The New Energy Series:
SHOUD 4: "When the Divine Plan Meets the Human Plan"

Presented at the Crimson Circle
November 1, 2003

TOBIAS: And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that we gather together again with a group of human angels who dare to change the energy of Earth, the energy of the universe, and the energy of the cosmos; who dare to come into this lifetime under very difficult human circumstances; who dare to endure some of the biggest challenges they have ever had in any lifetime; who dare to come in to change something on behalf of All That Is to move into the New Energy.

It is an honor for I, Tobias, to be here with you. Imagine what it is like for all of us in the Crimson Council, all of the guests and visitors today from the angelic realms, to come in and gather up all of your energies, the thousands and thousands of you who today in this Now moment joined together, joined at the heart, joined at the soul and the spirit.

You give permission to be here and permission for us to gather your energy, bring it together into the Shoud. You give permission to have your energy put into this thing called the Shoud that will then be available for so many others who come along, so many others who will read this, and listen to this a month from now, a year from now, perhaps 10, perhaps 50 and a 100 years from now, reading the information that you bring forth in the Shoud that you allow I, Tobias, and all the rest of us to help meld together. It is such an honor to be here, to sit with you.

And you probably noticed that each time we visit with you, and we gather with Shaumbra that we can come in a bit closer, and a bit closer. Indeed, we can come in, and we can feel the warmth of your fire today here in this hall. We can come in so close now for all of you who are listening. And we can actually begin to hear your breath – not just feel it, not just know it’s there – but we can begin to feel the breathing of the human. We can begin to feel your heart. We can come in that much closer.

Four years ago, this was not possible. You are opening new doors. You are opening the pathways so that Spirit can come to you, so that all of the angels can come to you in a whole new way.

You know, dear friends, we have talked about this thing where we say, “It will come to you in your life. Be in the Now moment. Breathe in life. Allow yourself to feel.” And the dynamics change in this New Energy. It comes to you. Everything that you need in your reality comes to you.

You’re beginning to experience this. We hear those “aha’s” on our side of the veil when you get it, when you realize that you don't need to have all this chaotic energy. You don't need to be out in search of anything. It comes to you – the right people, the right resources, all of the energies, all of the angels. It comes to you. You are beginning to understand this tremendous paradigm shift.

Oh, this is one that will take a while. That is why we keep repeating it over and over. It is so important. It comes to you. Then, it is your responsibility to dance with it, to have action with it – to interact with the people, the events, the opportunities – if you choose to act with these things. But it comes to you. Some of you have realized even the hidden meanings in this. You are beginning to get those true “aha’s.” We say, “It comes to you.”

What we have really been saying energetically underneath this is about the whole message of your journey, the whole reason why you are here on Earth, why you left the Order of the Arc and came to Earth. It comes to you, dear friends. Home comes to you. You don’t go Home, as we said so very long ago. You don't go Home from here. You don’t die and go back into this eternal oneness. Instead, Home comes to you.

It is the fulfillment of the journey. Home comes to you. It comes to you. Everything that you could possibly need or want or desire or create, it comes to you. And along with it comes Home, comes the New relationship with Spirit, the energy of the King and the Queen.

You do exist outside of All That Is right now. Believe it or not, Cauldre still tries to figure this one out, even when we say, “Stop trying to figure it out.” (audience laughter) Sitting here in this moment, you exist outside of All That Is. Phenomenal, isn’t it? How could that be? Feel it. Feel what you've created.

Oh, you have created something. You are something, but you exist outside of the realms of Home, of what you would traditionally call heaven. But when you allow it to come to you, heaven comes to you, Home comes to you. Home expands.

The Kingdom, as grand as it is, was limited because of itself. God, the oneness, was limited. Spirit could not know all of these things about creation and about expansion and about true fulfillment and true understanding of Self. When Spirit contemplated the question, “Who am I?” Spirit then appeared in two forms – the King and the Queen, the male and the female. They produced you, in a sense. We speak metaphorically here, not literally. The love between the King and the Queen produced you. And you left Home. You had to go outside of the realms of Home, crossing through the Wall of Fire to go outside of All That Is.

You have been on a long journey ever since. But now Home comes to you. You have made it possible for the oneness of Home, and the love of the King and the Queen to expand. And it expands through all of the dimensions, across all of the journeys and experiences you have ever had.

It is like a light force venturing out past the walls, past the confines of the Wall of Fire. It is an amazing light. It is an amazing awareness that then travels across the eons of experiences that you have had, to meld with you in the moment.

Home comes to you. Everything you need comes to you. That is why you are here now. That is why we are here, assuring you of your journey.

We will talk more about your journey at the end of our discussion today. But let us plant an energy here right now with Shaumbra on this magnificent day with this magnificent group of human angels.

The journey ends now. It ends. You have spoken in channels and Shouds about your long, long journey, like you were still on that journey, like you still had miles and miles of lifetimes ahead of you, more experiences. Let the journey end now. We plant that energy here – YOUR energy here – as we continue with the discussion on this day.

Dear Shaumbra, we have such a wonderful guest today. Most of you have been feeling the energy of our very potent guest, very energized guest. Normally this guest does not enter into this First Circle so closely. The energy of this dear one stays in the background because he has a tendency to – how to say – bring up things within you. He is one who has been with you on your former journey.

He has taken on different roles. He has taken on different – how to say – personas, sometimes human, sometimes animal. He laughs when we say that. But yes, he is a bit of an animal. (some laughter) He stays in the background so often because his energy – which is really part of your energy, it is an archetypical part of you – his energy tends to bring things up.

But he comes in today because things are coming up. (more laughter) And you have felt these. You keep asking, “Dear Spirit, when is all of this going to slow down a bit? When am I going to stop going through so much?”

Dear friends, it will continue. It will continue to be intense over these next few years. That is why we are all constantly, constantly asking you to please gather with Shaumbra. Yes, be here for these gatherings once a month. But gather with Shaumbra. Gather in your living rooms and your kitchens. Gather at restaurants. Gather at workshops. Gather anywhere.

We can see it from this side how the dynamics work when you join together without agenda. You actually help to reinforce each other. You give each other strength and courage to continue on your journey.

But back to our guest. This dear guest comes in today because there is so much going on right now. And there are issues that will be appearing here very shortly that will bring up – how to say – some of the most difficult challenges for you. It will be a point of decision. It is a point of separation like you haven't seen in a long, long time.

We ask you to welcome in the Archangel of fear – Raphael. What a title, Raphael, you have! But as you know, fear provides such a motivator. Fear helps you to get through some of the challenges and the changes that you are going through. Raphael helps you, dear Shaumbra, to transmute fear.

When you feel difficulties, or strong and strange energies around you, when you know intuitively that there is a challenge for you that has come into your reality and you’re trying to deny it, you’re trying to pretend it's not there and the fear comes up – Raphael is right there with that fear. Oh, he is not the one creating it – you are. But he is there as a potential energy for you to use to transmute fear into wisdom, into awareness, into moving into a whole New Energy.

So often you associate the energy of Raphael with that of creating fear because, where there is fear, there is Raphael. So, when you feel his energy, sometimes you think, “Oh, dear God, what comes next?” That is why he remains in the background so often.

But dear friends, you have been feeling some of this lately. You know something is going to happen, isn’t it? You know it is right there, right now in your life.

So, Raphael comes in today for all of us, for all of you, to help transmute that, to help give it new understanding, to help know why you are at this spot at this time. Breathe in the energy of Raphael. Breathe in the energy that transmutes fear. Bring in that part of yourself, that gift that you gave yourself that allows you to have strength and courage and wisdom during the difficult times.

It is interesting – we listen to some of your discussions about the Archangels. Archangels are not humans, indeed. Archangels do not have souls of God, like what you have. They have a type of persona or a character about them. But they are truly archetypical energies.

Metatron is that part of you that is your voice in Spirit. Metatron is that part that is so sharp and so intense. And yes, sometimes it is easier to think of him as a “he,” as a personality, as an entity. It is all YOU.

Raphael is an archetypical energy that manifests with you at the time of fear. Raphael – Rapha, energy – has been such an important part of the Crimson Council and the Crimson Circle. Indeed, his energies show up in the very story of Tobit, or Tobias, as you would know it. It is a story of a journey, and it is a story of fear.

So, the energies of Raphael are here now, already working with you on transmuting. Raphael is you. His energy comes from the Order of the Arc. It was built into a whole elaborate code, indeed, that could be utilized by you when you came to Earth, when you were going through all of your experiences, when this thing called fear or darkness came upon you. Rapha, energy, is about transmuting.

We chuckle here because Cauldre asks us to explain a bit more. This Order of the Arc, dear friends, the Archangels, are all archetypical energies. How to say, if you want to look at it, in a way, it is like an elaborate code. Allow yourself to feel it here.

You could say there are pillars, pillars that represent each Archangel or archetypical code. And these pillars create – how to say – somewhat of a gateway. The gateway, the energies that make up the Order of the Arc are in an elaborate, elaborate series of energetic codes that you helped to write. You helped to write them because you knew you would need certain energies when you came to Earth.

But you also knew that you would need to keep other energies out from interfering with the work you are doing. The code, the Order of the Arc, keeps out all of the outside influences, so that you could go to Earth, and you could have your journey without interference from the outside. This keeps out those little men in flying saucers that you talk about. This keeps out huge, tremendous forces that are out in the cosmos, that are out in the omniverse at the multi-dimensional levels.

It is an invisible gateway – a code – that you helped to write. It has never been broken. It can never be broken because the key holders are here, right here. There are no key holders at the gate of the Order of the Arc. Ah, an elaborate code for all of you.

Cauldre asked us especially to explain that now, even though that was not part of our discussion on this day.

So, so many of you have been going through anger issues since our last gathering, haven't you? You do a funny thing with anger, we know. You do a funny thing with anger, dear friends. You try to deny, and you try to suppress it. When you do let it out of the bottle, then you feel guilty about it, and you splatter yourself all over, apologizing for being angry.

Dear friends, anger is a natural reaction. It is a natural emotion to things taking place around you. You can't ever suppress it. It will come out somewhere. If it doesn't come out in that harsh word that you speak to your spouse – Cauldre (audience laughter) – if it doesn't come out there, it will come out when you are driving, and you have a little accident. If it doesn't come out there, it will manifest itself in your physical body. It will come out as irritations, rashes, or potential cancers or other great imbalances or “dis-eases” within your body.

Anger is natural. And it is happening right now. It is best not to deny it. There are ways to handle it. But it’s best not to deny it.

So, why are you angry right now? So many of you feel like you are trapped in the bottle. You are trapped in the bottle. You can see at times through the bottle. It is hazy though. You can’t see it clearly enough. When you try to break through, it is like, almost like a rubber membrane. It simply expands, as you try to break through. And then what happens? It throws you back with great force, back into the bottle.

What is happening right now is that you are truly beginning to feel Spirit. You are truly beginning to feel the veil lighten. You are truly beginning to feel duality fading away. Some knowingnesses are coming to you. Understandings, enlightenments, are coming to you on some days. But then the next day, you feel you have gone back to your Old space, maybe even worse.

There are anger issues at the deep part of you, at your Spirit part. You are angry. “Why did the veil have to exist in the first place? Why did you cut yourself off from everything else, including all of the angelic forces that are supporting you?”

Even when you come to our side of the veil, there is still a veil for you. Because you're going through cycles of human experiences, you still carry some of that with you when you come to our side. Oh, it is not like you get here, and then everything is understandable. And that causes you more frustration. And that frustration causes you to say, “Damn it, I’m going to go back to Earth and figure it out!” (audience laughter) You see the cycle that you are running in.

As you are coming into your own divinity and the New Energy, dear friends, you wonder why this had to be. Why did you have to take on a human body to understand who you were? Why did you have to take on a specific sex – male or female? Why did you shut yourself off from knowingness, understanding?

Why didn’t you slip that little key into your pocket when you came to Earth, the key to all understanding, the key to your journey, of why you are here? Why didn’t God make it simple for you, and just write it out, and put it in a book? (some laughter) Why doesn’t the veil go away quicker? Why is duality still all around you? Why do aspects of your past life still come in?

And this is causing anger – anger at yourself, anger at Spirit. This anger is helping to generate something, generate an energy that can move you forward. You are asking the appropriate questions right now. Why? Why did all this have to exist? Why did you ever, ever volunteer at the Order of the Arc to come here to Earth, to subject yourself to all of this? It wouldn’t have been so bad if there was all of this AND understanding. Why did you have to do all of this?

Why did the angels, the Archangels, the rest of us here on this side, let you do this? We remember some of you said, “When I come back here next lifetime, don’t let me go back to Earth, no matter what I say!” (audience laughter) “Stop me. I’m compulsive. I know I’m going to want to go back. Say, ‘No!’ Lock me away!” (more laughter) We nod our heads, smile a bit, wait for you to come back, and get the next boat ready for you to go back to Earth. (more laughter) There is no stopping Shaumbra. There is no stopping you from your journey.

So, how do you handle this anger right now, this wanting to get out of the bottle, this wanting the knowingness to come back to you? It IS there, and you know it. How do you get it back to you? How do you meld the divine? How do you open up yourself so that Spirit can come in?

Dear friends, it is about breathing. It is that simple. It is about understanding the process that you are going through, the incredible journey that has taken you up to this point. It is about – more than anything else – saying that Now is the time for you to be divine and in the New Energy… that you don't need these other things around you anymore.

You placed them there. You placed these things of non-understanding. You placed the veil and duality all around you. You built the bottle that you are living in right now. You're the only one that can take it down. We can't.

We can encourage you, and we can love you. We can tell you what the symptoms are. And we can tell you what the solution is. You have to do it. You don't do that by bottling yourself up. You don't do that by making yourself suffer. You’re simply doing that by taking that deep breath and saying that you are now ready.

What happens when you say you are ready, though? For all those weavings of the bottle that you live in to come apart – what happens? Ah, the fear comes in. Fear comes in. You race through your mind. You have all of these thoughts, “What if I do take down all of those realities that I had built up around me? Take down the wall of duality? What if I take down all of these other manifestations of reality I put all around myself?”

Fear comes in. “If I take those down, perhaps something can get in to take me over to influence me, to have me go to work against my will for the “dark side.” What if I take these down, and find out that I never existed in the first place? Perhaps, it was better to live inside the bottle of this illusion that I was here.”

“What if I let go? What if I let all of this framework around me, what if I let go of that, and find out that none of this was real? What if I let go, and find out that indeed I should have listened to those who said there is only one salvation through Jesus Christ? And it involves a lot of suffering and a lot of studying! What if they were right? What if I missed it? And what if I get left behind?”

All of these influences, dear friends! So, you are at this point of anger about why you created it, or – better put – why you think it was created for you – duality, not knowing, not connecting – all of these things.

Can you be so daring, so bold, as to release the grip that you have on this container of reality that you live within? Let it go. Let it totally go, not some of it. It’s – how to say – so interwoven that you can't just chip through and make a door or a window to see outside to see if you're really willing to let go. It requires total faith and trust in yourself and the God within you.

The anger issues that you have are also causing depression and sadness, partly because you’re sad and depressed that you can't seem to break through. You can't seem to move beyond. You want that knowingness so bad. And it is right there. Yet, you can't get your hand on it. It is like the carrot in front of the horse. At one point the horse gets tired of that game. It gets depressed. It gets sad.

But there is another component. That component is letting go of something that you thought you were. Again, going through a death in order to have a rebirth. But now you know something different that you didn't know a few years ago. When you let go – totally, totally, totally – when you get go, allow that Old aspect of yourself to die. When you allow the rebirth to take place within you – ah, yes, then the Old comes back to you in a whole New way – but without the pain, without the difficulties and the challenges, without the nightmarish aspects. The Old comes back to you with the wisdom, and the understanding, and New Energy.

The future is the past healed.

So, you live in interesting times. We will continue to try to help you to understand what you are going through. What you are going through here on Earth right now is very, very interesting. And it ties into your anger.

And last week you have seen some of the grandest bursts of solar energy ever recorded, ever known, even on our side of the veil – solar flares, grand eruptions from the sun – and you think your anger doesn't have power behind it! (some laughter) What is happening through the consciousness of you and the consciousness of humanity, you are releasing so much Old Energy that it literally is being reflected in the energy of the sun. Grand solar bursts, they come rocketing to Earth.

You have been bombarded with these over the last couple days. And you wonder, dear friends, why your body feels funny, why your mind is out of balance, why you're feeling a flurry of emotions! Emotions occur when you let go of things. Emotions occur when you allow the anger within you to manifest in such a way – grand energies coming from the sun – but you created them.

You are releasing things that are stored. We have talked about energies being stored in Gaia, in the Earth, and indeed they are. You are releasing them, aspects of yourself from the past. There are also energies stored in all of the planets, in the suns, in the stars, and the galaxies. And they are yours. They are your energies. Why do you think that certain planets have astrological qualities to them, influences? Part of your energies are stored there.

So, what happens is you have these tremendous bursts and eruptions in the sun – releases, and expressions of your anger – saying it is time now for Home to come to me. A phenomenal amount of energy moves from the sun and goes right to the Earth. You have been experiencing that the last few days.

And it manifests exactly where it should – fires, dear friends, the ones Metatron talked about. Fires, haven’t you seen them in this last week? Haven’t you seen them – even in this area of these mountains – but especially in the areas of Southern California, even other places of the world? So much energy and attention has been focused on the ones in this place called California, clearing energies, releasing energies that were there.

Indeed, thousands lost their homes. A small number lost their lives. Nothing, nothing in comparison to what could have happened several years ago – catastrophic earthquakes that would have taken out that whole region. Millions and millions would have lost their lives. They would have returned to our side of the veil. Yes, we were ready to handle it. Instead, some fires that allow clearing in a land that has been so – how to say – intensely focused, so much a part of the whole New Energy movement, a few fires that can be put out so the lands and Gaia can be cleared, so that we can all move on.

It all works together – your anger, the solar flares, the fires here on Earth. Sometimes, Shaumbra, you try to make things so difficult. When you stand behind the short wall for a moment and make it very simple, you’ll see what you are truly creating. You’ll see how this all works together.

These fires also come to a land that has experienced much change recently. This area of California, so ready for release, so ready to move into a New Energy and clear the past, that they remove a politician. Ah, interesting. Interesting how this is done. So much of the blame being put on this “gray.” (audience laughter) Keep it simple, Shaumbra. The answers are there. Sometimes they are contained in the name itself (referring to the name of the outgoing governor of California, Gray Davis).

They are tired of the Old Energies. They remove the one they elected. They forget to take responsibility. And understand they like to point their fingers at the neighbors, and say, “You elected the ‘gray,’ not I.” But they all did, in a sense, even the ones that didn’t vote for him.

They replace it with what? (audience laughter) A star? They replace it with a very, very strong male energy. We will give you an interesting – how to say – background about this. Oh, we have already checked and received permission from Arnold (referring to Arnold Schwarzenegger).

This energy, this soul, that you now know as the new governor of this land – or to be shortly – has been a woman in most of her past lifetimes. He came into this lifetime as a male caring very strong feminine energies, but the male parts – the new male part – didn't like this. He felt it was weak. He felt it was unworthy. He felt that the female energies that were so much a part of him now would be laughed at and scorned because of your male society.

So, what does he do? Pumps iron! (audience laughter) He tries to overcome the female energy. He comes with so much strength. But yet there was female energy integrated in all this because he also liked to show his body. (audience laughing while Tobias displays Cauldre’s bicep) He was proud of the physical. He loved the attention of the body. Very interesting dynamics!

Now, he moved beyond that. He moved to where he could help people understand some of the things that could have happened on your Earth – surely a Hollywood version – but some of the catastrophic things, the battles, and the fights, the light and the dark. He also takes on the role of the dark to transform into the light. Dear friends, the answers are so simple.

He is now the governor of one of the – how to say – most powerful societies in all of the world, governor of a land with incredible wealth, and incredible resources, but a land that had also become burdened in Old “new-energy-thinking.” So, the people of that land elect someone who is strong.

But they don't see beyond the surface. They don't see the feminine energy that is going to emerge, that is going to come to this place. It is being encouraged by those who he – how to say – brings in around him, the one he is married to. It is a way of bringing in feminine energy under a very masculine guise. Watch to see what happens in this area.

So, phenomenal events; they all tie together. You don't have to be a rocket scientist or even a metaphysician to figure this one out. (some laughter)

There is another event that is coming about in one week from now. You have given it the name the Harmonic Concordance. Oh, dear friends, there is so much more behind this than what meets the eye! Before we discuss this, we want to point out – it is not the event that changes you; you were the ones that created the event.

The event, this Harmonic Concordance, the alignment of certain stars, certain planets – it was going to be there anyway. It was going to happen one way or the other. But if the consciousness of humanity hadn’t been right, you would have missed it. It was a potential that was coming into alignment. But perhaps you might have never seen it. It might have had to come back around a long, long time from now.

But the consciousness was right. It was observed. And it is now being embraced by lightworkers, spiritual beings. Even many in the upper echelons of your religious organizations have a bit of an understanding about what is happening.

One week from today an interesting alignment takes place, also at a time of a lunar eclipse, a hiding and then a revealing, a light and then a dark. The Harmonic Concordance is the alignment of the planets into the Star of David. And particularly in this area that we are sitting in right now – this area of the mountains in Colorado – it will be almost a perfect alignment. It will be experienced all over the Earth. It is the alignment of the planets to create a perfect Star of David. A Star of David: it is created by two equilateral triangles overlapped onto each other.

(Note: The November 8th Star of David was created by the following six planets, astrologically speaking: Sun, Moon, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, and Chiron. The Sun, Mars, and Saturn will form a grand trine in the element of water. The Moon, Jupiter, and Chiron will form a grand trine in the element of earth. These two trines overlap in the heavens in the shape of the Star of David. “Coincidental” with this formation will be a full lunar eclipse with the Moon in the sign of Taurus. There are also many sources on the Internet regarding this event.)

It is also the symbol of the Merkabah. But what it really is, and what your Merkabah really is – we are often so amused at humans who do all this spinning of the Merkabahs (some laughter). You are digging yourself in deeper and deeper. You don’t understand the very simple nature of the symbol and of your own Merkabah.

Two equilateral triangles, one on top of the other to create the Star of David, they represent the essence of duality. One points upwards. One points down. Up and down. One triangle is the male energy. It is the phallic energy, the out-going energy, the action energy.

The other, the inverse is the feminine. It is the grounded energy and the nurturing energy. It is the vessel. Yes, it is the vessel. It is the chalice, as so many of you have been reading about (referring to the novel titled “The Da Vince Code” by Dan Brown).

These two energies overlap – male and female. They are up and down. They are also representative of – what you would say – light and dark, good and bad. And they are representative of divine and human.

They have been separated. Don’t you see? They have been separated for a long, long time. The core energy of separation is the male and female energies, the Adam and the Eve. Ever since you left Home, you see – ever since you began exploring Self – you divided yourself. You do it now in physical form, male and female. There is a masculine and a feminine energy, a yin and a yang.

That is all the Star of David is, separated, pulled apart (like a diamond split in half). What happens when these two are brought back into alignment together? Instead of six points, there are four.

Dear friends, stop spinning these Merkatic energies in opposite directions. What is going on with this? Do you think you are going to be more powerful or smarter? You are only intensifying the energies of duality. For a moment it may feel good. It is not something that came from us – to spin these energies. We have to slap our heads. We have to slap our heads when we see you doing this.

The energies were meant to be brought together. And in seven days from now is the time. It is the potential for this to start, for these two equilateral triangles to come back together.

There is an interesting force or influence in the alignment that takes place. There is one of the elements, one of the planets, that is in there that is causing some fear. It is causing some pain and some sadness. Some of you are truly feeling it right now.

It is the energy of Chiron, the Wounded Warrior, the victim. The warrior who has guilt of what he has done, the wounds, the karma, and the remembrance of the past. So, the Wounded Warrior has to come in right now to be part of this Star of David to say, “Are you ready to release the wounds?” because that is what keeps the two halves from coming back together. That is what is keeping the union of the male and female from happening – is the Wounded Warrior, Chiron. That is what is keeping the separation of heaven and Earth – Chiron.

The wound is deep. That is part of the reason for the anger also that you have been experiencing. Why? Why the wound? Will the wound ever heal? Or must we continue on this cycle again, a cycle that could span tens of thousands of years?

The alignment that is coming about – that was going to be there anyway – the alignment is very rare, very rare. There is the eclipse that happens with it, the hiding of the moon energy, the hiding, the – how to say – something that comes between the male and the female. But it is also a time of clearing.

It is not the event that causes the change. It is you that caused yourselves to see the event. But within it is potent energies and a realization of where you are at right now. At this time of the alignment it is like a huge billboard in the heavens showing you where you are at, showing you all of the variables that are involved, showing the separation of male and female, right and wrong, human and heaven.

But understand that the energy of Chiron is so strong that you may miss the whole point. The energy of Chiron is so overwhelming, the wounds so deep that you may let this opportunity, this event pass because the wounds are so deep, and the sadness. Or it will bring back the remembrance of where you have been. This will be a very intense week for many of you, a time for deep breathing. It will bring back – whether it is to your intellect or just to your inner feelings – remembrances of a long, long time ago, long before you ever came to Earth, mostly of those times before you ever came to Earth.

Again, you allow yourself to be aware of this event. The event brings in potential for change. But it also brings in memories of the past.

Eight days from now – a significant event! We would say on our level, our way of thinking, more significant than this thing you called the Harmonic Convergence. That was a potential to awaken. It was a measurement of Earth.

But this is an incredible signal, an incredible sign saying, “Are you ready? Are you ready to bring in the male and female into your body, into your reality; get over the Old notions of what you thought male and female were? Are you ready to bring these back and not feel embarrassed about it? Are you ready to say that there was never a light and a dark, that there was never any wrong in any of your journeys up until now, the time when your journey stopped? Are you ready to allow Home, the energy of the divine and the energy of the human to meld?”

You talk about it. You philosophize about it. But you still don't feel you are worthy. You still feel you are living inside this bottle that the divine can’t come in.

This will be a significant event. What should you do on that day? Celebrate! Celebrate the fact that you are even aware that it is here. Celebrate the fact that all of the energies line up now to bring healing back to the Star of David.

It was never, ever meant to be pulled apart. It was never meant to spin in opposite directions. It is a whole unit. It is the melding of everything. If there is any spinning that takes place, it is when the triangles are melded back together. You know what happens when you spin this new element? It creates a circle when you spin it. It has four points when looked at two-dimensionally, but it creates a circle. The circle that even the astrologers see in this formation is a reminder of completion, a journey completed, time to go to a New level.

Oh, yes, and then fear rushes in. “Am I worthy? Is this real? Maybe I shouldn't take this step. I remember when I took that step that led me to and through the Wall of Fire. Maybe I’ll let someone else do it first!” The fears come in. That is why Raphael is here.

So, dear friends, much coming up in this next week. Breathe on that day. Breathe continually. Breathe the breath of Spirit into the wounds that are still there.

Chiron had to come back, for it needs healing. It is an aspect. It is part of you. It is still wounded. You have put it off somewhere else. You don’t like it when Chiron comes around in your charts. You try to put it off somewhere else. You try to even hide it behind other planets.

But it comes in full force now for the wounds to be healed, for us to move forward, Shaumbra, and for you to move forward. Allow yourself to be healed.

Understand. Understand that there never was any wrong. There was only experience. Understand that as Spirit can love you so much, then you can love yourself also.

Take a deep breath, Shaumbra.

After this interesting date (11/8/2003), even an interesting – how to say – not just numerology, but an interesting energetics of the numbers. It is an eleven (for November, the 11th month), which from our side of the veil right now we see representing “duality.” It is an eight – November 8th – the eight from our side representing a symbol of “infinity.” It is a five when you add together your year numbers (2 + 0 + 0 + 3 = 5). That is our number of “change.” It is “infinity” in the center, duality on one side, change on the other.

What interesting dynamics! Part of you wants to stay in the Old duality. But you realize that it will seem like infinity, or an eternity, if you don’t move forward, so you have to change. Why do you think we bring in Raphael to help you move beyond this? Very interesting, interesting numbers in all this!

And certainly, there are humans who study this in detail. Look in your – how to say – your Internet, and you will see all sorts of interesting information. But remember when you read it, keep it simple. There is a tendency to try to get overly complex about it.

Chiron arrives for one simple purpose – healing, healing the wound. That means you releasing your Old Energy notions about what that was.

At this time of November 8th – and for every day that follows – is a time for the divine plan to meet the human plan. You’ve kept them separate, much as these two triangles have been separate in the Star of David. You have kept them separate – your divine plan and your human plan. And this also brings in anger.

Your divine plan was to go out and experience, create a sense of Self, self-identity, so that someday you could inherit the throne. That was the divine plan. The human plan was simply to survive – simply to survive here on Earth – to have food, and shelter, and clothing, and just get by.

Your divine plan was to give you everything that you needed in this lifetime – all of the resources, all of the tools – to give you everything. And it is there. But it wasn’t meeting with your human plan. Your human plan, oddly enough, was to give you bare minimum, bare minimum.

You see, it is interesting because you ask for abundance. “Dear Spirit, pay this bill. Give me the money I need.” Oh, but when you look at your human plan, it was quite the opposite – give yourself as little as possible, learn as quickly as possible on your journey. Oh, you said to us, you said to yourself, “I can endure anything. This little stint on Earth as a human being, I don’t have to have anything.” Your human plan was bare necessity.

Allow it now to meld with your divine plan, which is grand abundance of every kind. You thought it was the other way around. You thought divinity was holding out on you. Dear friends, it was YOU holding out on you. Allow your divine plan and your human plan to come together.

The divine plan was the grand reintegration of the energies of the masculine and feminine. It has always been part of the plan. The separation took place so that you could truly experience and understand yourself. We are not talking about the male body and the female body. We are talking about the yin and yang energies, the feminine and the masculine, both so appropriate. The divine plan was to bring them back together.

Your human plan was to make yourself one or the other – to be male, or to be female, and to exaggerate whichever one that was, and to feel separate and removed from the other energy. Part of this was so that you could experience what it was like to have this outgoing masculine energy. Part of it was to experience the nurturing and loving feminine energy. But the divine plan and the human plan weren’t meeting.

It is now time to bring those together. You are at the point of awareness. You’re at the point of enlightenment where they can come together now. They don't have to be separate.

The divine plan was to come full circle in the understanding of Self. You have been given a unique gift by Spirit. It was called Self-awareness, your own identity, no longer in the grand oneness of All That Is. But you were given the ability to have a unique spiritual fingerprint all of your own, and to grow that. The human plan was so limited. It was, “Try to get what you could.” It was, “Try to, at first, to develop your identity of Self in this lifetime without regards to the wholeness of all your other lives.”

But then when you got to a certain point, you came to a level where you said, “The plan now needs to shift.” It needs to be to destroy the Self because it must be the Self that is causing you all these problems. Your modern psychologies talk about destroying Self, annihilating Self. There are those in the world that practice the annihilation of the ego and of the Self in some very brutal terms. We are still picking up the parts and pieces of them on our side of the veil. They are so scattered, and the wounds are so deep.

The divine plan is Self-realization. The human plan that so many of you had is Self- annihilation. Can you bring these together and understand the Self has served a purpose here? Can you meld the divine and the human plans now? They don't have to be separate.

The human plan was for death, and sickness, and disease. The human plan said that you had to bring these things into your reality to gain new understanding. You had to get sick. You had to get disease to bring you back on your path. You had to have death, so that you didn't get trapped or lost here on Earth. The divine plan is about life and is about creating. That’s all it is – experience.

Can you bring these two elements together – the divine and the human now, so they don’t have to be separate? Can you bridge that gap, cross that chasm, so the divine plan can meet the human plan?

Are you at that point, dear Shaumbra, where you can bring the Star of David back together – the true Star of David, not the one that is depicted in your graphics where they are separate – perhaps, overlapping a bit – but separate. Can you heal the wound of the Star of David to bring them back together now, melding the divine plan and the human plan back together?

The human plan called for separation, isolation; called for you to feel alone so many times on your journey. The divine plan – as we have stated over and over again – was never to be alone at all, never to be isolated, always to understand where you came from and why you are on your journey.

Can you stop hiding yourselves from yourself and from others? Can you come out now as a divine human, to be a teacher – small “t” – facilitator, host, whatever term you want to call it, but a shining divine human? Can you meld together that plan of the divine and the plan of the human now, so that you can come forth, be who you really are?

The human plan was to have lessons, lessons, and lessons. All that equates to is suffering. It is saying that you don't know enough. It is saying you have to give yourself another kick in the butt, another hit on the head. The divine plan has always simply been about experiencing – but experiencing the joy of life and creativity.

You’ve ignored the divine plan, and you've chosen suffering instead through lessons, these things you call lessons. It is not about lessons. It is not about trying to prove anything to Spirit. It is about living in the Now and experiencing the true gift of who you are, the true gift of life, the true gift of compassion.

It is time for the divine plan to meet the human plan. Can we do that in this moment together? Can we allow the healing to take place, for the wounds of Chiron, the warrior, the warrior that every one of you have been, not just here on Earth, mostly in the other realms? Can you allow for the divine plan to embrace the human plan now, to bridge that gap, to stop the separation between the two, to have complete compassion and honor for each other?

Can you make it so, as you take down the walls of this bottle that you live in, so that you can feel and know this simple divine plan, and have it work together in harmony with your human plan? Can you allow that? Can you allow the healing of the Star of David to take place in this moment?

Part of this process of healing, of understanding the wounds – your wound is simply a division; that’s all it is, a division, a cut that divides – part of it is taking responsibility for all of your journey, for everything up to now. But in responsibility comes enlightenment and love and understanding and compassion of why you created what you created. Responsibility is knowing that you did something, that you created, but also knowing there was a divine plan in it.

You think because of some of the – how to say – your perception of destruction and chaos, of working with the dark forces; you think that is something to be shameful of. You have carried that wound with you for so long. Some of you here allowed yourself to be enlisted by the dark forces. Oh, your movies (referring to the Star Wars movies) depict it so well.

You go over to the dark side. You work for them because of your anger. And then you feel guilty about it, and you make yourself suffer. We are talking about events that took place a long, long time ago, in a place far, far away. (some audience murmuring at the reference again to the Star Wars movies) But dear friends, it was only a breath away.

So, you did these things for greater understanding and experience. You did these things so that all things could move forward, all things could expand. You did these things because you loved others.

Oh, long before you came to Earth, you found what it was like to love another entity. Magnificent! Magnificent! There was the potential, you know, that you could have only loved yourself. Just think of what that would have created. (some laughter)

Outside of All That Is, outside of the First Circle, you learned to love someone else, another entity. And we are not talking about a male/female or sex thing. We are talking about love, pure love, and pure compassion for another being, a trait that you picked up from Spirit. Spirit has true love and compassion for you. What a day it was, back in the Kingdom, when you learned to love someone outside yourself.

But in that love, you also battled others to protect those you loved. And in that love, you felt the deepest form of betrayal when they walked out on you. In that love, you felt what it was like to be angry because of something they had done to you. You gave your heart to them. Why did they not give it back to you?

In all of this healing and all of this transformation of energy, it is about taking responsibility that you created this. Don't try to figure it out. Don’t try to go back into these past lives and retrace it. You don’t need to go running off to facilitators on Monday and have past life sessions. You already know it. It’s right there. You don’t have to know the details.

It is about taking responsibility and loving yourself once again, taking responsibility for all of your journey. As we have said before, you are either victims or creators. The energy of Chiron is currently a victim. Can you see that in yourself, how you blame incidences, and people, and angels, and events that have happened in the past?

There is no need to blame at all. We know what happened. They know what happened. Simply taking responsibility and understanding there were divine reasons, there was a divine plan behind all of it. That is why it took place.

Responsibility is such an interesting thing. Even in your practical lives that you live now, it is so important. We are asked over and over again, “Dear Tobias, what can we do to change the governments of the world?” Take responsibility for yourself. The governments are simply manifestations of the group consciousness, whether they are dictators, whether they are corrupt leaders. It is all a manifestation of that populous that reports to them.

When you take responsibility for yourself, you will find yourself immediately outside of mass consciousness. You might live in a certain political social structure, such as a dictatorship. But when you take responsibility for yourself, you are not affected by that dictatorship. You might live in a land of corruption. But when you take responsibility, and you understand that you are no longer corrupt – you are divine – then you can live in that land of corruption, but you don't have to become part of it.

Leaders are strictly a reflection of the consciousness of the people. That is all. You like to blame things on your leaders. You like to put fault on them. You like to say, “I didn't vote for them.” (some laughter) But dear friends, you’re responsible as well. They are manifestations of the group consciousness.

How do you change the governments of the world? Oh, you can write complex books about new structures and new theories and new systems and new types of socialism or democracies, and it will never do anything. You are just trading one hand for the other.

The changes take place when you take responsibility, when you, and then others, and others and others take responsibility. That is what’s going to happen in the New Energy if you continue doing your work. You will start a whole chain reaction of “I am responsible because I am the creator.”

You will get out of victimhood. You won’t have the governments to blame anymore. You have to understand that you helped to set it up. You won't have the churches to blame. You take responsibility. At some point when enough people take responsibility for their creations, the need for government, as you know it today, goes away.

What we truly see – and we say this very straightforward without tongue in cheek – as more and more humans across Earth take responsibility for their beingness, the need for government goes away. The need for service – for things like your hospitals, and your roads, and the other things that you need as functioning humans – will be turned over to private enterprises who are managed by a group of people who volunteer, not elected. Interesting, turning the responsibility for service back to you, to private enterprise. Sounds a bit scary to some of you.

But dear friends, when everyone takes responsibility, there is no need any more to set up this type of very hierarchical and very masculine government energy that you see in almost all the lands of your world. There is only a small group of volunteers who help to manage private industry, who perform the service. Government serves you. That's the way it was designed to be, not the other way around.

But guess what? You gave up responsibility. You gave up responsibility to them, the servants, so that they grew – and grew and grew and grew. You have given over your own beingness to that someone else. So, indeed they become a reflection of the corruption, of the tight control, of the discipline male energy, of the imbalance and of all of these things. They are a reflection of it.

Take responsibility, and you will see government change. Stop trying to write all of these new plans. The core, the simple essence, is still about responsibility for yourself.

So, a week from today the formation, the celestial formation, the Star of David, use this time for the healing within, for those residues that are still in you, for the belief that there has to be duality, for the belief that the divine plan and the human plan don’t work together, for the belief that human and Spirit are two different things. Use this time to bring together the elements of masculine and feminine. These are the most basic forms of divine separation. This is the core.

Allow. Allow the feminine to come into you if you are masculine. Stop feeling embarrassed about it. Stop feeling that this is going to make you something less than strong. If you are male, breathe the feminine energies in that day.

If you are female, allow the male energies to come in. If you are female, allow yourself to heal the wound – the wound of Isis. Indeed, she is here today also. She had to come in, to counter Rapha. The wound of Isis – so many of you, those who are physically female and intuitively female understand exactly what I'm talking about – is the greatest wound of all.

Allow yourself to breathe in the masculine energies back into you. And as you do, allow this archetypical energy of Isis – the Mother, the Creator, the giver of birth and giver of life – to heal. You know how it was abused, grandly abused. That has caused the counter-reaction, particularly in your contemporary society. But it has been going on for a lot longer than just these lifetimes recently on Earth.

The male energy that you have allowed to get strong: women, you have allowed it to get strong because you are hiding from who you are and what you have done. The wound of Isis is deep, deeper than the wound of Chiron. You know exactly what we are speaking about here. You have tried to hide it. You’ve been angry about it. You don’t know what to do with it. You have turned over responsibility to the male.

It is time for the divine to meet the human. It is time for the man to meet the woman. It is time for you to release Isis now. The wound has been deep. But seven days from now, we can all heal this thing. It is all of our past. Not just a human thing, it is all of our past.

You have brought this event of the healing of the Star of David into consciousness. And now all of us can do something with it. Remember the energies of Rapha will be with you. Raphael will be with you to help transmute. The energies of Isis will be there – with her tears – for the healing.

You are not alone one week from now or ever.

And so it is.

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