sample of recent postings on the Crimson Circle Message
Board from Shaumbra around the world:
I was pondering the idea of the Third Circle and my
perception of it being an extremely painful and desperately
lonely place to be. As seems to happen a lot when I
am presented with an idea I cannot grasp, I fell asleep
where I was.
I dreamed that Saint-Germain came to me and quite simply
asked if I would like to take a very short visit there.
When there it seemed very similar to Source (a 'place'
I have glimpsed at two or three times in the past ten
It was a wholly safe place where I was utterly alone
but totally at one with everything at the same time.
I was the void, the nothingness, the space between the
atoms, I was not even awareness, I just was. And it
felt so safe and complete. I did not need anything,
I did not have the concept of need. There was only the
stillness that was at its heart the most beautiful deep,
deep blue eventually forming a lake - so still and endless.
To the right hand side of the lake in my 'awareness
that was not awareness' was an island with a single
beautiful tree growing on its shore. The leaves fell
into the sea and I was filled with the sense that this
tree was who I am and the leaves my lives and my experiences,
drifting on the tide to eventually come back to me -
because there IS only me and I am all.
I don't know if this is anything at all like what the
Third Circle is, but the 'place' I dreamed of was one
indescribable beauty - there was no loneliness. I can
imagine that if you stood at its brink and there was
no way of turning back it could be a place of excruciating
fear and sense of loss, but I believe that that choice
could only ever be made when your soul is ready to be
All People, Places, Things, Times, and Events are miracles,
this whole beautiful body you inherit, this most astonishing
planet earth, they are all miracles, created by us.
The miracle lies in the perception
Being in wonderment and gratitude like a little child
about all the miracles here and know, is opening the
door for more miracles.
Imagination is the ever expanding creativity. The fertile
ground is love for self and unwavering trust.
things are changing rapidly
and one of the changes is this:
words are becoming superfluous
can't seem to catch the real thing.....
have no wish to read
to listen to words
not my own
not anybody else’s
want to dive into my senses
sense all that is beyond that
experiences I have now with this
are beyond words
perhaps a bit like this:
deep moving thrills
becoming one with what is around me
happens on other levels now
music and dance
this is only the beginning
We are sovereign beings flowing within the one energy.
We all form ourselves out of that energy, and what we
form is Sovereign. It is like all are made of the same
clay, but in the making we become ourselves.
And when we are ourselves, we can say anything we like
about that energy we formed out of. And it becomes true.
Tobias always expressed how he would love to do a silent
Shoud with us & that it would happen one day. Since
we are not having a Shoud meeting in July, it feels
like the right time to finally have our Silent Shoud.
So how about we invite All Ourselves and Tobias &
Co. and gather that day in a moment or at the regular
Shoud time to just 'Say so much in Silence'? It would
be one more thing for Tobias to check off on his list
of "things to do before I return fully to Earth!"
I'm really excited that we will have a month off from
the routine & it feels like a great time to further
pass the torch to 'ourselves,' to really listen to us
& each other.
It's nice to also know that Geoff and Linda are taking
some time to take care of themselves too.
Realizing the difference between being an inspirer and
being a pusher has been one of my most awesome AHA moments.
A consciousness inspirer is a person whose natural state
of being in itself becomes an inspiration for others,
totally effortless, totally spontaneous. A consciousness
pusher is a person who is showing effort to inspire
or awaken others or to be a teacher to them.
It's been only a couple of months that I realized this
about myself and I still catch myself trying to push
this or that energy, but now I have a wonderful tool
in my toolbox: breathing (zillion thanks to Geoff -
last newsletter - and Tobias for this). When I catch
myself now, I just stop and breathe. It really works.
The conscious breath works like what water does to a
pile of sand. It just clears away blockages and allows
me to step out of my control-freak mind.
Just wanted to share this in case anyone else out there
is getting frustrated over why nothing seems to be flowing.
You just might be trying to be a consciousness pusher.
Boy, this CD is really raising the dead! My aspects
are coming in thick and fast. Breathing a lot! But also,
feeling a love for myself that I have never experienced
At long last.
Just wanted to say a huge THANK YOU to all of you at
Crimson Circle, and also to thank Geoff for the excellent
May newsletter -- it was simply wonderful!
Thank you for your April and May Newsletter messages.
They touched me so deeply. I don't know if anyone has
told you this, but your messages are as powerful as
the monthly channels! Truly! The energy in your precious
words has been of great assistance these past two months.
Thank you for taking the time to share your perspective
with the rest of Shaumbra. Many times I have sent loving
prayers to you and Linda for the service that you do,
in great gratitude. Thank you for your blessed life
that you lead, to you and Linda, and to all those precious
ones at the Crimson Circle Energy Company. What an amazing
legacy you are living right now!
With great appreciation and love, Bellamarie
Geoff and Company - I LOVE this new section - it really
adds a nice touch to this newsletter. For any newsletter,
I believe it's nice to have a place where participants
can see themselves, and have their views presented.
very much for keeping the info fresh!
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