This year’s Midsummer New Energy Conference
– Farewell to Tobias, was a one and only
event. The way it touched all of us will never be forgotten.
There were so many layers and parts to creating this
event, starting with the overall theme, Tobias’
Farewell. Each of us was well aware of the specialness
of Tobias delivering his last group messages before
his epic return to Earth. A master back into a human
incarnation. Tobias returning as “Sam.”
There were many discussions about what it would be like
to say goodbye to our dear friend Tobias. He has offered
us ten years of messages filled with tools to transform
our lives, messages to nourish our souls and quiet our
minds. He invited us to experience the real joy of life,
to feel and be ever present in each now moment.
There was much speculation about what the farewell experience
would be like and how each of us might be affected.
I had heard numerous debates among Shaumbra about whether
they should attend the big event, some claiming it would
be just too hard, that they were feeling this transition
of Tobias in such a deep and personal way, that they
could not imagine making the trip to the Tobias Farewell.
But of course there were other Shaumbra that said no
matter what they would not miss coming together with
Shaumbra from all over the world for this one time only
Nearly everyone I talked to was feeling the grandness
of the departure on a large scale, but more importantly
in a most personal way. Tobias’ departure and
return to humanness was in of itself a huge experience,
but the personal feelings each and everyone of us experienced
– and to some degree are still experiencing –
has been personally epic. We feel the invitation to
now go out as the Standards, the divine ones that Tobias
has been nurturing this past decade and before.
Over the past year an amazing group of presenters and
talent were assembled for this event. All of the musical
talent and the guest speakers, including Lee Carroll
and the Kryon, were probably the best we have ever had.
Each presenter offered a message that flowed from one
presentation to the next. Each presenter and musician
invited us to experience the grandness of our soul’s
adventure each leading up to this present time of unprecedented
potential for consciousness expansion.
As the event started, there was an excitement and a
sort of tension. We were all feeling but not quite knowing
what to expect. There was an overlay holding things
in a kind of quiet suspense. Adamus Saint Germain read
it so well. He invited us to find a space to move the
energy with Yoham. And as they do so well, Yoham quickly
invited us to a sensory experience that had everyone
feeling and swaying to the music, transforming the energy.
As the event continued, I felt myself not wanting to
miss a moment. I just wanted to be in the room with
the group. With all of this going on, I knew that Geoff
would be fine and there was nothing to worry about and
yet it was impossible not to imagine how challenging
it might be for him, the one most intimately connected
to Tobias. I knew how deeply and personally I was feeling.
My goal was to offer Geoff the love and support that
comes so easily, but also to create a safe space for
moving the energies. Wow, it was all so momentus.
On the second day, Kuthumi lal Singh delivered the most
beautiful channel I can remember from this Master. So
many of us have found Tobias to present himself as a
dear sage friend, like a wise old uncle, one who loves
us and invites us to enjoy the human experience, often
sharing stories about his own life experiences, the
good and the bad to inspire us to improve ours. But
as the story unfolded, the magnificence of the one we
know as Tobias was more clearly revealed.
There was barely a dry eye in the room, each of us so
touched by what we heard. While we all on some level
have always had a sense of Tobias’ magnificence,
Kuthumi’s channel offered it in a way that we
would all remember. Tobias’ service to us was
a story of splendor. While I anticipated this event
for a long time, somehow it was more than I imagined.
We were all so moved and in such a feeling space I was
unable to reconcile how I would get through the last
day. Whether in the room or connected on line, everyone
was feeling it.
There was great anticipation for the last day, the day
Tobias would offer us his final farewell message in
a group channel. The previous day was profound and we
were all still feeling it. What was unexpected was that
while this was a large event with more than 400 people
physically in attendance plus the thousands connected
on line, the experience was strikingly personal for
all of us.
We anticipated the celebration. We imagined being in
Breckenridge in support of Tobias and his transition
into physical form, fully integrating with Sam. We knew
it would be personal, yet it seems that few of us anticipated
the process it would trigger within ourselves. And to
that end, so many of us are still in our own new process,
transforming the energies that this great Farewell to
Tobias event represented and initiated for us.
How amazing is it that this Farewell to Tobias in so
many ways is a beginning for us all. More than ever,
I am inspired to live and to share what this great teacher
has taught me. All the best teachers I have known hope
that you learn what they offer and exceed what they
have done! We are ready.