have all heard about the new angels coming in –
the Crystals who have never been to earth before as
well as the Clear ones who are not “new”
but who have cleared their old karma. For those of us
who have met any of these children, we love to be around
them because their energy is so clear and compelling.
you ever wondered why that is? These Crystals are not
necessarily more advanced, in fact we who have had many
lifetimes on Earth are probably more ‘evolved’
than the new ones. So what is it that is so compelling
about their energy? Why are we so drawn to the whole
idea of Crystal children?
you have heard the verse quoted from the Bible: “Unless
you become as little children, you cannot enter the
kingdom of heaven.” Once again it begs the question,
what does an inexperienced child have that a mature,
experienced adult does not? And why would that trait
allow entry into heaven or, if you like, the New Energy
and New Earth?
I feel Tobias gave us the answer in the last Shoud:
It doesn’t matter.
have a bit of experience with one of these Clear children.
My daughter is not a Crystal, meaning she has definitely
been to Earth before, but she is the clearest
child I have the privilege to know. And I have three
other children so it’s not just a mother’s
bias! She has taught me the meaning of “it doesn’t
matter” in some very concrete ways.
she was about 8 months old she closed a kitchen drawer
on her finger. It hurt, but not terribly, so there wasn’t
an instant reaction. Instead, as her eyes got big, I
clearly knew she was looking to me to learn what kind
of response was suitable. I felt the potential of reacting
with drama, “rescuing” her from her trauma
and making a big deal out of it. But instead I bent
down and spoke to her gently, opening the drawer and
kissing her finger. She never shed a tear. To her, even
though it hurt a bit, it was just an experience. No
big deal. It didn’t matter.
couple years later I vividly remember one day when she
taught me that anger is “just energy.” I
was busy writing, focused very intently on my task,
and she was throwing toys around the way 2-year-olds
do sometimes. A couple of times I absently told her
to stop throwing things, which of course had no effect.
Finally, I lost my temper and in great frustration turned
and yelled at her full on.
any of my previous children would have dissolved into
tears at that onslaught. “Mommy is angry –
at ME – and that’s a terrible and scary
thing.” And of course I would have to comfort
them and apologize and make things better – but
not Taryn. When I shouted at her in anger, her eyes
got very big and her face expressed something like absolute
excitement! What a blast of energy – that was
FUN!! Then it was my turn to be surprised as she threw
another toy, as if to say, “Let’s do it
remembered how Tobias had recently said that negative
energy is just energy, and here was someone
who already knew exactly what that meant. In fact, it
was beyond “knowing” because she was only
2 years old. It was her experience. To her,
it didn’t matter that mommy was angry.
It was just an experience, just a blast of energy.
it be that these wonderful beings, the Crystals and
Clear ones, are teaching us something to forget? Could
it be that their amazing energy is possible because
the usual things don’t matter to them?
They are here to experience life, whatever that means,
whatever life brings to them. They haven’t learned
to label it ‘good’ or ‘bad,’
to push away some things and try to get other things.
is six years old now and lives with her daddy. She told
me the other day, “I wish you lived here with
daddy and [his partner] so we could all live together.”
Instead of telling her – again – why that
wouldn’t work, trying to assuage the wisps of
guilt I feel for the current family situation, thinking
I would feel better if she would just understand,
I said “Yeah, I can understand why you would want
that.” And that was enough.
she brought it up before, it mattered to me
that she wanted things to be different. It mattered
that she didn’t understand and because of that
I tried very hard to help her understand – which
of course added a whole new and heavy layer to her in-the-moment
feeling. But I finally realized it doesn’t matter
that she feels that way, which means I don’t have
to fix anything or judge myself. I can simply acknowledge
how she feels.
you know what? It was exactly what she wanted. Instead
of getting sad and giving the phone back to daddy like
before, she paused for a moment, brightened up and started
telling me about her new book. Because it didn’t
matter to me, she felt free to let it go.
if the crystalline – or Christ – energy
means being so clear that things really don’t
matter? What if the secret of the Crystal children is
that they are here to simply experience what is,
openly and fully? What if we stopped putting a “spin”
or value judgment on our own experiences instead of
just having them?
tried that this morning. My back is very painful right
now, probably an after-effect of moving too many boxes.
Hobbling off to get a drink I was moaning and groaning
about it, chiding myself for not breathing enough, wondering
what I’m “carrying” that’s manifesting
in my back, and all the other spiritual gobbledygook
that seems to be such a reflex these days. Then I remembered.
Hmm… it’s just an experience. It doesn’t
matter, I told myself. My self argued back, “Yeah,
but it hurts!” Indeed it does. So what? And something
realizing my pain doesn’t matter, doesn’t
really mean anything, I can let go of it –
which has the immediate effect of relaxing all of me.
At the moment it’s still a constant choice, because
it really does hurt, but at least I’m not layering
all sorts of heavy meaning and worry onto it as well,
which would only muddy up the healing process that’s
naturally taking place.
when we make things matter so much, we’re actually
piling on other energies to what was just a simple experience,
and getting everything thick and heavy and important.
No wonder things get stuck sometimes – we pile
on so much matter! It’s been appropriate,
of course. After all, how else could we stay here, embodied
in matter, if it didn’t matter?
that was then, and this is Now.
you ready to become clear enough to finally remember
it really doesn’t matter?
you imagine a world full of crystal adults,
souls full with the experiences and maturity of lifetimes
and the clarity and innocence of the new ones?
you just experience what is, and then let it go and
fall into the next experience, and the next, and the
next? Yes… just like a child.
heaven on earth, nothing much matters. Life just flows,
hearts just beat, and God finally starts living.