THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Clarity Series:
Presented to the Crimson Circle
SHOUD 10: "I AM Authentic" - Featuring Adamus Saint-Germain, channeled
by Geoffrey Hoppe
May 6, 2006
I am, yes I am, Professor Adamus Saint-Germain. I AM authentic.
Dear Shaumbra, Tobias is on a bit of a holiday preparing for his next travels
with a Shaumbra group; preparing to go to these lands of Romania where I will
join him in several days; preparing the energies of Shaumbra who come to Romania,
who live in Romania; preparing the energies for the channeling workshop, for
our Wall of Fire School, and to really truly move some energy.
It is a very unique group that is gathering here. They are very intent on moving
energy this time. This will be the third trip for Tobias and company. They are
ready now to truly shift, truly work with their own energies and it is going
to have an effect on the Earth energies – the consciousness energies in
So Tobias has asked me to come in and discuss with you today, take this next
Shoud, talk to you about some important points. But first I would like to start
with a few Saint-Germain bumper stickers. (laughter) It is a wonderful little
concept. Humans tend to boil everything down and be able to get them on a bumper
And my first bumper sticker today is that “The Universe conspires to
fill your desires.” It is actually not mine, I stole that from Tobias,
(laughter) but ...
Shaumbra it is to know that you are the Creator. You are the one in the lead.
All other energies support you, it is not the other way around. All energies
support you, from the highest level of the angelic beings to the energy of Earth
herself, to all of the entities, to all of your past lives, to all of the aspects
of ones who you have known. They choose to help you fill your desires. Sometimes
the desires are hidden. Sometimes you’re so focused on your human needs
that you forget about your Soul desires. But yet the process is happening anyway.
The process is happening anyway.
Take a look at your life, everything that is going on in it. Everything that
is in your life is supporting a desire at some level, supporting a desire to
perhaps find what it is like to feel that you are unworthy of love or unworthy
of abundance or health. At some level there is a desire within you to learn
more about these things. The desire could be the shadow of old karma, making
it so that you have desire not to step out, not to be integrated. And so the
Universe comes in to fill that desire. It will show you what it is like to feel
unworthy, unneeded, unloved. But all this time you are creating it, Shaumbra.
It is your desire. It is not mine. I have no desires for you, I have no wishes
for you. It is your desire.
So, go and take a look around. Watch how the energy conspires to fill your
desires - and “conspires,” by the way, is not a bad term at all.
“Conspires” means to bring forth, to manifest. It has negative connotation
right now in your society, but “conspires” is a wonderful word.
So that is my first Saint-Germain bumper sticker for the day. The second, a
bit more profound and philosophic, is that “The greatest gift you can
give yourself is to understand that everything you have given to yourself is
The greatest gift you can give to yourself is to understand that everything
that has happened in your lifetimes has been a gift. You’ve given yourself
this thing. You’re not a victim of the outside world. You’ve given
yourself all these wonderful gifts, and when you can look at things this way
it takes the negative spin off of them. If you can look at everything that’s
happened in your life... even bad parents, a bad relationship, a physical ailment...
these are all gifts. And when you look at them as such, it takes the old charge
off of what you would consider to be a negative event.
I see that some of you are still haunted by things that have happened to you
in the past. You can’t seem to shake the energy... or something traumatic
that happened to you, or a series of traumatic events... and they keep coming
back over and over even though you think you are releasing them. They’ve
come in to haunt your everyday life. But when you look at them as a gift, when
you look at them as a precious gift you gave yourself, it takes the spin off,
it takes the haunt off and you can then proceed with your life.
I would like to bring in and introduce our guests for this Shoud. Ones who
I’ve worked with before, ones who are very authentic beings. The dear
ones I would like to invite in today are Guy and Edna Ballard, the ones who
worked so closely with the St. Germain energy back in the 1930's, who published
the “I AM” series of books. They come in to this gathering of Shaumbra
right now, because in a sense this is just an extension of the work that has
been going on for hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of years with Shaumbra.
The work that was the works of Godfre Ray King, also known as Guy Ballard, are
continuing in a more contemporary version right now, but instead of just one
writer putting together all of these books, it is a group. It is called Shaumbra.
So Guy and Edna come in today as our guests to observe how the “I AM”
work continues. They come in to observe the next evolution of the “I AM”
work. Indeed, they did work with the purple flame, the Violet Flame. Indeed
they did, because this was an appropriate tool some 80 years ago of time. It
was an appropriate way of helping to get a focus. It was a symbol. It was something
that the Ballards and the others could grasp onto. Now, you Shaumbra, don’t
need those tools any more. You go to the next level – beyond the Violet
But the Violet Flame still exists, indeed. (Thunder is heard at this moment
– Saint-Germain chuckles with much audience laughter.) There are many
humans who still need to work with these tools, who still need to attach themselves
to something like the Violet Flame, but Shaumbra you go far beyond that. You
go far beyond in your work.
The Ballards brought in this tremendous “I AM” energy. They were
ridiculed for it, they were greatly misunderstood by many people. They were
a threat to the churches who saw a million-plus followers of the work. So they
were ridiculed for what they did. But, they stayed to their core. They stayed
to their truth. They stayed to the “I AM” work, and they come in
today very proud to be with this group of Shaumbra, sharing a new time and a
new energy. Both Guy and Edna wanting to come back to this Earth soon to take
part in this whole evolution of new energy. So we ask you to welcome them in
today, into this beautiful classroom of the new spiritual energy of Earth.
It is a sweet energy here today. A very sweet energy in this room, based on
Shaumbra who are here, based on the Ballards and all of the other guests. So
I’m going to just ask you to just take a moment and breathe in the sweetness.
I know sometimes when I come in to take Tobias’ place there is a bit of
trepidation, (laughter and more thunder) some concern for what may happen on
this day. But today... today it is sweet. Today it is a very sweet energy.
I'd like to begin by talking a bit about what is happening on the other side.
What is happening in the heavens – the news from the heavens – for
you are busy here, very focused on Earth, doing your work. So what is happening
on the other side?
It is very busy, very busy indeed. I’m speaking here of the angelic non-physical
beings who are giving in service to helping humanity, to helping Earth at this
time. Indeed there are many, many other entities coming and going on the non-physical
side: the ones who have recently died; the ones who are stuck in the near realms;
the ones who are preparing to come back in. But I’m speaking here about
the angelic beings who are in service.
By the way, they choose to be in service. There are angelic beings who, between
lifetimes, give of themselves because they still feel very compassionate about
the energy of Earth and the humans that they have left behind. So they, in a
sense, volunteer to do this work, to continue to support and to love you.
There are other beings who have never been in human form. But they also volunteer,
oftentimes shortly before they take on their first human incarnation. So they
volunteer on our side of the veil to work with the humans. Particularly the
humans who make it known, to themselves and to us, that they’re ready.
They’re ready to drop the guise of the old human energy, ready to drop
the old cycle of lifetime after lifetime.
So we are very busy on the other side. First of all, preparing for this quantum
leap – just over a year of time – a quantum leap of consciousness,
and Shaumbra we see it coming and you see it coming also. You see everything
happening so fast right now. It was talked about, at the beginning of this gathering
today, how only two hundred years ago the explorers were coming across this
land of the Americas, the new Atlantis, searching for new lands, mapping out
new territories. Only two hundred years ago. In the scheme of human history,
that was just a blink of time ...
A hundred years ago, as was mentioned at the beginning of this gathering, the
San Francisco earthquake. Just a short period of time ago, barely thirty years
of time ago, the introduction of personal computers. The taking of technology,
of computers, from just a few... for instance, the governments, the military
and a few large corporations... and putting it into the hands of individuals
– just thirty year ago. Look how it’s revolutionized your whole
world. Everything that you do now is connected, in some way or the other, by
the internet. In terms of history, that was less than a blink of time ago.
So those who wonder about the quantum leap, “Is it really happening?”
Dear Shaumbra, we tell you it is happening very quickly. It is almost upon us.
So there are angelic beings on this side who are ready and prepared. They will
be assisting those, such as you Shaumbra, who are ready to do a reintegration
of New Energy into your physical body and into your consciousness and belief
systems. This is a major process and it requires great care so that your physical
body doesn’t burn out, that your mind doesn’t go crazy. There is
a continual need for balancing of energies.
These angelic beings are working with you now, often while you sleep but even
now more often while you are awake. Right now while you sit here, they are working
with you, helping you to fulfill your desire for the reintegration of your entire
body, mind and spirit. If it was to happen all at once, surely you would just
disintegrate. Surely none of your biology and your mind could handle this great
change-over, so it is happening over a period of time.
There are angelic beings on our side who are working with other humans on Earth
right now (more thunder, some laughter) who are going through a type of spiritual
awakening process but aren’t aware that that’s what it is. They
are working very closely with these humans because these humans are –
how to say – in a very delicate state of being, not sure of who they are
anymore or why they are here. Nothing makes sense but they are trying to hold
onto some of the old ways. So there are legions of angels who are working with
them - even if they don’t believe in angels.
There are many angelic beings who are working to maintain a constant moving
and balancing of energies of this planet Earth. As Tobias talked in your last
discussion, Earth is holding many, many old, old energies and will continue
to hold old energies for a course of at least another thirty years. So there
are legions of Beings. You could almost see them lined up working with Earth,
working with Earth on inter-dimensional levels, not just the physical Earth
level but on inter-dimensional levels.
There are legions of Beings – angelic beings on our side – who
are preparing for the next influx of humans to come to Earth. But these humans
are different. These souls who will be incarnating have never been on Earth
before so they require great training - you would say - great understanding.
The ones who are training them are the ones who generally have been on Earth.
They’ve experienced what it is like to be in a physical body in a physical
place. They are trying to help these new incarnates to understand what it is
like to be here, what it is like to potentially forget about who you are, what
it is like to work in mass and biology.
There are those on our side of the veil who are working with the planet Earth
and how it relates to the rest of the physical Cosmos. There are interconnections
that we have with Earth, with all ends of the Omniverse, with not only the physical
dimensions but the non-physical as well. And this also requires tremendous balancing.
Some of you who are listening in today have been in that service - that service
of balancing Earth with the rest of the Cosmos. And yes indeed, with other civilizations
-but none quite like the humans, with other dimensions and aspects of life in
those dimensions. It requires a tremendous legion of angelic beings who are
in service to continue performing this task.
And, Shaumbra, and these very beings are also in service to you. They can’t
do it for you. If you request that they give you a million dollars, they can’t
do it for you. That is not their job. Their job is to help you balance your
energies, to help you evolve, to help you discover your truth.
So they are there all the time. Yes indeed they do love to talk to you. They
don’t always have the answers. They are there to support you. They are
there to help you get through some of the very difficult times that you tend
to go through. It is appropriate to call on them as friends, as ones from your
own angelic families, as beings who love you dearly. But again, they can’t
do it for you. They are not your guides, those guides left a long time ago.
Also on our side of the veil, in the angelic realms, beyond the dimensions
that are directly connected to Earth, beyond the crystalline dimensions, are
the angelic levels of your spiritual family – what you call your angel
family. They have been waiting and watching. They have been waiting for you,
as a representative of the spiritual family... they’ve been waiting for
humanity in general... to evolve, to grow, to learn on Earth.
Now that this quantum leap is coming to be, now that you are truly taking ownership
in yourself, becoming a sovereign being, these spiritual families are starting
to come out of their type of hold – an energy hold. They’ve been
in an impasse, waiting... waiting to discover, through you, what it is like
to go to this place called Earth, what it is like to walk back through so many
of your experiences from when you were with them, what it is like to go to Earth
and take a body and be alone. They have been waiting and now, because of the
movements within you, their energies are starting to move again also.
If you could, feel for a moment back to your spiritual families. It’s
not important to know the name, but just feel the energy of your own spiritual
family. Their energy has been, in a sense, frozen or at an impasse, waiting
in a holding pattern, but now it is moving once again. Now you can begin to
feel an energy shift even at these highest levels.
So there is quite a bit of activity outside of your realm. Quite a bit of activity
in the angelic realm, Shaumbra. That’s why you continue to feel movement...
and it’s not just about you, it’s happening on all these different
realms... continuing to feel the shift and the change of energy.
Tobias has talked before and said yes, even angels get tired - particularly
those who work very close to the Earth realms - for the energy of Earth is strong;
it is heavy. It is, in a sense, beyond just physical gravity. It is a type of
energetic gravity that pulls beings – angelic beings – to Earth.
And if they are not properly balanced and they don’t have their support
team, it could literally cause them to fall into a cycle of incarnation even
when they don’t necessarily choose it. The draw to Earth is so strong.
So yes indeed, the angelic beings, we do get tired. A different tired than
you do physically, but it can be very draining on the energies. That is why
we tend to come and go. For there are times when we have to go far away from
the Earth energies to recuperate our own... to get our own sense of balance
and well-being back. So you’re also feeling a continual shift and movement
in angelic beings coming in, your runners, the ones who support you.
So, that is what is happening on our side of the veil. There’s an increase
in activity, an increase in energy movement all to support you. All to support
you in what you’re doing here on Earth right now.
In last month’s Shoud Tobias talked more about disconnecting. He talked
about networks. He talked about that everything in your reality is a network,
all interconnected with everything else. He mentioned that, for instance, your
liver is a network. It's made up of not just the cells and molecules and atoms,
but made up of energy highways. Every element, every attribute of that network,
even though it is a liver, also can be become a heart network if it needs to.
It’s in direct contact with your heart. It can literally change itself
over to become a heart network or a brain network. And the brain can become
a foot network.
Everything is interconnected and everything understands itself. Outside of
the body, everything is energetically interconnected to everything else. You
are connected to Earth. Earth is connected to other - and all - parts of the
Cosmos. The Cosmos is connected to all the dimensions. It is all interconnected.
And here you are, being asked to disconnect. You are asked to go back in within
yourself, to find the heart, the core and the essence. To let go of all of those
things that have been feeding you and everything you’ve been feeding everything
else. The process is a natural one. You don’t have to force it. You don’t
have to even try to manipulate it. There’s no particular exercises that
you have to do. It just happens, and that is where Shaumbra is right now. Slowly,
gently, with the assistance of all of these angelic beings, letting go of those
So some of you in the past few months have been feeling a bit awkward at times.
At other times quite a bit lighter, like you’re not carrying so many of
the old burdens, the old baggage from before because you are slowly letting
go. You say, “But how long will this process take?” It could take
several years. It could take through the rest of your lifetime. For some it
may even take into the next lifetime. But it is happening and it is happening
naturally and gently. Nothing you need to force. If you want to do anything
to facilitate the process of disconnecting, it is just to do the conscious breathing
and drink plenty of pure water.
One of the things that you’re going to notice in this whole process
of disconnecting is the lack of cycles that take place. Energy flows and works
and then manifests in cycles. Nature has its own cycles, for instance. It has
its summers and its autumns and winters and springs. And the cycles keep repeating
themselves over and over and over again, because that is the way the nature
network is programmed. And humans, therefore, have learned to accept that. It
would be quite disconcerting to go from summer straight into winter, or to have
two summers in a row, or to have no seasons at all.
The sun is a cycle. The moon, all the planets, everything moves in cycles.
Consciousness, or humanity itself, moves in cycles. It has its ups and its down.
There are times of war and times of peace, times of famine and times of plenty.
I want you to take particular note now of the way things work in cycles. Even
in your own life. Even in the process of any particular day, watch how the cycles
unfold. You have cycles for eating, your body is used to those cycles. You have
cycles for sleeping. Everything, you see, are patterns and cycles. If you look
at these energetically it would make a beautiful type of light painting –
the patterns of your life.
The cycles in your family, in your relationship. Have you ever noticed that
with your partner that there are cycles. There are times when you get along
particularly well. Some other times when you don’t get along at all. But
it keep cycling over and over again. These are times for learning experiences.
These are time of energy change and energy transfer. These are times that are
simply patterns that have been built and you’ve gotten used to and you’ve
accepted these cycles. But these are all part of networks. These are all illusions
and they are all false. You just happen to have been hypnotized into believing
One of the greatest ones that I want to address today is the cycle that so
many of you have experienced and haven’t even questioned. You just fall
into the old pattern. Some of you are, in particular, on the verge of it right
now and it needs addressing. You’re on a high cycle, many of you. Things
are starting to flow. They are starting to go good. Synchronicity is starting
to take place in your life.
Now for some of you the cycle was precipitated by an event, perhaps, that wasn’t
terribly pleasant – losing the place you have lived, losing a job or a
mate. But then you started on a new cycle because you were free of some old
energies that were actually boat anchors. And then things start going good in
your life – whatever that means for you personally. Perhaps it means you’re
just getting along with yourself better. You’re not tormenting yourself.
You’re not judging yourself, you’re just letting yourself live.
Perhaps it’s manifesting in your work. There’s just a new flow with
the people you work with. Or if you have your own business, perhaps it is doing
better than ever before.
But what happens in that cycle – in the old duality cycle that you’re
used to? What happens? You get to a certain point and then it goes down. You’re
so used to it that I see many of you are already anticipating it. You’re
getting ready for the fall. You’re getting ready to lose it. You’re
on the downward part of a cycle.
That is an illusion. That is an old belief system and it doesn’t need
One of the things I want to do here today with Shaumbra is to put an end to
those cycles – the ups and the downs. They serve the rest of humanity
in a way because that “up and down” does a certain job of clearing
out old energy. In a sense it’s a purification process. It is also a process
that develops a momentum – an energetic momentum. But it is no longer
important for you Shaumbra.
Tobias, in a sense, alluded to it a number of Shouds ago when he talked about
the destroyer energy, the Shiva energy, coming in. That’s what you do,
right in the top, right when things are going good, you bring in the destroyer
We’re going to ask all of you to be so very aware of all of the cycles
you have in your life. Everything that you do. These are patterns. You can literally
watch the energy flow. If there is a type of measurement device, you could see
the highs and the lows. It is much like a wave form or a wavelength –
highs and lows. Much like the waves of an ocean, the peaks and the swells. You’ve
just gotten used to it as a way of life.
No more, Shaumbra. The New Energy, first of all, doesn’t allow it, will
not allow cycles into the New Energy. New Energy is not cyclical, it is not
a wave form. It doesn’t have ups and downs. The New Energy won’t
allow it. But more than anything else, it doesn’t serve you anymore at
all. Some of you are right on the verge of major breakthroughs in your life,
in your consciousness, in your spirituality, and more practically, in your businesses,
in your new teaching work that you’re going to do. You’re right
on the top part of that cycle and part of you is already anticipating the fall.
Just like a roller coaster, it goes up and then it goes down.
Shaumbra, let us make a choice today not to have that anymore. You don’t
need it. You don’t need the ups and downs. Now, right away, I can feel
many of you saying, “But then what happens? Do I go up and up and up?”
No. You get off the track completely. You get out of this cycle completely.
If you have the illusion that you keep going up and up and up, in old duality,
sooner or later, it has to come down because that’s the way duality works
and that’s the old belief system. We go out of the cycle belief system
– the cycle illusion – and that energy altogether. You don’t
have an up and a down any more. You don’t have a good and a bad anymore.
It just is. It just continues to expand. And, as Tobias says, it expands in
and out, all at the same time. Expansion isn’t just one direction. It
isn’t just one dimension, either. It goes every which way.
We’re going to take a moment to actually feel what that’s like.
I want you to begin letting go of the old programming and getting used to some
of the new.
So you’re on a high cycle. You were on a low, you were in hell. You were
going through some very difficult times, but then you let that go and now you’re
climbing up higher and higher. You’re feeling better. You’re clearer
in the mind. You feel more connected with yourself and less connected with everything
else. You’ve had some important breakthroughs in your life. Perhaps with
business or relationships or just sheer consciousness. So you are at this wonderful
Now let’s just go off that track, get out of that cycle altogether. Let’s
leave it. Let yourself float here. Let yourself go. Leave behind the old way
of cycles and patterns. Leave behind the old way of up and down.
(speaking slowly, gently)
Just let yourself float off of that for a moment... going beyond the need for
highs and lows... letting yourself flow into expansional energy, in your life...
where you don’t have the good days/bad days... where it just is all part
of becoming... all a part of expanding.
Now it’s like being on the top of a roller coaster. You’ve gone
up and up and up. There is the anticipation and the excitement... and just when
you think it’s going to start coming down, let’s just get off. Let’s
get off that roller coaster altogether. There is no need to go down. It’s
actually more exhilarating, more fun and more liberating just to get off the
roller coaster at this point.
I see that so many of you have been making such incredible movements in your
life, on the verge of great breakthroughs... and I don’t say this lightly...
great breakthroughs in your life. But I see that sabotage system, or the old
cycle system, ready to take hold and pull you right down. You don’t need
it. Let’s get off of it permanently.
Next I would like to talk to you about a very important point. Perhaps not overly
spiritual, definitely not dramatic, but a very important point as you go forward
in your life. It’s about being authentic. It’s about being authentic.
It’s a new word I would love to have Shaumbra feel and begin using. Authentic.
What does that mean? What does that mean?
It means being absolutely true and honest with yourself, but in a different
way. Authentic means having absolute trust in yourself. It means not doing things
because of how other people perceive it or your concern about how they perceive
it, but because it’s important to you. Authentic is about you.
Authentic is not related to ordinary mundane things. Some of you think here
in terms of authentic as not telling lies, being good, doing the right thing,
the - what we call on this side of veil - the ‘good girl’/‘good
boy’ syndrome. You’ve been programmed to think in those terms. And
where does that really come from? Where does that concept of being a good girl,
being a good boy come from? It comes from other people who want to keep you
in line, who want to keep you doing what they want you to do. It has nothing
to do with being authentic, it has to do control. It was ingrained in you over
and over and over again in your early years, and you continue to act that out.
But that’s not being authentic, that’s just following old programming
that came in from somewhere else.
Authentic is being true to yourself. Some of you set up this whole series of
complex things in your life, what you think is right and wrong. You have lists
that you make... even if you don’t write them down, you have them in your
head... things that you have to do in order to become worthy of loving yourself.
And I’ll tell you right now, that list that you have in your head, you
can never achieve. It is unachievable so you might as well get rid of it right
It is not authentic to think that you have to be a certain weight. That is
a lie and a deception and very misleading and is causing so many of you so much
trauma. And you'll never be able to fulfill it, because you focus on “I
will only be good if I weigh a certain amount.” That is a cycle, you see,
and you can never weigh that amount, because even if you reach it for a short
period of time you’re going to go right back into cycles, you’re
going to balloon out again. It is a self-perpetuating cycle, Shaumbra, and weight
is not the issue. It’s a deception. It’s a distraction, and you’re
not being authentic with yourself if you think that you have to be a certain
Some of you say that you have to have a certain amount of spiritual enlightenment
to be authentic and that is the greatest bunch of bullshit, Shaumbra, that I’ve
ever heard! (audience laughter) Cauldre is stopping me for a minute, but I am
being authentic with you! (more laughter) One of the greatest traps for any
human has to do in their own spiritual quest because they think, they’ve
been led to believe, they’ve been told by others, that they have to read
all this material, study all these disciplines, go to all these classes, do
what the great masters did.
Shaumbra, you will never get there. You can never read enough books. You can
never go to enough classes. You’re not being authentic with yourself.
You are actually sabotaging yourself by saying “I have to keep studying
in order to be spiritual. I was bad. I’ve been told I was bad. So I have
to keep studying, disciplining.” You’ll never get there, ever. It's
only when you become authentic and do things for yourself, FOR YOURSELF, that
you become authentic.
Spirituality, in many, many cases, and religion, is very unauthentic. It is
filled with all sorts of rituals and rhythms and obligations and rules and old
words. And you can study these forever. There are scholars who I personally
know who have spent five, six, seven lifetimes in a row studying and studying
and studying. And we sit down for discussions, when they come back to my side,
and I laugh in their face! (audience laughter) And they get very frustrated
with me and they start pontificating something, they get very philosophical
and esoteric – and I laugh. I say “You’re not being authentic.”
And it confuses them and they run back and start another lifetime. ( much laughter)
They’re doing it, they’re chasing their own spiritual tail, Shaumbra.
They’re doing it because they think they have to. They’re doing
it because they think... they’ve been led to believe they have to do all
this studying. They’re not being authentic. And I’m not saying all
of them, indeed, I’m using some extreme examples because part of me being
authentic is being extreme. (laughter)
What IS “authentic,” Shaumbra? It is just being yourself. Now I
know these words are hard for a few of you to hear. Do it for yourself, because
you’ve always been told NOT to do it for yourself. Do it because it is
right for you. That is authentic.
Let’s talk about some examples of authentic human beings. I would call
my dear friend Tobias authentic. He went through hell to get there. He went
through many difficult lifetimes. And in his last lifetime on Earth, he said
“No more. No more – no more rules. No more doing it for others because
I feel obligated to do it for others. No more studying scriptures because I’ve
been told this is the way to get to heaven.”
Everything that he believed in, everything that he worked so very hard for
caused him to end up in prison, and then where was his God to save. His God
wasn’t authentic, it was out of a book. It was a fiction written by somebody
else. And he sat in that prison, being mocked by the bird - who was actually
Archangel Michael - and the bird said, “When, Tobias, when are you going
to be yourself? When are you going to be authentic? When are you going to stop
feeding off of others and stop letting them feed off of you? When are you going
to be the greatest Being in the world? When are you going to be who you really
And again, after great frustration, Tobias finally understood what he meant
and he literally freed himself - not only of the prison walls but of everything
that was keeping him from being authentic. He boiled it down to his own simple
truth. His own simple truth.
And you’re being challenged, or asked right now, to do the same: Your
own simple truth. Not a bunch of esoteric jargon. Not a bunch of mumble jumble.
Not anything to try to impress other people. Not to see how many degrees you
can put up on the wall. Not to see what other people can say about you to pump
you up. That is not authentic. That is feeding in the wrong place.
Kuthumi. Very authentic. Very authentic - had no need to impress anyone, was
very independent on his own, loved people, loved nature. But more than anything
else, the one thing I can say about Kuthumi, he is the epitome of learning to
love himself. He is not narcissistic. He doesn’t spend – how to
say - days and days in front of the mirror. He learned to love himself. He learned
that everything that he had ever done in any of his lifetimes was the greatest
gift he could give himself. He’s an example of authentic.
When he comes around... he’ll be back soon... when he comes around and
when some of you even have encounters with him, you’re going to realize
perhaps he is the greatest example of being authentic. He is who he is. When
you’re around his energy you don’t feel anything being taken from
you. You don’t feel any manipulation or con. He is who he is. He is authentic.
Ohamah, the sovereign one, authentic. He comes across blustery. He comes across
as an old, smelly, crusty warrior (laughter) but he is very authentic. He learned
the same lesson: “None of it matters. None of the outside matters. None
of the rules, none of the expectations that have been placed on you. None of
it matters.” He’s authentic. He didn’t need the love of another
human... as a matter of fact he rejected it... he didn’t need the love
of another human to find his own authentic Being.
A dear friend of all of ours who was here recently as a guest, Edgar Cayce.
Very authentic, very authentic. Oh yes, he spent many years of his life in conflict
over the era that he lived in, some of his religious background and what he
was doing. But he always stayed true to himself and authentic. He always went
into the essence of what was important to him – him! Not everybody else,
Now this sounds very selfish, doesn’t it? But Shaumbra you’ve been
led to believe that you always have to do everything for everyone else and then,
in the end, you are useless to everyone because you are burned out, you are
so confused about who you are. You’re the antithesis of authentic. So
you really, in the long run, don’t do anyone else any good when you are
always doing things for them.
Edgar Cayce discovered that if he did it for himself, HIS greatest truth –
not anybody else’s – his authentic being, then the channels came
through. The information flowed through and he could do these beautiful readings.
He could help so many others when he was being authentic with himself.
Madame Blavatsky, a dear friend of mine, a wonderful philosopher, teacher.
She was authentic. She was who she was. She loved society, she loved friends,
but yet she was not trying to impress any of them. She understood herself well
enough. She understood how to be authentic.
You know, the authentic part of you, Shaumbra, is the charming part. It is
the charismatic part. You don’t have to create that charisma, you don’t
have to design and develop it. It’s the natural part that people are attracted
to. When you are authentic with yourself, they are attracted to it. That is
the way Madame Blavatsky was. Wonderfully authentic.
Yeshua... dear Jesus! (little laughter) Very authentic. Now, it is interesting,
you say, “How can a non-souled being be authentic?” Well, it was
all of the collective energy behind Yeshua, including you. Shaumbra you and
Yeshua are so wonderfully a part of each other – a collective energy behind
this dear one – and that’s why so many of you have felt such love
and compassion for this Being. It was the authentic part of yourself that you
put in Yeshua, and therefore he was authentic. He wasn’t trying to impress
his peers. He wasn’t trying to impress the apostles. He certainly wasn’t
trying to impress the church leaders. He was authentic.
And, I, Saint-Germain. I am authentic. I am authentic enough that I can even
talk about myself like that, you see. I learned, while I was trapped in the
crystal, what it was like to go back to who I was. It matters not what anyone
else thinks about me, but that is why - and exactly why - they love me! (Saint-Germain
chuckling) When you are authentic with yourself, when you learn to truly fall
in love with yourself, everyone else will be attracted to that. They will see
that purity that you have. They will see your essence.
Authentic is letting go of the things in your life that are false, that really
don’t mean anything. And Shaumbra, society in general is under such a
hypnotic overlay that they forget about what’s really important. They
get very unauthentic, very distracted, doing everything to try to – how
to say – just get by. Doing everything to just have enough. Doing everything
to either please others or to keep others from getting upset with them –
and that is not authentic.
Speaking of authentic, it is time to even get away from some of these old
terms that you have used in the past relating to your divinity. You call it
your Higher Self. You call it your True Self. What about your Authentic Self?
What about your Authentic Self? It is truly the greater expanded Being that
you are. You’ve been so focused on this human aspect, you’ve forgotten.
You haven’t been authentic with yourself about who you are.
Some of you have this unauthentic illusion that this grand divine being, this
golden angel, is going to come down, sit in your lap and you’re going
to be all integrated. It doesn’t happen like that. There’s not some
other part off somewhere else. It’s all right in you right now. You just
haven’t been authentic with yourself - you’ve been human with yourself.
It’s time now... it’s time now to get back to “What’s
important to you.” Get back to who you are. Get back to your authentic
As I said, this isn’t any grand spiritual mystery. It is common sense,
Shaumbra, about being authentic. With Tobias’ permission, I’ve set
it up to work with you over this next month of time in situations that will
help you to understand, first of all, the cycles in your life and how to get
off of them. How to keep from crashing when you’re on a high. How now
to truly move your experiences and your cyclical nature into expansional nature
and at the same time to continue to go back. I’m going to continue to
remind you – in your sleep, in your waking state, while you’re driving
down the road – I’m going to continue to remind you, with the support
of all of these other angelic beings who are working with you, we’re going
to say, “Is it authentic? Are you being authentic?” I’m going
to even ask you to ask yourselves that question. Ask yourself, “Am I being
Some of you are going to struggle with the words, trying to figure them out.
Some of you are going to get very philosophical with the words. You come out
with a whole bunch of – how do you say – spiritual mumble jumble.
We’re going to continue to bring you back to the essence and the core.
This is important right now. It’s important in what we’re going
to be doing several months from now. We’re going back to authentic.
So, Shaumbra, that is the message for today... short and sweet, just as the
energy is in this room... that is the message for the day, brought in also with
our guests, the Ballards, who’ve been working on this whole principle
of “I AM Authentic” since the 1930's. And now Shaumbra, it is time
for you to work with it in your life.
I AM authentic, and I am Professor Adamus Saint-Germain.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
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If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
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