THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS
The Kharisma Series
SHOUD 3: “Kharisma 3” – Featuring
ADAMUS, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Presented to the Crimson Circle
November 1, 2014
I Am that I Am, Adamus of
Welcome, dear Shaumbra. Welcome
viewers and listeners. Welcome to all of the other Ascended Masters who gather
in this beautiful space on All Saints’ Day. Yeah.
So let’s take a good deep breath
as we begin our gathering.
First, to address Linda’s comment about
my costume (laughter), let it be known, let it be recorded that I’m much more
comfortable in my superman outfit, my superhuman hero outfit than I ever was in
dull and drab sports jackets and jeans. (more laughter) Much more appropriate for
an Ascended Master, yes.
Next on the list. Music. Ah!
Now, I do occasionally, once in a
while, chide Cauldre for the music selections – pop music, as it were. I do
indeed love the classics. Ah! Not so much of an opera fan at all, but the one thing
I do love about your contemporary music is the feeling, the words in it.
Oh yeah. Words in opera, not so much, rather drawn out and dreary, but you take
a song that was just played and you listen to the music, the words, the passion
that it expressed. Not just like regular words, but you listen to it that this
is your soul singing to you. Ah! Or you singing to your soul.
Let’s try it again, if you would
re-cue that music video. Let’s try it again. This time we’ll dim the lights.
Listen to it first like you’re singing out to your soul and feel the passion, feel
the excitement’ then, somewhere into the music, like your soul singing to you.
That’s the beauty of it.
So let’s have it again.
(music video plays again, “Rather
Be” by Pentatonix)
Ah! Yes. (some applause)
Now, profound point of the day – eh,
Linda would you write that – profound point of the day. I’m going to
remove Cauldre’s shoes; how uncomfortable wearing shoes.
Profound point of the day. Oh, and
Linda, could you help me with my cheesy boots? (laughter as Linda pulls them
LINDA: Only the Master can be in
service. (more laughter)
ADAMUS: Yes. (Adamus chuckles) And
a foot massage for the superhero! Ah!
Profound point of the day…
EDITH: Bite his big toe. (more
ADAMUS: And let’s get this up on
the screen, profound point of the day: And – A-N-D. And. Catch up with me,
Linda. And my café, Sandra. Yes, cream, please. No goat’s milk.
Profound point of the day – and.
This is something that we’re talking about in Keahak. But I wanted to mention
it here because it is so simple and so profound. And. And.
You’re not singularly dimensional.
Well, you are, but you aren’t. You’re acting like it. You’re dressed like it,
Jesus. (laughter as he speaks to someone in a Jesus costume) You are playing
the part, but the reality is you are not singular at all. Nothing about you is
supposed to be singular. You’re not working towards multidimensional,
multi-consciousness; you already have it. (Sandra hands him his coffee) Thank
you. You already have it. It’s already there. You’re just not using it.
Case in point. The first time the
song was played, you listened. You enjoyed. It was a nice beautiful song. Good lyrics,
a good beat to it. You listened to it, but you listened to it like you listen
to life, like in a spectrum about that wide (showing about half an inch). It
felt good for three minutes and 52 seconds. Then it was gone. Oh, you got a
little reprieve from everyday life. You got to just watch the great video and
listen to the lyrics and then it was gone.
And there was so much more to it, and other layers and levels, beautiful layers and levels. When I
said now listen to it like you’re singing to your soul, it changed the entire
meaning. It changed the entire energy and consciousness of it – snap! – just like that. And I said listen
to it like your soul is singing to you, and it was even more beautiful. “Ohhh!
I’d rather be with you. Why don’t you let me? I’d rather be near you, if you
let me.” You see how the simple “and” changes everything?
Life – everything about
life – is in multiple layers. Layer upon layer upon layer. But you’ve, all
of you, all of them, all of you … (Adamus sees himself on a TV screen) Ahhh!
Yes. I can’t help but look at myself dressed like I should be in that monitor.
(some chuckles) Yes, kind of the way I looked in my last lifetime as Adamus,
once I was freed from that awful crystal. Yes. Yes. Now you know what it’s
like! (to Annie, who’s costume was being trapped in a crystal, until she broke
out8) You’re free! You’re open! Yes! Oh! Yes. Yes.
And. Everything in life is multilayer, multidimensional. Not hierarchical,
not in stair steps, but going everywhere, every different direction. But you
get focused on one perspective. Oh, I’m not doing a stare down here, my dear.
You just look so lovely. I couldn’t help but to admire death itself. (Adamus chuckles, speaking to Kerri in her
KERRI: Thank you.
ADAMUS: And … oh, if I could,
please a gift from me to you. (he hands her a skull, one of the Halloween
KERRI: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Yes. Yes. Yes. Enjoy your
dinner tonight. (laughter)
You got a problem? We all have
problems. Even Ascended Masters have problems. You don’t realize what it’s like
being perhaps the most famous of all Ascended Masters when I go to the Ascended
Masters Club, having actually guided 852 of the current 9,000 plus Ascended
Masters. It’s a lot of pressure. (a few giggles) Yeah, yeah, yeah. (audience
LINDA: Awww! Wow!
ADAMUS: And I don’t care.
LINDA: Whoaaa! (more chuckles)
ADAMUS: And, at any moment I choose – snap!
– I’m out of the Ascended Masters Club. I’m out on the Ascended Masters’ Master
golf course. You heard of the Master’s tournament? Named after me. (a few
giggles) Tough crowd today.
And you’ve got a problem. Something bad happened recently. Right? It
did. It does. It’s going to keep happening. It’s not going to go away. That’s
the good news. No, that… (Adamus chuckles)
You’re living here on this planet
in density with traffic and police and grocery stores and people. Ooh. (he
appears to hold his nose)
ADAMUS: I was rubbing Cauldre’s
moustache for him.
ADAMUS: …with other people.
You’re living here. Well, of
course, there are going to be challenges. We’re going to be talking about one
of the big ones in just a moment. But yes there’s going to be stuff. You have
taxes and you have your belly that you have to feed, and then you get headaches
and then you’re not feeling so good and you get sick. And you have relatives.
(laughter) The biggest flu of all! (more laughter) Relative “flew.” You wish
they’d fly away.
There are going to be things that
come up. Quit trying to make them go away. Do they minimize? Absolutely. But
you know what happens is after a little while, you’re not putting your
attention on all of your problems, whether it’s aging, whether it’s getting physically
sick or money. You see, you get focused on that, and then you forget about “and.”
And. In everything in life there is an “and.” Everything. No exceptions.
There is an “and,” meaning that if
you stop for a moment, whatever you’re doing or however you’re doing it, all
your damn misery and suffering and pain, which I actually – I’m going to say
this. I’ve got a little filtering problem with my channeler right now, but I’m
going to say this. I actually think … I’m not looking at anybody. (laughter as
he blocks his eyes) I actually think some of you kind of like it. Mm hm. Mm hm.
Those problems. What would you do (without them)?
Well, first of all, if you didn’t
have all those problems and all the challenges, you wouldn’t feel alive. I know
it’s kind of twisted. It’s kind of warped, but – I need my accouterment (picks
up his ‘crystal’ wand) – but it’s kind of true.
You know by having this series of
problems and having to solve it, and then you get to be kind of the hero who
solves your own problems. Now, it doesn’t make sense, but nothing about being a
human makes sen8se. So let’s just call it that. But you cause problems. You
create problems or you attract problems so you can bring them in, and then you
feel a little bit alive – “Geez, I’ve got something to do today. I can solve all
my damn problems.” And then you bring them in and then you kind of solve them,
but kind of in a, well, less than complete way. But you think you solved it,
and then you say, “Oh, look how good I am. I solved my problem.” That’s called
the Problem Hero, you see, because you create – you can laugh, that’s okay, even
though nobody else is. It’s okay to be the only laughing voice in a crowd of bored
and sleepy people. (some laughter)
So you create these problems so you
can solve them and then when you’re not feeling so alive again, because you’re
just focused on the singular boring life and forget about “and,” then you
create more problems. You all know who I’m talking about right now, because I’m
talking about all of you. (Adamus chuckles) And you, especially. (speaking to Larry)
So you create these problems and they’re
really not problems. No, they’re really not. Actually, they all go away. Did
you notice that your problems go away, other than death? Death isn’t a problem.
Death is a release. So you don’t have to worry about death going away.
It’s All Saints’ Day. Laugh! (laughter)
Death. That’s a death joke. That’s
kind of what we talk about in the Ascended Masters Club, because we’re not so
worried about death.
I’m not going to get into it
today, but death is the last …
LINDA: Did you say Ascended Masters
or Offended Masters? (some chuckles)
ADAMUS: Both. Yeah. We don’t have
restrooms. We have Offended Master rooms. (more chuckles) When you just get
tired of it. Where was I? (Adamus chuckles) Are you being paid for this?
LINDA: I should be. (she giggles)
ADAMUS: So you create these
problems to solve them, and then you keep creating problems. And you don’t need
to, unless you want to. And if they’re in your life, if you’re doing this, my
friends, you have to take a good look at yourself. Not a hard look at yourself;
a rather humorous look – a really
humorous – look at yourself. I mean, just pretend you’re in the Ascended
Masters Club sitting at my table looking down on yourself back on Earth toiling
through all these problems and then you’ll have a good laugh. You really will.
You don’t laugh now so much. You’re trying to force a laugh here. Like “Eghh,
ehh-ehh-ehh. Ehh, Adamus is not so funny today.” Come on laugh! (laughter) Let
it out! Oh!
Death! Let’s have a laugh about
death. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha! Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha! (laughter) It
actually is pretty fun, because it’s not the end. It’s the end of that old
identity, that Problem Hero identity, but it’s not the end, not at all. You’ve
done it a lot. We’ve talked about it. We’ll get into it sometime soon.
But I have to say that death is
the last great obstacle in your consciousness about enlightenment, because
you’re still afraid of dying. Yep. Yep. When I tell my funny jokes about
holding somebody’s head under water till I nearly drown them – I have actually
gone a little too far with a few. (some chuckles) But it didn’t matter, because
the moment they crossed over, “Oh thank you Adamus for releasing me from that dreadful
life I’ve been living.” I haven’t lost too many. (only a few chuckles) All of
these serious … would you get a camera shot over here quickly before they try
to smile. They can’t. Yeah. “Oh! He’s talking about death.” It’s All Saints
Ah! (some chuckles)
Okay. So death is not all that
But my point is the “and.” And.
You listened to the music. It was nice, you know, but it touched consciousness
about to that that degree (showing about half an inch), really, really small.
It should be like that (arms open wide). Yeah, it should be like that into all
the aspects, all the different dimensions. Your soul singing to you, you
singing to your soul, you singing to all those people who have problems in
their life. Could you imagine? This is a beautiful a cappella song. Just
singing it to them, “I’d rather be with you.” (Adamus sings)
LINDA: What was that? (some
ADAMUS: Rather be! Yeah. Yeah,
yeah. It would loosen the situation up a little bit, right? But you’re afraid
to do it. “I don’t want to go out of line here. I don’t want anybody thinking
I’m crazy.” (laughter as he makes a face) It’s a little too late for that.
(more laughter) You could just go for it at this point, you know, being in that
middle ground of knowing that you’re crazy, but trying to pretend that you’re
not. Ehh, it’s really hard. It’s really tough. There’s a lot of resistance to
it. Just let it go.
“And,” the profound statement of
the day. “And” in everything you do. I don’t care what problem. Stop for a
moment. Feel into your big problem today, today’s problem. Whew! No, just one,
not eight. (a couple of chuckles) Big problem. Okay, and.
You’re looking at it from one
perspective, one slice. You wave the “and” – crystal “and” wand – you
wave that, and suddenly you realize that there are many, many other perspectives
that you’re not looking at. Not just solutions, but the problem itself. You
start to realize the problem itself is actually much bigger than what you thought
it was. (some laughter) Bigger, meaning it’s not just this little tightly focus
laser beam, crappy, shitty little problem.
And, oh, it’s a huge problem. God, it’s been going on for about
8,000 generations in your family. Oh, it’s a really big problem. And it has to do with lack, you know,
lack of abundance. It flows through ancestral karma, ancestral biology. And you get some illness and it’s
because your great-grandmother had the illness. Ah! It’s not a little problem.
It’s a huge problem!
But the beauty in that is that
they’re also beautiful huge releases and resolutions, answers and new
perspectives that you would have never considered. When you live in that little
box that doesn’t have these three letters – a-n-d – in it, you feel trapped. You
know what it’s like now that you’ve set yourself free. You know what it’s like
to bring that “and” into your life.
Stop! Stop dwelling on the little
problem. Go for the big problem. That’s my motto. No, it’s beautiful, because suddenly
you realize it’s so overwhelming, so ludicrous and so beyond you, the human, to
resolve it. It is big. I mean, generations, lifetimes, cosmoses big problem,
and you go, “I’m not going to solve that. I’m not going to try to fix anything.
It’s actually not even my problem. It’s their problem.” And you take a deep
breath, and so it becomes. It’s that simple.
It’s not irresponsible, not
whatsoever. Why should you take responsibility for a butterfly flapping its
wings on the other side of the world right now? Why? Well, why? Because you
kind of like to do it. That’s why you’ve been doing it. That’s why we continue
to have talks like this where I’m mildly offensive – ahem – somewhat provocative and amazingly humorous, even though
you’re not laughing now. But you will someday when you re-listen to this. Next
month, I guarantee you’ll be laughing when you watch that video. Hello (to
So and, and no matter what is going on in your life, would you please
do yourself this favor: Stop for a moment; take a deep breath; and. Remember
those three words, a-n-d – und, if you’re in Germany; what it is in
other places, you look it up yourself – and there is so much more. It’s multidimensional. It is not a
singular problem. It’s not a little problem. It’s not a singular solution and
it’s not a little solution. It’s transformational. Multidimensional. It doesn’t
come from here (head). Here is going to be singular, limited, little, annoying.
When you take that deep breath and you bring in your I Am-ness … let’s called
it today the I And-ness just to be cute. (Adamus chuckles)
ADAMUS: Ah yeah! I just made that
up. (a few chuckles)
You bring in the “I And” … I have
to resort to cheesy humor, because sometimes you’re just sooo stuck. Eh. It’s
too hot in here. Right? (a couple of people say “Yeah”)
ADAMUS: Yes. Way too hot. Open the
doors. Turn off the air. Turn it off. Just shut it off. Open a door.
And, your I And-ness. So I have to resort to this cheesy humor,
which actually I think is funny, and provocation to get you to stop for a
moment, because I know right now that at 4:12 you’re going to walk out that
door or that one, you’re going to walk out those doors and you’re going to say,
“That was nice.” And you’re going to remember the costume, and you’re going to
remember the chocolate. But you’re not going to remember your Ascended Master superhero
and all of the statements and all of what we talked about.
Why? Because you get right back
into that little sliver, that narrow perspective that ‘I’ve got problems’ kind
of life. It’s time we go beyond that. Way, way beyond that.
And I say that and you nod your
heads, and then you walk back out there. Well, I understand. It’s seductive out
there, very seductive. Oh, I do
understand. It’s one thing to be sitting in here, listening in online … I’m
just so amazed when I look into that monitor. (some chuckles) Check it out.
Yes. I’m … yeah. That’s the way I used to look.
LINDA: You’re so shy. (Adamus chuckles)
ADAMUS: I understand it’s very,
very seductive, all your problems and your issues. And then you say, “Oh
Adamus, I don’t know how to get out of all my problems.” And I say just stop
and take a moment. Ask yourself even, why do you keep calling forth these dumb
issues in your life? They’re really dumb. You don’t need them anymore.
I’m going to ask you to feel that
now. You’re going to forget later. I’ll remind you later. They’re dumb problems,
every one of them. They’re dumb people, first of all, that you’re working with.
And I don’t mean that in any sort of condescending way. (someone says “Yeah,
right” and audience laughter) I’ll put it a different way in nice metaphysical
terms. They’re more asleep than you are.
You don’t need that anymore, but
you keep clinging on to it. You keep hanging on. Don’t. Just let it go. You don’t
have to actually do anything proactive. Once you really determine that you
don’t need that or them or it or whatever, once you realize there is the “and”
of your life, all that stuff goes away on its own. Like magic, like somebody swung
the magic crystal, whatever this is, and it just starts going away.
But then – and – then you’re going
to freak out. We’ll talk about that in just a moment. But you do the old
freak-out thing. “Oh, things are changing. I don’t know if I can handle it.”
No, you can’t. I’ll guarantee that right now. Next slide please. You can’t
handle it. Sorry.
LINDA: That’s what you want on the
ADAMUS: Yeah! (Adamus chuckles) Otherwise,
I wouldn’t have said it. (some giggles)
You can’t handle it, and that’s
the good news. And – and – you
don’t have to handle it. That’s the best news of the day. You don’t have to
You’re used to handling stuff,
solving stuff, working on things, fixing things, blah, blah, blah. You don’t
need to anymore. I’m over here. She’s just writing on the board. (Adamus
You don’t need to solve it. Why?
Simply said, it kind of solves itself naturally. Have you noticed all your
problems have either cleaned up or the people have died? (a few giggles) They
just go away. The people and the problems, they just kind of go away. Sooner or
later you’re still here. You’re able to laugh every third joke of mine. That’s
pretty amazing that you can do that. (Adamus chuckles) I’m amusing myself
ADAMUS: And I always do.
So you stop trying to solve all
your own problems. You can’t handle it. You really can’t. And you shouldn’t
have to. You shouldn’t have to. Really. You shouldn’t have to handle all that
stuff – the problems of the world, the problems in your life, the problems
of everybody you know. You weren’t put here to handle that. No. Let them handle
it. Let everybody handle what they choose to handle.
You don’t have to handle a thing.
You have this great thing called the I Am, your soul, your divinity, whatever
you want to call it. It’s you. It’s sitting right there. It’s just in disguise.
It’s in latency right now. It handles that. It really does. It handles stuff.
Now, it doesn’t go in and pay your
bills for you. But it – this I Am-ness – it moves you out of that consciousness
where you even have to pay bills. Really. It doesn’t know how to pay bills, doesn’t
want to know how. It doesn’t know how to heal your physical body, doesn’t want
to know how. So you know what it does? It, you, just move yourself out of that
consciousness – the consciousness of being ill or being broke or whatever.
Let’s take a big deep breath for “and”
in your life. Multidimensional. It’s not singular. There’s not one problem.
It’s not a little problem. It’s huge and it’s multifaceted, and in every facet
of every problem are tremendous transformations, releases, energies, beauties,
gems that are going unrealized right now. Why? Because you get really focused.
The simple three letters – a-n-d –
give you a whole different perspective.
Next. Enlightenment is timeless,
but you experience it in time. It’s a great “and” statement. I like this (referring
his crystal wand). It’s a great … Cauldre was going to set it down. No, no. This
Enlightenment is timeless, meaning
it’s a variation of an old Tobias statement that the future is the past healed.
Enlightenment is timeless, meaning it’s already there. It’s already done. We’ve
talked about it so many times. It’s there. It’s timeless.
Oh, I love time and no time. We’re
going to have quite an adventure on our Nile trip. Oh, I’m going to point out
something here for anybody going on our upcoming cruise on the Nile. Anybody
here going on it? I know a few. Okay. Good.
LINDA: There’s quite a few
ADAMUS: Now, let me tell you this right
up front. You’re going to start getting crazy, fearful, paranoia, nervous and everything
LINDA: More than usual?
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah, in a few days.
You’re going to ask yourself, “What am I doing? What a crazy thing that I ever
signed up for it. Oh my god.” And you’re going to start going through human
mental tiny little focus. You’re going to get so focused on, “Is it safe? Am I
going to be okay? What about the food?” And you’re going to start acting like a
little paranoid wretched human that you sometimes act like. Fearful.
It’s a great experience actually. Once
you’re out of it … we can close one of the doors. Some people are starting to
freeze. One of them; two people get up. Oh. And … and we’ll do both, I guess
So you’re feeling the energies up
front. You start feeling those energies coming in, eh? And you’re packing your
suitcase or did I hear you say you were test packing? (to Marty and Lara) How
does one test pack? You either pack or you unpack.
LARA: See if it all fits. Take
some things out. You know. Yeah.
ADAMUS: Good concept. I’ll try
that next time. (a few chuckles)
So you start getting nervous about
it, putting something in. “Oh my god, what if I catch venereal disease?”
LINDA: What?! (laughter; Marty
makes a shocked face at Lara)
ADAMUS: Go on to the Internet,
type in, Google venereal disease. You’re not probably going to catch it unless,
well, we won’t go there. You’re probably not going to get it.
And you start worrying about these
things. And I’m using this as an everyday example. You start worrying about
these things. Pretty soon you tighten up. You withdraw. And then you start
focusing – gasping – you
can’t breathe. You get anxiety and now you bring these fears, which actually
are not going to happen, you bring them to life in a way. They’re not going to
happen to you in this reality, but they’re happening – “and” – in another reality. So in a way
they’re happening, but you’re not going to experience it in the physical,
unless you’re really promiscuous. And then you’re … (some chuckles)
So you’re building these fears and
you’re limiting yourself, and then the whole time you get on the airplane and
you’re flying there and you’re nervous and “What’s going to happen? Why did I sign
up for this? Adamus hel- … oh! Adamus isn’t around. He never talks to me when I
really need him.” Shut up. I am. (some chuckles)
And then you go on this
experience, this amazing experience. We’re going to go timeless. See, I love
time and I love no time. It’s an “and” proposition. We’re going to talk on our
trip about the fact that scientists argue, some argue, “Well, there is time.
Obviously. There has to be time.” Then they look at the clock on the wall.
Others argue that there is no time. It’s totally made up. It’s a measurement
system, and it’s not real. It has no real physics behind it. And guess what? Both of them are true.
Shut up the debate. They’re both true. They’re absolutely both true.
This is life in the New Energy. And. And.
Science is being turned on its
head right now, and I’m loving it. I’ve always loved science, but not limited
science. I’ve always loved the wide-open science. Things that are validated,
but yet things that are contemplated outside of the box and later validated.
It’s all scientists really do is validate what already is. They’re like
accountants – nature’s accountants. They’re just validating what already is.
They’re validating your creations. That’s all they’re doing. Problem is,
they’re validating just one little slice, one little perspective.
But the beautiful thing right now,
with the changes of consciousness that we’ve had in these past, let’s say, past
decade is that science is being turned on its head, upside down, twisted. Ah!
They’re getting so frustrated.
What’s happening is that science
is not being invalidated – current contemporary science – not being invalidated
at all. It’s actually being validated each and every day. The laws of physics,
the laws of things like gravity and light and motion and everything else are actually
And at the same time a new reality is starting to appear that they
don’t understand, because it’s not in the context of current modern accepted
science. While contemporary science, while contemporary validation will
continue to remain intact, now comes a new reality. It doesn’t invalidate
gravity. It doesn’t invalidate the natural laws of physics, and it doesn’t even
necessarily invalidate Einstein’s theory of relativity. It actually can enforce
it. But what’s happening now is the “and” of life.
Suddenly, somebody’s realizing,
“You know, this is true over here, everything we read in the books, all the
studying, it’s true and there’s
something else happening. This stays intact, yet this is happen and this is
happening.” Quantum particles, quantum science is happening, but it doesn’t
invalidate this. It’s not dependent on current science and physics either. It’s
completely of its own. Now this really has them confused, because they’re used
to one set of principles, one set of laws. And suddenly there are multiple laws
and principles and concepts and theories and ideas and ways of living. It’s the
big “and” coming to you in this generation. The big “and.” There’s more to life
than what is seen through here (head), thought through here, heard through
here. There’s so much more.
Whether you realize it or not, you’re
at the leading edge of it. That’s why it’s tough. That’s why it’s tough,
because you don’t really realize you’re on the leading edge. You’re like, “No,
I’m just going through my life solving little problems, creating new little
problems. So how could I be a consciousness pioneer?” Yes. Got your Ph.D. in
consciousness the hard way. Backwards. Literally, backwards because you’re
coming from a point of consciousness where you understand everything coming
back to a point where you understand very little and now swinging the other way
going back to consciousness.
So where was I? Enlightenment is
timeless, absolutely timeless. It’s there. It’s right now. We’re going to be
timeless with our enlightenment on the Nile River. You can be timeless with it
right now with absolutely no effort whatsoever.
Yet, consciousness and
enlightenment unfold or are experienced in
time. It’s an “and” proposition. You are and you’re not. You’re already there and you’re experiencing it. And
it’s the greatest … eh, I’m going to make a big statement on my marquee
here. This is the greatest time you’re ever, ever going to have on this planet.
Pretty sad, isn’t it? (laughter) It’s as good as it gets! (Adamus chuckles)
No, it’s beautiful, because you
don’t realize the beauty of it yet, the fullness, the richness, the passion of
it yet. You’re still trying to figure it all out. You’re trying to solve all
the problems and everything else. You’re trying to handle it yourself. You
don’t have to. That should be such a liberating statement. You don’t have to. It’s
not up to you at all, none of it. Save the planet, save yourself, save your
soul – none of it. None of it.
You’re experiencing enlightenment.
It’s unfolding in time. That’s the beauty. The Ascended Masters, we talk about
that. We sometimes, with a little bit of regret, say, “Geez, I wish … when I
was going through the toughest times in my last lifetime, when I was going
through that enlightenment, it was grueling, miserable, awful. Just punishing,
brutal. But I wish I had just a little bit of that ‘and’ kind of over here on
the side, just like, you know, new science watching old science. Just a little
bit of the enlightened Self saying, ‘Oh god damn this is a blast. This is so
cool, because I am so screwed up lost, I am so overwhelmed, I am so addicted to
my problems, I’m so addicted to my addictions, I am so screwed up’” – I was
going to say fucked up, but Cauldre wouldn’t let me! (laughter) So I’m going to
say, “I was so screwed up and I believed all my horse crap. I believed it. Oh! That
was amazing. That was so cool. Who would have thought I could have acted that limited,
that stupid, that restricted? Who would have thought?” Eh, oh, you do. (more
And step over here for a moment. And. You’re still over here limited, holding back, worried about
everything. That’s still going on. That crap is still there, just like regular
science is still there. But you’re over here going, “And! Oh! First of all, I
don’t care if I die.” That’s kind of a big thing. We’ll talk about that later.
I should have talked about that today. You know, it’s kind of Halloween, but I
have better things to talk about.
So you were just watching over
here. And! “Oh wow! What was that Adamus said? I’ve got to remember that. Oh
yeah, he said that my enlightenment is timeless and it unfolds. It’s experienced within time. I don’t know what the
crap he means by that, but, oh! That is so cool. Wow! (laughter) Can you
believe that a guy can make statements like that?! Wow! Maybe one day I could
be doing that too!” No, it’s my statements.
It’s the best time ever, right now.
This is it. I mean don’t let it go by without at least having a laugh at
yourself now and then, Jesus. Without at least … wake up, Larry. Goddammit, I’m
talking to you. (laughter) No, I mean, I’m talking to you, Larry. You come and sit right up here. Right there where I can
see you. Come on. Sit right up here. You need this more than anybody! (Larry
shakes his head “no”) Asleep in my humorous discussions??!
It’s for you. And every month –
whooosh! (motioning that it goes
right over his head) I know I’m being brutal on you, but actually I’m being a
lot more gentle than your soul is being on you. Yeah. You ought to thank
yourself for Adamus. And. Yeah, whew!
Oh, it’s a tough class in here, isn’t it? Yeah, you sit and drink your coffees
and your lattes and have to be abused by the grand Ascended Master.
Okay. (Adamus chuckles) So, where
were we? “And.” Enjoy it. I don’t care what’s happening in your life, what your
problems are. They’re not big problems at all. I don’t care what the problems
are. They’re really not.
Would you please do the “and”
thing? Write it in that permanent marker on your hand or something, “and.” There’s a different perspective.
There’s always a different perspective. Yeah. Some so different that it’s going
to be uncomfortable, very uncomfortable at first.
Those who are getting ready to go
on our Nile trip, very uncomfortable as we get into it. Why? I’m not doing it.
They’re uncomfortable because the energies are shifting. They made a conscious
choice to go on a trip, and whether it’s this or one of our other gatherings,
it doesn’t matter. So the un-comfort comes in. Why? Well, because they’re
getting into the “and.” They’re shifting out of the old body. They have to. I’m
not doing it, but I’m helping to guide it. They have to shift out of just the
old linear body so we can do some real work with timeless. It’s kind of hard to
go timeless when you’re dragging around that old body.
So there’s some work going on on
that level. It’s uncomfortable. It might bring up some things, literally. And
the mind, it’s going a little crazy. And then they’re trying to grab hold and
manage the mind. It’s useless. It really is. For all of you who still do that
to yourself – your emotion control, your mind control, your trying to manage
yourself – it is useless. So stop doing it.
Why? Well, it’s useless because you
asked to go beyond. We say words like “beyond” in our marketing and you’re
like, “Whoaaa! Let’s go beyond.” When it happens, “Whoaaaa! I’m not – whooaaa!
No. Nah. Not quite so fast. I want to study it some more.” (a few chuckles) Yeah,
you laugh. (Adamus chuckles) Or snort, as the case may be.
Which leads me to my next point.
I’d like to tell another story from my upcoming Memoirs of a Master, a world
bestseller smash hit book, yet to even reach the market, but already known to
be one of the most popular books of all times. Yes.
So let’s turn down the lights a
little bit, have some moodiness for this. Yes, I’m racing to get the book out,
so I have to keep telling these dreary stories. So, sorry. But other people
will like them.
Ah, let’s take a good deep breath
as we transition into the story of the Master and the Books. And this is
actually a true story, by the way, slightly embellished, because that’s what
grand Ascended Masters do. They act everything out. They embellish everything.
They don’t get so caught up in serious and literal facts and figures. There are
no literal facts and figures anywhere. Anywhere. Math, it’s not literal. It’s
not facts and figures. Two plus two doesn’t equal four. Sure, once in a while, and it equals about nine billion or it
equals apples or it equals the carpeting on the ground. “And!” And! Stop
getting so tight on things.
Oh, where were we? Story from the upcoming
bestseller, true story actually.
Ah! Let’s take a deep breath.
Over 300 years ago we started to
close down the Mystery Schools, most of them located in Europe, but Mystery
Schools in other places in the world. We started to close them down one by one.
Not because of the church or the law. We had learned to work around that. It
was our “and.” Why? Well, it was actually archbishops, members of the church in
very high places that were actually secretly supporting the Mystery Schools,
for they knew that we were still teaching the true mysteries, the mysteries
that had been taken out of the church teachings, out of the holy books a long
time ago, because it was thought that the regular common people wouldn’t be
able to handle it.
So it wasn’t because of the law.
We had learned to go beyond the law, meaning that we had learned to shift our
consciousness and our reality a half a dimension away, sometimes even more than
that. We had learned it of course back in the Temples of Tien, back in
Atlantis, how to shift a half a dimension away, slightly off from the rest of
reality, where we were still there – indeed, we still had our great
schools, our castles, our amazing temples – but enough so that most
people, even if they were looking directly at the castles, the schools or us, would
not see us.
It’s not that we created some sort
of false mirage or laid a spell upon them. We simply put our consciousness in
the “and” space. We still existed, we were still there fully and physical and also right outside of it.
So we didn’t have to run from the
law. We didn’t have to try to avoid the church. We were in the true “and”
consciousness, just as you can be in each and every day. You can be in the
physical. You can be in the mental. You can be in the world and you can be in
time as well. And you can also be timeless.
You can also be enlightened. You can also be beyond, simultaneously.
So the Master walked into the
student’s room. He was packing. He was sad. The Master had had weeks now of
approaching each and every student at the school to bid them farewell, to give
them a final embrace and final words of wisdom. And he came into Klaus’ room
and noticed that Klaus was indeed very, very sad.
The Mystery School was closing. It
had been Klaus’ dream to be in this school. He had been one of the best
students and truly one of the hardest workers in the school. Always cooperating
with the other students, always doing his homework – hint, hint Shaumbra – and
always making his teachers happy – hint, Shaumbra. (some chuckles)
And he noticed Klaus had a stack
of books on the table near his bed. And he said, “Klaus, what are you going to
do with those books?” Klaus said, “Well, Master, of course, I’m taking them
And the Master said, “For what purpose?”
And Klaus said, “So I can continue studying, Master. So I can continue
learning. So I can refer back to these books when I’m out there.” And Klaus
said, “You know Master, it wasn’t me who chose to leave. I would still be here if
it wasn’t for you closing this school. This has been my home. This has been my
family. This has been my passion. This has been my true enlightenment. But you’re
closing, for what reasons I do not know and I cannot understand. So I’m
leaving, but I’m bringing these books so I can continue my studies.”
The Master said, “Klaus, you’re
forbidden to take those books with you. First, they’re not yours. Secondly,
energetically, you’re simply forbidden to take those books.” This surprised Klaus
because he had had to pay for the books. He thought they were his. But it was
like your Cloud Classes; you just get to stream them for a while. (laughter and
Linda giggles) A little humor…
So Klaus totally surprised by this
said, “Well, Master, what’s going to become of these books and why am I not
allowed to take them?” The Master said, “Klaus, as I’ve told the other students
also, the time for studying is …” Could we do the door thing again? That door. One.
That’s it. And the heat off, please. Trying to tell a story. Where were we? Oh,
in Klaus’ room.
And the Master said, “Klaus, the
time for studying is done. You and the other students like you had actually
become addicted to studying. Studying for the sake of studying. It’s time to
experience. It’s time to go out there through that open door, time to go out
there and be in life once again. Yes, you made many changes, many transformations
while you were here these several decades at this Mystery Schools. But there is
nothing more to learn. Now it’s about experiencing. Total experience. As a matter
of fact, Klaus, forget everything that you’ve learned here. Forget the facts
and the figures. Forget all of my incredibly profound and wise statements.
Forget everything. Go out there now and experience.”
Klaus started to cry, because part
of him was hoping that there was a chance that the Master would allow at least a
few of the students to stay on and that he might be one of them. But he knew
this was it. He could tell by the Master’s voice, by the Master’s demeanor.
Klaus looked over at the books once
again, the stack that laid next to his bed, and the Master said, “Don’t even
think about it. The time of studying is done.”
Klaus took a deep breath and said,
“What will become of the books? Are you going to use them for students in the
future? Are you going to burn them? Are you going to hide them so the others out
there don’t have access to the secrets, secrets which may harm them?” The
Master said, “No, actually, we take all of these books, thousands and thousands
of books that we have here in the Mystery Schools, we go out and we put them in
bars and brothels, castles and community centers. Literally. We put them
around, hide them, put them in a closet or a drawer or behind a wall or
something, knowing that the right person will find them at the right time.
Never too soon. Never too late. They’ll have access because they’re ready for it.
Even if they may not consciously realize it, they’re ready if they find the
He said, “One day, who knows,
maybe 200 years from now, other people will do the same. They’ll put books in
hotel drawers. (laughter) Who knows? But for now, this is what we do, put them
in the potential path of those who are truly coming into enlightenment.”
He said, “Now Klaus it is time for
you to leave. I’ll give you one last hug, one last farewell and then out
through the door.”
With that, they embraced. They
wept, for it hurt the Master as much as it hurt the student. It hurt the Master
to know that the beauty of these Mystery Schools, which have been going on for
thousands of years all over the world, were coming to an end; an era coming to
an end. No more Mystery Schools. No more seclusions out in the woods or on
islands away from others. The Master knew that this was also the end of an
amazing era, but the beginning of a new one. An era where the students would
come back and be in life, living life, experiencing life. No longer just studying.
No longer isolated in some refuge away from other realities. It was time to
Each and every one of you had that
Klaus experience in one way or the other at one of the Mystery Schools sometime
in the past; when you were asked to leave, when the school was closed or when
you simply came back from a walk one evening and found the doors locked. You
could not get in. It was time to go into experience.
First of all, your experience; your experience of enlightenment; no longer
studying it, no longer allowing yourself that distraction. Some would challenge
that and say, “Oh no! But you have to study. You have to …” You’ve done that.
You’ve done all of it, and it’s all basically the same.
What is written in that big book –
would you hold that book up so everyone can see. (speaking to someone dressed
as a monk, holding a large Bible) And get a camera shot, if we can. Stand up,
if you would. Yes. What is written … bring it up here. There’s not enough
lighting. Jesus, just settle down over there. (laughter) Yes. Yes. Thank you.
Brother. Yeah. What’s written here
in this book with all of its – ehh! (he
reaches to touch it and jumps back) – with all of its pages … (laughter) … I
can do it! (more laughter as he touches the pages) With all of its pages,
everything that’s in here from the Old Testament, which is kind of like the
Tobias days in the Crimson Circle, into the New Testament, which is the Adamus
days … (Adamus sighs; some laughter) Everything in here, you could study every
word and you’re not going to be one bit further ahead.
Jesus, would you come up here for
the photo? Just for the photo op. Yes. We’ve got to do this. (Someone says “What
about Mary? That’s not fair.”) She didn’t write the book.
“JESUS”: Neither did I.
ADAMUS: I know! (they chuckle) I
wanted to know if she knew … Would you please pose together? Hang on. Just walk
a little bit closer there. Okay, now pose together. Open the book. Big smile, Jesus.
(some chuckles) Stand closer. Stand closer. (Adamus puts his face in between them
with a silly smile; lots of laughter and some applause)
ADAMUS: Good. Thank you,
gentlemen. Thank you. (Adamus chuckles)
I always love when the new ones
are watching. They want to turn it off, but they just can’t. (laughter) They
heard “You should go to this place called the crimson donut” or something. They
find it on the Internet. They show up expecting some reverent spiritual gathering.
Look in the – show up in the screen here – look what they’re getting
right now. Yes. And then … yeah. This is what they’re seeing. (Adamus chuckles)
Good. Thank you. No more. It’s too much.
So where were we? Oh, we were
still in the story, weren’t we?
So like each and every one of you
having your Klaus experience saying no more studying. It’s about experiencing
it. And that’s what you’re doing.
You did it in that lifetime. You
went back to your villages or traveled to new and different places. Oh, with a heavy
heart of the school being closed. So difficult integrating back into the world
that most of you actually didn’t do a very good job of it, really not. You
found yourself in your own secluded space. Perhaps having that time with yourself
was good, but so challenging to be back in that reality.
So you came into this lifetime and
you tried to do the study thing again. Yeah. Not that it’s bad, don’t judge yourself
for it, but you tried to get back into studying. And I was sitting beside you
the whole time saying, “Let it go. Let it go.” There’s nothing in that book
that you don’t already know.
You’ll learn some things through
my new book called “Memoirs of a Master” (laughter) – I’m just pimping for
some sales here – because I want to top that book (the Bible). That’s my
goal. Would you hold that book up again? Yes. Yeah. Top that book. Yes. Good. So
that’s my goal. Kidding. Joking.
So you tried to get back into the
studying, and this is about experiencing. Experiencing it. Enlightenment is
timeless; you will experience it in time. It will unfold. It will be realized
in time. It’s an “and” proposition. It’s both. It’s not singular. It’s not one
or the other.
You should be already learning,
understanding – you’re enlightened and you’re not enlightened. It’s
already all there, but you’re going through the experience of it. It’s an “and”
When you get all clustered up, or
you get all tight about things, stop for a moment. Go into the other, the “and”
– “Oh, I am enlightened. Good” – and then if you want to get back and
play in the unenlightened, fine. Take a deep breath and play in that. And then
play in the reality where there is no such thing as enlightenment, because
there’s kind of not. There is and there’s not, and that’s the beauty of it.
The Key Ingredient
And then, (play) in the whole
thing that it’s fun. Once you loosen up a little bit, it’s fun to play in the
reality of this reality here on Earth all started with some collision that they
don’t understand called the Big Bang, and it was some hydrogen and helium that
slammed together in this great big explosion. And from that this little organism
started and then it grew and grew and it turned into a whale and then a monkey
and then you! And it’s all science and it doesn’t matter, and you’re going to
die, and nothing’s going to happen and get what you can while you can. That’s a
great reality to play in. And it’s a reality. It’s true. At a recent gathering
I told the Adamus version of creation. It was amazing. And it doesn’t matter.
You know why it doesn’t matter?
You know why it doesn’t matter? There is no God, let’s say, there’s no Big Bang.
There’s just this little organism and the little green pond scum. That was the earliest
form of life on Earth – green pond scum – and from it you emerged. You can probably
relate to that. Some days you feel like that. “Oh god! I feel like green pond scum
today.” (laughter) Because you were!
It’s the “and.” It’s also. See,
this is where it gets fun. You’re also green pond scum. So you grew up from
this little scum on the ground that even birds wouldn’t eat, and suddenly you
went through this thing called evolution. Yeah, and there’s no God, there’s no
angels, none of that. Just green pond scum. There’s not even a god of green
pond scum. Green pond scum is as good as it gets.
So you evolved from that and went
through being a turtle for a while. You know, it’s part of the evolution. It’s
the turtle phase that you go through, and then apes and then humans. And here
you are. And there’s no God. There’s no heaven. No, really. Really. Allow
yourself to experience that. There’s no heaven. When you die that’s it. That’s
it. Pffft! You know, nothing else.
It’s an amazing proposition, and I
ask you really to play with it. Feel it, because suddenly you’ll realize, “Hang
on, Adamus. Something’s going on here. I don’t care what you say about green
pond scum and then being turtles at some point, something is in this whole
picture of evolution that’s still not accounted for, that’s still not
explained. Something is in here. How did
it evolve? Why did it evolve? Why did
it turn into this? Why did little green pond scums now be able to send a rocket
to the moon and sometimes not so well? (a few chuckles) Why is it that this
pond scum can smash atoms? Come on Adamus! Something else is going on here.” I
don’t care if you subscribe to the pond scum theory of life or the Big Bang theory
or God in heaven and you were bad, you got sent down here. It doesn’t matter
one way or the other.
What’s in there? What’s the common
element in every one of these scenarios, which are all true by the way – pond
scum to God to everything in between, the alien master races who created you
and now they’re fighting with each other who wants you. Actually, they’re
fighting who doesn’t want you
(laughter), but that’s another theory. That’s what the fight is about. My god!
If you weren’t so egotistical – “They’re fighting for me.” No, they’re fighting
to see who doesn’t get you.
What is the common element in all of
this? (someone says “Consciousness”) Consciousness. Even if it was green pond scum,
there was consciousness, and that consciousness, as it expanded, did create God – it did – did create the heavens, and it did
create all of the dimensions. It created magic. It created everything.
I don’t care where you came from,
how you got here or where you’re going. You’ve got consciousness. You’ve got
consciousness. That is the key ingredient in everything.
With consciousness realized – in
other words, aware of your awareness, I Am and I And – with that, my dear
friends, you can live and experience and be in a multiplicity of realities.
Realities that are absolutely conflicting and it doesn’t matter. Consciousness
is the common element, whether you came from God, whether you came from green
scum doesn’t matter anymore. There doesn’t have to be some big story about it,
because the headline is consciousness is here. That’s it.
So the Mystery Schools were closed
down so that you could be in experience, so that you could be in life. No more
studying. No more books. No more having to figure your way into enlightenment.
It was done back then because there were things. We had to isolate ourselves.
We had to study some of the things. But then you graduated and here you are
Enlightenment is timeless; the experience
of it is in time and it’s beautiful. It’s absolutely beautiful. And we’ll also be going out of time with
it. We’ll be in phase and we’ll be out of phase, and it doesn’t matter anymore,
because there’s a singular element that you and only you own for yourself. It’s
your consciousness. It goes with wherever you go, whatever religion you
subscribe to, whatever philosophy you become limited to, it’s always there.
It’s called consciousness. It doesn’t have mass, weight. It cannot be taken by
another. It cannot be bartered.
The only thing about consciousness
that is all yours, the only thing about it, it can be temporarily hidden by you
from yourself. Perhaps a play, an act of consciousness to see what it’s like to
be limited in consciousness, I don’t know. It doesn’t matter, because the
consciousness is still there. It can never be buried forever. It can never be
hidden from you for eternity ever, ever. Never taken by another. No.
Energy. Energy can be taken – your
energy, mental energy, emotional energy – but your consciousness is always
Let’s take a deep breath, a good
Next. When you went into
experience, particularly in this lifetime and particularly as you have been
doing recently … we got out of the studying, we have fun. And as I’ve told you
over and over, I’m just the distractor. Pretty obvious. (some chuckles as he
poses) Not trying to hide that. Just the distractor, so you can take a deep
breath. It’s been tough out there. You’ve been tough actually with yourself. So
you can take a deep breath and just kind of, as Dave was saying, recharge the
battery. You get kind of back to yourself.
One of the biggest challenges that
the student-turned-the-experiencer has is sensitivity. Sensitivity, and that’s
one of the difficult things of leaving the Mystery School and leaving the books
behind is you become very sensitive. Sensitive physically. I’m not telling you
anything new here. You’re suddenly sensitive to things that you never were
before, especially things like pollution, but also even nature sometimes. You
wonder, “Oh, I’m supposed to be spiritual – achoo! – as I walk through the woods and do the Walden Pond thing.”
And you wonder, “What’s wrong with me. I’m supposed to be …” No, no, no.
You see, as consciousness is re-awared
– there’s no a good English word for that – but as consciousness is brought
forth, you suddenly are a much more sensitive person in every way, physically
What are some of the things? Very
quickly, not long, but just one or two words. What are you sensitive to right
now? There’s also emotional sensitivity, a lot
My point is, as you are going into
more and more experience and becoming more sensitive, I see you then
withdrawing. You say, “Oh! This is too much for me to handle.” You pull back.
Your body opens up and does a few quirky little things once in a while and you
go, “Oh my god, I’ve got to control myself.” You pull back. You get out of
And that creates resistance and
the resistance is really what hurts. Nothing else. There’s a resistance taking
place, because you’re not sure if you should (someone sneezed) … oh that was good.
You’re not sure if you should or you shouldn’t. (laughter)
So you’re kind of in a weird
midland of experience and sensitivity and resistance, and then you get lost and
confused and have to scream out for help.
So (to Linda), very quickly with the
microphone. Not the gun (part of her costume), the microphone. Gun later.
LINDA: Pardon me?
ADAMUS: Sensitive. What are you
sensitive to these days? What’s really affecting you? And I want you to say so
others can hear and they go, “Oh, I’m not going crazy.” What are you sensitive
LINDA: Can I offer one?
ADAMUS: Yes, Linda.
LINDA: Stupid people. (someone
ADAMUS: Okay. And would somebody
write this down on your magic board here. Who knows how to do this?
LINDA: I can run back and forth.
ADAMUS: No, no, no, no, no. No,
no, no. Stupid people, that’s your own. And put this up please. Notice how I’m
becoming the director also. Ahh! Yes. Too hot? Too cold?
ADAMUS: Go. Okay. Keep the door
Yeah. What are you sensitive to?
ELIZABETH: I just seem to be more
sensitive than ever to anyone else’s pain. I can’t watch shows about children
suffering, people suffering. I can feel it, and I just can’t bear it.
ADAMUS: Your movies and television
shows. It’s almost easier these days to watch Bewitched than some of your…
ELIZABETH: Right! Everybody Loves
ADAMUS: Yeah. My Three Sons. Yeah.
My favorites. My favorites. Yeah. No violence.
ADAMUS: Nice little artificial reality.
ELIZABETH: Yes, indeed.
ADAMUS: Had a good thing going.
Yeah. Mayberry, you know. Ah! I loved watching …
ELIZABETH: You’re going too far
with Mayberry. (she chuckles)
ADAMUS: Yes, yes! I watch through
your eyes. That’s why I know these stupid shows. Yeah. “Did he really watch?”
Through you. Yes. Good.
ELIZABETH: Oh, that was my
ADAMUS: Good. Thank you.
ELIZABETH: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Thank you. Good. Watching pain,
and it’s indicative of TV shows and things. How many of you like really got
more into the violence and the bloodshed and things? No? Good. Whew! Because
there’s the door. (a few chuckles)
What are you sensitive to?
SHAUMBRA 1 (woman): Physically, more
sensitive to smoke of any kind.
ADAMUS: Ohhh! Me too. (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 1: Pollution, anything
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah.
SHAUMBRA 1: Uh huh!
ADAMUS: Yeah. Cauldre’s going to
quit pretty soon. (more chuckles)
SHAUMBRA 1: We had people burning
branches and tree stuff, and it came straight at us. And even with the windows
closed, I was almost back into like an asthma attack, which I haven’t had for a
ADAMUS: Good. Smoke. More
sensitive than ever to smoke.
SHAUMBRA 1: Yep.
ADAMUS: Good. Okay. Let’s make
this very quick. Just a few words, what are you sensitive to?
LINDA: Wait. Over here. Just a
ADAMUS: What are you sensitive to?
LINDA: I’m watching for hands.
ADAMUS: Could be anything, physically,
ADAMUS: Big one. Linda.
ADAMUS: Carry it with you or get
somebody else. Please. We’re trying to …
LINDA: Come on! I’m having too
much fun running like a fool.
ADAMUS: I have seven minutes. I
have a date tonight. So please. (laughter)
LINDA: Lucky you.
ADAMUS: So we don’t need to write
these down. Yeah. Noise.
PETER: Noise. Yes.
ADAMUS: What type of noise?
PETER: I’d say, as a former rocker
I can’t even bear to hear the radio now.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah.
PETER: So I’m in total silence
mode right now.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Good. Machinery
noise. Does that affect you?
PETER: Any kind of loud noise,
even people … shhh! I told you.
Noise. No noise.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah. (they both
chuckle) Good, and mobile phones ringing during Master’s presentation, totally
annoying. Totally annoying.
Machinery noise – most
of you aren’t aware of it quite yet, but you will and it’ll be really annoying
and disturbing – but the sounds that machines, electronic, electrical
machines make, fans, refrigerators, any of those with motors, because they have
a frequency that’s particularly annoying to a sensitive Master. Yes.
SHAUMBRA 2 (woman): Sleep. Sleep
ADAMUS: Sleep. You’re sensitive to
sleep or sensitive in your sleep? You’re allergic to sleep? (a few chuckles)
That’s a difficult one.
SHAUMBRA 2: I can’t sleep …
ADAMUS: Can’t sleep. Yeah.
SHAUMBRA 2: …very well.
ADAMUS: Good. Yeah. That’s part of
being sensitive. There’s much more to that.
Let’s do a – what do you call –
your clown class. Let’s do one about sleep. And yes. Yeah, that would be a good
one. And everybody will fall asleep and the cameras will run.
LINDA: I’d like that. That would
be really cool.
ADAMUS: So let’s put that on the
LINDA: Yeah, yeah. Sleep.
ADAMUS: Yes. Would somebody write
this down? They always forget.
PETE: Political robocalls.
ADAMUS: I don’t know what that is.
LINDA: Oh! We hate those!
ADAMUS: What is that?
PETE: You get the automatic phone
calls. He said now, you know …
ADAMUS: Your governor calls you up
to say, “Pete, how are you today?”
LINDA: Every day, huh?
PETE: Every day and four times a
day, five times a day. I get more robocalls …
ADAMUS: What do you tell him?
ADAMUS: Oh! Okay. Ahhh! Ahh! Yeah,
yeah. Okay. You’re in the middle of your campaign.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Good. Okay. What
else are you sensitive to? Let’s go very quickly. I’ll keep my date waiting,
but not too long. (Edith chuckles) You laugh Edith.
SHAUMBRA 3 (woman): Kids. (lots of
ADAMUS: You know, I love honesty.
Your own or others? Yeah, yeah, yeah. So, I’m sorry, your own or others?
SHAUMBRA 3: Both.
ADAMUS: Both. Okay. Why are kids
SHAUMBRA 3: They’re just loud.
ADAMUS: Are you annoyed with the children
or with the parents?
SHUAMBRA 3: Probably both.
ADAMUS: Both. Okay. Good. Yeah,
they can be. They can be.
LINDA: Here, Bonnie’s annoyed a
lot. Let me ask Bonnie.
ADAMUS: I want you to understand
that you’re in experience now. The studying is over. That whole thing is done.
We’re in experience, but it takes its toll and sensitivity as you open your awareness.
You’re going to get more sensitive. You’re pulling back all the time. “Ughh!
Oh, this is terrible.” No, don’t resist it. Just go into it actually. We’ll get
into that in just a moment in our very brief merabh. I’ll be there (apparently
speaking to his date). Please. (laughter) Bonnie, yeah, what are you sensitive
to? Shaumbra? Oh no, I heard … (Adamus and Linda laugh)
LINDA: Here’s one.
ADAMUS: Good. Two more. What are
you sensitive to?
SHAUMBRA 4 (woman): Fear
SHAUMBRA 4: Well, we were talking about
we’re in the election cycle, and everywhere, everywhere it’s like, if you don’t
do this we’re going to lose this and then we’re all going to go to hell and
we’re going to die and the world’s going to explode, and if you don’t do this …
ADAMUS: And, and, and …
SHAUMBRA 4: You know, and it’s
just like delete, delete, delete, delete.
ADAMUS: So, and. So what do you call your sensitivity?
SHAUMBRA 4: I said fear
ADAMUS: Fear consciousness. Yeah, fear
SHAUMBRA 4: Since all the fear is
just fear. Yeah.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah. Good. Fear – oh! – so much of it.
But – I’ve got to stop for a
moment – why? Why is there so much fear? You realize there is a lot of
fear and nothing ever really happens.
SHAUMBRA 4: Well, media is
propagating it, and …
ADAMUS: Eh, media is just people.
SHAUMBRA 4: … yeah, and we got Ebola
ADAMUS: Oh yeah!
SHAUMBRA 4: If the powers that
seem to be keep everyone in fear, they can control everyone.
ADAMUS: Yeah, or – and, and; not
an “or,” an “and” – eh, yeah, they can control everyone. That’s kind of
nice. It sounds good. And everybody
wants it. That’s my contention. They want it. They want the drama. They want to
feel, “Yeah, the man’s controlling us.” Nah, the man can’t control anyone, unless
anyone lets them.
So they like it. They like the
drama. They like the “Ebola strikes the world!” You know, flu kills a lot more people.
I don’t hear a lot on the news about flu other than get your damn shot, which
is a conspiracy, by the way. Yeah. (some chuckles) Brrrr! Brrr! Getting flu shots …
LINDA: That’s was a joke, right?
ADAMUS: …makes you do strange
LINDA: That was a joke?
ADAMUS: It doesn’t matter! It’s a
joke, but it doesn’t matter. Fear, flu shots, and that’s exactly what you’re going
to get. Yeah. And then you’re going to be double feared, because, “Oh, I didn’t
get my flu shot, now I’m going to get the flu from all these sick stupid people
around me and their children that are making noise.” (laughter) “And smoking!
And then interrupted by a call from the governor!” But then you’re living between
the fear of that and then the fear of getting that shot. You’ve lost before you
started. You’re sunk before the ship ever leaves the port.
But you know, as humorous and
stupid as it sounds, that’s the way people live. Not condescending, I’m just
being realistic. So shut up. I heard you. (a few chuckles)
If you can’t take this, why do you
watch this? If you sit there every month listening, making your comments …
shoo, shoo! Go away. There are other groups that are made just for you. It’s
called the zoo. So … (laughter)
ADAMUS: It’s another word for
life. And …
LINDA: No more costumes for you.
ADAMUS: I’ll just be nice from now
on. Nahhh! No, no.
So to my point, and I’ve got to
rush off in just a moment here. But ah! Guess what? And … I’ve got a problem. See, I’m late for a date, a very
important one. I’m late for a date. What do I do? Do I hurry my presentation at
Crimson Circle? Do I rush through this? Do I talk so fast that the poor
translator is just … I think she passed out back there. (laughter)
Or do I say “and.” And. I’ll be
late baby, and. (some chuckles) And
there’s no time. And I didn’t really have a date; I just wanted to impress you.
(lots of laughter) And they’re all true. They’re all true, absolutely, every
one of them.
What I want you to realize today
is the “and.” Those crappy little problems – I’m not looking at anyone – and. Come on! Get over it. There are so
many realities and they’re all true. There’s not one better or worse.
You left … you actually got thrown
out of the Mystery Schools. We closed down. Actually, we told you we closed
down. We never really did but we had to tell you something! (laughter; Adamus
chuckles) Nobody else left. Because it was time for you to stop studying. It
was time for you to experience. Well, you’re experiencing, but you kind of got
into a very narrow focus of experience. It’s kind of like you got so into just that
role, that act, that costume, that personality, you forgot, and I’m here to
remind you that there’s one great big “and” out there and in there. It’s everywhere. It’s time; it’s no time. It’s funny;
it’s not very funny.
And. This is going multidimensional. You’re in experience. I didn’t
say inexperienced; you are in and you
are in the experience of enlightenment. Whew! Wow! Pond scum in enlightenment! (laughter)
You are in experience, and it’s not singular. Have a damn good time with it.
Enjoy every moment.
It’s not a test. It’s not a contest.
And absolutely you cannot fail at it. You can just make it ungodly eternal and
miserable, but you can’t fail. You cannot do enlightenment wrong. The only
little asterisk I would put there – you can sure take a long time at it, which
is not so bad, because, well when you realize there’s really not time and there
is time, what does it matter how long it takes. The question I put back to each
and every of you is, again, how do you want to experience it?
Now, as I said earlier you’re not going
to get rid of all your problems, yeah, as long as you live here. Living off in
the Mystery School, we got rid of a lot of problems. We just didn’t have to
face everyday life or relatives. It’s my relative theory of enlightenment
– leave your relatives behind. (lots of laughter)
ADAMUS: That was good. Pretty damn
good. Dress me up as a superhero every month. (a few chuckles)
So where were we? Oh. And. You’re
in experience. There’s going to be problems. Look at the “and.” Let it get big
and ugly and everything else and then look at all the “ands” and all the
escapes from it or all the solutions and all the transformations that take place.
And then just let them happen. Don’t work at it. Don’t think about it. You
think about it, you’re getting back into the limitation. You let it happen. You
just get expansive with it.
You will get sensitive. As long as
you’re in the physical body and the human mind, the level of sensitivity is
highly increased. It’s not because you’re doing anything wrong. It’s because
you’re doing something right. You’re allowing a greater degree of awareness.
The awareness comes to the body, to the mind, to the consciousness, to every part
of you. You become more aware of noises and they’re more irritating than ever.
The closed-consciousness being can
close off noise. Even if it’s an amazing bad spectrum of volume and frequency,
they can close it off. The aware person actually embraces it and then learns
that they can be whatever “and.” But they never try to get rid of it. They just
put their consciousness where they happen to choose that day.
You’ll absolutely become more sensitive
to nature stuff – that’s a technical term, “nature stuff” – because in a
way you’re not really natural here on this planet. You really weren’t pond
scum, I was only kidding … and. (Adamus chuckles) But it’s a foreign place, and
you’re a visitor here. And as your light body comes in, your light body is
like, “Oh wow. What is this stuff in the air?” As a matter of fact, what is air?
And things fly in the air and they make smoke in the air. So the light body is
not used to all that. The light body is kind of setting up that sens-… it’s becoming sensitive.
What to do? Well, actually,
embrace it, allow it, don’t resist it and stop wondering what’s wrong with you
and everything else. You’re just becoming more sensitive. Let yourself have
that experience of sensitivity, even if you are sneezing your brains out. Your
body will naturally adjust. It will, yeah, if you don’t mess with it. If you
stop taking all those supplements and all that other crap.
As long as you’re taking that, the
body, in its natural transformation, is just going to step back and say, “Okay,
they’re going to take all these drugs or pharmaceuticals or natural herbal remedies.
Well, pffft! Okay, we’ll just sit
back and wait.” And once you just allow the true natural remedy, which happens
to be yourself, then you’ll start getting through some of the sensitivities.
You’ll start being able to attune and adjust to the variable energies and
levels of consciousness and spectrum of consciousness.
You’re going to get sensitive to
people’s emotions and watching television and all the rest of that. You don’t
have to go and necessarily watch violent movies to get through it, but you’ll
adjust to it. Compassion will help you adjust. You’ll help yourself adjust. But
take a deep breath, because the sensitivities are there. You’re not alone in this
at all whatsoever. Sensitivities are there.
Another one I want to address is
fear. Fear sensitivity, or anxiety is probably a better word.
A lot of you have felt yourself
experiencing anxiety, unknown anxiety, unidentifiable. You try to identify what
it is. You’ll do anything from saying, “Well, it’s outside energies, energies
of the world.” Yeah, to a degree. You’ll say that it’s the mothership beaming
strong light waves onto Earth right now, and … (Adamus yawns) Some “ands” are
little bit more interesting. Whatever excuse, but you’ll try to give reason to
that unidentifiable anxiety.
Now you are in a mental process
and you’re in tremendous resistance. Then you panic. Panic adds to the anxiety.
I probably didn’t need to tell you that. And then you reach into the medicine
cabinet for something.
Now, I don’t care if it’s total
homeopathic. By the way, you all use that term homeopathic in absolutely the
most incorrect way. There’s a difference between natural and homeopathic. Do
you understand? Yeah. You take a homeopathic for panic? You’re taking panic, you
know. You’re bringing more panic in so that you can adjust the panic. But you
see the word “homeopathic” – “Oh, that’s good for me.” I don’t think all the
time it’s the best thing.
LINDA: Ohhh, we’re going to get
ADAMUS: I don’t care. I don’t
care. I’ll take the five of you who really want ascension and we’ll have fun.
Or a thousand, and it can be a million.
Homeopathics. Please if you’re
going to take something understand a little bit about it energetically. It’s not
just that it’s natural, it’s got to be good for you. It’s actually really bad
for you. It’s like a flu shot. Eh? It instills that energetic quality inside
you. You have panic? I wouldn’t be taking that.
Then in your medicine cabinet you
have something that’s just natural. It’s okay. It’s natural. It’s got to be
good for you, right? Because some scientist somewhere has ground up some
natural products that came from the dirty Earth that you’re allergic to now
(some chuckles), and ground them up and put them under pressure and heat and
put them in a bottle and said “Natural,” because they didn’t contain a simple
little chemical, which is also natural. Any chemical is natural. But you see
that it says natural on there, so you reach for it for your anxiety, a “natural
remedy.” Nothing happens, so you get more anxiety, and then you take more
natural pills and then you get more anxiety because the natural pills aren’t
working. Then you think you’re special because you have to take ten times the
recommended dosage to even feel a tiny little bit of anything, all because it
said natural. And you’re like, “Well, I have special problems. I have to take
ten times. Other people just have to take one dose; I have to take ten. So I’m
really special. My problems are big.”
And then there are the pharmaceuticals.
Good or bad? Doesn’t really matter. They’re potent. Surely, they’re potent.
They override the chemical and electromagnetic flow in the brain. They’ll screw
you up but good, send you on to a journey. Maybe they’ll cure the anxiety. Or maybe,
just maybe they’ll make you forget about the anxiety. It’s still there, but now
you’ve deceived yourself at a whole new level, a remarkable chemical level of
saying, “I don’t have anxiety. I’m calm. Namaste.” (laughter) And you got this
other part that’s screaming, “You stupid idiot! I’ve got anxiety!” “Ahhh! I
feel so good. Ohh!” That’s interesting.
My point is, before I sign off
here, when you reach up there because of your sensitivity – this is your
medicine cabinet, not the dead bat. (some chuckles) People watching in online
don’t quite see it the same as you. “Why is he pointing to the dead bat?”
When you reach into your medicine
cabinet … (he picks up Linda’s toy gun) peow!
“”Why is he shooting himself today?” (laughter) Why do you think?
When you reach into that medicine
cabinet and you go for your anti-sensitivity, anti-anxiety, anti-whatever, you
go for your homeopathic, your natural, your chemical or whatever, stop for a
moment before you do. Take a good deep breath. And. And.
Your consciousness is blossoming;
it’s germinating right now. It’ll blossom later, but it’s germinating at least.
It’s opening up. It’s exposing itself to realities that have been closed down
for a long time; rooms within your mansion of Self that have been absolutely sealed
off. It’s going to feel uncomfortable. Then it’ll feel really good.
It’s going to feel fearful for a
while, especially your mind. Oh! As you expand beyond the mind and its crazy
little games, you really wonder, “What can I do? I can’t control it. I can’t
manage it.” But you don’t know what to do. You take a deep breath and if
anything you just remember the simple words “and.” And. It’s not the only
It’s not the only reality. There’s
so much more going on.
You just take a deep breath and then
of course you remember my immortal words …
ADAMUS AND AUDIENCE: All is well in
ADAMUS: … of the many creations.
Thank you, dear Shaumbra. You’ve
been a delightful, but unhumorous audience. Thank you. Thank you. (audience