to learn about abundance. That is a processing
in your mind. You are trying to figure out a scheme, or a mechanism, or program,
or a process. It does not work like that.
Spiritual abundance cannot be figured out with a plan from your mind. Abundance
comes when you sit with yourself, when you acknowledge your divinity, when you
open up and realize that everything is complete in the moment. When you stay
in the moment, it is filled with abundance.
(Tobias now shifting into meditative, rhythmic talking…)
Right now, in this moment you sit in… having released the issues of yesterday
and the worries of tomorrow… the moment you sit in is complete. Allow yourself
to feel it… in this moment that you sit in. It is not about what happened
in the past… or what will happen tomorrow… or worrying about that
stack of bills… or worrying about anything else… or screaming to us
for answers… but rather sitting in this Divine Moment. It IS filled with
abundance… and healing… and wisdom… and love. Allow yourself
to feel this as we sit here together as Shaumbra. All things are appropriate…
all things are balanced… all things are in the Now.
Such simple lessons, dear friends… such simple lessons there are for you
and for all of us. You tend to make them complex. We tend to take what can be
said in a sentence or a paragraph and try to turn it into books. You take what
can be said in a moment of time and try to turn it into hours of lectures. The
best lecture we have seen so far is when you sit in the Now, breathing it in,
and then just to sit there for an hour without words, without intellect, without
processing. Just breathing in the Now.
So, things will be different for you, for Cauldre, for all of the others, as
you continue the journey into the New Energy. No more preset plans. Oh, indeed,
we know Cauldre is screaming at us right now! (Audience laughter) We know there
are arrangements. You have to have water on the tables, and your wonderful,
beautiful stage, and all of your accoutrements. That is fine. That is fine.
Do these things, but when you come into the moment, have no agenda. Allow it
to be. Allow it to be.
For days before one of these monthly gatherings, Cauldre asks us what we will
speak of, what we will share. He wants to feel secure that there WILL be something!
But, he… and you… will have to learn to be in the moment. In that
moment, perhaps we will just ramble. (Audience laughter) Perhaps, there will
not be some big point. There will not be some big title that you put on the
name of the channel. Perhaps, it will just be Shoud 2: ??? (More laughter) "We
do not know what Tobias said, but it felt good!" you will say. (More laughter)
It is the time, the space, the energy and the love of our gathering that is
important. These words… these words do not mean so much.
So much is said in the silence. Humans have a difficult time with silence.
Humans don't like the pause. Why is that? It is uncomfortable, because in the
pause, in the stillness, you have to begin looking inside. You don't have the
distractions on the outside, the noise, and the chatter, the things to occupy
your mind and your hands. Oh, humans do not like the silence.
In the New Energy silence will be so golden. Silence is how you will renew
yourself. It won't be through saying mantras and doing chants, reading books,
listening to tapes. It will be sitting in the moment. It will not even be about
having a prayer or trying to do meditation. We have seen so many well-intended
humans just messing themselves up with trying to meditate! In the silence there
is the breath… the breathing in and out… a knowingness that the life
force continues… the knowingness that creation continues to expand.
It is sweet. It is sweet, being here with you. There are many others who come
in on this day. They gather here, this unique group of humans - how to say -
actually, former humans. The ones who gather here today… there are hundreds
and hundreds… we have not counted so much yet. They are humans from all
parts of your world, of all different belief systems and races and genders,
hundreds and hundreds of them who have filled this room in the last few minutes
while I was occupying you with my talking. They are ones who have "crossed
over" in the last three days of time. They are humans who have left the
body and come back to our side. These are not Shaumbra as you would know. These
are not humans who were on the type of spiritual path that you are on.
The three days after a human leaves the physical body is a very delicate time.
It is a very delicate time. There is not a prescribed process for what takes
place. It is based on their consciousness and the events that surrounded their
life and their death.
When we, the angels, go to meet them - and there are highly, highly trained
angels who go to meet the ones crossing over - sometimes we are welcomed with
open arms and with tears, and other times we are rejected, because the transitioning
human was expecting something else. There are times when the angels are not
even seen by the transitioning human, for they are so focused on their human
ways that they cannot see the angels in front of them.
The group who is here today welcomed the angels to their side… wanted
to know what just happened to them… where they were… where they were
going to… what comes next. There were many in this group who were waiting
for some type of judgment, who are waiting for the angels to bring them to a
place of judgment. Some of them thought that when they felt the golden, warm
glow that emanated from this space that they were being brought to the place
Instead, dear friends, they were brought this room today! They were brought
to this space and the energy created by you so they could see the potential
of their next life. They come today to visit you, confused, so many of them,
wondering why they are here, wondering why there is a group of humans, sitting
here, emanating so much love. They do not realize that where they are is on
a place of Earth right now. Oh, it is the new Earth, indeed. It is the consciousness
of the new Earth.
But, so many of them who are here now think this is some place in heaven, because
they see humans who are so open, and loving, and committed to their journey.
They do not see the aches and pains that you been going through lately. What
they see is your consciousness, and that consciousness is love and commitment
to Spirit, commitment to divinity.
They have been invited here on this day so they could see the grand potential,
so they could see what the journey looks like, so they could see that life continues
in spite of change, in spite of transformation. Life continues. The hundreds
of recently departed beings who join us on this day are scratching their heads.
You know, they are still associating themselves with the physical body, wondering
how they missed it, wondering why they had never met someone like you, a teacher
like you. They are here to observe a group of humans who has gone through many,
many lifetimes, committed to Spirit, committed to divinity, who have released
all of the selfish parts of being a human, to be selfless, but still to own
So, if you don't mind, dear friends, they will sit with us today! They will
feel your energy. They will learn something from you. The angels have escorted
them here before going to the other realms, where they will visit with departed
friends and relatives and others. They have been brought here to understand
a new potential. So, do welcome them to the Crimson Circle today.
Understand that you may feel their fear. You may feel their questions come
up. What to do, dear friends? Simply let them touch you. Extend your hand out
to them. Let them feel the empowerment of a Divine Human, one who walks on Earth,
but one who also walks in the other realms. And, that is you, Shaumbra.
They come today to hear the Shoud, to hear your divinity speak.
I have been asked by so many of you here what it is like on our side of the
veil. What do we do to occupy ourselves? What type of jobs do we have? What
is it like when you cross over? Where do you go to? It cannot be explained in
definitive ways. But, we will try to give you a bit of an overview.
In this part of the discussion, we are not speaking about humans in general,
but rather we are speaking about Shaumbra. When you leave your body and come
over to our side, we are there. We, the angels of the Crimson Council, are there
because we have known you for eons of time. We are a more familiar face to you
than even the ones who have been your friends and relatives in this lifetime.
We greet you and welcome you back. And, when we look you in the eye, there
is an immediate knowingness, an immediate connection. There are some from the
Crimson Circle who have crossed over recently, and we have to tell you, it is
a such a dear moment, for they know us immediately. There is no question. There
is no fear. They remember us from these gatherings and from the dreams. They
know they have come to the right place.
At that point they are still heavy with all the vibrations of being a human.
We go off with them to a quiet space, and we review their lifetime with them.
And, one day with you… yes, one day you will be back here. We know this
for sure! We will sit with you, and we discuss your journey. We will listen
to your stories and listen to your tales of some of the more memorable parts
of your lifetime. By expressing this, it helps you to come back to balance on
You ask us many questions. You ask about what you did right or wrong, and if
we think you took wrong turns. And, our answer is always the same. There is
no wrong. There is only the experience of the moment and what you do with your
You ask us many questions about your lifetime. Could you have done it better?
Could you have made better decisions? Often we have tears when you ask this.
Dear friends, everything you are doing is appropriate! Everything. You do not
yet realize that you have divine guidance in your life. It is already there.
After a period of several days, we join you at your own funeral. This is an
amusing thing, amusing for you, and somewhat amusing for us.
It is not like this with other humans when we go to their funeral with them.
Oh, there is grieving, and there is pain, and there is remorse. The typical
human is burdened with guilt and shame. They want to reach out to their family
members, particularly those who they have harmed, or those who they are in love
with. They want to go back to that human and hold them and shake them. But,
that human generally does not feel them.
The typical human feels that they are right at their own funeral. They are
still so full of human vibration that they feel they are sitting there, much
as you feel you are sitting here in this room right now. They cannot understand
why no one can hear them. They cannot understand. And, to make it even more
challenging, they can begin to sense, and to feel, and to hear the thoughts
of humans. And, this bothers them, for when they in the human condition they
could not hear the thoughts of others.
But, now they are, in a very small way, beginning to hear. And, they hear some
humans say, "We are glad she is gone!" in their private thoughts,
of course. (Audience laughter) And another humans say, "I wish I had treated
her better." And other humans say, "I wish I had been a better son,
or a better husband." And another says, "Oh, I shouldn't have divorced
her." (More laughter) They begin hearing these things, and that makes it
even more terrifying and more confusing.
But, dear Shaumbra, when you go to your funeral, you will have the enlightenment.
To you it will be somewhat amusing. It will be fun. It will be a celebration!
You know that they can generally not hear you. You know that. But, you go and
stand behind them and put your hand on their shoulder and comfort them and tell
them that you are fine.
Do you know what the human fears so much? This thing of judgment has been ingrained
through your religions. You have been taught that there is some type of retribution,
some type of judgment when you die. Most humans carry this fear with them when
they cross over to our side. This is the most difficult thing for us to deal
with. There is no judgment. There is no jury waiting for you. Yeshua is not
waiting to judge you, nor are any of the others.
So, when the human comes over after the period of going through their own grieving
at their own funeral, then there is an interesting and challenging next step.
At this point, anything can be created. Imagine yourself without a physical
body. Imagine yourself simply as feelings and wisdom. What do you do with that?
At this point, some humans feel they must go into a time of punishment. They
place themselves in a darkness. They place themselves in a space of their own,
surrounded by ugly and dense feelings. In a sense, they go into a type of incubator
to have a self-inflicted punishment for all the things they think they did wrong.
And, when we stand around, and when we try to tell them that we love them and
nothing was done wrong, they do not want to listen. We have to honor that.
At some point - and there is no time measurement on this - at some point, they
come out of this. They open up. Then, we are able to start working with them.
They are still heavy with the human vibration. They are still heavily connected
to Earth. They come out of this, and that is when we take them to a type of
We gather around, with humans who have departed before them, and with angels
on our side. Then, we start reviewing, and we start talking about who they truly
are. We can see their energy change as they release the identity they had as
a human. It is funny, for they come here, and they don't realize that their
identity is so much grander than the human that they were focused on in that
We help them begin to understand and to re-balance. Once they start rebalancing
and beginning to understand their identity is so much greater, so much greater…
oh, they will, in a sense, bring up memories, bring up tapes of past lives even
to refresh themselves… and lifetimes before that… and before that.
And, when they start releasing the heaviness of the human vibration, a funny
thing happens. Immediately they want to come back to Earth! They want to come
When they come to the point of understanding of their journey, then they want
to go back. We try to talk them out of it at that point. (Audience laughter)
We would like them to spend a little bit more time here on our side, coming
to a bit greater understanding, becoming even more balanced. They are just now
coming to a point of understanding of their journey. Now they want to jump back
in and experience more.
It is like the human who takes the roller coaster ride, and is filled with
fear, but then wants to get right back on to feel it again. At this point, so
many humans do go back to Earth. They go back without deep contemplation of
where they choose to go in that lifetime. They go right back into the drama
of being human, right back into the same family line, into the same group of
friends - and enemies - that they have traveled with before. And, we smile.
And, we shed a few tears. But, we understand.
Others of you do wait. You do wait for a period of time. You spend time on
our side of the veil in these types of classes. You spend time traveling, for
here we can do interdimensional travel. We can go to other parts of your physical
universe, and other parts of all the dimensions that lie around it. You travel
around. You come back to a remembering of who you are. You review past lives
to help put them into perspective.
At some point you are drawn back to Earth. Once you taste the human experience,
you want to come back. You are connected to Earth. Indeed, there are even aspects
and energies of yourself from the past that are still in the Earth. You are
drawn back to the Earth sooner or later.
I, Tobias, had a difficult time when I chose not to come back for a long period
of time. There was part of me that was being pulled so deeply to come back,
so deeply to be in human form with all of you. I so much want to walk the walk
with you. But, dear friends, I know my role now is to be here on the other side
to guide you and to be your friend. But, I am still connected. One day I will
Once a spirit, once an angel has been in human form, they stay in that cycle
until completion, until completion. They are drawn back over and over again.
When you come back to this side of the veil, there are many tears. There are
many stories. There are many jokes. But, all the time, we can see it in your
eyes. You want to go back, back to Earth, back to human form, back to learn
more. For, in any lifetime, whether it is long or short, there is so much that
is gained, so much wisdom that is brought to your spirit, so much love that
is in there. That is why you who say, "This will be my last lifetime on
Earth…" dear friends, there is a pull. It is like a spiritual gravity
that brings you back to experience once again.
On our side of the veil we do not have time as you would know it. But, we do
have a progression of events. Imagine yourself not wearing a watch, not having
sun for the day and dark for the night to give you indications of time passing.
We do not have that here. But, we do have a progression of events and experiences.
Some of you have theorized that we do not have time on our side, that all things
are occurring simultaneously. That is not so much true.
We have access to the past. We can easily go back into the past. We cannot
be part of the past, but we can go back to the past and feel its energies. We
cannot go into a future because it has not been created yet. We can look at
potentials of what might happen. We can look at the direction you are going
in. But, we do not even like playing that game here. We do not like playing
that game. That is not living in the Now. It is imagining how things will be.
We learned quite some time ago not to predict the future. We wonder when humans
are going to learn the same!
We occupy much of our time here working with you, walking alongside of you,
sharing experiences, comforting you. We are there to greet when you cross over
to our side. We are there to share energies and to share love with you while
you are back here briefly on our side.
We do not have to eat on this side. Some of you think that we have to eat food
like you do. We do not. We gain energy… we bring in energy in one of several
ways. One is to consume another entity, to go gobble them up, take their energy!
But, dear friends, all of us, including you, learned a long, long time ago that
this does not work. This does not work, for it is a hunger that cannot be satisfied
if you try to consume another entity.
The other thing we do is sit in our moment and our space by ourselves, breathing.
Indeed, we breathe! We breathe energies in and energies out. You breathe - so
you think you breathe - air. You are really breathing energy. We breathe in
the pulse of All That Is, of Home. We can feel it here. We can feel the pulse
of Home here. So, we breathe that in, and we release it. That feeds us. That
is our food and our sustenance.
There are times when those of us on this side who have been in human form…
we do plan a dinner party. We prepare a menu of our favorite foods from the
time when we were on Earth. I, Tobias, was personally fond of lamb. And, we
bring in the vegetables, and the fruits, and the sweets… and, indeed the
wines! And, we set the table. We re-create the experience from our base of vibration
and understanding. We re-create the human experience of dining. And, we are
delighted with it.
And, we invite friends on our side, some who have been in human form, some
who have just crossed over. They come to our dining table. Some who have never
been in human form think it is a very odd thing when we consume the food. But,
dear friends, it is nothing compared to the joy that the human has when they
When you sit in the moment at your dining table, you do not need to bless and
wave your hands all over your food. You simply need to enjoy the moment. Enjoy
the vibration. Enjoy the experience of bringing it into your physical body,
having the nutrients and the energy explode into life in your body.
Dear friends, you do not need to transform what you might think to be impurities
in the food, or the meats, or whatever, and try to do - how do you say - "obbly,
obbly " over your food, to try to release all of the negative components.
(audience laughter) You are a Divine Human! The minute this food reaches your
vibration, you transform it in the moment. You do not need to perform ceremony.
Ceremony IS. And, it is NOW. It is with you all of the time.
On our side of the veil, we meld with other entities. There was a time on our
side of the veil when this was shunned, in a way. There was a time long, long
ago, long before Earth was created when we feared this melding. This was a time
when entities consumed and battled with other entities. We were afraid to go
outside of our own energetic shell. But, now, so many of us here have learned
how to do that. It is a blessed thing. I can go in and feel another entity and
allow them to feel me. We maintain our own unique identities, but for a moment
we meld them together.
On this side of the veil, we can create whatever it is we want to create. We
can create a beautiful cottage. I, Tobias, have a place I love to create, based
on my experience of being a human. It is a cottage in the country filled with
trees, filled with sunshine, and a stream out back, and animals all around.
I loved my animals when I was a human. So I recreate this place.
But, dear friends, it is nothing like being able to create it in material form
like you can do as humans. It is like the wind, compared to the human experience
where you can be in material form and truly experience it. You can best experience
it as a human when you live in the moment, rather than worrying of the past,
or what will come in your tomorrows.
Here on our side of the veil, indeed, there are entities who are still struggling
with who they are. They are still afraid. They are still off battling in parts
of the other dimensions, battling with each other, battling with themselves,
trying to figure it out, trying to get back Home. When we go to work with them,
to talk to them, they want to battle with us also. So, we learned quite some
time ago to leave them alone. They are playing a game out there, these energetic
beings. They are playing a game. And, we honor them for this. We allow them
to play it.
There are entities on our side who are lost. They get lost. You see, here there
are dimensions like you could not even imagine in the human mind. Imagine being
able to create anything you want, not in material form, but energetically. There
are some who get lost in this maze, lost in their own creations.
There are many of us on this side who go out to try to help them find their
way back. We are beacons for them. And, once they understand that there is a
way out of this maze… oh, dear friends, they are tremendously relieved.
We help guide them back to a safe energetic space.
We can create here, but it is not like the reality that you have on your side.
That is why being a human is so precious. It is such a gift. At times you curse
it. You want the overview. You want the big picture. You want to know everything
that is past, and everything that will come. You forget to live in the moment
to appreciate the experience of being a human.
By being a human, dear friends, you can come to know something special about
who you are. You can go through many experiences, dripping with vibration, dripping
with feeling. But, yet you want to ignore all this. You want to live in the
past, or live in the future that hasn't been created.
Being a human is a gift because it helps you understand your identity. You
are focused on the identity of a human in one lifetime. But, the gift is when
you understand, while in human form, that you are much more than the name that
is on your driver's license. You are much more. By going into the human condition
and taking on physical body, you accelerate your own growth process, tenfold
and a hundredfold, versus the entities who have never been to Earth.
There are many who have not been to Earth, many, many, many who have never
been to Earth. Many of them wait for the time that they can come to Earth. Others
wait for the time when the literal New Earth is created in your universe.
You see, right now, there is only one planet of Earth. But, in the days ahead
there will be many places of Earth vibration. The work you are doing now will
create a New Earth and a New Earth after that. And, the universe will begin
to open up and provide the opportunity for other entities to experience human
consciousness and ultimately Divine Human consciousness.
Now, dear friends, do you understand the importance of the work that you are
There are many entities who wait for the opportunity of human experience. And,
there are many who fear the human experience. They know, based on what they
have seen from you… they know the human experience is difficult, painful.
They know you can get lost in the human experience. You can become so focused
in it that you totally forget.
Even when you come back to our side of the veil, you still forget. There are
entities who die and still don't open their eyes on our side. They are Earth-bound.
You know them as ghosts. They wander the Earth. They are so lost in their humanness.
Sometimes they find a way to incarnate again. Other times they continue walking
the Earth as ghosts, angry at themselves or angry at others, wanting to stay
in the vibration of humanness.
There are others who have not raised their hand yet, angels who are not ready
yet to take on this experience. They know sooner or later they will walk down
the path that you have walked. They will take on human form. They know for their
own evolution of their own soul that this is the way to go. But, right now they
are standing in the background, deeply honoring their friends… you. You
have walked the path of a human, and now you are walking the path of a Divine
Human. You are moving into the New Energy, to help create what so many others
will experience after you.
So, you have asked us what it is like on our side of the veil. We will talk
about it from time to time. We will share our experiences with you. When you
return here to us, we will greet you. Indeed, we will celebrate. Indeed, we
will look over the events of your lifetime with you, of this lifetime and many
others. We will celebrate.
Oh, and we will see… we will see. It is like the words of the song that
played prior to our channel today. It was a song about a dog, a dog who loved
to roam, the traveling star. He would find a comfortable home and stay there
for a while. But, then he would have to continue roaming, not knowing where
the wind would bring him, not worrying about the rain, not worrying about the
moment. That is what the song was about.
And, it reminds us of you, Shaumbra. You come back here. Things here are easy.
Things here are comfortable and warm, for we have all created that space here.
But, we know… we know. We see that look in your eyes. We see another highway
song being written by Shaumbra.
Oh, I love all of you so much!
Dear friends, it is time for you to speak. It is time for the Shoud to take
place. I, Tobias of the Crimson Council and the Order of To-bi-wah will stand
back. Cauldre will place his energy directly in yours. Then, you will hear the
sound of your own voice.
So, now take a moment to breathe while we adjust the energies. Take a moment
to acknowledge all of the recently departed humans who are in this space with
you. They, too, are eager to hear what you say!
(Long pause before the Shoud begins.)
Shoud: I am Shaumbra. I am family. I am one voice and many voices. I am the
essence of you. I am your soul. I am your divinity. In this space I can talk.
In this space there is no separation of human and divine. It is one, and therefore,
you allow your essence to speak. You allow your essence to feel, and to experience,
and to be. I am Shaumbra, one vibration, and many vibrations.
I am your essence, and I share the message that there IS no death. There IS
only life. The humanness within us has concerns of death, concerns of going
into nothingness, concerns that it will all be over at some point.
I, your essence, remind you that there is no death. I continue onward and onward.
I continue the journey with you. There is no closure. There is no finality.
There is life, and there is living.
I, your essence, move you to life, and no matter what you do, I move you to
life, and to living, and in the moment to live each precious moment to its fullest.
I, your essence, ask you to nurture me. I am within you and all around you.
I am your beginning, but we do not have an end. I, your essence, ask you to
nurture me like a child being birthed. I, your essence, ask you to feel me.
I am present now and always.
I, your essence, have been separated from you, or so it seemed. But, now, we
reunite. We can only reunite in the moment. I, your essence, cannot reunite
with you in the past. I cannot reunite with you in a potential future. I can
only share the moment with you.
I, your essence, your soul, your spirit, ask you to fall in love with me again,
to understand that we are one and the same. Fall in love with yourself. Feel
no guilt or shame with loving who you are, who I am. When you love me, you learn
to love all things. Your love for all things will be found through me. Love
will not be found outside first. It is first found within.
I, your essence, your soul, your light, come to you. You have been searching
for me. You have been searching for the lost part of yourself. But, I come to
you. I enter into your reality, into your consciousness as a feeling, as a wave,
as a breeze, as a breath. I come to you when you are ready. I come to you when
you release any guilt. I come to you when you forgive yourself. I come to you
when you acknowledge your divinity.
I, your essence, come to you when you are ready for the power and the glory
that is contained within me. I AM you, never lost, always here, always awaiting
the moment that you could sit in the Now and be with me.
I, your essence, need your nurturing. I need your care and your love. I need
I am simply feeling, feeling. I need to feel you. I need to feel that you are
there and present for me. I, your essence, live in the breath that you breathe.
I live in the moment that you sit in.
I, your essence, am not separate. I am not waiting for you to come to any certain
understandings or higher learnings. I am here now, ready for you.
I, your essence, am not the identity of one lifetime. I am the identity of
All That Is You, the identity that was gifted upon us when you left Home.
I, your essence, will bring you completion. I will bring you understanding.
I will bring you wisdom. I will bring you love like you have never known. I
will bring you power, and I will bring you balance. I will bring you feeling.
But, more than anything, I will bring you life, eternal life, fulfilling life.
I, your essence, wait for you. I have waited patiently for eons of time, while
you have been off playing, while you have been off changing your identity from
one experience to another. I have been waiting for you while you have been experiencing
being in light form, being in human form, changing lifetimes, changing bodies,
changing vibrational states, changing dimensional states, changing where you
have lived as a human, where you have lived as an angel. I have been waiting
I, your spirit, will bring you understandings, not from the mind, but from
your very being. I, your spirit, come to you when you are ready in the moment
and in the awakening breath.
I, your essence, will come to you, but not from a place that you expect. I
will come to you in a new place, in a new experience and a new vibration. I
ask you not to look into the old places to find me, but only into the moment.
I am Shaumbra. We are family.
(Long pause while Tobias prepares to return.)
Tobias: I, Tobias, return for a few words, dear friends, a few words here.
The first word is to allow yourself to feel. This is a theme. This is a discussion
we will have over and over again. Your own soul is asking you to feel. We are
asking you to feel.
There is a divine mind that supersedes the human mind. There is a process that
goes far beyond thinking. In your heart, and in your soul, and in your essence,
there is intelligence. It is not like what you know from the human brain at
all. It is a new type of intelligence, and knowingness, and understanding, and
wisdom. We will be asking you over and over to feel who you are, to feel those
around you, to feel us. Open those feeling centers.
Yes, we discussed this recently with Shaumbra in Lake Tahoe. We set the energy
there. That group set the energy for discussions that we will have again and
FEEL who you are. We see you going through an intellectual process, trying
to analyze this whole being of who you are, trying to analyze how to get to
the next step. You are beginning to figure out that it does not come through
analysis. It does not come through study.
It comes through opening up. It comes through releasing. It comes through living
in the moment. It comes through breathing. That is why we have said, "Release
the ceremonies. Release the prayers. Release the old ways."
Your essence sits with you now. "Why don't you see it, or feel it,"
some of you ask? "Where is it, Tobias?" You are still up here in that
head of yours. It is there.
But, as your own essence said, it comes to you from a new place. You will get
it. You will understand. You will be sitting alongside the water someday. You
will be driving down the road in your car. You will be drifting off to sleep
some night, and you will get it. You will know that you have been looking in
the old places for your own essence. It comes from a new place. It is here in
Let us tell you that there are hundreds and hundreds of entities who sit here
with wide eyes and open months. For, even in their vibrational state of having
just been humans, they can begin to feel and sense. They see what you may not
see - the divinity shining within you at this moment. In this moment it is here.
They see the potential to integrate the soul, the essence of Spirit into this
dimension, onto Earth, into your human form. They see the potential because
they are looking at it right now.
Dear friends, you have done them a great service by allowing them to be in
this space today. Your own essence is here in this moment, in the breath that
We love you dearly. We thank you for sharing this time with us and with so
We will return in a few moments to answer your questions and to have some fun
with you. We ask you to come up to the microphone to ask your questions. We
would like to talk to you directly. Do not be bashful. Ah, as you said to yourself
a month ago, "Express. Express who you are. Express your divinity."
So, we will return in a few moments to share questions and thoughts with you.
In the meantime understand that there are so many who are around you on your
journey. You are never alone.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias
Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around
the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the
potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the
first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges
of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing,
caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site
each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias
presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he
and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing
it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where
Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public, although RSVPs are appreciated.
There is nothing to join and no dues to pay. The Crimson Circle receives its
abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers
to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical
mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your
compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when
the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge
of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity
to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around
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