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What’s Happening to Me?

As much as you try to fit in and be “normal,” at some point the typical ways of living just don’t make sense like they used to. Your mind keeps blipping out with brain fog. Your body has strange aches and pains that nobody can explain. You feel a deep heartache with no idea why. There’s a nagging unease that just won’t go away. Relationships, jobs, sleep patterns and more are falling apart. Are you going crazy? Not at all. These issues are real, and nothing is wrong with you. Strange though it sounds, you’re actually waking up and becoming a conscious being. However, as you slowly begin to remember who you are, it also means the disintegration of everything you are not. This can be a very difficult time, but you are not alone.

More and more humans are feeling a deep desire to release limited beliefs from their past and move into freedom. Although it can be a painful transition, at some point, these brave ones make a conscious choice to be the Master of their own life. This means eventually accepting full responsibility for everything in their lives, learning how to love themselves, and finally discovering a life of creation, joy and abundance. Awakening is the beginning of this profound transformation, bringing many, many changes as old energy contracts and dynamics give way and bring one, ultimately, to embodied Realization.

Twelve Signs of Awakening was written by Tobias and Geoffrey Hoppe soon after they began working together in 1999. We invite you to enjoy and find comfort in this special document. And please share it with anyone else you feel would be blessed by its reassuring message. Remember: you’re NOT crazy, you’re just waking up!



TWELVE AWAKENING SIGNS

1 – Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the “Christ seed” awakens within. This too shall pass.

2 – Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience of moving from a house where you lived in for many, many years into a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house, there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old house. This too shall pass.

3 – Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2 above. It’s good and healthy to let the tears flow. It helps to release the old energy within. This too shall pass.

4 – Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you change, things around you will change as well. Don’t worry about finding the “perfect” job or career right now. This too shall pass. You’re in transition and you may make several job changes before you settle into one that fits your passion.

5 – Withdrawal from family relationships. You are connected to your biological family via old karma. When you get off the karmic cycle, the bonds of the old relationships are released. It will appear as though you are drifting away from your family and friends. This too shall pass. After a period of time, you may develop a new relationship with them if it is appropriate. However, the relationship will be based in the new energy without the karmic attachments.

6 – Unusual sleep patterns. It’s likely that you’ll awaken many nights between 2:00 and 4:00 AM. There’s a lot of work going on within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a “breather.” Not to worry. If you can’t go back to sleep, get up and do something rather than lay in bed and worry about humanly things. This too shall pass.

7 – Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreams. You are literally releasing the old energy within, and these energies of the past are often symbolized as wars, running to escape, and bogeymen. This too shall pass.

8 – Physical disorientation. At times you’ll feel very ungrounded. You’ll be “spatially challenged” with the feeling like you can’t put two feet on the ground, or that you’re walking between two worlds. As your consciousness transitions into the new energy, your body sometimes lags behind. Spend more time in nature to help ground the new energy within. This too shall pass.

9 – Increased “self talk.” You’ll find yourself talking to your Self more often. You’ll suddenly realize you’ve been chattering away with yourself for the past 30 minutes. There is a new level of communication taking place within your being, and you’re experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk. The conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid, more coherent and more insightful. You’re not going crazy; you’re just waking up and moving into the new energy.

10 – Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others. You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the desire to “flee” groups and crowds because at times you are walking a sacred and lonely path. As much as the feelings of loneliness cause you anxiety, it is difficult to relate to others at this time. The feelings of loneliness are also associated with the fact that your Guides have departed. They have been with you on all of your journeys in all of your lifetimes. It was time for them to back away so you could fill your space with your own divinity. This too shall pass. The void within will be filled with the love and energy of your own Christ consciousness.

11 – Loss of passion. You may feel totally disimpassioned, with little or no desire to do anything. That’s okay, and it’s just part of the process. Take this time to “do no-thing.” Don’t fight yourself on this, because this too shall pass. It’s similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new software, or in this case, the new Christ-seed energy.

12 – A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most difficult and challenging of any of the conditions. You may experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home. This is not a “suicidal” feeling. It is not based in anger or frustration. You don’t want to make a big deal of it or cause drama for yourself or other. There is a quiet part of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite simple. You have completed your karmic cycles. You have completed your contract for this lifetime. You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body. During this transition process, you have an inner remembrance of what it is like to be on the other side. Are you ready to enlist for another tour of duty here on Earth? Are you ready to take on the challenges of moving into the New Energy? Yes, indeed you could go Home right now. But you’ve come this far, and after many, many lifetimes it would be a shame to leave before the end of the movie. Besides, Spirit needs you here to help others transition into the new energy. They will need a human guide, just like you, who has taken the journey from the old energy into the new. The path you’re walking right now provides the experiences to enable you to become a Teacher of the New Divine Human. As lonely and dark as your journey can be at times, remember that you are never alone.


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14 comments on "Twelve Awakening Signs"

  • Tara Darnall on February 17, 2024 6:25 AM said:
    Wow, this list basically highlights everything I have been feeling and going through. It is very comforting to see that I am not alone in this. Admittedly, it alarmed me to read that my guides have departed from me. Just now? When I am just beginning to become aware of their existence? This is heartbreaking, and when reading this at first, I wasn't going to accept it. But as I let it sink in. I deep down, it feels true. My guides are not gone yet, but they are backing off, preparing me.
  • Elaine Davidson on September 23, 2023 2:46 PM said:
    All one at last. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdRGIl4jVn8
  • Zena Lawrence on July 1, 2023 8:09 AM said:
    That was very helpful, thank you so much. Besides feeling very lonely it can also be frightening. My children have become very distant from me which has hurt a lot, in truth some friends as well, I feel so different and don’t have anything in common with them anymore. Again many thanks much love to all Zena xxx
  • Jen on May 17, 2023 5:12 PM said:
    When do the awakening signs stop and what happens next?
  • Zena Lawrence on May 9, 2023 12:40 PM said:
    That was very helpful, thank you so much. Besides feeling very lonely it can also be frightening. My children have become very distant from me which has hurt a lot, in truth some friends as well, I feel so different and don’t have anything in common with them anymore. Again many thanks much love to all Zena xxx
  • Sandra on May 1, 2023 2:16 PM said:
    Before the age of five, I was given my "last Rights". I believed all my life that I would never be sick again because I had my share during those years. Still not experiencing what people of my age physically do, I was surprised at having a bit of disorientation, shoulder and back pain. I beginning to think it was my time to go! Now, all I can think is that it is time to learn how to enlist for another tour of duty here!
  • Zena Lawrence on April 29, 2023 4:14 AM said:
    That was very helpful, thank you so much. Besides feeling very lonely it can also be frightening. My children have become very distant from me which has hurt a lot, in truth some friends as well, I feel so different and don’t have anything in common with them anymore. Again many thanks much love to all Zena xxx
  • Zena Lawrence on April 28, 2023 9:04 AM said:
    That was very helpful, thank you so much. Besides feeling very lonely it can also be frightening. My children have become very distant from me which has hurt a lot, in truth some friends as well, I feel so different and don’t have anything in common with them anymore. Again many thanks much love to all Zena xxx
  • Sofya on March 19, 2023 5:20 PM said:
    БЛАГО ДАРЮ за прекрасное раскрытие знаков пробуждения. Просто классика. Как-будто писали обо мне. Развод , переезд , уход от того , что не поддерживало , снова переезд., обман , манипулирования.И как итог - сын - катализатор. Он был для меня таковым с момента своего рождения. и как итог всего пройденного - возврат в семью света. БЛАГО ДАРЮ . Думаю это поможет многим не заблудиться и лучше понять себя.
  • Beverley Dight on March 17, 2023 4:57 AM said:
    The physical signs of awakening such as aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulders and back, brain fog, and sleep problems are classic signs of the condition Fibromyalgia. Perhaps many people diagnosed with Fibromyalgia are awakening.
  • Elizabeth Dimmock on March 13, 2023 4:47 AM said:
    Thank you,I appreciate the reminder.XX🤫🤫💜💜
  • Adriana Rainho Goldman on March 13, 2023 1:58 AM said:
    Thank you, thank you ❤️ It's been a wild ride freeing all these old energies. My body is swaying side to side when I walk, spent days lying in bed. No passion to do anything , crying and frustrated. Breathing when I remember... This to shall pass...
  • Christiane on March 12, 2023 2:15 PM said:
    Thank you!!!!!
  • Zoran on March 12, 2023 12:52 PM said:
    Thank you for that, came right in, when I need the most

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