THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Embodiment Series:
SHOUD 9: "Freedom of the Soul; Part IV" - Featuring Adamus Saint-Germain
Presented to the Crimson Circle
April 2, 2005
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that we enter into your space of gathering and
your sacred Shaumbra room here. It took a bit to get in today, for the energy
is so high and so lively. We had to find just the right energetic pause to slip
in to be within Cauldre and to be within each of you. Oh, yes, we are as much
in you and with you as we are with any of the others in the room.
Take a moment to feel how we can be so present inside of you. And, when we
say inside, we’re not just talking about your physical body. We’re
talking about a union where we put our energies together with you. We’re
talking about a melding of consciousness so that together – everyone one
of you, even if you are brand-new here, even if you have never listened before
– we are connected with you and you with us so that we can bring this
message back to you, back to other humans.
So many, many other humans will walk along this path that you have created.
Many, many humans will come this way, searching for their own identity, their
own truth, their own self. What you are doing right now by joining together
with all of us is to help create that path.
But, it is not just for other humans, you know. There are legions of angels
in the heavens that have never taken on embodiment in the Earth. They are waiting.
They are waiting for the right time, the right space. They are waiting to be
in the shoes that you have walked in. They are waiting to learn what it is like
to bring their energies into matter. They are waiting to taste food. They are
waiting to live within the framework of time and space. They are going to be
doing it to gain that experience, to come to a better understanding of themselves.
It is a tremendous thing that you have created here, this whole stage of Earth
that you created so you can come here and relive your experiences, experiences
that you had when you were a nonphysical being, relive them here. And, as you
relive them, you gain a different understanding, a different perspective. It
would be like taking a picture, and then being able to go back into it ten years
from now, and walk right back into that picture and relive it, but yet in a
different way. And, the different way here is the material to slow down energy,
the gravity, the density. You come back to relive experiences here.
Shaumbra, we are amazed at you sometimes. Cauldre is accusing me of doing my
fluff work here (audience laughter). But, you deserve it, Shaumbra, for we are
crossing into some new territory. We are going into new energetic realms, coming
to a place where you can be a human here on Earth and then integrate all of
who you truly are. We know there are difficulties in this. We know there are
challenges. But, we know you are the Masters of Energy Work. You were long before
you ever came to Earth. That is why you were the first to come here, Masters
of Energy Work.
You come here now to spend all of these cycles of lifetimes on Earth, learning
and experiencing and growing, helping to form new dimensions. You come here
to be the first to go through this. And, now you pronounce, you proclaim, that
it is time for you to release yourself from that. That is what this lifetime
is about. It is the lifetime of fulfillment and completion. It is the lifetime
when you end that cycle of karma, the lifetime when you say, “I’m
ready to get off,” the lifetime where you bring every element of yourself
back in, reintegrate.
We have talked about this before. There are parts of you all over creation…
parts of you buried in the Earth on this planet… parts of you that exist
on other planets in your universe… parts of you all over. You are integrating
all of those in this lifetime, bringing them all back in. Yes, it gets busy.
It gets crazy sometimes because there are so many aspects asking for your attention…
so many aspects wanting your acknowledgment… so many aspects that have
wounds that want to be released.
You are doing this all now in this lifetime… incredible work! You have
called upon the resources of many of the councils: the Crimson Council, specifically,
your family… the councils of Michael… of Metatron… of Raphael…
all of these other groups to assist you. You are feeling their energies all
around. And, they are there. They are working with you.
There are Shaumbra all across the world who are going through this with you.
Their experiences are surprisingly similar. In a way their experiences are yours,
and yours are theirs. There are not many if you consider the total population
of Earth, but there are enough Shaumbra taking this different road – not
a better road, not a higher road, just a different road – a different
road of understanding and enlightenment, facing the issues, facing yourself,
going through what could normally be very, very difficult, difficult times.
But, you are doing it. That is why we are here.
You live in interesting times, very interesting. We talk about this event of
September, 2007, a quantum leap of energy, a time where energy reaches such
a point of spiral, a point of expansion that it changes the nature of itself.
It changes the very consciousness of humanity. Shaumbra, you are preparing yourself
for that right now. You are preparing it ahead of time so that you can then
be the teachers for others, teachers in ways you cannot possibly even imagine
It is interesting for those of us on our side to look at Earth now, at what
is taking place. Look at the issues. The issues that have been very predominant
in your news lately are about death.
Here in America there has been this case that has brought so much attention
to the news, the dear woman who has been laying in a type of comatic state,
a dormant state for 15 years of time. And, look at all of the controversy being
raised. Should the tubes be pulled, or should they be left in?
Look at all of the issues that this is bringing up. Should you support life,
or not support it? Who has the final authority? Who has ownership, so to speak?
It has brought up issues about the right to live and the right to die. It has
become a political issue as well as a religious issue. It has caused the nation
and the world to focus their attention on death.
It is something you all go through but yet something that is not spoken of
very often, something that most people would rather not think about. But, yet
every human, at least to this point, has had to face it. It is covered up. Sometimes
it is sugared up. Sometimes there is so much fear around it.
But, now there is a consciousness, a new consciousness about it, and about
the right to die, the right to have a graceful and dignified death. Oh, it brings
up issues – death – doesn't it, because death ultimately brings
up belief issues. That is what is happening right now. Belief issues are coming
up… belief in Spirit… belief in a life hereafter… belief in
heaven versus hell… belief in the relationship of human to God. All of
this is coming up, such intense focus on death.
It is amusing to see that there are those who fight for life at all costs,
but yet would kill in order to have that right be executed. Very interesting
times you live in, times of paradoxes and ironies. You are finding it within
yourselves. And, now others are finding it also in themselves.
There is my prediction of the death of the Pope (audience laughter). And, I
hate to come before this group of Shaumbra, and say, “I told you so.”
But, indeed, I did prophesize this. And, let the record tell the truth!
But, Shaumbra, you know and I know that the energy and the essence of the Pope
left a long time ago. The body of the Pope and what is left of the mind has
been kept operating because the Pope is a symbol, is an icon of the church that
is having great difficulty right now. And, it was felt that if the Pope left,
it would cause such a turmoil and such turbulent times that the church may not
be able to withstand it.
And, now the Pope, for these past number of days in particular, is going through
the suffering. A reflection of consciousness… that is all Karol is doing,
just a reflection of consciousness, suffering because humans think that there
should be suffering before you go to heaven. Humans think that life is about
suffering. So, the Pope, responding to the needs of those who follow that way,
is suffering, is going through this difficult and traumatic time. It is putting
so much attention now on death.
When are you no longer living? What should be done to support a human body?
What is the human body? All of these questions come up right now about death,
focusing worldwide consciousness. It is quite amazing for us to watch. The attention
that is paid to this news… it is wonderful because it causes people to
begin thinking of these important subjects. At another level they’re not
just thinking about the death of the body. They’re thinking about the
death of themselves.
They know, Shaumbra, as you know, that even their Old story has to die. Sooner
or later, they have to face who they truly are. They can pretend through series
of lifetimes to be something else. But, sooner or later, they have to face their
stories. They have to allow a type of death process to occur.
And, you know what that is like. You have done that. You have allowed the death
of yourself. You have faced physical death. You have pondered it. You have faced
the death of yourself. And, it feels like death. It hurts on the inside. It
hurts on the inside to let go of who you thought you were, to let go of the
illusion that Adamus spoke of.
Continue to watch the news in these next few months of time for some of the
interesting developments, some of the focuses on very pertinent issues that
deal with human consciousness. Continue to watch how it develops a momentum
up until September of 2007. Watch how there continues to be more separation,
rather than unity… seems to be more black and white versus a melding together.
Watch how people very emotionally take sides.
We know you are beginning to get it because you have gone through all of this
yourself. We know you’re beginning to see that what you have gone through
in these past five or ten years of time humanity is now just starting to go
through. They are going to do it in a little bit different way and a little
bit different timetable than you. But, so much of it rings a bell with you because
you have gone through it already. You walked through it first so that you could
be the teachers and the masters.
Now, it is time to bring in Adamus to continue the series, “The Freedom
of the Soul.” It is time to bring in Adamus to address this group and
share his experiences with you. So, we will take this brief pause. And, we ask
all of you to take a deep breath and to bring this beloved being into your energetic
SAINT-GERMAIN/ADAMUS: I am, yes, I am, the energy of Adamus Saint-Germain,
back together with Shaumbra. Perhaps, you will notice that my energy is a bit
different today than it has been, not only because Tobias has asked me to bring
it in in a smoother way, but because I am not just the Adamus that you met two
months ago. I am not just the Saint-Germain that has been written about in the
“I am” series. I'm not just the entity who was trapped in the crystal.
I am all of these things.
You see… on our side of the veil we believe in playing. We’re not
locked into one role or one identity for the most part. So, we play, and we
can present ourselves in different ways to you. Today I come in differently
than two months ago or one month ago of time. And, I ask you to feel the difference
in the energy. I ask you to feel how we are all working on this together. As
was said before, I needed to come in very strongly several months ago to help
break you out of the trance state, to help shake things up a bit. It was a role
I was playing.
It’s a wonderful thing if humans could play, could do more role-playing
with each other, with yourselves. But, yet you get so caught up in your identity
and reality that you don't even want to role-play. Act out when you have your
Shaumbra meetings. Act out. Play different roles and different stories. Then,
you will begin to see how easy it is to move in and out. We do that all the
time on our side.
Someone who had crossed over quite recently said to us when they discovered
what we were really about… they said, “Isn't it untrue to play all
of these different roles, to change your energy so much?” And, we had
to laugh, and said, “It is being untrue to yourself when you’re
locked into one identity.” Can you be many? Can you wake up each day with
a new identity and a new role to play? It is a wonderful thing to be an actor
on this stage of the 3-D.
On our side of the veil we are not locked into an identity. I'm not Saint-Germain
here. I’m more Adamus than anything. That is more of a complete name.
But, we play; we role-play back and forth. And, we encourage you to do the same.
You’ll begin to understand it's all a game. It’s all illusion. And,
it’s all a phenomenal part of Creatorship.
But, see, you even act odd and peculiar about role-playing, most of you, unless
you have been trained in this. When you are asked to role-play, to go outside
of your identity, you feel very uncomfortable. You feel stupid. You feel you
are making a fool of yourself. You don't even know how to act.
So, I’m going to challenge some of Shaumbra to start role-playing schools.
Do it for the young. Do it when they’re young, so they learn not to get
trapped into these energy structures. Do it for the sick, so they learn that
they don't have to stay in that illusion of being diseased in the body or the
mind. Do it with those who are depressed. Do role-playing with those who are
depressed. It will help get them out of their depression. It will help them
to see how silly it was to be caught up in such a low energy.
You should all role-act. Stand in front of the mirror when you get up in the
morning. I would if I could see myself (audience laughter). And, I do have a
sense of humor, probably grander and somewhat wiser than Tobias’s (more
laughter). But, it was a role I was playing with you.
I played a role with Godfrey when I worked with him many, many years ago –
the Ballards, of course. When I worked with them a long time ago, I played a
role that was important at the time. What you hear and see and perceive now
is more of a true representation of the energy of Adamus.
But, I can change that also… you see. I’m a master illusionist.
I can sit in the group with you. I can walk with you down the street. I can
ride with you in the car. I can change my identity. One moment I can be a chipmunk,
or a squirrel. The next I can be a human who happens to appear out of nowhere
into your life for a brief moment, and then walk out… you see… a
And, that is what I'm asking all of you to do – to put on your illusionist
hats, to change your story. Get up in the morning… stand in front of the
mirror… and be someone else. You try so hard to be you. And, you hurt
some days. You try to make that hair look just like it did yesterday (some laughter).
You try to make your face look like it did the day before. You look at your
body, and you are distressed to see that it is changing.
And, change is the most wonderful thing. You see, you are trying to solidify
yourself in that story. But, the story – even the story – doesn't
want to be the story any longer. Even the story that defends you and protects
you and supports you knows that it is time for it to be released from its structure.
Every energy ultimately has to be free of a structure. Every energy has to
soar. Every energy has to be able to expand. As Tobias says, energy seeks resolution,
fulfillment, and freedom. You have trapped energy in this illusion, in this
body, in your identity. And, it is time to get out of that.
Role-play. Act. Be different. Change your name… many times. We chuckle
about that, but that is another story. Be different.
Gather together in your group. You’re so shy and timid with each other.
And, you get into these intellectual discussions. Some of your groups I have
a hard time attending (some laughter). The pontification, the intellectualization
Role-play. Take on different identities. Assume a different name. You will
begin to see how easy it is to shape and shift energy. And, that’s all
this is about.
You will be able to see how easy it is to walk out of your body. When you begin
to understand energy for what it is – a potential that is waiting to serve
you – that's when you’ll pull gold out of your pocket where only
stones were before. That’s where you will be able to command a disease
back into balance, where you’ll be able to work out the flaws in anything
if you choose.
Energy is like clay… or Playdough for some of you. It can be formed and
shaped. It can do anything to serve you. But, ultimately it needs to be set
free once again. This is Creatorship 101.
You are Creators. You are God also… so let all of your creations free.
When we are done with our gathering today, let them all free. Open the birdcage,
and let them all go. Oh, yes, some of it will bring sadness, and you will feel
so sad to have your story leave. But, you are going to feel happier when that
story reshapes itself, and the energy transmutes itself, and comes back to you
in ways you couldn't possibly imagine.
I love working with Shaumbra. I love working with Tobias. It is such an exciting
time, such a wonderful time to be on Earth, and also to be here at the same
I have to tell a little bit of a story about Tobias, for he likes to tell stories
about us. As you know, Tobias had many, many lifetimes on Earth. The one in
particular where he was Tobit, or also known as Toviat, or Tobias, from the
book of Tobit… it is one when we knew him well. I actually would watch
him, so to speak, not with physical eyes of the time. But, I would view him
from our dimensions. I would watch him.
Some of you understand perhaps that – how to say – Cauldre gets
a bit tight about things. Now, Tobias was very tight about things (some laughter).
I believe there is an expression on Earth right now, something to do with A-R,
or something retentive (audience laughter). Tobias was very retentive in his
lifetime. Tobias was very stuck and very stubborn.
And, he is amused also as I tell the story, for he knows where we are going.
He was very devout, a devout Jew, who followed the book to the letter of the
law. He served God from the moment he got up in the morning until the time he
went to bed, and served God in his dreams as well. He was devout. Even though
the tribe of Israel was enslaved by the Babylonians at the time, he still loved
God with all of his heart.
But, he was so very stuck in his ways. He felt the way to heaven was through
the rules that the others had laid down. The way to heaven was through the church.
He refused to look at anything else… oh, a wonderfully devout man, a type
of church member most churches would envy to have. He gave of his time and of
Every moment he would think to himself, “Is this what God would want
of me? Is this what God would ask of me? How can I better serve God?”
He actually became a bit crazy about it. He would be seen walking down the streets,
talking to himself, his arms flailing in the air, talking to himself like –
well, like he was channeling (some laughter) – always talking to God,
always judging himself, always wondering if this was the best thing he could
do to serve God.
So, this got him very stuck in his own energy. Of course, one of the things
that Tobias loved to do in serving God was to bury the dead Jews, the ones who
had been killed by the Babylonians, the ones who were left laying on the street
as a sign to the other Jews not to get out of line. So, Tobias would find their
bodies. And, even though it could mean death for him, he knew that God would
want him to bury that body in the ground. He became very tired and very angry
having to do this all the time. But, he felt this is what God wanted. He felt
that God had assigned him to this task.
So, one day he came across a body lying in the street. He picked it up in his
arms, and he carried the body of this dead man up to the top of the hill away
from the village where he wouldn't be seen. And, he was very angry with what
was going on. Underneath he was also angry with God for even allowing this to
happen. But, he would never let on to God that he was angry.
He took a shovel in his hand, laid the body down on the ground, took the shovel
in his hand and began digging and digging. Pretty soon the sun began to set,
and he was still digging. And, he was so angry and so filled with energy. He
was flinging the dirt over his shoulder up to the earth above. And, he kept
digging and digging well into the night, totally forgetting about the body that
was laying up above, totally forgetting how deep he had gone down into the hole…
so angry… dirt flying… 10 meters… 20 meters… 30 meters
over his head onto the ground above (some laughter).
At one point he became so tired, so exhausted and thirsty, he stopped for a
moment and realized he’d just dug himself into the ground, and he had
no way up, no way up at all. Of course, we sat laughing on the other side (more
laughter), even though it wasn't funny to him. But, we sat laughing at this
beautiful metaphor of how Tobias, the devout one, had dug himself into his own
hole, completely forgetting about his task of burying the dead, completely forgetting
about what he was there for. But, he just dug himself deeper and deeper and
Now, when he finally realized what had happened, he became very frightened.
He knew he couldn't climb up the sides because the mud was wet. He would slip
and fall back down. He knew no one could hear him because now he was 30, 40
meters below the top of the ground, and his voice would be lost. And, he was
far away from the village. He knew the only tool that he had was his shovel,
but his shovel was the tool that got him into trouble in the first place.
What could he do now? He sat in thought… and thought… and thought…
and got nowhere. And, he was thinking about the things in life he truly did
enjoy… that extra glass of wine at night… the songs that he would
hear coming from houses early in the morning… taking long walks out into
the desert… going along the Tigrus River… putting his feet in the
water… and enjoying that connection to Gaia. Those are the things he loved.
And, he thought about all of the great things of being a human on Earth.
But, then he thought, “How do I get out of this hole?” He was in
there for three days, calling out to God, getting angry each time he called
to God and did not get an answer. He called out to his ancestors, for he figured
truly his ancestors would have the answer for him. But, his ancestors couldn't
hear him either. He got angrier and angrier, more frustrated and more frustrated.
He could not figure how to get out of the hole that he dug himself into.
To make a long story short, the dog of his young son, Tobias Jr. – knowing
that he had dug himself in the hole, but leaving him down there for a few days
to think about it – came along one day, peered over the top of the hole,
and saw old Tobias down at the bottom, nearly starving, frustrated, angry. The
dog did have a few chuckles to himself (some laughter). The dog proceeded to
walk down along the side of the hilltop where Tobias had dug himself into. It
took about an hour of time, digging straight into the side of the hill, only
a matter of about a half a meter, creating an opening for Tobias to come out.
Shaumbra, this is somewhat a true story, not totally (more laughter). We exaggerate.
We exaggerate to help make a point here. Sometimes you just don't see how to
get out of your own hole that you dig for yourselves. Sometimes you forget that
there is another way. Sometimes you become so trapped in your own belief systems
you, like Tobias, think there’s only an up or a down.
Sometimes you have only one tool at your disposal… or so you think. And,
that tool is what gets you in deeper and deeper all the time. But, here it is
that all the way along Tobias could've dug sideways, rather than down, and in
a matter of minutes he would have been out of his own almost grave.
Shaumbra, this is what you are going through right now. You are in your own
reality system. And, you are using tools from within that reality system to
get out because that’s all you know. That’s all Tobias knew –
was his shovel and his mind. You could say that’s all you know right now
– your shovel and your mind in this lifetime. You're trying to use tools
from this reality to get out of this reality. And, like Tobias, you’re
just going to dig yourself in deeper.
So, let us talk for a minute about your belief systems. Let’s take an
inventory of your belief systems. As we create this space now, think to yourself
about your beliefs, the beliefs about who you are. Take a moment to reflect
on who you are and what you believe.
It's interesting… as you get into your belief systems, you find that
there are many contradictions within the beliefs. There are also many layers
in the beliefs. There are many distinctive layers. One layer of your operating
belief system is the one you have to use to function to get by in the world.
You have to believe things like that you are spiritual. You have to believe
that you can operate in everyday society. You have to believe that you are somewhat
intelligent. You have to believe that you are somewhat normal. You have to believe
that you are somewhat good in order to get by.
So, you set up this layer of belief systems. It's the first layer. It allows
you to simply get up each day and handle all of the things that come your way.
You punch in that level of belief systems – just smart enough, just energetic
enough, just good enough. These things allow you – or have allowed you
There is another set of belief systems beneath that. Some of them may appear
to be a contradiction – the belief system that you really are not very
smart. You struggle with that at times. You know you can put up a façade
for being smart, but then you wonder deep inside, “Am I really very smart?”
And, then you meet someone who really is smarter than you. And, it blows your
smart façade right out the door (some laughter).
Some of you have a belief system that you’re ugly. Some of you have a
belief system that you are fat. Some of you believe that you’re really
not good at all, but you're faking it. You believe that you’re really
a rotten person underneath. But, somehow you’ve managed to put on this
illusion of being good.
You're afraid of that rotten part of yourself. You're afraid of what you might
just do if you were given total freedom, what you would do if you were given
total abundance. You’re afraid of what you would do if you had a super
So, you carry around this underlying belief system that maybe you aren’t
really so good after all. You believe that really you're not even very good-looking.
But, if you clothe yourself right and you comb your hair right, perhaps, you
can fake out yourself and the rest of the world.
You have another set of belief systems, another layer that you truly are a
spiritual being, but you’re just totally lost. You have a belief system
that you really are God, but God is really messed up today (audience laughter).
Some of you have a belief system that everything is perfect somewhere in the
universe; you just don't know where it is (more laughter). You’d do anything
to find out where it is.
Some of you believe that there are no accidents, and everything makes sense.
But, why hasn't it visited you and your life (more laughter)? Indeed, Tobias,
I can make them laugh!
So, you have these many, many different layers of belief systems. They cross
through each other, cross on top of each other, much like different layers in
the ocean, different currents. Some move through each other. Some are right
on top of each other. These are all operating simultaneously.
They are activated, brought into reality, depending on your circumstance, depending
on what is happening in your life, what is going on. You quickly bring them
up. If you have a few quiet moments, you revert more to the high-level spiritual
beliefs. But, even with all of those various belief systems, pulled in at various
times to help you, you really wonder if you have any beliefs at all… if
anything is out there at all… if this is all just a game… if any
of this is real… if anything exists beyond this dimension.
So, you have all of these things, Shaumbra, all of these things working. Some
of them work directly through the mind. They are stored in the mind… activated
by the mind… empowered by your mind… some of these belief systems.
Others are at deeper inner levels within you. Some come from what we call the
“one chakra.” Some of the belief systems are being fed in like rivers
feeding into the ocean… fed in from other lifetimes… fed in from
mass consciousness. So, you have this myriad of belief systems all around you.
We are going to ask you to be very cognizant of every belief system between
now and the next gathering – how it works, how it operates. We’re
not going to ask you try to change it, or do anything with it, but just be aware.
What you are going to begin to see is a whole grid or weaving or matrix of belief
systems – how they shape reality… how they cause reaction…
how they make you do what you do… how they literally form energy.
And, it is quite a beautiful thing. It is amazing to be at the point where
you’re coming to: where you’re no longer just in the reality, and
no longer the judge of the reality, but the observer of the reality that you
are creating. That is where you are going – the observer of the reality
you are creating. You see… the observer doesn't get lost in it. The observer
can go in and out of their creations. The observer can walk in and out at any
time. You are coming to that point. You're feeling it now where you’re
beginning to be the observer of everything that you create.
Now, we are going to take you on a little bit of a trip today with your permission.
We have done this with a few small Shaumbra groups to give them a taste, to
help work with them in setting the energy.
We have prepared on our side of the veil four rooms for you to visit today.
We have prepared this with the guidance and the assistance of these other Shaumbra
groups that we have been with. They are there, in a sense, waiting for you at
the doorway to help escort you into the rooms.
Now, how do we do this? We do this with the imagination. We don’t want
to use force. We don’t want to push it. We simply want to use imagination.
We’re going to go visit four rooms today. We’re going to ask you
to feel the energy in each one of these rooms.
So, we’re going to start in this reality base that we are in right now
here on Earth in your physical body. We’re not going to leave the body.
We’re going to expand the reality base… you see. There’s a
big difference. We don’t you leaving the body. We’re going to expand
the reality base.
So, take a deep breath in this Now moment, fully cognizant and aware of the
reality that you are residing in, all the attributes. Feel the air around you.
Feel how your body is reacting. Feel any sensations… hear anything. Simply
be the observer of your reality base.
We are going to ask you now to go with us, expand with us into the first room
that we have prepared. Other Shaumbra from these previous small groups are there
to greet you at the door. We open the door, and we walk into the room together.
The energies in the room here are very specific. They have been prepared for
you. We are going to ask you to feel the energies of this room. Take a deep
breath. Simply feel the energies of this room.
Now, let’s walk out of the room, come back to this reality base, bring
our energy fully back into this reality base, fully back here.
In this room the energies that were put in here are strictly that of Shaumbra,
the essence of Shaumbra in the room. That is all that was there, the essence
Now, from this reality base that we are sitting in right now, we’re going
into another room. Expand your energy out… come with me. Shaumbra from
the previous groups are there to greet you at the door. And, let us walk into
that room and be aware of all of the energies going on.
Feel the energies in this room we are sharing. Be aware of everything, everything
And, let us now come back to this reality base. Let us leave the room and let
us come back to the 3-D reality base.
In this room were put the very specific energies of the crystalline structure
that I was stuck in for a long time. I’ve made it sort of shrine to myself.
You felt the very crystalline energies of this illusion that I had been stuck
in. I personally helped put them in the room so that you could feel them today.
Let’s take a deep breath in the 3-D reality base. Let us prepare to expand
our energies now to go to the fourth (the third room) room. Let us walk into
The energies have been specifically prepared.
Let us bring our energy back into the 3-D reality base, fully present in your
In that room were placed very specific energies of a nonphysical reality center
called Arcturus. Many of you are familiar with it. Many of you have passed through
it or been there before. It is a nonphysical place called Arcturus. And, here
is what we have talked about before – the stage for the entire Camelot
play that is acted out in the nonphysical realms, the stories of King Arthur,
and how they relate to humanity, how they relate to what we are doing on our
Let us breathe in in the 3-D reality base prior to going to the fourth and
final room. Let us be fully present in this reality base.
And, now let us journey to the fourth and final room. Walk in and feel all
of the energies of this room, a very special room that has been prepared for
Let us bring our energies back to the 3-D reality base now. Breathe in deeply.
In this fourth and final room that was prepared, the one we just visited, we
created a type of environment that made it so that there was absolutely no energy
and no feeling in the room. There was nothing. We created a nothingness.
So, we just went through four rooms together, each with a very distinctive
feel. We know many of you are disappointed in yourselves. You flunked Psychic
101 (some laughter). And, that is exactly what we were trying to do with you.
You see… many times you try to use 3-D tools to understand things that
are not in the 3-D. As I was sitting here watching all of you – even you
who are connected – you were using your minds. And, that's all you were
doing. You were trying to figure out what was in the rooms. And, this isn't
a guessing game. It’s a feeling game.
You were trying to pull out Old tools that you have used in past lives, some
of you who were witches and warlocks. You were trying to think your way into
it, and it could not be done. And, this is where you run into trouble, Shaumbra.
You are trying to use the mind. You are trying to be a psychic.
And, it won't work, not where we are going. Do you understand that? You cannot
use a shovel to get yourself out of a hole. You can't use your brain to get
yourself out of the illusion that you are in. You have been hypnotized. You
have allowed yourself to be hypnotized. You have placed yourself in this trance
state. You have placed yourself in the story.
And, that is a beautiful thing, but it is time to get out. Like the story of
Tobias, you can't get out using 3-D tools. And, that is what you are still trying
to do. You’re playing guessing games. You’re trying to think your
way out of this, and you can’t… you can’t.
The tools for feeling what was in those rooms do not exist in your 3-D. They
exist in your reality, but not in your 3-D, not in your human consciousness.
The tools are all around you, but you haven’t called them into your reality
yet. You’re still struggling. You’re still forcing. You’re
still trying to use Old Energy to move out of Old Energy. And, it doesn't work…
You can't think your way out of the hypnosis. It won't work. You’re going
to dig yourself deeper. You’re going to hypnotize yourself even deeper
if you do. That's what you have been doing, Shaumbra, thinking your way out.
We listen to some of these incredible intellectual conversations that you have,
and it’s surprising that your hole isn't even deeper. We hear some of
the things that you think because you have forgotten how to feel. We just gave
you four examples of how deeply you have forgotten how to feel. Then, you beat
yourself up, and you say, “I wasn't even close in wondering what was in
the room.” And, some of you manipulate it, and say, “Well, I thought
perhaps that I felt maybe the energy.” And, you didn't. And, we know it
We're going to stop playing the Old game. You can't use the tools from this
reality to get out of it. But, there are ways. You can't meditate – or
medicate – yourself out of the reality. Some of you try. That is why Tobias
has said, “Stop meditating.” It’s a struggle. And, you’re
digging yourself in deeper. You have come to believe it's the right thing to
do, so you do it. And, it doesn't work. You only get locked in even more.
You can’t think your way out. Your mind was never designed for that.
You can't fight your way out because, as you try to fight your way out of the
reality-lock that you are in, it locks it even tighter. The more opposition
there is to an energy, the more the energy solidifies itself… you see.
When you get angry, when you get upset, and you try to fight your way out,
you already know what happens. The energy resists even more. You’re even
more locked in. You can't pray your way out. Tobias found that out in his hole.
He tried praying and praying and praying. All he was doing was reinforcing an
Old belief system about a judgmental God. You can't pray your way out of this
You can’t wish your way out. Wishing is hopeful thinking. Thinking is
bad enough, but when it is just hopeful thinking, it creates even a stronger
web that will hold you in even tighter.
You can't buy your way out, of course. Some of you have tried. You can't philosophize
your way out because philosophy is wonderful, but it's also based in 3-D.
You are using 3-D tools to try to get yourself out. And, Shaumbra it's not
going to work. And, you found that out.
So, we’re here to talk about what does work. We’re here to talk
about how you do transcend the illusion that you are in. We’re going to
tell you, first of all, that the way exists. It is not beyond you. It is already
within you. It is within you, but it doesn't exist in a reality that you are
familiar with right now.
So, we are telling you that there is the tool. It is already there. We’re
going to go one step further. This will really cause some of you to –
how to say – stress your thinking.
You have already walked out of your reality base. You’ve already walked
out of your body. And, you already can transmute any energies into other energies.
It's already been done by you. Now, you are just walking through the process
to understand how you got there in the first place.
We don't want you to the over-contemplate this. We don’t want you to
think. We just want you to feel it. We want you to feel that energy. You have
already gone beyond. Now, you are just going through the conscious process to
help you understand how you did it in the first place.
When I was entombed in my own crystal for 100,000 years… when I realized
I couldn't fight my way out… couldn’t beg my way out… couldn’t
force… couldn't pray… couldn't do any of these things… I was
so trapped. And, it finally dawned on me that I had already given myself the
tools. Otherwise, why would I have walked into that room in the temples in the
first place? I wouldn't have walked in there without already knowing the full
set-up, already giving myself the tools. I just happened to forget the tools
because I was so trapped in the crystal.
You have forgotten the tool because you are so trapped in your reality. It
is time for that to change. The tool is there. It is directly in front of you,
much as I was directly in front of the dear one last month. It is there.
How do you get at this tool? It doesn't exist in the 3-D. You can't see it.
You can't touch it. You can't hear it. So, how do you know it's there? How do
you know what I speak is a truth?
You can feel it, Shaumbra. You can feel it. In order to do so, it requires
something that I had to learn to do also when I was entombed in the crystal.
I had to get to a point of total and complete trust in myself… total.
As I said in our last gathering, I had to be so willing to let go of everything,
100 percent, total trust in self.
Now, you say, “But I already knew that.” But, what you are doing
is you are still looking to the outside for trust. You are still looking to
the outside for validation.
I am speaking here of total trust in yourself – not God – because
you don't even begin to know what God is. How can you trust something that is
just an Old belief system? A total trust in yourself… an implicit, 100%…
give everything… trust in yourself. Some of you go there at times in trying
to understand the level of trust in self. Some of you get close, but you haven’t
gotten all the way there.
Total trust… now that raises issues. How can you trust something that
you feel has betrayed you, or you don't understand? How can you trust yourself
when you don't know who you are? Well, that is the irony. That is the beauty
of this whole thing. You’re being put in a position now to have to trust
yourself – not yourself as in your limited story – but yourself
as God also. You have to love yourself.
I had to learn to love every part of me when I was trapped in the crystal.
It's easy to love someone else, by the way. It’s easy to love outside
things. I found it to be the most difficult thing ever to love myself. But,
I knew that was the only way out. I had to love everything I’d ever done.
I had to love everything about me.
It is hard to look at yourself sometimes with the eyes of love. Sometimes it
feels uncomfortable giving yourself love. You’ve been trained in a belief
system that says you shouldn't love yourself. You have been trained and hypnotized
in this whole fear of letting the ego get out of control.
That is an illusion. That is an illusion, Shaumbra. That is a fearful belief
system that holds you back. Tobias has said, “The ego is nothing other
than the dream factory, the story maker of who you are.” Now, you have
to move beyond limiting the ego.
We say, “Let the ego soar.” Oh, it brings up issues! “What
if I let my ego soar? I’m going to be out of control! I’m going
to be a monster!” There we go again with Old belief systems. Some of you
are even thinking, “Oh, if I let my ego go, I’ll be such a boor
at parties. I’ll never stop talking.” That is a different type of
We’re asking you to love everything about yourself. Intellectually, you
understand what I'm talking about. Emotionally, you have never done it. You
know the energy behind the words “love yourself,” but you don't
practice them. Can you be intimately in love with yourself… unashamed?
Can you love everything about yourself?
As I said earlier, every aspect, every part and piece of you wants to rejoin
you, has to rejoin you right now. You see… that’s the other thing
– you can’t do this with any piece left behind… no one left
behind. You have to incorporate every aspect, every past life, every thought.
Now, some of you are thinking, “This is going to take a long time to
inventory.” “Every thought,” you say, “my gosh, how
will I remember?” It is not coming from the mind. It is coming from the
heart, the pure, unadulterated love.
Now, this is going to be a very challenging time for some of you. We have a
percentage in mind, but Tobias is asking us not to share (some laughter). When
it comes to having to trust and love yourself, you are going to find every reason
to avoid doing it. We are going to help you with that because we know how important
it is for you. We are going to work with you, your total beingness.
If you can't find the time to love and to learn to trust yourself, we’ll
help you create it. We’ll help that job disappear so you have plenty of
time (more laughter). We’ll help your family set you out the door so that
you have time. “Oh, yes,” you say, “what a difficult thing…
why are they so hard on us?” It is because you have asked us to be. You
have asked that this is the time and the place and the space to do this. But,
you don’t have to go to those extremes. You can learn to trust and to
love yourself right now.
It is also about opening up, getting outside of that story that you’re
in. It’s not about diminishing the story or getting rid of it. Some of
you think that's what we are saying. Releasing is freeing the story, not getting
rid of it, not hiding it. You can never, never successfully hide energy. Sooner
or later it comes back up.
We are asking you to release it from the structure that it has been placed
in. We’re asking you to take off all limitations about everything within
you… limitations on the way you think… limitations of what you think
is up or down… limitations that you have about wealth… limitations
of energy. We are going to ask you to open up.
Now, this gets a bit scary also because you live in a world that has to function
in limitations. It has to have parameters. It insists on its own limitations
in order to exist. So, we are going to ask you to step out of that. It’s
going to feel odd at times, uncomfortable and unnatural.
We’re going to ask you to go beyond in everything that you do from now
on. And, we’re going to be there, encouraging you, nudging you –
and perhaps a little bit more than that at times – to live beyond. So,
it is about trust. It is about loving yourself. It is about living beyond. With
those basic, basic things, Shaumbra, this is going to be easy. This is going
to be easy.
You see, that tool, that key, that you gave yourself is going to come soaring
back into your life. The knowingness is going to come to you. We cannot explain
it here. We cannot say that there is a specific thing that you have to do. But,
the knowingness, the remembrance, is going to come to you. With that trust and
with that love and with no limitations, living without limits, you’re
going to be able to do exactly as I do – walk in and out, walk in and
out. You’re going to be able to transmute energy in any way you want.
You have to remember that the work of the Masters is easy. Getting there sometimes
is difficult. The ability to shape and shift energy is very easy. Sometimes
you have been focusing on the wrong things. Sometimes you have been focusing
on the miracles. You’ve been trying to be psychics. All you have been
doing is reinforcing your story, building your story bigger, building your hole
even deeper. It is time to move beyond that.
We are going to ask now, and you don't have to give an answer now. But, we
are going to put out the question now. And, we want you to ponder for a moment
here before you give the answer. We are going to ask if you now give permission
in your life for us to work with you for you to go beyond where you have ever
gone before while you’re in your physical form.
We are going to ask you if you give permission now to live beyond. That could
mean letting go of anything and/or everything. You can't hold anything behind,
Shaumbra, nothing. You have to be willing to let it all go. When we ask you
in just a moment here for permission to work with you in living beyond, it could
mean things in your life are going to truly change, drastically change.
You have to understand that you are creating this. You may not totally understand
it right now, but you are creating it.
We are going to ask you if you give permission for yourself to be fully trusting
of you, fully loving of you, and living beyond anything you have ever known.
With it will come changes – we guarantee that.
You don't have to cross this line, and you don't have to cross it now or later.
You can choose to do it now. You can hold off. This isn’t a test, and
it's not a contest. This is about asking you if you’re ready to get out
of your own crystalline prison, your own illusion.
It’s going to bring up fears for some. It’s going to bring up exhilaration
for others. It’s going to bring up issues. Yes, it could mean –
for those who just asked – yes, it could mean leaving behind your physical
body. Are you willing to do that? Are you ready to that? It could mean giving
up anything or everything, a loved one, a personal possession, a dear pet.
We’re not telling you that you have to get rid of anything. We’re
simply saying, as you give permission, things will change. The things that truly
are ready to leave your life will. The things that energetically are needing
to be released will then be released. There is not a timetable on this. For
some you might notice a difference in weeks or months. For others it may be
many years. But, are you willing to do that?
We are coming now to our point of permission, a point of acceptance. We’re
going to sit together in the safe space in the safe energy. If you choose to
come forward… Cauldre is saying, “This sounds like a revival meeting”
(audience laughter). We don’t mean that literally. This is meant metaphorically.
If you are choosing, if you are giving permission to live beyond, you will
be greeted by several angels. You aren’t going to be able to think them
or psychic them in your mind. It’s going to be feeling them in your heart.
You’ll be greeted by them. They are going to begin working with you.
If you are not sure yet, that is all right. Another group of angels will come
simply to sit with you, simply to discuss issues. If you want nothing to do
with that, you are dearly loved. There is no judgment on our part. This is where
we do, Shaumbra, take a different fork in the road at this point. There are
some who will drop out, more than what you have seen recently, others who are
ready to go beyond, to live beyond.
So, let us sit here in this space. You be in your moment. We will respond to
Dear Shaumbra, do you choose and give permission to live beyond?
We will keep this space open. We will keep this space very sacred so that you
can come back and visit at any time. You can come in to this space and feel
its energy. You can come back in here if you’re not sure yet about your
decision. You can come back in at any time to visit. You can make your decision,
your choice, to live beyond at any point you choose. There is not a timetable
on it. But, as we do say, you are taking that step. You are walking out of the
Remember the time that we spent here today, Shaumbra. It’s not only about
you. It’s about the others who come this way in search of their own true
identity, their own spiritual nature, and the understanding of the God within.
Remember the time that we spent here together today, talking about the story
of Tobias digging his hole, deeper and deeper, because he was trying to use
tools that were within his reality… the tool, the shovel, which only got
him deeper. Remember that we said you have to use tools that are outside of
your current reality. They exist. They are there. They are so ready to come
in to be with you. But, they are outside your reality.
Remember the four rooms we visited. Remember a little bit of trickery going
in there. You were trying to use your Old mind and your Old ways. And, these
rooms were designed for feeling and imagination and the New Energy. One of the
rooms had no energy at all. Remember that it was to help you to understand to
go to a different place… get out of your mind… go into the feeling…
go into the one chakra at the center of your beingness now.
It is time to live beyond the mind, to live beyond the body, and to live beyond
I am Adamus Saint-Germain.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias
Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around
the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the
potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the
first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges
of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing,
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each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias
presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he
and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing
it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where
Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives
its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides
and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is
not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your
doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in
that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the
journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity
to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around
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