THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Embodiment Series:
SHOUD 6: "Freedom of the Soul"
Presented to the Crimson Circle
January 8, 2005
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that we join together on this day once again.
We gather our energies of Shaumbra in this place – oh, focused here in
this delightful room – but also gathering together all of the energies
of Shaumbra all over the world in this moment. It is a joy for I, Tobias, and
all of the others who come in on this day, to feel you… to sit before
your fire… to enjoy the pure love that is in this room today. It is a
joy for me to be back here, for it has been a very busy, busy few weeks for
all of the angels, both human and celestial.
There are changes going on on Earth right now. And, they will continue. They
will continue, Shaumbra. I have been away from so many of you and Cauldre and
Linda for several weeks now, for the attention has been focused on the shifts
that are taking place here on Earth. Our attention has been focused on the hundreds
and thousands who have transitioned back.
Oh, there have been celebrations. Tear not and fear not, Shaumbra, for the
ones who came back to our side after the great earthquake and the tsunamis.
They were prepared. They were ready indeed. They gave of themselves to help
affect the change on Earth. And, they were ready, and we celebrated.
There are many that needed special tending to because they were leaving loved
ones and families. They were leaving the energy of Gaia and their physical bodies.
And, there was some sadness about that, for, dear Shaumbra, these ones that
left Earth were also ones who loved being on Earth, loved it so much that they
were willing to give of themselves and of their humanness to help move all of
consciousness through something right now.
These waves that came over and affected the lands… it was time for these
lands to be cleansed and cleared. And, water, along with the energy of the stars
and of the heavens, was important to roll over these lands. It was time for
cleansing. So much of the energies in these areas had been stuck for quite a
It was time also for the attention of the rest of the world to be focused on
this area. It was time for the rest of the world to see this part of the world,
to understand how they lived, to understand that these peoples needed to come
along with the changing energies as well. So many of them were rooted in Old
Energies, Old ways. And, it was time for all of the attention of the people
all over the world to come to this area to help them through the transition.
As Cauldre said earlier, the compassion that has poured out from humans all
over has been phenomenal. It has brought a few tears to our eyes to see how
much care that you have for ones you didn't even know. But, you care for them
because they are part of you, and you are part of them. They are part of the
consciousness of humanity, and you are part of the consciousness of humanity.
It has been tremendous to see how humans have responded. And, it is tremendous
now to see not only the physical and the financial energies that are flowing
into this area but also the spiritual, also the celestial energies.
And, there will be a rebuilding. And, it will be new. It won't be like the
old. There has been corruption that has been swept away. There has been darkness
that has been swept away. There have been old and stuck energies that have been
cleared from this area. Do not be sad, Shaumbra, and understand it was appropriate.
Honor the ones who gave of their lives to the sea to come back to our side of
the veil to help change the entire consciousness of humanity.
On this day for you who are here and listening, and who are reading this material
even at another date, we are going to ask you now to take something that is
in your life and that is stuck… something that perhaps in your own being
that you feel is corrupt… or perhaps you would like to call it imbalanced
energies… something that needs a healing or a rebalancing of its energies
in a new space… something that has been holding you back… something
that has been troubling you… something that is in your body… that
is not healing correctly, some fear that you have had and carried with you for
a long time now.
We are going to ask you to take that and to place it in the energy of this
safe space. We are going to ask you to love whatever it is that you choose to
release today, to love it and allow it to be healed, which is truly just a rebalancing
and an evolution of energy. We are going to ask all of you to bring your blessings
into this space we have created here together to help affect the change, to
help create a new freedom.
You will be helping each other. You can add this – whatever this troubling
thing is, whatever needs to be healed within you – you can put this into
this space now. Simply let it flow out from deep within you, from the fears
within you, into our space here. As Kuthumi said, you don’t have to worry
about it infecting anyone else. You don't have to worry about the negative energies
attaching themselves to anyone. Simply let it out.
If it is a healing that you need… if it is a depression that you have…
if it is a fear that is so overwhelming that it freezes you up at times…
let it out now. If it is a sadness that you have had, let it out now. Let it
free in this space. Let it free in this space of healing.
We have brought many, many angels with us today, fresh from their healing work
from the great waves. And, they are so tuned to healing. And, they come in today
to facilitate, to help bless the process. Let it out.
Don’t be ashamed of it, Shaumbra. Don't be ashamed of it, because you
are going to come to understand that whatever it is that needs this healing
energy now, it has been serving you in one way or the other. Don't be ashamed
if it was something you thought was a weakness. Don’t be ashamed if you
thought it was anything less than 100 percent spiritual. Let it come out into
Throughout the rest of our discussion today, let it be healed. Let it be free.
Let it no longer hold you back or keep you down or frighten you. Let the energies
that also cleanse the lands through the tsunami… let those energies come
in, like waves and waves of blessing energies, and clear whatever this is that
you been having difficulty with. Let it clear that.
Let us breathe for a moment here together, Shaumbra. We know there are things
that you have been trying to cope with and work with. And, they are exhausting
you. And, they are holding back. Let us breathe together to let those out in
the room. Let us breathe to let our divine energies rebalance these and evolve
these things that have been stuck to a new level.
You don't need an earthquake in your life. You don't need a tsunami in your
life. You can let these things out. You can let them be healed and cleansed
and evolved without that trauma and without the drama in your life.
Shaumbra, as you know, you are here right now on Earth. Any of you who are
listening… any of you who are here… any of you who are attached
and attracted to this energy… we now bestow you as Shaumbra. You don't
have to earn it. You don't have to study for it. You simply are.
Shaumbra, you are here on Earth right now because you chose to be. You chose
to come back at this time of monumental change and evolution. You chose to come
back at this pinnacle point of the quantum leap that is only a few years away.
You chose to be here as ones who would teach others… as ones who would
move energy… as ones who would be the first to make the breakthroughs
within yourselves. You chose to be here.
You asked us to come in to help you. You asked us to come in and reassure you.
You asked us to come in and sometimes just sit with you. And, we are here all
around you right now, right now. Take a deep breath. You can feel us. Don’t
let the head get in the way. Remember we… you… we are all learning
to think from a new space, from the Divine Intelligence.
We are here with you right now because of the incredible work you are doing,
because of what you have gone through in your own lives. Oh, yes, you have gone
through so many experiences to help prepare you. And, we know we say this over
and over to you – and we know you rarely get tired of hearing it –
we honor you… we love you… and we are always with you.
These are difficult times. They are challenging times because there are so
many changes. There are so many energies all around you that don't want to go
through the changes. They fear them. You know what that is like. You have had
that happen in your own life, dealing with your own changes. There is a type
of inner fear that doesn’t want to let go, an inner fear that perhaps
is frightened of evolving and moving forward.
Perhaps, that doesn't make any sense, but there is part of you that is holding
on, part of humanity that is holding on dearly right now. You, the Energy Movers,
are helping to facilitate that process to make it more graceful, to soften it,
to bring an element of love to it that even the angels can’t bring. That
is why you are here on Earth right now in service in the highest way possible.
Yes, you are learning for yourself also. Oh, you are growing in ways that are
difficult for you to see sometimes. You are moving into realms, into dimensions
and experiences that no human has ever gone into before. You are moving into
areas of the spiritual and divine that not even the masters of old went into…
you see. You are moving into areas of knowingness and of inner connection that
the masters didn't have. They are in awe of what you are doing. They are in
awe of who you are.
Now, with the New Year here and a New Energy and the clock ticking with the
impending quantum leap, we want to dub this the “year of freedom”
for you. You have asked us to relay this to you. It is the “year of freedom,”
the year when you truly learn how to get out of the traps… when you learn
how to get out of the pit… when you learn how to move through for yourself…
how to move through some of the energies that tend to get you stuck and hold
In this year you are going to be challenged in a delightful way to release
anything that doesn't serve you anymore. Oh, yes, we know you have gone in deep
to let go of so many things. But, this year we are going to work with you truly
to help you understand what freedom is… what freedom of the soul is…
how to liberate yourself from those shackles that are sometimes placed on the
human consciousness and the human body… how to let those go. Yes, it brings
up a degree of fear and uncertainty when we say this.
You know it gets comfortable sometimes being in a prison. I was there. I was
there in my last lifetime on Earth. Yes, as much as I loathed the walls of the
prison, there was a certain comfort, for I didn't have to deal with the challenges
of day-to-day life. I didn’t have to deal with the seasons. I didn’t
have to deal with the Earth. I didn’t have to deal with a wife (audience
laughter). I didn’t have to deal with children (more laughter). You see
what I mean. There was a certain comfort in being in a prison, trapped in the
cell, because then I didn't have to deal with things.
So, when we talk about the “year of freedom,” we talk about setting
your own soul free now to experience in a whole new way. Yes, part of you says,
“But I don’t know if I can handle all of this.” That is why
we are here – to help guide you through this, guide you through. We are
going to talk more about this freedom in our Shoud today.
And, remember a Shoud is simply you. It is your gathered energy together. It
is like we come and gather it, and we put it in a basket. And, then we relay
it back to you. So, everything here should be familiar.
Let us talk for a moment about this year, this year of 2005. And, we would
like to make a prediction here for this year. And, we ask you to remember our
prediction. Our prediction is that whatever is predicted will probably not happen
this year (audience laughter).
There are many who make predictions, and they draw the attention and the fascination
of humans. And, they talk about things happening, and certain people getting
killed, and certain grand – how to say – dramatic catastrophes on
Earth. And, they talk about UFO’s coming, and they’ve been talking
about this for 50-plus years. They talk about the mass landings. “Oh,
it will be this year.” And, it sells their services, and it sells the
There will be many predictions that will come out – that perhaps already
have come out. And, our prediction is that they are looking at Old Energies
and Old patterns when they make their predictions. And, this will be a year
of quite a bit of change, intense change. So, it is very hard to make a prediction
because they are having to look at Old ways to try to guess what is going to
So, we are going to say right away that it will be a year of tremendous change,
more than you have seen in most of the years of your lifetime, not necessarily
difficult change for you – it might be for others – change in so
many of the Old systems, change in the way things were done. Changes are speeding
up and will continue to, this year in particular. This year in particular you
will see the changes.
Now, Shaumbra, as we have talked about before, you don't have to let them affect
you. You can be in the midst of a storm. You can be in the midst of an earthquake.
You can be in the midst of any types of change or chaos, and it does not have
to affect you. It does not have to throw you off-balance, particularly as Energy
You see… as Energy Movers you are helping to make the changes happen
in the first place. You can allow the energy of change to flow in you, and then
to flow out. It doesn't have to affect you in a negative way. As a matter-of-fact,
many of you are already learning that change can be exciting, a new adventure.
It doesn't have to take anything away. It simply – how to say –
allows you to expand into the other dimensions. It allows you to expand even
your human reality.
In this year of 2005, Shaumbra, you will continue to see this whole thing that
is called an “energy crisis” on Earth. The old fossil energies are
beginning to run out. Oh, they will drive the Earth for quite some time. But,
as the supplies are getting lower and lower, there will be more desperation.
There will be more – how to say – games that are played with energy,
literal and figurative. You will see the prices continue to rise. You will see
shortages and outages from time to time. And, we guess all of this is appropriate.
There is an energy crisis on Earth. It is not just about the fossil fuels.
It is about the energy that is changing. The Old Energy cannot fuel the New
Earth… you see. It is so easy… some of you get caught up in trying
to understand things. They are quite literal, quite simple. There is an energy
crisis… Old crude energy being used on Earth… yes, indeed.
In this year you will see – how to say – other types of indications
of the energy changes that are taking place. You will see it on large scales
with – how do you say – the “brownouts,” or even the
collapsing of electrical systems. Old systems, wired systems that bring your
electricity from the source of generation to your homes… you will see
all sorts of problems with this in this coming year. And, it doesn't have to
affect you. It doesn't have to affect you. Know that it will get repaired. Know
that it will cause people, cause governments and industries to look at how energy
Speaking of energy distribution… money is energy. You are seeing how
it is distributed change. There was a time when there were just a few who held
the finances of the world… a few countries… even a few individuals.
That is changing now. If anything, Shaumbra, money, business is helping to distribute
more equitably on Earth, helping to distribute energies. Businesses are helping
to maintain a peace, for when there are global businesses that have a presence
in nearly every country, these businesses don't want to go to war. These businesses
don't want the Old type of wars that have occurred. They want peace so their
businesses are solid.
You are seeing more global economy, global businesses to help distribute the
wealth. You are seeing that happen right now in the “land of the dragon,”
more and more resources pouring into that right now. Their economy is growing.
But, they’re also needing more and more of the raw resources of the world…
steel… they’re going to need more food… they’re going
to need more tooling… they’re going to need more electronics…
they’re going to need more of everything… a better distribution
of energy all over the world, so we don't have the imbalances that have taken
place in the past. You are going to see this continue throughout this year.
You are going to see changes in yourself. You have gone through very difficult
times in these last five years that we have been together, tremendous internal
changes. You are going to see that this year things will start to manifest and
to come into fruition for you. You are going to see it get easier as we have
talked about before. You have gone through the worst of the times.
And, in 2005 the energy is right for things to get easier and more graceful
for you. 2005 is going to be the time when you see a new passion coming back
into your life… different from the old passion… a new excitement
about living… a new purpose. Why? Because you are coming to your true
purpose of being here, the teacher, the explorer, the Energy Mover.
The pieces of the puzzle start falling into place this year. That is our prediction
based on the very changing energies that we see, not based on the Old, but based
on what you are choosing right now, based on what you are bringing into your
life. You are going to find things in your body changing, certainly in your
mind, certainly in the people around you.
The only note that we have to give you on this, Shaumbra – and you already
know this – but we repeat back to you. So many times when changes have
come into your life, you have cried out and said, “Why is this happening?
Why are all of these changes happening? What have I done wrong to bring about
all of these changes?” Nothing! You have asked for them. This year the
changes can be graceful and exciting and new for you.
So, dear Shaumbra, it will be an exciting year. Yes, that is the word that
I choose to use here. It will be an exciting and even a fun year. Can you accept
that? Can you accept that it can be fun now? (some audience laughter)
We have gone through so much together in our time, even those of you who are
joining us new now, who have never been connected to this energy, you have been
with us over these years, one way or the other, connected. You have been going
through the changes. You’ve been going through the difficulties, just
like the ones sitting here today in the audience, the ones who have read all
of the materials since day one. The ones who are joining us just now…
you are part of our family. You are here for a reason. You are connected with
us at every level.
Now, I, Tobias, would like to take you on a bit of a journey today, if you
are willing. I want to invite you to come to a place with me. And, I have been
preparing this for you. I have been working on – how to say – remodeling,
I would like to invite you today on a journey to my cottage. I have talked
about this before. It is on my realm. It is not in the material world, but it
is a place that I have created, that I have imagined, and even structured, a
place that – how to say – is filled with the energies of Shaumbra.
I am going to ask you to be in your chairs – or lying on the floors,
as some of you are doing right now. We are going to ask you to be there, fully
present in this human reality. But, I am going to ask you to expand your energy,
to come with me to my imaginary cottage. I have been working with remodeling
and redecorating. Why? Because everything is new. Everything is changing. And,
I realized it was time to update my place as well.
Imagine it as you will. I imagine it as a beautiful place in the woods…
quiet and tranquil… surrounded by a wide, wide variety trees… some
of them evergreen… some of them leaved. It doesn't matter here. You can
have any trees you want. They don’t have to be a certain variety based
So, I have loaded up the space around me with beautiful trees, trees that I
truly love. In my years and lifetimes on Earth I had such a connection with
the energy of trees… standing so stoic… but yet firmly grounded
in the Earth… having their branches reach towards the sky… many
of them producing fruit… or at least seeds to continue their evolution…
continue their growth… to recycle themselves.
Trees also help to cleanse and purify, as many of you have found out. Go sit
near a tree. It will help bring in your energy and cleanse it. Oh, no, no, no…
Cauldre is wondering here if we are encouraging you all to become “tree
huggers.” “Tree lovers” it is… tree lovers. Yes, so
around my cottage are many beautiful trees.
My cottage… I have designed to look something like a cross between an
English Tudor and a Swiss chalet. There is a stream out back… mountains
in a far distant background… a lake… a quiet lake… somewhat
like Walden Pond… not so far down the little trail. I built my cottage
and the surrounding area so there are birds flying everywhere. I love birds.
I love birds, for they sit in trees, you know. They nest in the beauty and the
tranquility of the trees.
But, the birds are the ones who are free. They have the wings. They are like
little angels come to Earth, putting their energies into these little bodies
that have wings that can fly around. My birds at my cottage are very colorful,
colorful indeed, and they sing. They sing from morning til night. I have them
stop at night so I can sleep.
They sing the songs of joy… the joy of the angels… the joy of the
heavens. But, they also sing the song of celebration of life on Earth. That
is my energy that I give them for this. They sing out MY love for Earth, my
love for being human. And, they sing all day long. Somehow they sing in a perfect
harmony, perfect unison, even though they come from many different species.
And, there are flowers… many flowers… and many gardens surrounding
my cottage… colorful… reaching towards the sky… spreading
their leaves… opening up… not closed and tight, Shaumbra…
but opening up… fearless acceptance of everything around them… being
so vulnerable that they can open their beautiful, delicate leaves and petals
and expose themselves… expose the essence of themselves fearlessly.
Shaumbra, do you get the point? And, they are beautiful. And, they hold an
energy. Yes, they do… they are energy holders in such a way. They hold
an energy of beauty. They hold an energy of Gaia. They hold an energy of balance.
They hold it so that you and I can fly off into the other realms and know there
is always something holding that beauty, always that connection back on Earth.
Now, let’s walk together. I have never brought such a large group to
my cottage before. Usually it is just St. Germaine and I, sitting out back on
the patio, having a few cigars – I’m sorry, Cauldre, but we do –
having a few cigars (some laughter) and a pretend glass of wine. And, a few
other guests come along. But, now I want to bring all of Shaumbra, all of you
to my cottage.
Let us go in through the front door now. Notice how it opens without me even
having to grab the handle. Isn’t it amazing what we can do in our imagination?
And, you say, “But, Tobias, am I really here? Is this real, or are you
just taking us through the story?”
That is partly my point in telling this. It is as real as you sitting in the
chairs right now. It is as real as that physical body that you have. It is as
real as anything that your mental, or your human mind can think of. You are
sitting in the chairs. You are sitting at your homes. You are sitting together
with groups of Shaumbra right now. You can hear sounds. You can feel your butt
on the chair. You can feel your stomach. But, you can also be here with me.
The imagination, as we have talked about before is as real as anything. You
ARE here with me. You’ve just walked in through the door of my cottage.
Now, let me show you around a bit. I’ve expanded recently so that it
can hold all of the energy of Shaumbra. I expanded the inside. You notice –
yes, some of you have already noticed – the pictures on the walls, pictures
of lifetimes that we have had together, pictures of some of the most heroic
things that Shaumbra has done.
Yes, over there, there are some pictures of our times in Atlantis, the pictures
of the Temples of Tien, and the areas that would now be around Cuba. The temples
are not there anymore. They are long gone. Even the land that they sat upon
has changed, and it would now be underwater, for those of you who are searching.
But, there are pictures – yes, not taken with an actual camera –
but there are pictures that I put there through my imagination, pictures on
the walls of all of our times together. Items that some of you have given me
as gifts in lifetimes past… I have placed them on the shelves.
Let us walk around the house a bit more. Yes, this is about the imagination,
helping you to free yourself of the limitations that you have put on yourself.
That is why I am taking you around the house. You see… there is no kitchen
here… don’t need one. The angels don't have to eat… you see.
No bathroom either… we don’t have a need for that function (some
There are great rooms here… rooms of different colors… rooms of
different energies… rooms where the music appears to be playing out of
the wall… no speakers needed… no electronic devices required. There
are rooms here that are filled with energies of other dimensions. Step into
one of them. Allow yourself to be there. Allow yourself to truly open up and
feel what it is like. I have prepared it for you.
There are rooms here where you can go and revisit aspects of yourself from
past lives. I have many rooms for my many, many lifetimes. They are not trapped
in there. I do not hold them in. But, I choose once in a while to remember.
You see… I have embodied all of my lifetimes. I have embodied them. I
have brought them in everything about them – the good… the bad…
what I consider to be darkness… what I consider to be struggles and pains…
as well as the joy. I have embodied every one of them.
Why don't you remember your past lives, you ask sometimes? You consider it
a mark of – how to say – spiritual evolution to remember who you
were in the past. You don’t remember them because first of all you didn’t
want to confuse yourself in this lifetime up until now. You didn’t want
to be overwhelmed by those direct memories and images. But, you also had not
embodied and then released all of the energies.
You are doing that… you have done that, as I have. You have fully accepted
everything that you have been. And, then you have let it free; you have let
it go. So, you can go back and start visiting, without having to worry about
getting caught up in it, but feeling the energies once again. It’s kind
of like going through a photo scrapbook, feeling the energies from the past,
having a few smiles, perhaps a few tears.
In this “year of freedom” you are going to start remembering your
past lives. You’re at a point now where you don't have to be worried about
getting caught up in its energies. You’re at a point now of spiritual
maturity where you know that you are who you are right now. You don't have to
worry about reverting to an old identity from a past lifetime. If you were a
great king, a great ruler, a great scientist, or a great philosopher, you don't
have to worry about getting egotistically attached to that past life. It simply
was. It was part of your makeup.
So, in my house there are rooms where I can go to visit – the room of
Tobias… one of my favorites… where I can go visit myself from that
lifetime… many rooms of Atlantis where I go back to visit who I was then
and visit with you. There are rooms that allow me to connect throughout all
of the dimensions, not just of this universe, but all of the dimensions where
I can go and explore and experience. There are rooms in my house… many
of you are wandering all the way through… you have gotten away from our
tour here (some laughter). You have gotten ahead of me.
There are rooms where I go in to do my spiritual painting. I love painting.
That is a passion of mine. I don’t paint with colors and oils, as you
do. I don’t paint with – how to say – chalks and your physical
tools. I paint with energy. My canvas is not two- or three-dimensional. It is
multi-dimensional. And, I come in here to play with energies – vibrations,
sounds, colors, energies that are beyond the human realm. I come in to see what
I can create.
My cottage is real, as real as the words that you are hearing or reading right
now. I have spent quite a bit of time helping to put the energies into a certain
form and structure, always ready to release that structure to let it expand,
of course. But, I have spent much time creating this. I have spent much time
helping to weave the energies together so that we could all come in some day
just like this.
Any of you can create this way. Any of you have that freedom to create this
way. It is through the imagination. We have talked about it over and over. It
is through the imagination.
You have probably noticed some other energies in the house, the energies of
our special guest on this day. Some of you have been wondering who it is. Simply
take a moment to feel the energies. No guessing… just feel the energies.
The energies of our special guest fill my house today. They are surrounding
all of us.
Indeed, it is the energy of the dear one, Metatron, once again. The work of
Metatron is continuing, even since last month. But, it is different this time.
You have been associating the energy of Metatron as being male, being very high
energy, almost a metallic, electric, vibrant energy.
But, today in my house, Metatron is showing another side… what you would
call a feminine aspect of Metatron… indeed very strong… but a strong
compassion… a strong love. After the work of Metatron – your voice
in Spirit – was done two weeks ago, now comes the energy of the other
side of Metatron… that of compassion… that of rebuilding…
that of renewal… and that of evolution… evolving energy.
Metatron doesn't come in just to break up Old systems. Metatron – your
voice in Spirit – comes in with compassion, always compassion and love,
grace and ease. You see… such a strong energy can also be a delicate,
gentle, loving, and compassionate energy.
So, we ask you to breathe this in. We ask you to – you see, many of you
already know where I am going with this. This healing that we asked you to give
for yourself… the solution that you asked for at the beginning of our
gathering today… you brought those with you to my house. You brought them
with you for this other side of Metatron to help you move it, to help you bless
it, to help you heal it. You brought it here into this imaginary but very real
place on this day to help set you free, to help you release something that just
wasn't serving you anymore.
So, let’s go into the Shaumbra Room, the large room where we can all
sit together. Come into the Shaumbra Room for the remainder of our time together.
Some of you have to chuckle… yes, I do read your mind on occasion. Some
of you are saying, “Is the just a silly game, Tobias?” If you want
it to be… if you want it to be a silly game… or it could be so real
that it makes the reality of humanness look small in comparison.
This reality of imagination is real. This reality of imagination that we're
sitting in right now – in my home, in my cottage, in the Shaumbra Room,
in the gathering room – is real. And, it helps to set up a pattern of
energy that can be brought back to your human reality and used there. It helps
start creating the templates, the weavings, the patterns, and the paths for
your own life in your human reality. And, you can go back and forth at any time.
Shaumbra, this is the “year of freedom.” We are going to help free
you of the limitations of your body and your mind and the human dimension. We
are going to have fun doing it, whether you like it or not (audience laughter).
I had to throw that it in. We’re going to have fun going beyond, getting
out of those prison walls. We are going to have fun expanding. We are going
to let those Old Energies be transformed.
Now, what holds you back, Shaumbra? What holds you back from being who you
really are? Well, first and foremost, it’s the past. It’s the past.
The future can't hold you back because it hasn't been created yet. Only the
fear of the future can hold you back. But, the past literally does hold many
of you back. You’re regretting many of the things you have done in your
We are going to you ask you now to get over it. Get over it. It was part of
who you are. It was an experience you wanted to have to help you learn and understand
something. It was a mighty challenge that you had given yourself so that you
could learn something new.
Some of you get down upon yourselves. Some of you who have drunk a little bit
too much… you call yourselves alcoholics. Get over it. You are not an
alcoholic. You are one who went to the depths of hell drinking to find out what
that is about. But, the energy does not have to be attached to you anymore.
That was the past.
Some of you get upset with yourselves about your weight. You let that hold
you back. You say, “But if I didn't look like this, then I could be free,
Tobias. I hear what you are saying today, but how could a fat person fly?”
You say that (some laughter). Yes, I do read some of your minds (more laughter).
It is time to get over that. It is time to let that go. Love yourself no matter
what you look like. Love yourself. Stop trying to fight it. Stop trying to deny
yourself. Be who you are. The fat, the weight… that will disappear…
it will go away… if you want it to. But, some of you are going to find
that you like that extra weight and that extra energy around you.
Don't let it become a block. Don't say, “I will become spiritual when
I hit a certain weight.” Love yourself today. Be spiritual today. Stop
getting down on yourself for these things. You have given yourself the experience
of what it is like have all sorts of energy around you and in you physically,
even manifesting as weight. It is all for a reason.
The past holds you back sometimes because you have hidden it away. You have
tucked it away… under the rug… in closets… in your subconscious…
or whatever you want to call it… parts of you that you have been ashamed
about… parts of you that you couldn’t deal with up to now. Yes,
there are some wildly ridiculous things that you have done in the past. Some
of you are so filled with guilt for these things.
We are going to open some of these doors with you today and throughout the
rest of the year. We are going to help you take a look at some of these past
lives, some of these things that you haven't wanted to look at. We are going
to give you glimpses. And, we are going to let you feel the energy and then
move it through you. But, you let the past hold you back.
How do you handle that now? How do you solve it? You embody every part of it,
everything you've ever done, and then you let it move through. We know you have
done tremendous work in this area. But, now we’re going to go to the real
depths, the real hiding places of some of the Old Energies. You are going to
start getting the glimpses and the full stories of your past lives. You can
handle it now.
What else holds you back? Being the victim… wonderful role to play! It
is sometimes easier being the victim than the Creator, sometimes easier blaming
everything around you. You get caught into the trap of being the victim, the
And, do you know what we do when you do that? We support you in your victimhood.
You’re having fun with it. So, we’re going to support you. We are
going to help you experience what it is like to be the biggest victim on Earth
(some laughter) because that is what you have been choosing up to now…
some of you. But, now it is time to let that go. It is holding you back. You
can't blame your parents. You can’t blame your past lives. You can't blame
anything. You are the Creator.
You say, “But, but, Tobias;” you say, “But, Tobias.”
Ah, hold onto those “buts” (butts!). Yes, we mean that in many different
ways (audience laughter). You are allowing that to be a hindrance and a block.
Why? Because you don't necessarily want to face what it’s like to be a
Creator. You’re sometimes afraid of going back to being a full and conscious
Creator. You regret some of the things that were done in the past, especially
before you came to Earth.
You see… I created his cottage that we are sitting in. I made it real
through the imagination. You used to do that also, especially before you ever
came to Earth in a human body. When you were creating the stars and the heavens,
when you were free out there, without a body, you could create very quickly
and imagine very quickly. There were many, many things you didn't like about
what you created.
But, Shaumbra, at your core you are a Creator. There is no need to truly worry
about what was done in the past because it has gotten you here. It has gotten
you to this point. No matter what you think, you’ve truly never killed
anyone. A soul cannot die. It simply comes back in a new form. You can never
truly take another’s energy away, even though you have tried. Sooner or
later you have to let it out because it’s not yours. You have to release
So, Shaumbra, many of you have been playing victim, and it has held you back.
No longer blame anything else… unless that’s the way you want to
live. Take full responsibility. And, as you do, you will understand how Creator
energies truly work.
What else holds you back? To a degree – mass consciousness. You are here
on Earth. You are surrounded by mass consciousness energies, the energies of
humanity. Remember quite a while back when we asked you, “Are you ready
to leave mass consciousness?” And, all but a few said, “Yes.”
You have. You have given yourself permission to leave.
But, it is still there. It still has a way of influencing you from time to
time. But, you don't have to be stuck in it. Especially as Energy Movers, you
can allow yourself to move beyond the consciousness. Yes, it will come in, and
you will feel it, as so many of you felt the energies of the earthquake long
before it happened. You felt that it was a potential that was probably going
to be manifested. It was part of mass consciousness preparing for a change,
and you felt it. But, it doesn’t have to hold you back. It doesn't have
to hold you down.
What else holds you back? Feeling that you are disempowered… many of
you… the feeling that you are weak… a feeling that you couldn't
perform magic, even if it jumped right into you… the feeling that you
can't affect anything, especially outside of you, much less your own life…
the feeling that the energies are so strong and so harsh all around you that
there is nothing you can do… you can only respond to things, not create
This a form of victimhood. It is a form of denial of who you are and the powers
that you have. You let yourself feel disempowered. You let yourself get swept
away by the currents of the river of life… from the river of consciousness…
a feeling that all you can do is try to hold on… try to survive…
that you can't affect anything.
Shaumbra, we are going to let you know right now that you are Creators. How
do we know? Because you are creating everything in your life, whether you realize
it or not. It is not being created by us. It is not being created from outside
of you. You are creating it. Well, perhaps you say, “But, Tobias, I certainly
am not creating all of these bad things.” Ah, again we ask you to take
a look. You ARE creating it, perhaps not consciously in your human mind, but
based on your needs, based on your energy, you are.
You are like a magnet, but a magnet that works different than your physical
magnets on Earth, for the opposites attract in your magnets on Earth. But, with
the type of magnet that you are the likenesses attract. If you feel disempowered,
disempowered things will come to respond to you. You will be surrounded by disempowered
people, or people who use their power to take yours away. You are asking for
it. Like responds to like.
If there is a lack of abundance in your life, it is because you are feeling
that you are not worthy. You are energizing yourself, or spiritually magnetizing
yourself, and you bring it into your life. Everything around you and everything
in your life is a direct literal response to who you are. It is not being inflicted
on you. You are bringing it in. You are manifesting it. That is how strong and
powerful a Creator that you are.
If you don’t like something, if you don’t like things in your life,
or any of your life, you can change it. How do you do that? First you acknowledge
that you are ready for a change, and you are willing to go through what it takes,
which all of you have. Then, Shaumbra, you begin to change how you are feeling
on the inside. You begin taking a look at how you are creating these things.
Are you playing the role of the victim? If you are, you will always have victim
experiences happen to you. Are you playing the role of the disempowered? Then
you will always have things that come into your life that take your power away.
In this year of 2005, it is time for your freedom from those things. It is
time for you to understand that you are no longer bound by them. You can change
them. You could also give us all of the reasons on Earth and in the heavens
why it can't be done. And, then we have to support you in that. We have to continue
helping you feel disempowered, continue helping you feel like the victim, continue
helping you have no abundance. That’s the one we don’t like at all
because that is what you are choosing. That is what you are drawing to you.
We are going to ask you over these next 30 days to take a look at what is holding
you back. The energies – the loving energies of Metatron, the compassionate
energies of Metatron – are going to be right there with you, right there.
It doesn't have to be harsh or difficult. These are much more of what you call
the feminine aspects of Metatron, the loving and nurturing aspects.
We are going to work with you to help you take a good, pure, strong look at
what is holding you back. We know you are getting impatient and irritated. We
know that you want real progress in your life, so we are going to give you a
real look at what's holding you back. We are going to be working with each and
every one of you, helping to move beyond those barriers and blockages.
We are going to help you understand that you are a Creator. We are going to
help you to understand, Shaumbra, that your imagination is one of the most delightful
tools that you have. Some of you tend to discount it, and say, “But that
is just my imagination.” There was even a song about that (some laughter).
Cauldre says he will not sing today (more laughter). We are humming it for you
in my house.
Shaumbra, one of the things that holds you back is your resistance to use your
imagination, your lack of imagination. You actually have a very potent imagination,
don't you? You’ve been shutting it down for a long, long time. As a child
you were scolded for your imagination. We remember… we were there with
you. You have been trained not to use it. You have been trained to use the mind
One of the things that causes depression, by the way, is not using your imagination.
For those of you who have been experiencing depression and anxiety and lack
of passion, it is because you have put your imagination on the back burner.
You have hidden it. You have suppressed it. No wonder you get depressed!
The imagination is such a vital part of you, and it wants to be a vital part
of your life. But, yet you deny it… you discount it… you treat it
like a bastard child… you abuse it at times. You focus so much energy
on that mind of yours. The mind is beautiful, and it is wonderful. But, it is
time for the imagination, the creative and divine intelligence, to play right
along with you. Yes, for so many of you, one of the biggest barriers is not
using your imagination. Your imagination is that divine part that wants to expand,
that wants to create.
Some of you are having a hard time sitting in this cottage of mine because
you say, “It is not real. What is Tobias pulling on us today?” Shaumbra,
I’m trying to prove a point to you of how delightful, and exciting, and
joyful, and potent the imagination is. The imagination is allowing your true
energies to come out and play. Through the imagination you can expand yourself,
allow yourself into the other realms, and then through the other realms, where
there are other energies, bring these back and manifest them on Earth.
As we have said before, imagination is not – how to say – focused
mental exercise. It is not trying to visualize something specific necessarily,
at least not right now. The imagination is letting yourself soar, letting yourself
go free, letting yourself go to realms that you have not been in in a long,
long time. There is that divine you, sitting here in these chairs right now
that wants the freedom, that wants the expression.
So, Shaumbra, we are going to be working with you, taking a look at those things
that are holding you back. They aren't overwhelming, no matter what you think.
They are nothing so big that you and us together can't evolve them, can't bring
them to the next level. They truly aren’t.
Some of you try to hold on to a story that your problems are so big that even
the greatest humans on Earth can’t solve them, even the greatest angels
can’t solve them. Your problems are so monumental that even God can’t
solve them. You are having fun play that game, aren’t you? You are having
fun holding onto that story. You’re stubborn about it, as a matter of
That’s another thing that holds you back – trying to hold onto
that story. Your story is wonderful. We love your story, but your story wants
to evolve right now. Your story is only a story. Some of you have been trying
to build your new spiritual self upon the foundation of your old human story.
And, as you have discovered, when you try to build on that foundation, the walls
come tumbling down. It is not a foundation to build the new you.
The foundation for the new you is the essence, the soul, the divinity of who
you are. It is not just the story of you in this lifetime right now of what
you would call “the ego.” It is the collective of all you have ever
been and all of the potential of who you are going to be and your divineness
and your purity. It is a story. It is the foundation rather of everything that
you have been. Don’t try to build it on just the story of this identity
in this lifetime.
Sometimes your stories are what are holding you back. You try so hard to hang
onto them. You try to build on them. But, it is not about building on this one
story. It is about building through the imagination in a whole New way.
Take a deep and feel the energy of my cottage, of the Shaumbra room, of the
vibrations that are coming in now. Let your imagination soar a little bit here.
Feel and sense the non-physical energies that are in my cottage, the energies
that are flowing in from the other realms.
And, I don't want to hear any of you say right now, “But, Tobias, I don’t
know how to feel,” because then you are locked into that. Say, “Tobias,
I allow myself to feel once again. I give myself the freedom to feel even things
that aren’t of the human realms. I give myself permission to feel everything
of the other dimensions. I give myself permission to once again talk to the
angels.” So many of you… we hear you say, “Oh, but I can’t
channel; I can't talk to the angels.” It is the most natural thing you’ll
ever do. It’s easier to talk to the angels than it is to other humans.
Don't trap yourself by saying, “I don’t know how to feel.”
Say, “I'm ready to feel once again.” Don’t trap yourself by
your own limitations.
I sat in prison. I sat behind four literal walls of a prison. It was the greatest
experience of any of my lifetimes. Oh, I was so angry. I have told the story
before, but I want to tell it again (some laughter). I was unjustly put in prison.
Ah, you see… that wonderful victim energy! “It wasn’t in my
fault; it was everyone else!”
Shaumbra, I put myself in prison. I was energized for it. I was at a point
where as a human I was no longer happy. I knew something had to change. I had
to go sit in a literal prison to feel the prison I had put myself in in my lifetime,
my last lifetime on Earth. And, I cussed it. And, I blamed everyone else. And,
I gave all of the excuses in the world… until one day I realized the prison
was of my own making. And, only I could free myself.
Anything that is holding you back, any prisons that you are in, are of your
own making absolutely. And, you can free yourself, not for yourself through
force, not for yourself through some type of willpower mental exercise. You
free yourself simply by opening up, giving yourself permission.
It is time to evolve the identity, to evolve YOUR identity. That means letting
go of the story, a story that is you in this lifetime. It has served you up
to now. But, it’s had its limitations. It is time to evolve the identity
to become more of who you truly are.
You know how to do it. We have talked about it before. And, now it is the time
to do it. It is the time to give yourself permission to be free once again.
It is time to open up that imagination. Stop denying it. Yes, you can be in
this cottage. You can be in the Shaumbra room. You can be experiencing energies
from all levels and dimensions… if you let yourself… if you let
We can’t do it for you. I CAN’T MAKE YOU OPEN UP. I can't make
you let go of the things that are holding you back. YOU CAN. It is simply about
making that decision and then doing it. It is simply about allowing the imagination
to be as real as what you call your reality now.
As you allow yourself to be free, you give yourself permission once again.
You will energize yourself in a new way. You will energize yourself so that
you do bring new things, joyful things, and abundant things into your life.
Shaumbra, we are having a bit of a problem on the New Earth right now. You
see… many humans left the Old Earth, or your physical planet of Earth,
and came back to our side. They left their physical body. They transitioned
back here. And, then they went on to the New Earth to help build this phenomenal
place, this library of human consciousness, this place, this New Earth, where
all other angels who have never been in the physical body before will come to
learn and to study before they incarnate on Earth. That is a wonderful place.
I spend much time there, as well.
We are having a bit of a problem because many of the entities who have come
here to be part of this are now longing to go back to the Old Earth, the very
ones that said, “I will never go back to that place (some laughter). I
will never incarnate again.” They are seeing what a wonderful place it
is, what a wonderful place it is becoming. They are seeing that you can be free
and be human. They are wanting to reincarnate. They want to get here as quickly
as possible to be part of this quantum leap. That should tell you something.
That should tell you something about how joyful your life can be if you give
What is holding you back? What is holding you back right now? We are going
to be working with you on that in the next 30 days of time to help you get over
it, to help you release it. We are going to challenge sometimes. You are going
to get angry with us because we are going to come right back at you. And, you
are going to hear our words. We are going to say, “But you are creating
it.” It is the reality that you are bringing. Don’t blame anyone
We are going to be challenging you to embody old fears that you have, things
that you have locked away, things that you didn't want to look at. We are going
to drag them out for you. We are going to help you see it. We are going to ask
you to breathe it in when that fear is so overwhelming that it stops you in
your tracks. When you feel you are losing you mind, we are going to ask you
to go to the next level to breathe it in and embody it into every cell of your
Only when it is embodied can it be released. Do you understand? Things that
you deny, things that you hate will follow you around. Things that you embody
and bring in fully into your reality and love and admire, even if they were
dark – and remember what darkness truly is – only when they are
embodied can they be released. When they are released, the energy serves you
in a whole New way.
Now, we have been yammering on here for quite a while (some laughter). We have
been filling the space in my cottage in the Shaumbra room, distracting you,
in a way, so we could get at some of the real energy workings… so that
we could help you move the energy of whatever healing it was you needed…
the healing of the mind… or the body… a healing of something that
you were stuck with… an Old pattern that you were repeating over and over
and over again… patterns of losing jobs… patterns of bad relationships…
patterns of constant health problems.
We are helping you release these today. Why? Because you gave permission to
come to my place. You gave permission to let it go. Then, we can help. You didn’t
blame anyone else for it. You simply gave permission to be free.
Shaumbra, this will be an exciting year. This will be a fun year. This will
be a year when you can truly expand, truly be who you are and be here for the
reason that you chose to be here. And, throughout the whole process we are going
to be supporting you, playing with you, and continuing to help you be free.
Oh, this freedom thing… in the next few days of the Ohamah school…
they are going to learn what it is like to go through fast-track freedom. So,
Shaumbra, all of you are going to learn this year what true freedom of the soul
And so it!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias
Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around
the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the
potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the
first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges
of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing,
caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site
each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias
presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he
and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing
it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where
Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives
its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides
and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is
not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your
doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in
that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the
journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity
to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around
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