you ready? Do you have what it takes? That’s really
what Tobias asked us during the last Shoud. He essentially
said, “Here is everything you’ve asked me
to remind you of over the last 10 years. Are you ready
to really live it now? Are you ready to be
who you already are?
course there is no right or wrong answer to that question,
and some of us might not want to say ‘Yes’
just yet. Not all of us are quite ready to stop whining
about things that aren’t working out, accept full
responsibility for everything in our lives,
and take that leap into the new. After all, what if
we do – and then it doesn’t work out? Not
every Shaumbra necessarily feels quite ready for that
level of responsibility (and I’ve talked to a
few who have told me so) but then again, every day is
those of us who are ready to say ‘Yes,’
now it’s time to walk our talk. No more excuses,
no more complaining, no more sighing about how we wish
something had worked out differently, that someone else
had made a different choice, that our soul should care
more about what our human wants. That stuff just won’t
work where we’re going.
I feel into what’s ahead, I feel excitement mixed
with a twinge of sadness. It’s like graduating
from school – free to create a whole new life,
yet knowing we’re leaving behind the safety net
of what used to be home. It’s exciting, but can
we really do it? How do we know all this isn’t
“just another belief system,” as a Christian
friend of mine has said? Is it really something that
goes deeper than belief? How would I know? When do you
go beyond belief into knowing?
me, that happens when something becomes my experience.
I can believe I’m the creator of my reality,
but until I experience it I don’t really know
it. That’s why Tobias is encouraging us to take
full ownership and management of everything in our life,
not to control it but to experience being the creator
of it. Once we know – not just believe, but know
– that we are sovereign creators, then anything
is possible. But until then, the mere belief in our
creatorship falls apart the minute something doesn’t
happen the way we wanted or expected it to.
truth is, you don’t become a creator,
you ARE a creator. It’s not that everything in
your life is created by others until you take
charge, it already IS being created by you, whether
you believe that or not. And when you take ownership
of that, you’ll start finding out how it actually
cool is that when you take full ownership of your reality,
it starts expanding! Since you’re no longer a
victim to your reality, you are no longer hiding from
it; and since you’re not hiding from it, it’s
easier to feel the many layers of it; and when you start
really opening up and feeling your reality,
magic starts happening!
know it sounds funny but lately I have been feeling
my food. Before I start eating I savor the sight of
my meal, every aspect of its appearance, its color,
its smell; then I take a bite and really FEEL into it,
even before I start chewing. I savor the taste, the
texture, everything – and believe me, feeling
my food like that has changed my eating experience!
A couple days ago I felt into a nut I was eating. Now
I don’t know much about nuts, except that most
of them grow on trees, but I suddenly knew what kind
of tree that particular nut came from and exactly what
the leaves looked like! So I went online and checked.
Sure enough, there was a picture of the leaves just
as I had “seen” them.
an efficient way to learn stuff – simply accept
and experience your reality on every level! When you’re
no longer afraid of your environment – because
you know it’s all yours – then you can really
explore it. Try it sometime!
to know about the lives of the people who picked the
beans that made the coffee you’re drinking? Just
breathe and feel it. You’ll know – unless
you’re having guilt about drinking another cup
of coffee, or are so focused on something else you’re
hardly aware of it.
to know how someone you love is feeling, even though
they are far away? Just breathe and feel. You’ll
know – unless you let the questions kick in about
whether you’re just making it up, whether it’s
‘right’ or not, and all the other mind chatter
that keeps you from feeling.
to understand someone’s choice that has impacted
you? Just breathe and feel. You’ll know –
unless you’re busy feeling picked on and victimized.
to know the potentials that are waiting to come into
your life? Just breathe and feel. You’ll know
– unless you’re too busy complaining about
how “everything went wrong and apparently I don’t
know how to create.”
to know about a star in the sky, the other side of the
moon, what’s at the bottom of the lake, how the
weather is somewhere else, where the food on your plate
came from, what were the motives of that person on the
news, or anything else? Breathe and feel. You’ll
just know – unless you don’t trust
what you feel.
it’s all yours, then life becomes your
playground and living gets fun! Just this morning
I met a very interesting elemental being who lives in/around
our home. I had a very enlightening ‘conversation’
with him, and am pretty sure it won’t be the last.
Because I have taken total ownership of my reality,
I can interact with everything in it. And I can finally
feel the excitement we felt when we came up with the
whole idea of Earth and 3D reality. What a fun sandbox
to play in!
you ready Shaumbra? Ready to be fully sovereign in your
life? Ready to follow the wisdom in your heart rather
than the questions in your mind? I can feel so many
of you saying YES with all your heart. See you over