The Embodiment Series: "SHOUD 9" - Featuring Adamus Saint-Germain and Tobias
Questions and Answers

Presented to the Crimson Circle
April 2, 2005

TOBIAS: And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that we continue with this delightful energy on this day. I, Tobias, return for your Question and Answer session, but also to provide another insight regarding the message delivered by Adamus.

First, I have to say that this story of getting stuck in my own hole (audience laughter) was highly exaggerated (more laughter). I dug myself in on purpose (more laughter). It was my way of getting some peace and solitude away from all of the pressures and the demands. I was a buyer for the king and I needed time away for myself. And I knew all the while that I could simply dig out. But like you, I was preferring to dig even deeper.

So, now, Adamus talked to you about this whole concept of living beyond. It involves the intimate – the deepest and most intimate – trust with yourself. He talked about the concept of the total, unconditional love. And again, you have heard the concepts. But now you are going to start living this way, the total love of self, reintegrating every part of who you are.

He talked about expanding, going beyond the limits. And God knows, there are many limits that you create. The limits actually help you to understand the reality around you. But the limitations and the restrictions on the energy also lock things into place.

We are here to unlock the energies to free them. We are here on this day, asking those who are ready to move forward, those who are ready to give permission, to live beyond. Life will change. Yes, it does bring up issues.

We took a pause. We took a break here before we came back with perhaps the most pertinent point of all. And for those who only listen to the channel and don't listen to this marvelous Question and Answer will not get the benefit of this wisdom.

Some of you are asking during the break, “But what is the key? How do we do this? How do we live beyond? Certainly, I give permission. And you say several angels come to begin working with me in a new way, at a whole new level. But truly, what do I need to do? What is that secret?”

It is quite simple, Shaumbra. It is simple. And if you truly want to know how to walk out of your body, if you want to know how to transmute any energy from one form to the other, it is quite simple. It means letting go of all control that you have – or you think you have. No control. It is that simple. That is the key. That is the answer. That is the “holy grail” of the New Energy right then and there. Now, it is out. NO CONTROL. it is that simple.

You say, “But Tobias, why didn’t you tell us this before? (some laughter) Five years of my life I’ve had to listen to the Shouds (more laughter) to learn to let go of control.” But Shaumbra, we had to evolve. We had to get to this point.

Letting go of all control releases all energy. That is when the unexpected begins to happen in your life. That is when the depression leaves and the passion comes in. Letting go of the control frees every bit of energy you put into a structure. It sounds simple. And it's not.

As my dear friend, Adamus, said, “I was a bit tight in my lifetime as Tobias.” Everything in my life was about control. Interestingly enough, in the subsequent lifetime it ended up controlling me. I found myself in prison. All of the controls that I had exercised over my life loved me so much that they imprisoned me in my next.

So, I learned about control. I learned how to let go of control. It was a difficult thing. It was the most challenging thing perhaps that I had ever done. It is truly the message that came to me in the form of a bird. But it was really Archangel Michael. “Let go, Tobias. Let go of all control.”

It is a difficult thing for a human to do because you feel if you let go of control that all of the outside energies will come racing in to devour you like vultures over a dead body. You feel if you let go of control that everything will fall apart. And it does (audience laughter). But that is what you have wanted. If you let go of control, all of the illusions are shattered. If you let go of control, you have no control, you see.

And you love control. You love manipulating energies. But you have been doing it on a rather sophomoric basis. You’ve been doing it on an amateur basis. You are controllers, not Creators – do you understand – controllers, not Creators. There is a big difference.

A Creator never controls energy (audience laughter). A Creator imagines and blesses and gives freedom and life to energy. And that is the greatest joy a Creator can have. An amateur controls. So, let us be professionals in what we do, no longer amateurs. Let us let go of the control. It brings up issues because you think, “If I let go of control of my family, certainly, certainly they will go off in all of the wrong directions. If I let go control of my body, certainly it will work against me.”

You know this missing ingredient, this hidden tool that Adamus talked about, the one that isn't in your reality base but is there; this tool that doesn't exist in this Earthly existence but is right in front of you? It is there. It wants to work for you. But it can't if you are controlling everything. It is patiently waiting – patiently, patiently waiting (more laughter as Tobias draws out these words very slowly) – for you to let go of control. It is loving you and watching you and having a few tears over you, waiting for you to let go.

So, the real issue here is: Can you let go of control? Can you be a true Creator? That is the secret. That is all there is to it.

We can talk for eons of time, but it comes down to this – you are grander than the story that you’re looking at in the mirror. You are grander. Let go of the control and discover who you truly are.

Now, we dare you to ask your questions!

LINDA: That was incredible. Thank you, thank you!

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (a woman at the microphone): Hello, Tobias, I am going to let go of control that it’s you answering the questions and not Adamus, as my question was for Adamus. But I’ll trust it’s all perfect. Two months ago, we were given a little teaser about energy centering. And I’ve done a great deal of work previously with hypnotherapy. And I’m waiting for more. And it hasn’t come yet. And I am stepping out and intuitively working in a way that feels right to me. And I just was able to register a domain this week – So, I’m stepping into my passion. And I’ve had the opportunity to do that with a dear Shaumbra brother who yesterday left his physical body. And he helped me step into working in a New way. And my question is two-fold: I’d like to ask how he’s doing and if he’s here with us on the other side of the veil. And also if you can give me a hint of the dynamics of what went on in what we did together so that I can expand on this. Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed, there was discussion with Adamus about energy centering. And this work is – how to say – going on actively right now. Adamus is going to be taking a small group to a secluded location for some very, very intense work. This has been – how to say – reviewed with Cauldre. But Adamus has not, for the most part, selected a group yet. This will take place towards the end of this year or early next year.

From the work that goes on with this very small group, it will be brought to a larger group. But Adamus feels the need to limit this to less than two dozen at this time so that we can get through some – how to say – rather interesting experiences with this. Too large of a group would have a tendency to distort the energy. Adamus will be individually selecting these and even I, Tobias, do not know who these will be at this point.

But this work of energy centering, and truly being able to use it – what would be defined as a New Energy, non-controlling, or non-structured hypnosis – is going to be one of the very important points for the Shaumbra community in general.

You dear partner and friend who crossed over is not in the gathering today because there is so much that happens during a crossover and transition time. It generally takes a minimum of three Earth days up to many months for that entity to be ready, particularly in this dear one’s case. And the transition worked quite well, but there are so many details to attend to energetically with those who are left behind. So, they were not able to attend today.

One of the things that will come into play here is the relationship between the two of you now – one of you here in the 3D realm, one on the celestial realms – working together to essentially show others how their energy can extend beyond the 3D reality. Sometimes it helps when there are beings on our side who can help basically stretch their level of consciousness out. And that is much of the work that you are going to be doing, as it is about expanding consciousness and moving it into other realms while still remaining here in the 3D.

SHAUMBRA 1: Thank you, and take good care of Steve.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Dear Tobias, I have a very complicated and unfulfilling life. Disappointment, frustration, sadness, and addictions have overwhelmed my entire adult life. I am a 40-year-old, Middle Eastern gay man who has lived in the United States since the age of 14. Despite longings in my heart, I have never had a romantic relationship in my life. I’m artistic, educated, and talented, yet after decades of struggle have no job or career at the moment. I love beauty, luxury, and comfort, yet I am broke and in debt. I am spiritually enlightened, yet I live in an abyss of darkness, disillusionment, and anger. I am vivacious and social, yet I am desperately alone and rarely leave my small apartment. I look youthful yet feel old and exhausted way beyond my years. I aspire to break through and evolve, yet have no energy, motivation, or passion. I want to live and feel joy, yet constantly think about ending my life. Where do I go from here? Will I ever find happiness in my arduous and enigmatic life? If not, will my soul agree to let me cross over to your side?

TOBIAS: Indeed, and we give you thanks, and we honor you for being so candid, being so open. And as you know, you are a spiritual – a highly spiritual – being living in a world of duality. And therein lies the whole challenge.

You agreed to come back into physical being when you did not have to come back here. You specifically came back to help some others in the earlier years of your life. When that work was done – which to your best feeling, you were not very successful in it – but, when that work was done, you began to feel very angry about being back here. You began to feel very pent up.

You know that you have tremendous capabilities and potentials, but yet you are not accepting the fact that you are here on Earth. You do need to make the decision, quite frankly, about whether to come back to our side or whether to remain on Earth. It is fully acceptable if you come back here. You’re not trapped in a karmic condition that keeps you on Earth. It is simply that you chose to go back during some rather difficult times.

We are going to ask you to reassess your life, to take a look at the belief systems that Adamus talked about today, to take a look at whether you want to continue staying on Earth right now. And if you do, are you ready to move your energy beyond? You have phenomenal gifts of intuition, a natural gift of healing. You have an incredibly sharp intellect, and you have an overwhelmingly warm heart. But you have just gotten yourself stuck in your own situation. Once you make that choice – whether to leave Earth or to stay – then things will start changing around you.

We know part of your question is specifically: What can we do for you? How can we facilitate this process? We can't, until your own choices and decisions are made. There is – how to say – a tremendous beauty that you can already see, a beauty about Earth and about human life. And you will continue to appreciate even more of the beauty after you make that choice for yourself. You will appreciate everything that is going on here on Earth right now in this incredible time of transformation. We thank you for your question.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias. You said in one Shoud that we should step out of the mass consciousness, and that we can have the abundance without a job. I left the system behind me and felt a big freedom. Can you tell me something about my abundance situation now? Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed, and we brought up the issue of stepping out of mass consciousness to give all of Shaumbra a taste of what mass consciousness is truly like. When you agree to step out of this, there are still many things that will try to hold you back in, in particular your own belief systems.

You have been having your own challenges within yourself about where abundance comes from and about jobs. And we do want to clarify the record – we never said you should leave the job. We simply said that there are new types of jobs. You don't have to hold an Old Energy way of manifesting.

Abundance is strictly a set of belief systems. Abundance in your own life is also about allowing yourself to have it in. It’s about stepping out of your limitations, as Adamus said today. Some of you think that because you are spiritual that alone will bring the abundance in. You have to understand that it still – how to say – takes a type of energy moving on your part.

As we told a group a number of years ago, abundance begins when you begin. Abundance is sitting there waiting for you in your life. You don't have to work in the Old Energy way to achieve it. As a matter of fact, it's really quite simple. It is waiting for you right now.

But now we put the question back on you – What do you want to do? What do you want to – how do you want to move energy to have energy then come and move back with you? That is how abundance works. When you begin a process, everything around you responds accordingly.

So, we are going to ask you to begin anything, to do anything, not feel trapped or stuck anymore but to begin any movement and to understand that even if it is not – how to say – the correct movement, you will adjust and correct yourself accordingly. There is absolutely nothing that is limiting abundance from coming into your life. It is there. It is ready for you.

And we know these are words; these are thoughts, and sometimes they are difficult to realize in your life. But we don't know how to tell you any more clearly. It is there for you anytime you begin a process and then claim that abundance. It is so much easier than any of you have been doing.

We are going to have – how to say – examples of this in these coming months of time of how easy Shaumbra, working together, can manifest. In the meantime, any process, whether it is – how do you say – flipping hamburgers at a restaurant, whether it is waiting on tables, whether it is doing anything that is beginning a process, then everything else can come racing into your life. There is no lack of abundance. Sometimes there is lack of direction or movement. Thank you.

SHAUMBRA 3: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Loving greetings once more. As we move into the releasing of our stories and certain elements in the story, such as loving relationships, and the accompanying issues come forward, what must we do to truly release our story? Do we need to release the connections in these relationships with those we love so well, those we share our lives with? Do we actually need to let our loved ones go physically from our lives, free them and ourselves of the connection in order to proceed with the releasing of our story? Oh, this seems such a painful and shocking task! One must wonder if this can possibly be the reward of being the designated ascendee. Or is there a way to remain with this loved one in our daily life, yet release the connection at the same time? This is quite a troubling consideration! My great love and gratitude to you.

TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, and one of the issues here is what we discussed earlier about letting go of control, completely letting go. You have to be so willing to open the door of that birdcage and let the bird fly out, so willing to know that it may never come back, but so willing to know that it might as well. What a beautiful thing to know that that bird and the birdcage loves you so much that it would come back on its own – not because you forced it to be there, not because you imprisoned it – but because it wanted to! Would you want any other type of love with anyone in your life? Would you want to know that you were energetically trapping someone or imprisoning them?

Now, that does not mean you have to wake up one morning, and throw them out the door, and tell them never to come back (some laughter). It just means you should unlock the door, and let them leave, if they choose. That is true releasing and true letting go of control. Now, everything can start working back into the appropriate balance. Everything can start moving again.

It is like the previous question about the abundance. It is about beginning to move, moving the process, letting go of the control, letting it flow. This is where the quantum leap takes place on a personal level.

The abundance isn’t the issue here. And even the relationship isn't the issue here. It’s “can you let go of control and the Old limitations?” If you are having these problems in your life – abundance or relationships or health, any of these things – it means something is stuck energetically.

Begin a process. Do anything. Let go of the control and watch to great amazement how everything comes to you. If there's anything in your life that is lacking or hurting, let go of the control. Begin to move energy and watch what happens. You are phenomenal Creators, all of you. All of you begin the process. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5: Hello, Tobias. This is the question about my 15-year-old, wonderful son. And he has very often problems to be present in the 3D world and this causes difficulties, for example, in school also. And another thing is his anxiety so that he is afraid to stay alone. And maybe you have some advice and explanations.

TOBIAS: Indeed, the one that you are speaking of – your dear son, and many others like him – are coming back in as what you would term as “crystals.” They are coming in highly sensitive. They are coming in not understanding why rules are there in the first place. They are not conformists. They are quite different than most Shaumbra. They are not trying to be ordinary. They know they're not. They are not trying to fit into a certain way of doing things.

They have difficulty in the schools because the schools are not designed to teach at the feeling level. The schools have gone totally intellectual. The schools are devoid of true imagination and feeling.

So, judge not about his performance in school. It means little or nothing right now. Even any problems with the social interaction mean little or nothing right now. You are going to find with your son, in particular, that after September 2007, his whole demeanor changes, his whole way of resonating with things around him and working with other people and relating to even you changes.

Right now, he is coming in as a system-buster. He is coming in highly sensitive. The best thing you could do is to listen to him, to acknowledge him, to love him, and never try to control him. The best thing you can do also is to be such a wonderful example.

You know these young ones who come in, they look to the true Masters and the true leaders. When they are helping to select what family to come into, they look for the Masters who will teach them how to be in the 3D world and integrate all of their divine energies. That is you and that is all of Shaumbra. You are the Masters.

Remember, they are watching this, as you know; watching everything you do to see how you work in the 3D world, to see how you bring in your divinity, to see how you get trapped in your own story, and ultimately to see how you get out. You have far too much worry about this dear one. They are going to – how to say – shoot, blossom, they’re going to blossom over these next few years ago. Let go of the control.

LINDA: Last question, should you so choose.

TOBIAS: Perhaps several more.

LINDA: Oh, my goodness, I’m so shocked.

TOBIAS: So, Adamus had his time (audience laughter).

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): During the last weeks I always just had this one sentence roaming through every cell of my body. And this sentence was: I am ready. And I truly want to live now. And I give my permission for everything. I am so ready. And sometimes it feels like I could jump out of my skin because my body is still resisting a lot. And so sometimes it is very difficult to feel so ready and to be so excited, but then to have all this pain and panic attacks and dizziness and everything you ever could imagine. And I would like to ask you if you have any words on that.

TOBIAS: Indeed, these pains, these panic attacks, the physical discomfort and sometimes the physical disease are all part of a very short-term process. Sometimes your body will find ways of clearing things very rapidly. It may seem extreme. But your body is trying to clear things that have been pent-up for a long time. You are all on a fast track. You are doing this clearing in the most – how to say – incredible way, but sometimes the most outrageous ways of letting go of Old things.

Sometimes your body goes into pain, and sometimes your system goes into anxiety because it has a difficult time handling the overload of New Energies coming, the changes that are taking place. Sometimes you get the pain and the anxiety because literally your system is trying to protect you, saying, “Do you really want to be doing this? Do you want to be going outside of anywhere that you've ever gone?” So, it is acting, in a sense, as a bit of a – how to say – a balance for you to say, “Do you really want to go here?”

And then once it understands, once your body and mind understand this is where you are going, it will help regulate the process. It will do so in a way that doesn't burn out or overwhelm your DNA and your cells. We know that to be a potential problem.

As we have mentioned before, there was a small group that we worked with back, perhaps six, seven years ago on a very fast track. And they agreed to go about as fast as they thought they would be able to. And many of them are not on Earth anymore. They tested the limits of how fast the psyche and the physical body could go before burning out.

So, a lot of the pains, a lot of the anxieties are simply your body doing its own check-and-balance system. And it is important for you to assure it that this is where you want to go. It is important for you to let go of the control, like what we said. Let the body purge and flush itself, as needed. Let the mind go through its own cycles. You are all going to find that.

When Adamus asked you to express your permission today, some of you did; many of you didn't. But when he said that, and he said many things will happen and changes will come, there could be some very – what to say – unsettling things that happen to you physically and emotionally. But can you trust yourself enough to know that it is appropriate? Can you trust yourself enough to know that you are not putting your own self into any sort of crash dive? Can you love yourself enough to know that whatever process is happening is part of the overall transformation and transmutation?

So, I know we got a bit carried away here. But yes, this is appropriate. Thank you for going through it.

SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (a woman at the microphone): Thank you. Saint-Germain started talking about water in the first channel and said that he would elaborate on that, and he never did. So, I don’t know where he’s at. But I was hoping you could talk about the importance of water and how we can practically use it or how we should be using it you. Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed. We have to check with Adamus. He says, “My, oh my, impatient one!” (audience laughter) We have to have things to talk about in our upcoming gatherings. We can’t always be lecturing about things, like today. He says, “One of the upcoming Shouds will have a full discussion about water if it pleases the Creator (more laughter).”

But indeed, seriously, water – Adamus doesn’t want to get into physics here – but basically, water is an element that you created to help stabilize an angelic or divine energy as it came to Earth. It is an essential part of, not only your body, but it is an essential part of holding you here on Earth. If there is anything you should ever be upset with for keeping you here, it should be water, for it is truly the single most important element of holding you here on Earth.

Water is also the greatest transmuter of energy outside of yourself. It has the incredible ability to cleanse and to purify and to change the wavelength nature of any energy. Most of your Earth is covered and surrounded in water for that very purpose. It literally holds vibrations. It literally is the element that – how to say – holds the magnetic grid of Earth in place. And also, water is also the element that holds the Earth grid or the crystalline grid of Earth in place.

So, the water is very important. It, as you know, shifts and changes from time to time where the oceans, where the lakes and the rivers are. The water also holds – one drop of water holds the memory of everything that has ever occurred on Earth. Every lifetime of every individual is contained within that water. It is the holder of every potential, and it is the partner of the imagination here on Earth. And Adamus says he will give more information about that in an upcoming discussion.

LINDA: The last question?

TOBIAS: Indeed, last.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias, I want to thank you and the guys from the Crimson Council for your love and support. I feel that I’d love to work with people who are transitioning. I’d love to know more about how to do that. I know I’ve done it before, but I have forgotten. Is this going to be an intuitive process now? Or do I need to learn more? And do you see it as appropriate that I kind of do a business? Or do I just start, and it will evolve?

TOBIAS: Indeed, this whole area of death and dying and transitioning is coming to the forefront. It is coming for – what you would call – rational or intellectual reasons because the population is aging in many, many countries. And there is more of a focus on death and dying. But it is far beyond that. It is that consciousness is at a point where it wants to know more about death and dying. Consciousness is at the point where it doesn't want death to be a morbid, dark, or frightening thing. It doesn't want to be treated like a disease. Death is a celebration. It’s a change and a transformation.

There is incredible work to do. And indeed, as you intuitively know, you are highly intuitive. You have the ability to work with those who are transitioning who have lost the function of their mind, but yet their heart is still fully intact. And this is where your greatest strengths will lie.

There was a whole session done in this place of San Diego regarding death and dying, the need for what has been termed “the flower hospices,” the need for “DreamWalkers.” It used to be a long, long time ago that there were DreamWalkers that literally would assist those who were transitioning. These were human beings in the days of Atlantis and in some of the other cultures, human beings living on Earth who understood the nature of transitioning. They were literally employed as DreamWalkers to escort the ones who were departing, to escort to them over what we call the Bridge of Flowers.

They literally worked in an altered consciousness, again while staying in the physical body. But they worked in an altered consciousness, standing ready to walk with the one who was dying up to a certain point on the Bridge of Flowers. At the certain point the humans would let go and the angels on our side would take over. It makes for the most balanced and beautiful transition.

But imagine now the way your culture works: a person dies, and they have to find their own way to the Bridge of Flowers. They have to find their own way across this great chasm. And it is frightening, and it brings up issues. And it makes the work of transitioning so much more difficult for all of us. It has a tendency to cause many humans to become very, very Earth bound.

We are encouraging Shaumbra to do something to move energy and to begin businesses in this work of the flower hospices, the transitioning, the DreamWalkers. I am going to ask Shaumbra, when you depart – which you will, sooner or later – wouldn’t you want human DreamWalkers to escort you, to love you, and to be at your bedside and then energetically to go with you to, in a sense, escort you over in a grand parade, at least to the point where the angels from our side could then greet you and bring you the rest of the way? Wouldn’t you want an entourage of loving and feeling human beings having a procession with you across the Bridge of Flowers?

We are encouraging Shaumbra – we have gone into great detail in the session about death and dying – we encourage all Shaumbra who are interested in this area to listen to this audio CD (here). Cauldre is wagging his finger at us for shamelessly promoting the product (some laughter). But here we outline the whole thing about the hospices and about dream walkers and about ultimately death with dignity. It is time for it. And you would be amazed, Shaumbra, at the demand.

We know some of you have been thinking about getting into this area for making a living. But you are timid, and you are wondering if you could possibly do this. Shaumbra, humans are so willing to pay for this right now, and more and more of them every day. It is a service that is needed. Thank you for your question.

So, with that it has been quite a day. We know that there is much in your minds, but not much in your stomachs (audience laughter). We know that your hearts and your feelings are full. But we know you are also letting go of the control. We are going to ask Cauldre and the others to make sure that the opening message in the Questions and Answers about control is incorporated with the Shoud, so those reading it will have the full benefit.

And we want to thank all of you who are here today and tuned in for being part of this quite historic event on this day. So, some of you still are at that contemplation point about any decisions. There is no rush. There is no pressure. In the meantime, we are standing beside you and all around you in the greatest love and admiration. You are never alone.

And so it is.