The Divine Human Series:
"SHOUD 1: Expression"
Presented at the Crimson Circle
August 3, 2002
Tobias: And so it is, dear friends, that we gather together in the circle of
Shaumbra. We love when you invite us into your space… when we are here
as family… when we can rejoice for a moment… when you can take a bit
of a "rest stop"… when you can open your heart… and when
we can truly come in to be with you and to meld with you. Life can be so difficult
when you are outside of this space!
I am Tobias of the Crimson Council, of the order of To-Bi-Wah. And, you are
family. We are here today to move to our next level, to move to our next step.
Dear friends, you have endured through this long and difficult journey. You
have stuck with it. You are here once again for a new series, for a new set
of challenges. You showed up in this sacred space with a conviction in your
heart and in your soul to move your next level. How blessed and how sacred this
is that you would even dare to come back! (audience laughter)
Indeed we will talk here today of some of the changes that will be taking place
within the Circle. The time is appropriate. You have made the changes within
yourself, within your own consciousness. And, indeed, you have removed so many
of the layers and the filters that would have been a limitation in going forward.
And, so it is that we start our fourth series with you. But, now we will make
some changes. It will be much more of you, much more of you speaking. We will
talk of that in a moment.
As always there are guests who come in, and they will continue to come in if
it meets your approval. They want to share this space with you. There are entities
who remain strongly present with you, even when you are not in this room of
Shaumbra. They will be with you, walking beside you on your day-to-day journey,
helping you to go to deeper levels of understanding of who you are. They are
the angels. They are the celestial beings who walk beside you. As you know,
they cannot do it for you. But, they are there in energy and in love.
In our last series Metatron came in. Oh, when Metatron first appeared, it was
difficult for many of you, including Cauldre, to handle this intense energy.
But, within a few visits, you adjusted quite well. As you know, Metatron is
you. Metatron is your voice in Spirit. Metatron is the representation of your
God-self. It is part of your consciousness that you were not able to bring into
your human level when you came here. It was part of your soul that stayed on
the other side.
But, now with the changes of the grids that have been done by the Kryon, Metatron,
your voice in Spirit, can come in so much closer. Metatron has been present
in so many of our lessons of the last series and will continue to be here because
you are anchoring and owning this energy. It is not a single individual, although
you may perceive it to be this way at times. But, it is your own divinity and
the divinity of all of Shaumbra, and ultimately, all of humanity.
Metatron is here today, because YOU are here today. It is that simple. At our
last gathering several weeks ago in the final lesson of the Ascension Series,
there were other visitors as well. And, their energy has remained all around
you in these past few weeks. You might have felt them as you were driving down
the road. You might have felt them as you were speaking to Spirit and to yourself.
Indeed, the energy of Archangel Michael is so present right now! Michael, in
a sense, was a team leader, one who held the Sword of Truth beside you. Michael
is working with you now for you to take ownership of your own Sword, of your
own Truth. You will feel Michael pushing you and prodding you at times, sometimes
with the sharp end of his sword (audience laughter) to move you through, to
get you out that rut that you tend to get into at times.
And, indeed, the energy of the Kryon is so present, particularly these last
Have you felt the energies all around you? They are shifting rapidly. It is
not just about you. Indeed, there are changes that are taking place within you,
rapid consciousness changes, rapid vibrational and physical changes. But, the
world around you is changing quickly also. That is because of the final adjustments
of the grid.
Oh, the Kryon entourage and team are very busy right now, very busy, making
these final adjustments so that you can bring in your own divinity, so you can
indeed behold the song of your soul. That is why you feel all of the commotion
around you, because there is much activity, much activity.
And then, dear family, the energy of Mary, the Mother energy, the nurturing,
the caring energy, comes in. She is here today, so strong and present amongst
us, so loving and caring. What is called the Mother Mary energy is truly the
love of Home that you have missed so much. The love of Home is beginning to
shine through all of the veils and the filters and the layers.
Oh, Mary has been here for quite some time. But, your own hearts were not open
enough to truly perceive her, to truly understand. But, now you can feel this
energy. Mary comes in to walk with Shaumbra in this coming year in our new series.
She will be with you when you stand up at the front to ask your questions. (chuckling)
Oh, yes, dear friends, no more cards. You won't write down your questions on
cards for us to answer. (some audience murmuring) Instead, you will stand up
and ask in your own voice. We want to talk to you. We want you to come forward.
We want you to sing the song of your soul, to ask your questions. And, as Cauldre
(Geoffrey Hoppe) is saying to us right now, "Yes, Tobias, and to take your
comments and sometimes abuse, too." (audience laughter) So, we would ask
you to prepare for this, when we come back for our questions and answers…
to approach the microphone… to put yourself on the line… to ask your
question on behalf of not only yourself, but of all Shaumbra.
You will feel the feminine aspect of the Mary energy all around you. You will
feel the energy of birthing because you ARE birthing your new identity. Therefore,
this draws in the loving energy of Mary. When you are having a particularly
difficult day and a rough time, you can go into her arms. You can put your face
upon her shoulder. You can cry a few tears. And, she will cry with you. She
will hold you and love you like the mother who truly loves the child. This is
the relationship. This is the energy all around you.
So, today in our honored guest seat, we welcome the energy of the Mother Mary.
Oh, her energy will stay with us. It will stay with us throughout this entire
series. There will be other guests and other visitors. But, she is here. She
asks us to pause for a moment in our discourse so you can feel her love.
Take a moment, family, to breathe this in. Oh, some of you have known this
energy so well.
She has a message for you. Feel it in your heart, each one of you… yes.
Simple, isn't it? So very simple, so very loving, and so very accepting of
who you are.
Now, know that the Mother energy will be here for a long, long time to come.
We have spoken recently to you about clarity. As you open up, you are becoming
much more clear. All of your human and divine senses are coming to a heightened
sense of awareness. Your feelings are open and more sensitive than ever before.
Some of you are not so used to this. Some of you are not so used to this thing
that you call the heart, the emotion, the soul-level feelings. Oh, at times
you feel you are being barraged. You do not understand all of these feelings
that are coming up, all of the emotions. They seem to play both sides…
feelings of good and feelings of bad… dreams of terror and dreams of love…
days that are difficult and days that are a joy. Feelings of every kind are
so prevalent with Shaumbra right now.
Do not dismay, dear friends. As you experience more and more of your true feelings,
you will begin to learn how to adjust them. They will not knock you over so
much like they are doing now. You will not have so much of an emotional roller
coaster as what you are going through now.
When you come to feelings, do not try to put the lid on them. Stay open. Stay
open. The challenging or painful part will quickly pass. It will. It will move
through, unless you choose to hold onto it. When you come to these feelings,
be in that moment with them.
Oh, there is so much New Energy in emotions and feelings. We have talked before
of how Shaumbra is creating New Energy - never done before in all of Creation
outside of Home. And, it is happening now. You are creating New Energy. Within
the feelings that you are experiencing in your own being, within all of these
emotions and thoughts, even the difficult ones, there is a seed of New Energy
We told you recently that the New Energy you are creating is finding its way
out into the universe, helping to set up the templates for the new universe…
for what we call the Second Creation. So much of what is happening within you
is flowing out to all places. When you come to our side, whether it is in a
dream, or whether it is when you leave your human body behind, we will show
you what you are creating. They are the new sacred paintings in the universe,
the sacred creations. We will show you what you are creating.
At the same time, dear family, in the emotions that you are experiencing right
now, there is a seed of New Energy. It will come to you in your reality at the
appropriate moment. But, it is there. The New Energy you are creating…
you will also be able to utilize. There is a direct correlation between this
New Energy within you and the level of your own wisdom and the level of your
In other words, this new very potent, spiritual energy will not germinate,
will not come into your reality until you feel that your wisdom is in balance
and you accept your new divine self. Then, that seed will sprout. At the internal
levels you are saying, "This is a powerful tool. This replaces any sword
that I have ever carried. This replaces any previous belief systems I have ever
held. I do not want this new divine tool to come forth until I am truly ready."
But, we tell you today, sitting here, looking at you, Shaumbra - Kryon, Michael,
Metatron, and Mary, and I, Tobias, looking out at you. You have the wisdom.
You have the understandings. Perhaps, you don't have the self-acceptance yet,
but only you can do that. It is appropriate. It is time for you to now bring
this New Energy up from within.
What you are experiencing right now in your new clarity are the feelings and
the emotions that are running through you, deep and wide. Oh, some days you
feel slammed against the wall. Other days you feel that you could take on the
whole world with the love that you have in your heart.
As we mentioned in our last discussion, this clarity also has its challenging
moments. You will begin to see through the façades that other humans
put up. You know, humans… they put up large walls. Do you know that sometimes
we cannot see through these? If a human chooses to be off the radar screen,
they can put up a type of energetic field where none of us, even the most powerful
of the angels, cannot see through. If you do not want God to see you, God cannot,
for you are God. And you have just played a hiding game with yourself! Do you
see? (audience laughter)
Humans do put up these walls. They put up these walls and filters for good
reason also. It is a type of protection so that they are not inundated with
all sorts of vibrations and information and frequencies and feelings.
So many of you have experienced this before where you walk into a large crowd,
and you become aware of what some others are feeling. If they are transmitting
in a very strong way… if they have a painful headache… oh, they are
strong transmitters at that point! AND, their barriers are down, so they are
sending out this headache energy all around them. And, you feel it first, because,
Shaumbra, you are much more open.
In your new clarity you will pick up on these things very quickly. Do not take
these as your own. Go in. Explore the feeling. Ask it where it comes from. Ask
it why it is there. So often you will hear it say, "I am not yours. Do
not try to own me. Let me go. I am simply emanating from another, and you are
picking up on it."
You, dear Shaumbra, are becoming strong receivers. You are feeling all things
around you. As your clarity opens, it opens first in the sense of feel. And,
you will feel others. Don't retreat. Don't put back up your own walls and barriers.
Simply go in and find out where this is coming from. Then, release it, much
as you would take a bird in your hand and release it. Set it free. Let it soar.
Let it be gone. You will have just learned something from the experience, the
energetic experience you've just had with another human. You will have learned
This New Energy seed within you will have touched this vibration from another
person. Let us use the example of the headache energy that you have touched
and released. This headache energy then will come back to them at the appropriate
time when THEY are ready, transformed now into pure energy of love and Spirit.
Do you see, do you see, how you are teaching and affecting with just the touch?
Do you see? It is so simple. It is so subtle, but you have just helped another
human. You have helped them transform their own energy for them to use when
This headache energy, in this example, that goes out, that you touch for a
moment with your New Energy… it also then flows outward and continues going
out to other people. But now it also has a new potential within it. It is not
just a vibration of headache. It now contains the vibration of love, of divinity,
and of self-empowerment. You have included this package of New Energy in with
their energy. The receiver of this information down the line, another human
walking along in a crowded shopping mall, who suddenly picks up on the original
headache energy, now has a new potential within this energy. It contains two
elements: The original headache and now your divineness, your love, your new
This is the New Energy. This is the way the Divine Human operates. This is
what you are already doing, but you have not realized it. This is how, in one
small way, you are all teachers. You are all transmuters of energy. It is a
beautiful thing. We see it happening here all the time.
Dear friends, this clarity… oh, it is a wonderful thing! You will see
beyond the façades that others put up. But, when you do, when you see
the games that they play, remember it is not up to you to change them, or to
heal them, until they come to you. You will see things. You will see great games
that they play. You will see lies… and deceptions… and abuse…
and corruption… all of these things.
And, you will ask at that moment, "What is it I should do? Should I change
that individual? Should I warn the others?" There is nothing you need to
do at that moment. Everything appropriate will come to you. Then, act on it.
You will know. You will know when it is time.
You will know when it is time to ask them if they are - how to say - cooking
the books for their company. (audience laughter) Perhaps you will not have to
do anything. Perhaps they will never come to you. But, because you now have
an awareness of what is going on, it has the potential of changing it, or having
it come to the surface. You have seen this happen over and over again now in
your recent times.
"Why is it," so many of you have asked, "that all these things
are being exposed?" It is because the consciousness of Earth has changed.
You have changed. This type of corruption and imbalance has to come to the surface.
It has to come to the surface. When it comes to the surface, it draws attention
to it. Then, it is up to you, to every human who hears about it, to the companies
that are involved in it, to do something with it. Some of them will run. Some
of them will confess. Others will collapse because they cannot take the pressure.
This will continue happening. When you read the headlines, understand that
this is appropriate. Understand that your world is not falling apart. Things
that were out of balance and inappropriate cannot be hidden anymore. You will
see this in your businesses for months and months and months to come. You will
see it in your government, for much has been hidden there. And, it will come
to light. You will see it in your churches, in particular. What is out of balance
will come forward now. You will have a new clarity about it.
Now, we have also talked recently about your questions. We said it is time
now for you to answer your own questions. Indeed, we would still be delighted
to talk with you in our sessions like this, to look you directly in the eye,
to chat with you one-on-one.
But, in your day-to-day life, remember to ask yourself first. The answer to
the question… is a question. The answer to what you want to know will come
back as a question from us. When you say, "Dear Tobias, what is ahead on
my path," we will say to you, "What do want to be there?" When
you say, "Dear Tobias, should I leave my mate," we will say, "Do
you want to leave your mate?" When you say, "What is it I should eat,"
we will say, "Ask your body what you should eat."
We will be pushing you. We will be challenging you to go within. And, indeed,
we will continue talking with you. During our question and answer sessions,
we will ask you some of our own questions. But, we will share with you our feelings,
Now, when we first sat with this group several years ago… oh, it was much
smaller! It was much smaller. We said that the energy of the Crimson Circle
and of Shaumbra was about change. It was about walking through with you during
this great time of change, not only on your Earth, but also in all of the universe.
You will continue to see changes all around you in the months to come. There
is a great imbalance right now. It is caused, to a large degree, by the fact
that the grid adjustments are coming to an end. What this means is that the
energy of your true divinity is more available to you, or to anyone else, than
There are those that do not so much like this. There are those who want to
hold on to the old ways. You have seen it recently in your news - the old religions,
wanting to hold on to belief systems, fearing that their students will walk
away, that they will no longer support the church. It is a shame that these
religions do not also make the appropriate changes with the times, that they
do not listen to the soul and to the hearts of their own people.
They want to hold onto something from 1000, and 2000, and 5000 years ago. They
say that it is Holy Scripture, and it cannot be changed. It was never written
that way. It was written in the moment, changeable in every new moment. The
human soul evolves. Why would your books not evolve also? Why would not your
beliefs… why would not the consciousness of the moment change?
What we are telling you, dear friends, is you will continue to see all of these
imbalances around you. Do not be shaken. You will have a new clarity about them,
but sometimes this too will bring fear. So many of you have been telling us
lately that you feel a great sense of unrest. You feel - how to say - that the
other shoe is about to drop. You feel that something is imminent and going to
happen. You are right. You are right. You are feeling. But, then you go into
anxiety. In a sense, we have even heard some of you say, "Oh, I would prefer
to have all of these doors closed, so I do not have this barrage of feelings.
I do not like this so much."
Indeed, things are going to happen, and things are going to change. But, we
can tell you one thing about yourself. You can be in the midst of a storm and
not be affected. When we began our first series, we sat in the midst of a storm
all around us in August several years ago in a tepee… storms brewing…
the Earth shaking… the sky rumbling. And, we were not affected. It was
a symbol. It was a metaphor of your journey. You can be in the center of chaos
and be balanced and be in a divine moment.
When you sense change all around you, do not get swept up in the drama. Understand
that things ARE changing. Understand that the world is not falling apart. The
world is renewing itself. Humankind is evolving. Evolution requires letting
go of the Old so that the New can come in.
So, in terms of our changes, dear friends, it is time for YOU to take more
ownership of your divinity. We have sat here in this chair for three years,
channeling you. The dynamics work something like this. You gathered in the room.
Your intent was to be here and to share the energy, to share your energy, and
also to receive our love. And, when we sat down here, we, in a sense, gathered
up the vibration of Shaumbra, and brought it into our reality, into our consciousness
on the other side of the veil. Then we flowed it through Cauldre back to you.
We went through many levels and many processes to bring in the information.
We do not need to play that role anymore. We do not need to be the distributor
of vibration anymore. So, in this Divine Human Series, it would be most appropriate
for us to stand on the sidelines.
We ask that the channel be a direct interchange between yourselves. We ask
that you put your energy in the Circle as always, and, as a group, you will
collect this together, meld it together, and then it will come back through
Cauldre to you. You will take the middleman out of the process. You will hear
yourself. And, it will be a beautiful chorus!
On this side of the veil, we call this process "Shoud," "Shoud."
Not shout - we do not shout! (audience laughter) Shoud is the vibration of "shou-doe-wah."
This is the vibrational pronunciation that we use here. In a sense, it is a
derivative of your human word "shadow," or "reflection."
That is what you are doing.
In Shoud the human channels a group of humans. One human brings together the
vibration of all. While it is coming out of one human - in this case, Cauldre
- it is the chorus of all of your vibrations. It is like when a group of humans
sing. You hear essentially one voice. But, when you listen, you can tell there
are many individual voices singing the same word and tune at the same time.
When Cauldre goes through Shoud today, it will not just be his voice. You will
hear the chorus of your own voice, of your own soul.
It will be a little different than what we have been doing in the past. Cauldre…
he is nervous about this now. (audience laughter) But, it is a simpler and cleaner
process. And, indeed, in Shoud you will also hear all of us. You can tune in
to the frequency of an individual, the one sitting next to you. You can tune
into the frequency of Metatron, or I, Tobias, or Mary, or Kryon. Or, you can
listen to the collective voice, the collective song that is being sung.
It is no longer appropriate to go through lessons with you. The lessons in
the past series were to help you stay on course, to stay on path. There is no
reason for it anymore. So, we choose that you do not call these lessons in this
new Divine Human series.
These are Shouds. These are expressions of Divine Humans who gather. You can
do this on your own also. You can gather together in your "local circles,"
your groups of Shaumbra all over the world. You can sit together. And, after
a period of chatting and melding, you can choose one individual to Shoud for
the rest, to express for the rest. You can hear then what you sound like, what
your group sounds like.
Those of us who are on this side of the veil, we do not know the answers. Sometimes
we have a different perspective than you, but we do not know the answers. So,
it is time for you to tell us the answers. It is time, through this process
of Shoud, to reflect yourself. Talk to us. Tell us what you know. Tell us what
you are experiencing.
And, record these things. All of you, record these things, because other humans
will come along. They will want to know what it was like for you, walking in
the New Energy, to sit with a group of the other Divine Humans, and have a song
of the heart amongst you. What were you experiencing at this moment on your
journey? This will help others on their journey. What was the key vibration,
the key feeling at the moment of Shoud?
So, dear friends, we will do things a bit different today. But, before we begin,
we would like to tell a very short story. There are not seven farmers in this
story! (audience laughter)
There is a human who you may recognize, partly as yourself or partly as the
others around you. We will call him Mark, although it could be male or female.
But, we will call him Mark. He was Shaumbra, indeed. Like so many of you, he
had read the books and gone to the courses.
As he moved along his path, he found the journey to be increasingly difficult,
harder and harder. He cried out to Spirit, and to Tobias, and to those in the
Crimson Council. And he said, "Why does it seem that each day the path
is more difficult? Why is it that each day it is more difficult to pick up my
feet, to move one in front of the other? There are times when I want to lie
down and rest, go to sleep. There are some days I do not think I can get through
the density of this journey. I feel I am being pulled. I feel that I cannot
cut through this dense fog."
Our dear friend Mark was wondering if he was doing something wrong on his journey.
He was wondering if perhaps he did not hear us quite right, or he was not following
the lesson the way he should have. So, he went back and reread all of the lessons.
Oh, he learned much that he did not learn the first time.
But, he still was unsettled. It still did not answer the question within him.
Why was it so difficult? Why did it tire him out at the deepest soul levels,
as well as the physical level? "Why," he kept asking, "is this
journey so difficult?" At times Mark grew angry. He cursed those in the
Crimson Council. He cursed Spirit. He thought it should be an easier journey.
He thought we should be there to answer more of his questions and to do more
things for him.
He found himself being distracted by his confusion, and his frustration, and
his weariness. He grew somewhat disappointed in himself, and therefore with
the others around him, and even with the Crimson Circle. He found himself, dear
friends, sneaking off to UFO classes! (audience laughter) He found himself going
to conspiracy seminars. He found himself going to classes where they taught
you to go back to your guides for the answers. He knew he was slipping. (more
It did not feel right at the inner level, but at the outer level, our dear
friend Mark got back into this old energy, this duality energy that he was so
used to from before. It gave him an energy hit when he went to these things.
It distracted him also, which he appreciated.
It was much more fun to think about the alien conspiracy than it was to think
about his own divinity. It was much more fun to get angry with the government,
and the Illuminati, and all of the others for the supposed conspiracies, to
worry about what chemicals were being dumped from airplanes. It was much easier
to think about these things and to get caught up in duality than it was to walk
the path of the Divine Human. But, underneath dear Mark knew this was not the
long-term answer. It was a diversion and a distraction.
Now, very recently Mark was down on the floor, weeping, weary, angry, very
judgmental about himself, very unaccepting of where he was on the path. And,
he cried out to us, and said, "Tobias, and Spirit, and all of the others,
what is it that I should know? What is it I should know right now?"
Now, as all of you know, we did not tell him the answer. (audience laugher)
We asked him to look inside. And, Mark cried back, and said, "I do not
know how to look inside! I'm a failure when it comes to looking inside! I hear
so many different voices that I don't even know which one to believe or trust!"
We said to him, "Ask your Truth to come forward. The other voices will
fall away. Your True Voice will come forth, and the others will leave. Tell
yourself you are looking for the voice of your divine self. The other voices
will have to go. The false voices will leave. The divine voice will come forth."
Now, fortunately Mark was tired enough and open enough that he actually let
his Truth come through. Sometimes, Shaumbra, you have to get so tired and so
weary that you get out of that mind of yours to let Truth truly come through.
Mark was tired enough.
What he heard, and what he asked us to share with all of you on this day, was
quite simple. The voice he heard was, "The world doesn't want to let you
go. That is why you are having a difficult time. The world around you doesn't
want to let you go. It is holding onto you. Your family and friends… they
love you, even though they battle with you at times. They love you, and they
can feel that you are leaving.
"Your past life aspects,"… oh, dear one, you know we are talking
to you… "your past life aspects know you are moving on. They know
you are cutting them loose. They are frightened. The prospect of you leaving,
letting them go off and become their own creation and their own identity, frightens
the hell out of them. So, they are holding on."
Yes, Shaumbra, you have released your past lives. But, they have not necessarily
released you. Do you understand what we are saying?
There are ones at your work that can feel you are leaving. You know, it is
somewhat of a paradox that these "Left Behind" books. Now, they are
talking about something different than what we are talking about. You will not
be zapped up into some celestial space ship. You will not be taken off to some
distant planet. You will stay right here on Earth. That is what it is all about.
You will not find a pile of clothes in the corner. (audience laughter) But,
the essence of the message of these books is true. There are ones who feel they
are being left behind.
You, Shaumbra, are on a journey of the Divine Human. You are cutting loose
all of the Old so that you can walk into the New. The others around you don't
like it. They want you to stay. They love you. They enjoy you.
In so many cases you help to enable them in good ways and in bad. Some of them
need you as the enabler in their life, even if it is a past life aspect. You
tend to enable them, let them get away with their stuff. There are others who
you help immensely. Your love, your light, your compassion is an important part
of their life. Energetically, there are all of these - how to say - "cling-ons"
all around you. (audience laughter) They are clinging onto you. They do not
want to let you go.
So, why is it that Mark felt the path was so difficult? It was because he was
being held onto, held down, held back by the others. It wasn't a force in front
of him that was keeping him from going forward. He thought it was a dense fog
of the New Energy… thick, syrupy, difficult to go through. He thought that's
what was holding him back. It wasn't. It was the energies of the past, the energies
of the Old, and the energies of even the Now that did not want to let him go.
Your own children don't want to let you go. They don't understand that when
they let you go, you are still there, more present for them than ever before.
They fear that you are leaving, that you are going off some place else. They
feel your consciousness changing and walking out the door. But, that is from
a place of fear. That is from a place of lack of understanding.
You are changing. You are leaving this reality. But, the more you leave, the
more present you are. The more you leave the Old ways, the more you are there
in service and in love for them. They will begin to understand that quite soon.
Some of them already are. Your husbands and your wives, your children, and their
children, the ones all around you, don't want to let you go.
That's why it's difficult. That's why our dear friend Mark was weary and on
the floor. That's why ascension, the path to ascension, is difficult. What to
do about this? Well, we asked Mark what to do, for he was going through the
experience. He knew what it was like.
What he said was simple and profound. "Talk to them. Talk to them in human
form. Talk to them in divine form. Speak to them as one Divine Human to another
emerging Divine Human. Speak to them in simple ways as one human to another…
at the coffee table… at dinner at a restaurant. Do not explain the process
you are going through right now. It tends to be intellectual, and they will
not understand. Simply smile at them. Assure them of who you are. Assure them
that you are always there in love. Assure them that, in your own gentle way,
you will be here now more than ever."
This is what is happening, Shaumbra. The world does not want to let you go.
The world does not realize that when you leave, you will literally come back
in a stronger, more angelic, and more loving way than ever.
Now, oh, (big sigh from Tobias) dear friends, it takes courage to be here.
It takes great courage to be here in this Circle, or listening on your Web system
or reading these words. We applaud your for being here. It takes courage for
you to look at yourself. And, that is what we are going to do now. Do not expect
anything, but be open to all. Listen past the voice that you hear in your ears,
and listen to the voice of all of Shaumbra.
We will take a moment to adjust the energies. And, then, you will hear yourself.
You will hear the song of your own soul. After we go through this process of
our first Shoud together, I, Tobias, will come back in for a summary and discussion.
Dear friends, you know what to do now. Breathe in your divinity and meld it
together as family. YOU will return in just a moment.
Cauldre channeling Shaumbra:
We are Shaumbra. We are one voice, and we are many voices. We come now to speak
to us. We come to speak to all. We come together as family and as a group. We
find that this melding of energies is a little different than what we're used
to. It seems strange for us to not have the energies of Tobias talking to us.
But, we accept our divinity. We accept that we are Divine Humans, so we are
prepared for this moment to hear our own voice in Spirit.
As Shaumbra and as Divine Humans, we understand that there is a new set of
attributes that we hold. We understand that there is a new vibration coming
forward for all of us. As Shaumbra we collectively are learning to feel first,
and then to think.
We are learning that the answers and that our own divinity come up through
our feelings and emotions. We, Shaumbra, have been used to thinking things first,
and then thinking about our feelings. We are learning that our divine feelings
come up, and then we allow our thinking or our intellectual process to guide
us through the emotions, to guide us through the expressions of what we are
feeling. We, Shaumbra, have been trained to bring everything into the mind and
now we are learning to bring it in through the emotions, and the feelings, and
the sensitivities. We are learning to bring things in through our divinity first,
and then to allow our thinking in our heads to go through the emotions.
We, Shaumbra, as Divine Humans, are learning to allow abundance into our lives.
We have gone through many old identities, where we have kept abundance away.
We resisted abundance so that we could walk the deep inner journey. But, we,
Shaumbra, are learning now that abundance is simply the expression of the love
of All That Is back to us.
We are learning that abundance is an important energy in our journey. As a
group we are learning to release the old notions that we have to have very little
in order to become spiritual beings. We, Shaumbra, now embrace the concept that
abundance is an important part of our life, an important part of our journey.
As Divine Humans, we are embarking on yet another new segment of our journey.
We realize that we must have all the resources at our disposal. We are learning
that, without the abundance, it is difficult to be a teacher for others. It
is difficult to go through the ascension process. So, we, Shaumbra, bring abundance
into our lives and accept it.
We, Shaumbra, are learning to be true to ourselves, not to what others think
or say. But, we are learning about our own truth. We are learning to be true
to ourselves first. We have gone through many lifetimes and many experiences
of giving to others first. But, we have learned our own truth. It will free
us. Our own truth will help us maintain our balance when things are every difficult
around us. When we are in our own truth first, we can then be true to others.
We are learning that there is nothing selfish about being in our own truth
first. It still affects us at times. We still think we need to give all of the
time. But, we, Shaumbra, are learning to complete ourselves first, so we can
be there much stronger for others.
We, Shaumbra, are learning to accept love into our lives. We have been ones
who have loved others, but done much to resist love for ourselves. We have done
this for several reasons as we are opening up and becoming more sensitive. It
was difficult to have the conditional love of other humans in our lives, so
we shut it off. We also thought, "We are unworthy in our deep inner search
for Spirit." We did not think that we were worthy of the love of others,
so we shut it off.
In a sense, this helped us to go even deeper, and deeper, and deeper within.
Now, we are learning and accepting within our being that the love from others
is very fulfilling, is part of life, is part of sharing, and part of the oneness.
We, Shaumbra, are learning to accept the love unconditionally, even when it
contains conditions. For, the condition that it may contain from the other humans
does not affect us then, if we open up to them unconditionally.
We, Shaumbra, are journeyers. We go out into new experiences. We are not satisfied
just sitting still. Our feet are always moving. There is always a new experience.
There is always a new understanding. There is always a new day. For as long
as we have known our own identities outside of Home, we have been the ones that
journey far and journey wide. We are the first to journey into this New Energy.
And, while the days sometimes are difficult or strange, we accept that we are
the journeyers. We accept that we are the creators and explorers of the new
We, Shaumbra, understand that our consciousness is truly a precious thing.
When we take our consciousness and place it into a probability or a potential,
it becomes our new reality. Our consciousness is our Spirit. It is our oneness
with All That Is. Our consciousness is the collection of everything we have
been and everything we have done. It is our wisdom. It is our heart. It is our
soul. It is not contained within our body. Our consciousness is all of who we
are. When we place that into a potential or probability, we transmute what was
neutral energy into new reality. Our consciousness melded a probability a becomes
reality. Through this formula we understand that we are the Creators.
We, Shaumbra, take responsibility for our creations. We don't blame it on others.
We understand that we are the ones doing this. We take responsibility for who
we are. We own our divinity.
We, Shaumbra, answer our own questions, then we look to those all around us…
to Tobias… to Mary… to the others. We look sometimes for confirmation.
We look sometimes to simply see the expression on their face. But, we answer
our own questions first. We go within, for the answers are contained there.
We, Shaumbra, have our own solution.
We, Shaumbra, embrace all aspects. We understand that the light, and the dark,
and the neutral serve a purpose. We embrace all of the things we have done in
the past, whether we have judged them to be light or dark. We embrace all of
the things of other humans that we meet along the path. We understand some of
them are playing out old roles, old karma. We embrace them. We do not judge
them. We understand where they are on their jouney. We understand that the darkness
also serves the light, also creates the new experience. We embrace all elements…
light, dark, neutral, and everything in between. For, in this completeness of
energy, we truly then know we are Divine Humans.
We, Shaumbra, create our own job descriptions. We came into this lifetime to
complete some of the soul level contracts that we had. In our new lifetime in
the same physical body, we write our own job descriptions. We create each moment,
and each day, and each potential in the future. We know we are without old contract.
We know we are without karma. We know it is up to us what we want to create.
We write our own job description.
We, Shaumbra, walk between the worlds, the Old and the New. We are present
in both. We understand the Old Energy. We live in it each day. Yet we are journeying
into the New Energy, helping to create the pathways and the byways for the others
who will come after us. We, Shaumbra, juggle both of these worlds at one time.
And, we know it is difficult. We know it is challenging. But, we have chosen
We, Shaumbra, have chosen to be here. We have not been placed here. We have
not been sent here. We have not been banished here. We, Shaumbra, have chosen
to stay here at this time in this lifetime. It is by our own Divine Will. It
is by our Free Will that we have chosen to stay here. We, Shaumbra, take responsibility
for that. We have chosen to stay at this time of great change and great transition.
We, Shaumbra, are teachers. We have chosen to be here to continue on this journey
to help the others. We know that so many of us did not need be here right now
if we did not want. The lessons of the heart and the lessons of the soul were
completed. We have chosen to be here as teachers to the others who will come
after us. We know the teaching will come in many ways and in many forms, not
just the obvious ways. We have chosen to be teachers. We have chosen to be explorers.
We have chosen to be Creators.
On this day a gift. The essence of Shoud today is expression. It is expression.
As Shaumbra, we know it is time to express who we are in all ways. We know it
is time to step out from behind that veil that we have put up.
We have feared who we are, and who we are becoming. We have been somewhat reluctant
about our own divinity. We have been going through an intellectual process with
ourselves about who we are and where we are going. But, now that we are beginning
to "divine" within ourselves first before we think… now that
we are divining instead of thinking… we know it is time to express.
We know it is time to let our true selves come forward. We know it is time
to step out from behind the very walls and the very veils that we have put up.
We are all nervous about this. We are all tentative about it. We are not sure
how the world will react to us. We are not sure how we will react to ourselves
as we express. We know it is time to tell ourselves to express all of who we
Each one of us will do it in a unique and a powerful way. Each one of us will
be in the moment. We will not be hiding anymore. We will come out. We will allow
our divinity to express itself in every way… at our jobs… in our relationships…
with our artwork… and with our books… with our songs… and with
our poems… with the way we smile at people.
Do you know that we have been holding back our smiles for others? We have been
holding back the hugs. We have not been allowing our energy out. Now as Shaumbra
we tell ourselves that expression in the moment is a sacred and divine thing.
We encourage ourselves to express and to be all of who we are.
That is the message that we have for ourselves today. We know the rules. We
helped to write the old rules. We know how things are done in the Old Energy
world, the world we still live in. We know why the rules are there. We know
how to follow them. But, we also know how to transcend the rules without offending
the others. We know how to transcend the rules, so we can express our divinity,
so we can express our God-selves in the most sacred and joyful way.
So, we give this to ourselves today, this simple, Shoud about expression. We
will go out and be all who we are, all that we are. We won't hide behind our
faces anymore. We won't hide behind the love in our hearts anymore. We will
express our divinity. We will be Divine Humans in the New Energy.
That completes our first Shoud. And, indeed, there is laughter, and there is
applause from the gallery all around us. And, we, as Shaumbra, accept that from
all of the angels who gather here today.
And so it is, dear friends, that you, Shaumbra, have completed your first Shoud.
We ask you to give yourself applause for allowing this to happen. (sounds of
group applauding) And, you say, "This is not so much a big deal? This was
easy to do? All I had to do was sit here and allow myself to come forth!"
And, indeed that is what happened.
But, it is a big deal because you opened yourself up. You gave of yourself
and your energy to the others around you, to everyone in the Circle. You gave
of yourself openly to all who will come along the path. What you just did, dear
ones, was to open your divinity and your heart to allow that energy to come
When they read the book that this will be in… even when they read it 10
years from now, and 15, and 20, and more… that your energy in the moment…
your opening your heart in the moment will be felt. And they will rejoice. They
will think it was a big deal that you had the courage to be here, that you had
the courage to continue this journey, and now to be expressing yourself.
You told yourself in this first Shoud that it is time for you to express, to
open up, to be who you are. You are living in your own duality, your New Energy
duality. And, that is because you're not allowing your divine self to come forward.
You told yourself today, "No more." You said, "It is time for
me to express. It is time for me to soar."
Perhaps, you do not know what you are going to do. And, we can see your heads
clicking away here, "But, but, but, but, what is it I am supposed to do?
But, but, but…" (audience laughter)
You will come from your divine self, from your inner self. All you have to
do is start the motion. Everything else then falls into place, the knowingnesses,
the understandings. It will be like a fire has been lit within you when you
Remember what you told yourself. Don't go to the mind first. Some of you will
challenge this. Some will get quite angry with Cauldre, and he will blame you
for it. Some will say, "No, you have to think things out first," because
there has been such a focus for generations and generations on the intellect.
You place the intellect first. It is a wonderful thing, but there is something
new that comes along. It is called divinity.
Divinity is spiritual intelligence. It is not just human emotion. It is not
just fluffy, huggy kind of stuff. It is an intelligence, but it has a "spiritual
quotient" to it. Yes, and we ask you to please NOT do a spiritual IQ test!
This would not be a good thing. (audience laughter) We do not think so much
of your human IQ test. This is just a way of evaluating a small portion of yourself,
Your intellect is wonderful. It is very useful. But, bring things in through
your divineness first. THEN, allow the intellect, the mind, the thinking process
to help you to execute it, to perform it in your material world. This will be
a little bit tricky for you. Those who are smart, those who have - how to say
- gotten the good grades and the good scores… you will find this most challenging.
You, who have not focused on that so much… you will find this a bit easier
to do. But, you will come up with new understandings and new enlightenments
like you could never have imagined.
Dear friends, you have told yourself to express. So, we ask you to go do this.
You have also given yourself a set of attributes as Divine Humans, that you
are teachers and explorers, that you allow abundance, that you answer your own
questions, that you embrace all aspects. You have given yourself a list. Others
will read this, and they will come to understand then what the Divine Human
is all about.
It has been a delightful gathering. We will return in a moment to have YOU
stand in front to answer your questions, to talk to you a bit. We challenge
you to express yourself at the microphone when we come back.
You are Divine Humans who have walked a difficult journey. But, you have never
been alone this whole time. We have always been here with you. We love you dearly,
and we will return in a few minutes.
And so it is!
(applause from group)
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias
Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around
the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the
potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the
first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges
of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing,
caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site
each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias
presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he
and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing
it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where
Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public, although RSVPs are appreciated.
There is nothing to join and no dues to pay. The Crimson Circle receives its
abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers
to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical
mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your
compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when
the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge
of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity
to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around
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