THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The New Energy Series:
SHOUD 12: "The Darkness is Your Divinity"
Comments from Geoffrey Hoppe regarding Shoud 12
Presented at the Midsummer New Energy Conference in Santa Fe, New Mexico
July 18, 2004
GEOFF: I want to talk just for a moment, a brief moment here, because I don’t
want too be heady or…
GEOFF: … or tied up… or weepy about it.
LINDA: I hate it when you get weepy.
GEOFF: I just said I would mention a little bit about the channel from yesterday.
It was a very interesting channel. I sat down, you know, and we did the breathing.
And, actually we had a little miscue. The breathing was supposed to come right
before the channel. So, I’m in my chair, doing the breathing along with
Norma, and I'm really gone out there (some audience laughter). I mean, I am
so far out there, I’m like ready to bring all of the energies in.
LINDA: We saw. We noticed.
GEOFF: I thought I said the camera is not supposed to be on me.
LINDA: That’s a good imitation of it (more laughter).
GEOFF: But, anyway, I’m going deep, and all of a sudden I hear Tobias
come in. And, he says, “You’re on next.” And, I’m thinking,
“Oh, that’s right. We forgot to do our little thing, you know, our
little talk that we always do, you know, about where we’re going next…
Shaumbra News.” And I thought, “Oh, my gosh, I’ve got to quickly
transition back to me.”
So, we did our talk. And, then I sat down, and the music played. I got back
into it. And, the moment Tobias came in, I knew something was different because
he normally comes in, I would say, with a very jovial energy. He’s so
happy to be here. And, you know, he gets very expressive. Well, he opened up
yesterday, and it was different. And, he starts rolling into things right away.
He doesn’t do the typical… typically he goes, you know, “glad
to be here, here’s our guest.” He chats. He jokes a little bit.
Usually, you know, it’s 30 minutes before he gets into the meat of the
matter. He’s having so much fun just talking.
Well, he started going into it right away. And, within a couple of minutes
I thought, “I wonder if I’ve got my right spot. I mean, I wonder
if I’m connected because the things are very, very different here.”
And, that self-doubt came over and right away Tobias said, “Just keep
going.” And, I knew right away then that it wasn’t just Tobias.
It was all of us, of course.
But, usually I’m, you know, channeling Tobias. But, I knew there were
many other entities all coming through at the same time, including all of the
energies of the guests that have been here this weekend. And, he started talking.
And, I’m thinking, “This is so strange.” And, when he got
to the point where he was going to say “the words,” I hear everything
first before they come out of my mouth.
And, at that point I stopped Tobias. And, I said, “Those words are not
going to come out of my mouth (audience laughter). You know I’ve been
open and willing to do a lot of things in channel, but those are the words that
are not going to come out of my mouth.” And, you know, I actually had
flashes of “what would my mother think right now?” (more laughter)
So, we stopped, and we were having a little discussion. And, Tobias was kind
of chuckling. He said, “I want to show you something,” as I was
saying, “I cannot say those words. I cannot say ‘your divinity is
your darkness.’” And, I’m thinking of all of the ramifications
of everybody, you know, getting hold of this channel, saying “Oh, this
is a cult. They’re devil worshipers. They’re… you know, it’s
everything that we said they are, you know, the darkness.”
Anyway, so Tobias said, “Hang on a second. I want to show you something.”
And, it was as if he opened these incredible doors, and this incredible light
was emanating from behind. And, I could see the energies of Yeshua… and
Quan Yin… and Tobias… and Kuthumi… and Mary… and Mary
Magdalene… and this whole entourage. And, they were all just beaming,
I mean, smiling and happy.
And, Tobias said, “You already have said the words. You’ve already
agreed with all of us to be here representing all of Shaumbra to let that energy
out.” And, the moment that Tobias said, “but you’ve already
said the words,” they came pouring out of my mouth. And, it was incredible
and scary at the same time.
Of course, for the rest of the channel, I was kind of blown away. I was still
trying to keep my balance in things. But, I was also feeling the… probably
the most incredible love I’ve ever felt in my whole life as Tobias was
talking about these two energies. And, he didn't want to just address them as
light and dark. He called them the AH and the OH, the two original sounds.
And, as he was talking about the energy of OH being so compassionate and having
so much love that it took all of my junk… all of my self-doubts…
all of my fears… all of my darknesses… all of my loathing and resentment…
and anger… and hatred that I’d built up over the years… all
the feelings of failures from lifetimes and times before Earth… and, I
realized what that part of me had done, what that divine part had been holding.
It was absolutely blowing me away personally that I was having a difficult time
even doing the channel.
But, I think that actually helped the energy of the channel. I truly felt what
Tobias was talking about. I have no idea how the words sounded out there. But,
I truly felt the greatest love that could ever be… and not a love that
comes from some far often and distant God… not a love that comes from
another entity… but a love that comes from right in here that loves me
so much that it would take all of the darkness and hold it until the time I
was ready to come back and embody everything that I am.
And, I realized that it wasn’t just me. It was about all of us. I realized
at that moment too that Tobias and the others have been waiting for a long time
to bring that message forward, that they had to do a lot of other stuff to lead
up to that. If Tobias had come in five years ago, and said, “Your darkness
is your divinity,” that would have been my single channel that I’d
ever done (audience laughter).
But, it’s a process that we’ve all been going through, coming to
the point where we can finally say, “It is just me. It is the divine.
It's been basically hiding underneath all that. It's been the gem in the center
of all that stuff.” I finally understood what darkness is. I finally understood
how the two work together. And, more than anything, I understood how everything
wants to come back together. Energy seeks resolution.
And, I did a little thing with myself last night after I went back up to the
room. I let the OH energy be released of carrying that burden. I didn’t
need to have to have something hold my darkness any more, because it really
isn’t darkness. It was just experience.
So, it was a phenomenal channel, and it took me a while to get back.
I have to say I was angry at Tobias.
LINDA: Really (audience laughter).
GEOFF: When that hit, I was angry. I actually felt tricked. I felt that he
should have told me before hand, that he should have given me a heads-up about
what was coming…
LINDA: He only wanted to argue with you once.
GEOFF: Right (lots of laughter from everyone). But, when… I will never,
ever forget, as he said, “But let me show you something,” and he
opened the doors, and I could see all of them, and it was actually all of Shaumbra
energy. And, he said, “But you already have spoken the words.” I
had already agreed to do it. So, I went back up to the room, and I cussed at
him a few times (more laughter).
LINDA: I left the room.
GEOFF: Yeah, she did. Linda gave me a good hour to myself. But, anyway…
but I also ever since have been experiencing the huge relief and release, a
HUGE, HUGE… and I just have a feeling we’re going to put together…
go to some incredible places. So, it is so cool !
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