THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Embodiment Series:
SHOUD 11: "The Radiant Being" - Featuring Tobias and Adamus Saint-Germain
Presented to the Crimson Circle
June 4, 2005
I am… and so it is (audience laughter) that we gather together in this
classroom of the New Energy where humans are rediscovering who they truly are,
where this special group that we call Shaumbra is opening doors, doors of New
Energy, doors of new awarenesses, and doors of new consciousness. It is an honor
for I, Tobias, and Saint Germain to be here together simultaneously, together
embodied with each of you, embodied in our channeler, Cauldre. Yes, we both
had to squeeze in today, not much room left in here (more laughter)… truly
a first when there is a dual channel.
You are going to hear in stereo (more laughter). You are going to feel the
love and the warmth of Tobias. And, you are going to feel the arrogance and
the pompousness of Saint Germain (more laughter), together at the same time.
You are going to feel the tradition and the history and the Jewishness of Tobias.
And, you are going to feel the bohemian nature of Saint Germain. So, we will
called the entity on this day “Countess Saint To-BEE-us”(much more
We have agreed to have both of us talk to you today, do your Shoud with you
on this day, to meld the energies together. It does not have to be just one
of us. It does not even have to be just two. There can be a multitude of angels
on our side channeling to the angels on your side, a multitude of us helping
to move the energy of Shaumbra in and through.
This is the first time that the two of us have worked together like this simultaneously.
It is causing Cauldre and some of you here today a bit of confusion, feeling
the energies coming from different levels. But, you are designed to run that
way, designed to run on multiple levels and dimensions at the same time.
We come you today in this new persona to help you to understand that you don't
have to be linear, that you can be very multiple. You can exist on different
dimensions. You can receive from different sources all at the same time. And,
it is easier to do than living linearly. It is easier than trying to hold your
focus and maintain a control on a single dimension. You were never designed
to run that way. You were never designed to create that way.
Spirit, the essence of Spirit, doesn't create on one level. Spirit creates
on every possible level at the same time simultaneously. And, one of the things
that you are learning as Shaumbra, as the New Energy teachers, is that you can
be many things at once. You can have many stories going on. And, it doesn't
need to be a negative.
Oh, integrated stories indeed… the difference between having many stories
and being – what you would call – a multiple-personality disorder
is that they are integrated. They know about each other. They come from the
same active source of energy. They love each other. They honor the roles each
other plays, whereas a multiple-personality – in your psychiatric sense
– plays hide-and-seek games with the aspects. There is tremendous denial.
But, Shaumbra, one of the things that you are already learning is how to operate
on these different levels.
So, we decided today to come to you this way – multiple, stereo, different
directions. We’re going to be moving around at different levels all around
you. We are going to… yes, we’re going to alarm (laughter) you in
many ways today (said as an ambulance or law enforcement siren is heard outside
of the building). So, Shaumbra, it is indeed an honor for all of us to be here.
And, we have to say that we have already gone through this… you see.
We have already gone through this. Within the past few nights of your sleep
and your dreams we have gone through this Shoud. We have sat together with this
very group, those who are physically here in the room, those who are listening
in. We have Shouded together, not just in two voices or three, but as the whole
group of us. We placed all of our energies together, and we sang then in the
voice of one and many at the same time… you see. We did this on other
levels, in other – you would call them – dimensions, non-physical
dimensions that bear very little resemblance to the dimension that you exist
in as a human. We created that potential.
We created a radiance. And, “radiance” is the word of our channel
today. It was no surprise that Andra used this during her breathing (which preceded
the channel). It is the title of our Shoud today, “The Radiant Being.”
Several nights ago we sat together, and we created a radiance. It is vibration
that is coming from you, energy that is expanding. Put together with the group,
it radiated. And, now you are basking in its energy. You have sat in these chairs.
You are sitting at your homes, or at a friend’s home, listening now, basking
in the very energy that you created several nights ago.
It is amazing how this works. There are tremendous, but yet very simple, physics
involved in all of this. Today we are going to learn to take the controls off.
We are going to learn to radiate once again. We are going to understand what
that means. We’re going to understand the physics of it, the feelings
of it, the love of it.
Shaumbra, there is so much happening all around the world right now, so much
happening in consciousnesses, as we have stated recently. If you read your headlines,
or you listen to your news on the television, it appears that things are going
the wrong way. But, that is an illusion. We have to let you know that it is
a type of hypnosis or overlay. It is because those types of dramas create readership.
Those types of dramas create – how to say – a type of energy addiction.
But, go beyond those. Let us take a look at what is really happening in the
world with the people that you know, with the people that you work with, with
your family. There is a tremendous awakening all across this world, not reflected
in the headlines, not reflected in the news. There is a tremendous surge of
New Energy making its way to this planet – and to the humans who are willing
and desirous to use it – that is beginning to affect everyone on different
levels in different ways.
Some of them are now going through the very things that you went through 5,
10, 20 years of time ago, the sudden disruption of their hypnotic state. You
call it their awakening. They are going through a turmoil in their life that
is perhaps causing them what they consider to be pain and emotional agony, difficulties.
They’re wondering what is happening to them.
But, we all know, and you know. This is transformation. It is shaking them
out of their hypnosis. It is opening them up to their true essence. It is opening
them up to a type of peace, a type of love within themselves that you can never
achieve through money, or power, or any of these other things. You can never
achieve by praying to an outside God, by following rules of an outside group
of humans. There is an awakening going on. If you take a look at what is in
your Now, the people that you know, the people that are starting to come to
you, you will see it.
We have this perspective from our side of the veil. We can see the true changes
that are taking place. We can see the effect of the work that you are doing.
We can see what is happening in your culture. We can see this beautiful blossoming
of energy that is taking place.
Sometimes it doesn't look so beautiful because it is difficult to let go of
that old story. Sometimes it is very difficult on the human. And, you know from
sitting with them, their tears, that they’ve just lost a loved one. Perhaps,
they just lost everything they thought they owned. They just had some type of
disease come over their body.
But, you know, and we know, that this is simply a change of course. This is
simply what some of you call “the crossroads,” the awakening that
is taking place. It is difficult to accept for them with their state of consciousness.
But, you know, and we know, that the changes that are coming about are changes
in truth, changes in the integration and melding of human and Spirit together.
We watch what is happening in your culture. It is amazing. It is amazing and
sometimes so simple that you overlook it.
Recently you had the introduction of this new movie, the “Star Wars,”
the return of the dark ones. This has been an incredible series, spanning nearly
30 years of time, nearly 30 years of your awakening time, Shaumbra. So many
of you awoke, truly, truly awoke when you saw the first movie the first time.
Perhaps, you didn’t even consciously know it.
But, there was… there still is… or are triggers that are literally
woven into the energetic fabric of this movie, the remembrance of what it used
to be like. These movies are based more in fact than in fiction. Even though
it happened a long, long time ago, it seems like it was in the future. Time
It is a story about the light side and the dark side. It is a story about going
off to explore both. You have to ultimately go through both and then to re-integrate
them for true understanding. It is a story about Spirit, what is called “the
force.” It is a story about your journeys. So many of you relate so closely
with this because they are the stories of the battles that you fought. Oh, you
didn't have little metal flying ships. It was done in the non-physical realities.
But, Shaumbra, it was real.
In the movie the one goes over to the dark side, becomes the leader and the
commander of the dark side, exploring what it is like. There is the other, Luke,
who works on the light side. You see, Luke was training to be a warrior. But,
when he went to his advanced training, he had to forget everything that he had
learned in his previous training. He had to forget about how to hold the light
saber. He had to forget about all of the routines. He had to forget about the
controls that he learned, that he became disciplined in as a warrior. He had
to let those go.
Remember when he ran into trouble, he heard the voice that came to him, the
channeled voice that said, “Feel the force, Luke.” It didn't say,
“Think the force, Luke.” It didn’t say, “Analyze the
force.” (audience laughter). It said, “Feel the force, Luke. Let
it flow through every part of your being. Get out of your mind. Let go of the
controls. Forget everything you have learned.”
And, Luke, like you, resisted this at first. He had learned his controls so
well. He had learned how to handle himself through the mind, how to control
his actions, his thoughts. And, it felt very uncomfortable letting all of that
But, once he did, once he felt “the force” and allowed it to race
through him, allowed his mind to handle the things it was supposed to, but allowed
“the force” to flow through, there was that golden feeling when
he first did that. There was that feeling of euphoria. There was that feeling
of remembrance when he connected once again with “the force.” And,
then it flowed. He knew what to do before he had to do it. He knew what his
opponent was going to do even before his opponent did it. It was just there.
Shaumbra, many of you have already experienced that. You have experienced that,
would we call the divine knowing, that golden moment that transcends the normal
state of human consciousness. That’s the cosmic consciousness. It is the
golden moment where you just know. You can't explain it to anyone. You can't
even explain it yourself. You just know.
That is that moment when you let go of the controls… sometimes because
you have to. Luke had to let go of the controls. He knew that he was out-maneuvered
by his opponent. He knew that it was going to be certain death if he continued
using his old warrior ways, his controlled warrior ways. He didn’t have
a choice. He had to let go.
You have a choice, of course. You’re not in that predicament that Luke
was in. But, yet there is a wonderful lesson to be learned about letting go
of the control. Tobias spoke about that last month – totally letting go.
Now, you've only just begun to scratch the surface of that. You’ve had
your first experiences with letting go of control. We are going to encourage
you to keep letting go.
There is this thing; it is called divinity. In the movie “Star Wars”
it was called “the force.” But, it is your divinity. It is all around
you and inside of you. It doesn't belong somewhere else. It is not some removed
energy. It is so close and so personal. Letting go of control allows that divinity
to come in, allows that melding between human and divine. Letting go of control
is a bit frightening at first. It takes getting used to.
And, we know so many of you let go of some controls. You had some experiences
with it in these last 30 days. As you continue to release those, you are going
to come to this whole new understanding, the divine knowingness, the flow…
then comes the radiance after that.
As was said in the Shoud last month, control was something that you learned…
much as a potter learns to control the clay… control the wheel, the potter’s
wheel… and the speed of the wheel… control the clay itself…
and work his hands with control upon it. But, what does a potter create…
a pot… perhaps a sculpture? That is static. It just sits. It’s taken
off the wheel. It’s put into the kiln for drying, for processing, for
hardening. It literally encases it in the energy that it was originally formed
into. It is controlled now. And, the pot is painted and put up on a shelf. And,
it is controlled in that state of being.
So, Shaumbra, control limits the ability for energy to expand in you. You have
been controlling your energy for every moment of this lifetime. You have been
the potter, shaping your story. You have shaped it well. You've cleaned off
many of the rough surfaces. You've reshaped it at times to fit your new consciousness.
But, in a sense, it is still controlled. It is still formed into a very specified
vessel. It is called your story.
Now, it is time to take those controls off of your story and watch what happens
in your life. Watch what new synchronicities come to you. It is time to have
this radiance of energy take place.
So, let us talk a little bit about the physics of energy once again. As we
said, energy does not exist. It does not exist in the heavens. There is no such
thing called energy. There are no opposing forces of positive and negative.
It is all just neutral potential, waiting to be activated.
You activate it through your connection with the thing called “the field.”
Then, you bring it into various states of realities or dimensions. When you
bring it to Earth, it is formed and shaped and controlled, then put to work
for you. You can choose any set of potentials. You can choose it to have a positive
expression or a negative expression, masculine or feminine. You are choosing.
Energy by itself doesn't exist. It is just potential, waiting to be expressed.
Now, you are the ones forming it. You are also the ones controlling it. The
control limits the ability of any of your creations, including yourself and
your story to radiate. What do we mean by that? Well, that is the core of our
Every Creator being, every souled-being has the ability to re-create, to continue
perpetuating the creations, to create over and over again. This Creator ability
is not inherent in inanimate objects, in things like trees and most animals.
Most of your pets even are not Creator abilities. They do not radiate an energy
like you do.
You are a Creator being. Your radiance is the extension of your creation. But,
yet you have been living in this very controlled vessel that you sculpted. And,
you are not radiating any longer, not to the degree that you could be.
There is no continuation of your energy.
In other words, you have everything so tied up in your story, tied up in the
overlays, the belief systems, and the hypnosis that your true Creator energy
is not free. It is like that pot. It is like that vase that the potter created,
sitting on the shelf contained, structured, limited. It is time to open up.
It is time to begin radiating your energy.
Now, you sit here now, or you read this in your Now moment, and most humans,
even most Shaumbra, are radiating, are allowing their shining, their Creator
energies on a very limited basis, very limited. So, what happens is that your
life is also limited. What comes back to you is limited.
When you take the controls off, you radiate this beautiful energy. It is a
living energy. It is so living that everything that you touch, everything that
you come in contact with, everything you think about, is affected by your Creator
Imagine yourself as a beautiful flame, radiating energy. You are not forcing
it on anyone or anything. You are simply radiating it. That is what some of
the grand archangels do – they simply radiate. That is where some of you
have had this – how to say – feeling or insight or image of the
flame, the flame of Michael, even the flame of Metatron, and many of the others.
It is the radiance of their being. And, you notice that that light, that flame…
it is not intrusive; it does not attempt to change anything. It is simply radiating
potential New Energy for anyone who is willing to tap into it.
Shaumbra, you have been very limited in your own radiance because of the controls,
because of the illusions. It is now time to let those go.
Literally, when you hold a pencil in your hand, when you physically touch a
pencil, you are radiating your energy into it. That pencil will continue to
hold your energy, feel your energy. You are constantly radiating energy, albeit
at very low levels right now. But, you are radiating energy into everything.
And, again when we speak and say “radiance,” it is a glowing, an
expansion, a goldenness of energy. It is not trying to change; it is simply
sending out a potential.
You notice, for instance, that your radiance, your divinity, shines upon everything.
That is why even your car, the automobile you drive, takes on your energy because
you are literally coloring it with your divinity. You give it a name, your car,
sometimes. It takes on you and your attributes. It is filled with your energy.
Your animals and pets are filled with your energy. You are radiating to them.
The ones who you are close to in your life… you are constantly radiating,
shining, glowing. And, after a while some of these things, whether it is people
or objects, take on so much of your energy attributes that they even begin looking
like you, sounding like you. They take on some of your identity. You see, the
Creator being has that capability to do that. The chairs that you sit in…
they take on your life force essence.
You know you could literally sculpt a model, sculpt what you would call a doll.
You could sculpt a being out of clay, make it can look like a human, whatever
you want. And, you could put your energy, radiate your energy, into that sculpted
piece of clay and literally bring it to life. That is what radiance is about.
That is the capability that you have… yes, an inanimate object, a hunk
of clay shaped into perhaps a figure of a human.
As you breathe in and breathe out, as you use no force and no effort, but simply
radiance, that hunk of clay that you sculpted into a human can actually come
to life. It is true. I have done it before. It can actually begin to breathe
with you. You can try this. It takes a while. It takes some understandings of
the simplicity of the mystics and an understanding of your own radiance.
But, you can breathe into it, breathe with it, and it will come to life. You
will see it. Oh, it could take a long, long time, but you’re going to
see it start to breathe. One day it will start to move. And, one day it will
actually get up. One day it will start to speak.
Yes, that is what you are capable of doing right now. Again, it will take some
effort because… and we are being asked not to use the word “effort.”
It will take patience. It will take patience to learn how to do this. We are
not suggesting you all run out to do it. But, we are using this as more of an
extreme example of how energy works, how your energy works. You’re constantly
radiating energies to everything.
Now, we mention this as such an important part of the physics of the New Energy.
We mention it because it is happening anyway. It is happening right now.
But, your radiance levels are very low. We don't have so much of a measurement
scale on our side. But, to help you to understand, we will use a scale of 1
to 10: 1 being a human at a very, very, very low radiance, very little of the
Spirit divine energy flowing from them; 10 being the highest where it is just
flowing out, unobstructed, uninhibited, flowing openly and pure, having the
greatest life force energy to it.
Most humans are operating at 3 to 5, very low. Their radiance level is very
low because of the limitations, the controls and the restrictions that they
place on themselves, the belief systems that they have. They are contained within
that clay sculpture. They are hardened within it. They are so bought into their
Most Shaumbra are radiating at a 4 to 6 level right now. Your radiance is bigger
and brighter. But, there are still many controls, still many old belief systems
that are limiting you, that are holding you back.
The importance of this radiance of energy is multi-fold, multi-dimensional.
First, when you allow your divine energies to radiate, it means you aren’t
trapping them inside your body or your reality. You’re letting them flow.
And, every energy is designed to flow. It’s not designed to be pent-up,
caught up in that vessel, in that sculpture of your body. It’s meant to
When you are radiating energy, you are being a true Creator. What you are doing
is letting the potential flow out into all things. You are expanding energy.
When you are radiating energy, what you have done is given yourself and everyone
of your creations the freedom and the right to continue evolving… you
Most human Creators, most human beings, give nothing the right to continue
expanding and living. They create something, and they limit it, and restrict
it. And, it never flows. It’s never… it’s like the vase –
it’s put on the shelf. It never changes the very nature of the vase…
you see. Most humans create something, control it, and stop the process of creation.
Most of you have done that extensively in the past. Most of you still stumble
and fumble with creation because of that.
True creation is giving birth to something… giving birth to an idea,
a feeling, a concept… giving birth to it… and then granting it “being-ness”…
letting it continue to evolve… letting it continue to grow… not
holding it back. Part of you feels a bit odd about that because you think when
you create something that you then have to limit it. Then, you then have a responsibility
and an obligation to it. And, it has a responsibility and an obligation to you.
But, it doesn't.
A true Creator creates and lets go. It will always be your creation. But, now
it will take on its own life. It will continue to expand and to grow. It will
continue to redefine itself over and over again instead of being a piece of
clay turned into a vase and put on a shelf. It will be a piece of clay turned
into living energy that at one moment can be a vase… the next moment can
be a tree… and the next moment can be a bird… and the next moment
return to its clay origins.
That is alchemy. That is transmutation. That is the very nature of energy.
It sounds familiar, we know, because we have already discussed this. We are
already working with it. You are working with it. And, it returns you to some
of your origin Creator energies that aren't overshadowed by the controls and
the limitations or the fears of creation.
This is true radiance. This is all Spirit does – radiance, no controls,
no limitations. This is grace. This is flow, Shaumbra. This is what is happening
to you in your life.
Now, as you radiate energy, you shine forth a potential that has no agenda.
It is simply divine potential. As you create things, bring them into reality,
and then give them their own right to continue evolving, it changes the whole
flow of energy back to you as well. A very simple piece of New Energy physics:
when you control energy coming from you, energy will be controlled coming back
to you. You could say that quite literally the omniverse is literal. It is literal.
So, if you control, you then are controlled. If you control energy within you
and flowing out from you, everything will come back to you as control. When
you open up, take off your own controls, and begin this new graceful radiant
type of creation, everything comes back to you as graceful radiant creation.
It is so simple, so simple that some of you would say, “But why didn’t
you tell us this five years ago? Why did we have to go through all these Shouds?
Why do we have to sit through all these lengthy meetings and go through these
difficulties in our processes?”
One, Shaumbra, is because we love coming in to visit with you (some laughter).
It gives us a reason to be here at least once a month. And, secondly, you didn’t
have the basis for understanding back then. You told us that; these are your
Shouds. You wanted to go step-by-step, piece-by-piece so it all made sense;
it all flowed and integrated together. It was all harmonious.
So, again, understanding the physics of energy: energy is potential, brought
into expression in your reality, used for Creator-ship. You now create without
controls. And, you allow it to flow. You give it life. You bless it. You give
it life, and allow it to continue to evolve and expand and expand.
Now, what comes back to you is a free-flowing energy that absolutely serves
you, absolutely serves every need and desire that you have. It comes back to
you as clear and as pure as what you allowed to go out from you. It’s
the very nature of Creator-ship – taking raw potential, bringing it into
energy form, creating with it, and giving it life.
Where so many have run into difficulties is that you are beginning to understand
the nature of energy and the nature of Creator-ship, but you are still limiting
your creations. You are not allowing them their expression. You are trying to
limit and restrict and to hold ownership over them. Let them go, Shaumbra. Let
them go. Watch how this whole new flow occurs. Watch how the synchronicities
become the way of life, rather than the exception of life.
Now, there is one difficult thing in here, an area that many of you have been
having difficulties with, having troubles with. It is this whole concept now
of the divine desire versus the human desire. And, there seems to be so much
contradiction in your life that occurs because the human desires one thing and
what you would call the divine or the Spirit seems to have another concept.
What happens to so many of you in your life, you will pray, you will ask for
things, you will try to create things. And, then they don't happen. Then, you
get angry with Spirit or with yourself. You feel that you are not a true Creator.
Up until quite recently the divine and the human have been separate. You have
treated them separately. You have put up a wall between them and said, “I
am human over here, and I know divinity is on the other side, but we are not
Well, they are coming back together. There is a reunion or an integration of
the two. It takes place in this reality. It doesn’t take place out in
the ethers. It takes place in your Now moment. The two are coming back together.
You are going to begin to understand what was an old human desire – a
very limited desire – and what was the desire, the wish, the love of your
soul, your spirit.
Let us give you an example. The human, the story that you are encased in right
now, does not ever want to die. It wants to keep going. It wants to live and
live and live. Humans for eons of time have been searching for eternal life
while in the human body. And, sometimes humans will say, “Well, then I
create no death for myself. I create that I will live forever and ever.”
But, yet you die. You will die. You have done it many times before. You are
getting quite good at it (some laughter).
And, there appears to be a contradiction between what you say is your Creator-ship,
your human Creator-ship, and what you say is divine Creator-ship. Sometimes
there is so much difference between the two that it causes you great confusion.
You don’t know which way to turn. The two are melding back together. You
are beginning to get the overview. You are beginning to get the understanding
of the divine plan, the divine desire versus the human.
The human desire sometimes was wrapped up in such a limited story. It was wrapped
up in belief systems that did not serve the grander purpose of the being. We
sometimes say on our side – the human desire versus the higher, the divine
desire. And, as a rule, the divine needs took precedence over the human because
you do want to die sooner or later; otherwise, you get so trapped in your own
old story. It is very difficult to get out. You designed death. You designed
death so that you would be released, so you didn’t get trapped or embedded
in these stories. So, that is an example of how the human desire and the divine
desire sometimes don't seem to come together.
But, there is a reason and a purpose. Sometimes you wonder why you don't have
a loved one in your life, a partner to share things with. You get upset. You
get angry about it. Sometimes the divine needs and desires take precedence over
the human. Sometimes it is important for you to have that time by yourself to
discover who you are, to understand who you truly are. The divine understands
that you would be distracted if there was another human in your life.
Sometimes you wonder who's really calling the shots. But, what happens as you
are opening up, Shaumbra, as the human and divine are melding back together,
you get a sense for the overall desire, the overall flow. You’re not caught
up in the human limitations. You’re not caught up in what would be considered
petty needs. But, you are going for the higher need, the higher grander purpose.
So, we know there are many times when you are trying to consciously create
that you run into these roadblocks and these problems. But, with this integration
and melding you will begin to make more sense out of all of this. You take off
the controls. You radiate your energy. You give blessing to your creations.
And, they come to life. The energy comes back to serve you. The energy comes
back to serve you in grand new ways. It is called “the synchronistic life.”
In a sense, you could say that in the synchronistic life there are no needs.
Everything is already there. You don’t have to struggle with it. You don’t
have to arm-wrestle with life anymore. It is just there. In a sense, in the
synchronistic life there is no forced creation.
You don't need to even define what you need. You don’t need to ever worry
about this thing you call abundance or health or any of it. It is just there.
In the synchronistic life there are no needs because everything has already
been met. There is a flow that comes into you that you can simply reach in and
take out what you need in that moment.
In the synchronistic life, as we have said before, the answers are there before
the questions are asked. In the synchronistic life there is a constant ongoing
reunion with your divinity and with Spirit. You don’t to try to force
it. You don’t have to try to will it. It is just there. It just flows.
To get to the synchronistic life, Shaumbra – it is not that far away
– to get to it, it is simply a matter of letting go of the controls. It
happens naturally. We have said a long time ago – the best thing to do,
the best thing you can do is just get out of your way. The controls are in your
way. The controls are providing a type of veil or barrier, a separation between
you and divine, between you and synchronicity.
Let down the controls and the fears and the belief systems. Let that all go.
The synchronistic life then begins to immediately connect, take place in your
life. It is all there. It is difficult to describe because it is not a formula.
It is just a way of being. In the synchronistic life there is that flow.
Yes, you do; you’re still living in the human reality. You are still
going to have to get up in the morning, if you choose. You still have to participate
in the material world. But, it becomes so much easier. There’s not the
stress. There’s not the push. There is not the mental battling.
The synchronistic life flows. The people are there, just happen to be there.
The tools and the resources are just there. You don't have to even try to plan
them out. You don’t have to try to struggle with them. You don't have
to pray for them. They just appear.
You are going to realize as you enter into living the synchronistic life, you’re
going to realize that every one of those things was already there. You just
didn't see it. You’re going to slap yourself on the forehead and wonder
how you could've overlooked it. You’re going to realize that every resource,
tool, person, energy, healing, love was already there. You just didn't see it.
You were so busy focusing on your story, so busy focusing on how you are trying
to create your realities. You’re so busy being human that you just didn't
see it. But, it was always there. It’s there right now ready to serve
you, ready to come in.
The synchronistic life… you could say there are no expectations. There
are no needs. Now, we’re not saying, “Go and throw away or give
away all of your earthly possessions.” That again is a forced activity.
You don’t have to force it. You will discover in the synchronistic life
that you don't have a need, for instance, for a new car, or a new house. You
don't have a need for people that you love, people that are fun to be with because
it’s already there.
You see, when it’s already there, how could there possibly be a need?
The right place to live, the right vehicle for you is already going to be there.
The need is satisfied before you even know it. That is flow! That is synchronicity!
This is not some type of hand-waving magic. This is not some type of psychic
activity. It is grace, divine grace that you bring into your life.
You find you don't even need a plan anymore because the plan is there before
you ever even know it. Everything appears before the need is ever established…
you see. The synchronistic life changes the whole relationship of need and time
and reality. It changes the relationship of linear living so that it is satisfied
before the need is ever realized… you see. It is a type of expanded, circular,
growing, dynamic living in your life.
The needs are taken care of by you… by you, not by Spirit, not by us.
The needs are taken care of before you even realize you need it. That is synchronistic
living: no more searching, not even searching for answers because the answers
are there before you even realize you had a question… no more searching
for Spirit because Spirit just is there… no more searching for the angels
because they are there – they always were, you know – no more searching
for your past life aspects because you have created such a space they are already
The synchronistic living is grand spiritual awareness in the present moment.
And, again it doesn’t take any force or effort to get there, Shaumbra.
There is no outline or curriculum or guidelines that you have to follow to get
there. It can happen right now. It can happen the moment you consciously relieve
old belief systems. The moment you release controls in your life it can happen.
In a sense, as you know from our discussions several nights ago, it already
did happen. It already occurred.
The synchronistic life is one that others will not understand for quite some
time. The ones who are still in the duality world… they will not understand
at all. They will envy it. They will envy you to the point of perhaps scorning
you, rejecting you, or possibly trying to harm you, to find the secret, the
elixir. They want it. They want it so very bad, but they don't understand what’s
truly in it.
They want to make their old story just a little bigger and better story. They
want to be a superhuman, rather than a divine human. And, there's a huge difference.
They want superpowers instead of divine beingness. They want to create and control,
rather than creating and blessing and allowing, allowing your creations their
You know, every past life that you have created continues to live. You granted
it beingness. And, it continues to live out in the other dimensions… not
here on Earth, for the most part, occasionally, but not generally. Your past
life aspects live on and on and on. They are not Creator-beings like you. They
cannot create New Energy, new space, but they continue to swirl, to expand in
the very energies that you granted them.
So, other humans will not understand this thing called the synchronistic life,
for a while anyway until they go through some of the processes that you went
through: the learning… the understanding… the releasing… the
letting go… the realization that you are a spiritual being and everything
is already there… the realization that you are God also. They are not
going to understand how your life works so effortlessly. They are not going
to understand how you consume so little energy and accomplish so much.
Shaumbra, so many of you lately have been experiencing this whole – how
to say – phenomena of being ejected from the duality world, from your
jobs and from your families and these other things, being popped out of them
because your energy is no longer compatible in those environments. But, you
are creating new environments for yourself. It’s a bit scary sometimes,
letting go of all of the old ways. But, you are creating a new environment of
synchronistic living for yourself. You had to be ejected from the old way so
that you could discover the new. You could discover that it is already there.
This is not a mind game. More than anything, it is not a mind game. We don't
want you to go out after listening or reading this Shoud and try playing games
with your mind, saying, “It is already there. It’s already there.”
That is forcing energy. That is trying to con yourself into a belief system
that is very difficult to manifest that way. But, rather it is the knowingness
that it is already there, knowingness from the heart, the acceptance that it
is already there, everything, the acceptance that the synchronistic living is
When you run into troubles with it, but it doesn't feel like it is matching
with you, when you feel yourself sliding back into old duality, take a look
first at the controls that may be limiting you, the controls that are inhibiting
you from experiencing this in your life. As was said in the last Shoud, it takes
tremendous, tremendous trust to let go of the controls, tremendous trust in
yourself to live in synchronicity, to know that absolutely everything is taken
care of, to know that your physical body can heal, that your mind can rebalance.
Everything that you need in your life has already come into you. It takes tremendous
trust. More than anything, that is the point that you, we are at now, the trust
in self, the great release, the great release.
So, as a group sitting here today, let us feel that and experience it for ourselves
– the great release of controls, the great trust in self. Now, we are
going to do it as a group. We don't want anyone to force this energy. Again,
forcing energy will come back to you as force. So, we're just going to allow
the release, the trust, letting go of controls, being in the state of synchronistic
living. That involves no expectations, no needs, or desires.
So, we do this quite simply through the breath. Take the breath in and allow
yourself to take that leap of trust, even letting the fears go, the worries
go. When we say letting it go, it doesn’t mean trying to block them out.
Just let them go. Walk right through them.
This is about the knowingness that you are so divine. You are such a blessed
Creator that you can live here on Earth in this human condition. You can be
a Creator of New Energies, of new concepts. You can grant them beingness. You
can grant them their own existence and that everything then comes back to you,
It’s about sitting in this moment and no longer trying to define what
life is supposed to be about, no longer trying to define who you are supposed
to be, sitting here in this moment of divine trust, not trying to define even
what “spiritual” is, or define what “human” is. Being
here in this pure moment, we don’t even have to define your needs. You’ve
gone beyond that. You don’t have to define; you don't have to limit; you
don’t have to force the things that are appropriate in your life. They
are already there. You don't have to wish for them, or pray for them.
Being in this pure moment together like this without expectation, literally
allows you to spiral and to transform into a new level of living, a level that
you could not comprehend in your Old Energy human mind. That Old Energy human
mind always wanted to know details, structures, controls. That Old Energy human
mind always wanted to have everything defined through the brain. You transcend
Let us just sit here in this moment, not trying to do anything, not trying
to force anything. As you do this in this sacred state of being, the radiance,
your radiance, expands. Your divine comes in and melds with your human. Everything
starts expanding, glowing, radiating.
We can see it now. You’ve let the controls down. You’ve let the
barriers and shields down. You’ve taken down your defenses because you
don't need them anymore. Now, you are radiating. Now, you are the flame. You
are the flame. It always was you.
You were waiting for us. You were waiting for Spirit to give you a flame. But,
it always was you. Now, you are radiating. Your energy goes out. It flows. It
dances out, circles, spirals, plays. It goes all around you, not just in the
physical reality, but in all of the dimensions. It is such an easier way to
live, Shaumbra. You’re just letting energy flow through you. You’re
letting creation emanate from you.
Funny thing about creation… it is almost the antithesis of what most
humans have thought it was. You thought creation was holding out your hand and
manifesting gold out of thin air. You thought that was creation.
True creation is quite different. True creation, as Adamus found out…
you never even have to stick out your hand; the gold is just there. You never
have to try to create. It just is. The energy of creation would bring tears
to our eyes, tears to your eyes; it is so easy. It is so in the moment and so
You are radiating right now, Shaumbra, as we are talking to you. You have gotten
your flame going again. You have gotten out of your head. You see – allow
yourself to imagine here – you see how the rays of your flame are going
out. They’re not trying to change anything. You’re not trying to
change the weather. Why? The weather is perfect. You’re not trying to
change your reality. It always was perfect. You were just seeing perhaps a small
– what you considered – imperfect aspect. But, in the grander nature
of things, it is perfect.
You are radiating out energy. You’re just letting it dance. You’re
not trying to make it go anywhere. You’re not trying to make it do anything.
It doesn't even need to be a certain color. It doesn’t need to be a certain
frequency range. It is just radiating. This… this… this is creation.
This is pure creation because what you are radiating, shining out for all to
behold, shining out, singing out for all to behold, that angel that you are,
the divine that you are now comes back to you. Now, everything comes back to
fill in, to serve you.
Shaumbra, it is this easy. You have been making it hard. You wanted to see
what hard was like. It is time to let that go. It is this simple. And, if you
get trapped in your head, you get trapped in all the rules and the regulations,
you get trapped in technique, you’re doing it wrong. Let us come back
for a moment, take a deep breath. You are the flame. You always were. You are
radiating pure creation energy.
Now, don't try to define even what you’re creating. Do you think Spirit
sits in the house of spirit and tries to define? Spirit just creates and blesses
with living energy.
You’re the flame. You are creating. You bless your radiance. You bless
your energies that are going out with livingness. Then, the flip, or the turn,
the transmutation – whatever you want to call it – occurs as the
flame just radiates, just glows, just rejoices in creation. Then, everything
comes back to you.
That is the synchronistic life. You never have to define it. You never have
to structure it. You never have to worry about it. It is that simple.
Indeed, you will go out from here. You will walk back into a duality world.
You will be assaulted by all of the heaviness, all of the contradictions, and
everything else. Remember your flame. Remember how it shines, shines with compassion,
brings back everything you need.
So, the energies of Tobias and Saint Germain wanted to be here with you today
for this simple energy delivery that we had to you. Words were spoken, but they
meant so little. Energy was delivered, and it was yours. It was yours in the
We are in this Embodiment Series, the embodiment of your divinity, the embodiment
of every aspect of you into this reality, the complete acceptance, the fearless
acceptance, the understanding that the aspect that you have known as yourself
in this lifetime was just a story, a wonderful, beautiful story that you grant
beingness to. You let it go also. Then, you can get back to the roots of who
you truly are.
We look forward to our gathering in our next Shoud, Shoud 12, the end of this
series. We look forward to culminating all of the energies that we have put
together over this year, bringing them together in a very sacred spot, a very
sacred energy. Oh, it allows us then to continue moving at a very fast speed
into the next series.
We love you dearly. We are always, always working with you, being with you,
sharing with you. Indeed, you are never alone.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias
Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around
the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the
potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
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and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing
it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where
Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey
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The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides
and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is
not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your
doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in
that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the
journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
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to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
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