THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Clarity Series:
Presented to the Crimson Circle
SHOUD 8: "Disconnect; Part II" - Featuring Tobias, channeled by Geoffrey
March 4, 2006
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that I, Tobias, return to my rightful place (laughter).
As we were preparing to fully come in to Cauldre and to Linda, to all of you today,
ah, we were able to glide in, in a bit different way. But as we were preparing
we were joking amongst ourselves on this side of how it is like a teacher sitting
before an audience of professors. It is like... like you are the ones who know
so much, who have gone through so much. We are simply helping to facilitate your
process, but you are indeed the professors. You are the ones who are the masters,
as we have called you, and as you perhaps may recall, a master is one who lets
energy serve them.
We have to chuckle to ourselves because you look at us sometimes as we are
the ones who hold or carry the wisdom – and it is you that truly do. We’re
simply here to remind you of who you are, to help you remember your journey
here on Earth right now. It is so easy to get caught into all the energies and
the processes and even the details of living on Earth.
It is not an easy thing to do. The young ones, indeed, who come in right now,
they have so much ahead of them. So much more in their lives that’s going
to be taking place. Fortunately, they have professors, masters, like you, who
are going to be their parents, who are going to help guide them.
Shaumbra, slowly ... slowly you are awakening and remembering why you came
here in the first place. Remembering who you truly are, the Great Ones. We say
that without trying to flatter you. We say that, actually, so that you could
take a moment here to allow that to come in. Go beyond the ego. Allow that to
come in. You are the Great Ones. Can you accept that?
Sometimes you have a challenge because you think that by letting yourself feel
or believe that you’re a Great One, that your ego will get out of control,
that you’ll do all sorts of crazy things. You'll become obsessed. You’ll
want more and more power. You’ll want more and more gratification. You’re
Actually, this thing that you call the ego has been holding you back. You won’t
let yourself fully accept or fully remember your own grandness, the very reason
why you came here to Earth, the celestial families that you have come from,
the great things you have done in other lifetimes. You hold back sometimes.
You say “It couldn’t possibly be me. I’m just an unworthy
human. I’m just an imbalanced human.” And as long as you continue
to believe that, you’re going to continue to act that out.
All of us who work with you right now – Saint-Germain, Kuthumi, I, Tobias,
all of them – all of us – we know your greatness. We know that there
are records in the history of this Earth, records in the history that have also
been lost on Earth, and records in the angelic realms that call out your name.
You’ve been written about. You have been studied. You have been talked
about in the angelic universities and colleges, if you want to call it that.
You are the Grand Ones.
Perhaps in some of your own healing modalities – some of your own work
that you do with yourself – perhaps you could work on accepting that.
Try hearing our words now as we call out, as we proclaim that you are the masters
and the Grand Ones. Let that go right past that wall that you call your ego,
but it is not, it is simply a wall of the mind. It is a game that you play.
Can you accept that? I have known you, each and every one of you, who is here,
or listening, or reading this. We have known you in one way or the other as
the Grand Ones. The others are following you.
It’s a tremendous responsibility. Some of you don’t feel worthy
to carry that responsibility. You wonder where your imbalances come from. You
wonder where your - what you call - your own skewed perceptions, some of your
own issues come from, because you have trouble sometimes accepting the grandness
of who you are. But we’re here today during our session to share that,
to ask you to remember. Don’t worry about the ego. You see, you get into
this whole battle – “I can’t let myself accept that,”
you say. Try it. Try doing something different today. Try accepting that.
Accept it right into your heart. Let’s go right past the mind here, let’s
go right into the heart. Perhaps if you remembered how truly grand and historic
you are, perhaps it would help put some of those issues back into balance. Give
you a clearer picture of who you are. Make you stop hiding from what you consider
to be the weight of the responsibility. Because actually... actually what you’ve
been famous for is not taking on too much responsibility. You’ve been
doing it as a process for yourself, not to try to save the world or the universe
or anybody else. You haven’t even been doing it for your spiritual families.
You’ve been doing it because it resonates within you.
Let go of the responsibility. Let go of worrying about taking the wrong step
or about trying to block things out because you think you’re going to
get a big head – a big ego. That is another one of the grand lies and
grand overlays. Along the way, there was something in human nature that created
this whole overlay that said you cannot allow yourself to be grand. You have
to continually put yourself down, belittle yourself… and so you did. What
happens if you did something different today and took off that overlay?
Let yourself be grand. Let yourself remember who you truly are. That is why
when we came in today we had to chuckle amongst ourselves. You, the human angels,
the Grand Ones, pretending that you’re not pretending that you have to
go through all of these processes and procedures and mechanisms and mechanics
to release, to have clarity. Well you don’t. You simply have to let yourself
have that again. It’s not a mental process. It is not even a long process.
It’s just letting those overlays go.
It is a delight for I, Tobias, to be back with you, my beloved Shaumbra.
You wonder sometimes why we are trading off back and forth. Why one gathering
it is Saint-Germain, and in another it is I, and Kuthumi in the background.
We have to let you know that it is not always easy to come in this close. It
is getting easier and easier for us but, for instance, if we’re doing
a very intensive gathering with you where we were breaking new heaven and earth,
it is sometimes very difficult for us to maintain our energy this close.
So, for instance, with the recent workshop we had about energy abuses, after
totally pouring myself into Cauldre, into each one of the attendees, into the
staff, my own energies felt depleted. So, whether it is I or any of the other
angels, we find that we have to back away for a little while. We have to do
our own form of rejuvenation.
It is not like we are sleeping. We definitely don’t go to – how
to say – other facilitators. We know how to find the space within us,
the space of what we call the One Breath, the space of our own crystalline realms,
to rejuvenate our energies.
The Earth is very draining – very, very draining on any energy. It is
not just the magnetic pull of Earth, it is not just being in matter. But the
way that Earth and humans and those who are in the near realms feed off of each
other. It becomes very draining.
When we bring our energy in close, we find that we get caught, not in the Shaumbra
issues but, right now literally as I, Tobias, am here talking with you, I can
feel the heaviness of Earth. I can feel the drain of mass consciousness. When
I am in a state like this with you, there are those who are in the near realms
– they are not in a physical body – but they even come in. And they
want to take energy.
Being in matter can be very draining. It is an unnatural state of being for
an angel to be in a physical form. That can be draining. So we find that we
work together as a team on this side. A whole group of us – the Crimson
Council – continually working with you, continually coming in, expanding
our energies in your space, but then we also have to withdraw at times.
We bring this point up because it is also important for each and every one
of you. You’re working hard in the human realities right now. You’re
trying to do things just to keep your human life going and you’re going
through an incredible overall transformation in your spiritual life. It is very
draining on your energies.
It is so important for you to find time to yourself, to withdraw from everything.
Don’t answer the phone. Don’t get on the computer, that’s
not withdrawing. That is actually jumping right back into a network and a grid
that will pull your energies. It energizes you in a certain way. For some of
you who stay up late at night, working on your computers, you feel a surge of
energy because you’re tapped into a network. But on the same token, that
very network – the internet – will then drain your energies in another
way, you see. So that’s why perhaps the next day you will feel particularly
tired. Then you’ll want to go back to your computer and to your internet
to get an energy fix, but then you’re going to get even more tired the
next day. It is an interesting cycle. We’re not saying that there is anything
wrong with the internet, but we’re saying that if you’re going to
find time and space for yourself, go totally off by yourself.
One of the purest energies that a human can be in without having it take energy
away from them is actually Gaia. Gaia is a spirit. Gaia is embodied right now
on this thing you call planet Earth, but Gaia is a spirit just like you are
or like I am. Not so much different. Gaia is a composite spirit of many, many
different entities who bring their total energy together. Perhaps you could
almost feel them surrounding Earth, helping to hold this energy of Gaia. Gaia
essentially means “supporting of life” or “giving of life.”
The energies of Gaia and those who support this entity are continually flowing
in energies into Earth. So if you go off by yourself into nature for a walk,
for breathing – it doesn’t matter if it’s sunny day or cloudy
day – it doesn’t matter at all. This is a wonderful way to rejuvenate
yourself. But, even as we, the angels on our side, find it necessary to re-charge,
it is also important for you to do that.
I, Tobias, go back to my cottage, an imaginary place but a place that I have
built with my imaginations and my crystalline energies. And you can do the same.
Take time for yourself, Shaumbra. So important right now as things are moving
quickly, as things are literally draining energies. And it’s very important
right now in this whole process that you’re going through of disconnecting.
Disconnecting ... we’ll get to that in just moment. But I’d like
to introduce our guest for this Shoud, a guest who will be with us for the next
few Shouds. It is the energy of a dear one who has been with us before. Indeed,
he has even requested to speak to you in person. Not in this meeting, but in
a gathering that’s soon to come. We’re notifying Cauldre here in
advance (light laughter). It is the energy of our dear friend, Rapha –
Archangel Raphael – who comes in today.
Now, we’re going to just ask you to breathe in the energy of Raphael.
You have all worked with him... and it is actually not a “him” we
would have you know, but refer to “it” that way for this Shoud.
Raphael comes in, as you know, as one who helps to transmute fears, to move
Raphael is a very important part of the whole story of Tobit, very familiar
to both myself and Cauldre. He comes in when there are new challenges and old
blocks. Raphael joins us now and it should be an indication, a hint to you,
that right now you’re going through – walking through – many
of your own fears and blocks and limitations.
This whole concept of disconnecting brings up a fear, brings up doubt and anxiety.
Rapha comes in today to help you, personally, as you move through some of these
There is tremendous overall fear of letting go of old ways. Ways that were
secure, understandable, even if not always the most pleasant, at least you understood
them. And Rapha will be joining us over the next few months of time. His presence
should also be an indication that there are things happening on Earth right
now – shifts and changes – that would tend to elicit fear as well.
If you recall in our Shoud back at the beginning of this series – the
Clarity Series – we talked about this large amount, large volume, of dark
energy coming to Earth all at once. Large energy that was brought by some of
the very dark thinking of consciousness, of humans on Earth, particularly, those
who are holding onto very old religious ways. There is much fear associated
with their own changes that they’re going through. And if you recall that
shortly after this dark energy came in, there were tremendous hurricanes, natural
disasters, all the manifestation of this dark energy that came in.
In a sense you could say it is appropriate, for the dark energy helps to move...
helps to shift energies that want shifting. But it also brings up much fear,
and the more fear that people, that humans have, the more they tend to hold
back, the more they tend to resist what are naturally occurring and very beautiful
changes. And then the changes get very difficult indeed, very hard to work with.
Over the next few months of time, we’re going to once again see evidence
of an increased level of changes on Earth. This is not a fear scenario, Shaumbra,
it is a change scenario. One of the purposes for Raphael to be here right now
is to help you to understand that you can move through the fear.
Fear, at its core level, is just energy. It is just energy. It has been assumed
to be bad energy. Fear is such an overlay right now that it literally stops
people in their tracks. It causes them to do things they wouldn’t normally
do. Fear is this… well, just feel the energy of fear for a moment. Fear
is the demon. Fear is the destroyer. Fear is the darkness and the unknown, at
least in the concept or the overlays that you have right now. But when you really
feel into it, fear is just energy. That’s all it is. That’s all
If you allow yourself to move into fear... move right into the energy of it...
when you get in there, and, as the late great president said, “there is
nothing to fear other than the fear itself”... when you allow yourself
to go right into the energy of fear, you find out that there is nothing to fear
in it. It’s just energy of transmutation and change. Just energy that
is there available for you if you need or want to use it.
As you’re going through your own processes of disconnecting, not only
from mass consciousness but from the Field and the grid, it brings up fear within
you. Instead of running from this fear, instead of getting shut down because
of it, go straight into it. Not to battle either. You already know what happens
when you battle fear. It always wins. It always wins, because it is just a part
of you that you’re giving your energy to. You’re letting it grow.
You’re letting it turn into the monster, and it will always win. But Shaumbra,
if you let yourself go right into the fear without battle, without trying to
manipulate it, you’ll find out it really isn’t the monster that
you thought it was.
So Raphael will be with us for the next few months of time. You can call on
his energies, he will work with you. He won’t take the fear away from
you. He won’t fight the fear for you. But he’ll take you by the
hand, he’ll walk you into it, and he’ll show you some things about
fear that you may never have realized before.
So... Let us talk for a moment about this lifetime of yours. This lifetime
is not just another lifetime. It is not like any of the other lifetimes that
you’ve ever had. This lifetime is very, very special. You chose this lifetime,
this time period... both in terms of earthly time but also the space or the
energy of your own evolution... you chose this to be the lifetime of ascension.
To be the lifetime of realizing what it is like to have gone through this whole
process of becoming human and then transforming through just being human into
a divine human angel.
This lifetime is not one about just giving yourself an experience. This lifetime
is one about consolidating and releasing all of the other energies from past
lifetimes that you’ve ever had. Clearing, as you would call it. Releasing.
Letting it go.
This lifetime is very special, because it is the time you have chosen to move
to your next level. It is going faster than any other lifetime you have ever
experienced. Actually, you are more aware in this lifetime than any other lifetime
you have ever experienced. Sometimes there is a tendency to go back and think
that the ancient civilizations or societies had the answers, but if they did,
why would you be still here? They were part of a progression, an evolution of
your soul, but this lifetime is different.
We say that to you because it should be treated with great awe. YOU should
be treated with great awe and respect and admiration. This lifetime is the culmination
of all the other lifetimes that you have ever lived.
For so many of you here, by your own choosing, it will be the last lifetime
on Earth that you ever live. It is very, very special. This lifetime is where
you let go of the blocked or pent up energies of past lifetimes. As we always
say to you, the future is the past healed, so in this lifetime you are healing
or releasing so much of the past.
This lifetime is precious. You have spent hundreds or thousands of other lifetimes
getting here. It is not a lifetime that you would want to waste. It is not a
lifetime to take with any degree of – how to say... some of you take a
lifetime and say, “But if this one doesn’t work out, I’ll
just have another one.” And that is true, but Shaumbra you designated
this lifetime to be special. It’s a lifetime where you have clarity. It’s
a lifetime where you transcend so many of the human overlays.
This lifetime is sacred and blessed. Very special. It’s a lifetime you
agreed to come back together and be with – meet – other Shaumbra...
whether they are from your local area, whether you connect with them through
the internet, whether you travel to other places to meet them... a time of bringing
back together the energies of Shaumbra.
It is also the lifetime that you chose, not only to have your own learning
but also you chose to be the teacher to others. That is written right at the
top of desires for this lifetime – to be the teachers. Obviously, the
teacher will have to go through the learning process themselves. You gave yourself
that, by the way. You said, “Before I go out and teach it, I want to experience
it for myself. I want to experience what this embodied ascension is like.”
In other words, to be in a physical body and go through the total ascension,
which means also the disconnecting.
You said you wanted to go through the experience yourself and have the deep
compassion and the empathy, even though you could have probably skipped some
of the steps. You probably could've. You wanted the compassion and the empathy
so when you worked with others, it wasn’t just taken for granted. You
remembered what it was like to go through each one of the steps. We’ve
been doing that together for six years now, each one of the steps.
So one of the things that is very, very special about this lifetime is the
teaching. Teaching in a new way, of course. Not just standing in front of a
group and getting them into a mental process, but teaching through example.
Teaching through taking your life and doing what you choose to do with it. What
a wonderful example - doing what you choose to do with your life. That is teaching!
We said to Shaumbra all over the world that sooner or later you’re going
to leave your jobs where you are employed by other people or corporations. You’re
going to disconnect from those. What a wonderful example to show someone: You
don’t have to work for something else, you just be for yourself. Do what
you choose to do. You can break out of some of the patterns of working a certain
number of hours, going to a certain number of meetings, performing certain routine
or mundane tasks. You can break out of that.
It is not always easy to do because there’s great comfort and security
in staying in those jobs. At least you know what to expect each day. When you
break out of that, you’re into the unknown but also into the true joy.
It's also where you’re the true example, the teacher to others.
You’re the teacher when you live by example, create the things you feel
in your heart you desire to create, where you don’t fall into the old
traps and the limitations or the old overlays of consciousness, where you break
out of all that. For yourself, of course. Not for everybody else, but for yourself.
You’re a teacher when you lead through those examples. Not through saying
fancy metaphysical words – words to impress others with your knowledge
of the other realms. For, in a sense, those words go right past them or get
stuck in their heads. The greatest thing that you could possibly teach them
is through the example of your life – what you are doing on Earth right
now to create what you choose.
This lifetime is so important especially for those of you who are going to
be going off to the New Earth. What you clear here and what you realize here
will have such an impact and such a significance, then, on what you do in the
New Earth. Some of you are going to go on to become teachers in the classrooms
of the New Earth, teaching those angelic beings who have never been to Earth
before – never embodied in physical matter – teaching them what
it is like. Helping them to understand before they get there.
Some of you are going to go to the New Earth, you’re going to work with
new energies, helping to understand what they truly are, what they mean, how
they can be applied back on old Earth - if humans are interested in doing that.
Some of you are going to go to the New Earth for a while and then choose to
go beyond into what we call the Third Circle. This is a realm that is very difficult
to describe because this is where you go from being a god in training to a full
God, full rights. Full rights. It is hard to even imagine because it is so expansive.
Some of you are going to go there after this lifetime.
What we are saying is, this is very important. We’re not saying to get
serious about it because serious tends to dampen the energies. It is wonderful
to remain light and constantly evolving and moving energies. But some of you
have gotten to the point where you’ve said, “It didn’t work
out. I’ll try again next time.” You might be 20 years old thinking
that. Some of you listening right now are 80 years old, thinking that. Thinking
that “I got part of the way there but not all the way.”
We’re going to ask you to revisit that. We’re going to ask you
what you truly learned in this lifetime about yourself. About yourself. It matters
not how much you own, how big of a house you have or how many cars you have.
Those are incidentals. Wonderful incidentals, by the way, but incidentals. It’s
more about what you’ve learned in this lifetime and how you’ve grown.
How you’ve come to a new understanding about yourself and spirit, about
your journey, and about where you choose to go to next.
This lifetime is so very precious. It has its own resonance, its own identity.
It has its own very sacred energy that’s based on the other lifetimes
but whose energies have been released. You see, in a typical lifetime for a
human, that lifetime is relatively independent. It’s by itself, supporting
only itself. If you take a particular lifetime, perhaps 500 years ago, that
aspect or story of you was just trying to express something within that story.
And you could say that you, as an Oversoul being, allowed yourself to do that.
But that lifetime was fairly much just about that lifetime, about a particular
This lifetime is different. Instead of being unto itself or just a single story,
this lifetime now becomes the collection, the integration of all of the stories,
you see. It's almost like you in this lifetime are in the center. All of the
other lifetimes that you have spent now become part of it. They all reintegrate
back together through you in this lifetime.
That is why we say, when you release those energies, they come flow back into
you. You release them, you let the energies of those stories go so the energies
can circulate and come back and serve you again. But this time without the limitations
of a story. This lifetime is the culmination. It is the graduation, you see,
of yourself. Treat it with great compassion and love and respect for what it
is. It’s not like any other lifetime. It’s not just another lifetime.
This is THE lifetime, Shaumbra. This one, right now, THE lifetime for you.
So... in the Shoud last month Adamus came in and spoke to you about disconnecting.
A major step, a major insight. We have to chuckle again sometimes because we
are able to be so open with you and talk to you about some of these things like
disconnecting from the grid, from the Field – a major, major milestone,
a landmark for Shaumbra – as Saint-Germain told you last month. A major
We have to chuckle sometimes because we know how difficult it would be for
you to go and explain this to the average person on the street. If you tried
to explain the concepts, say, “Yes, we just had our monthly Shoud...”
They would look strangely at you for even saying that word. (chuckles in audience)
“...and in that Shoud we agreed – I agreed – to disconnect
from the Field.” And they would look around trying to see the field (laughter),
scratch their head perhaps, nod their head and quickly walk away. (More laughter)
So it is amusing to us how far you have come, what information you are able
to understand, what energies that you’re allowing yourself to move through.
We talked about disconnecting from the Field. You know that’s something
that most of the angels haven’t done. They’re still connected to
some type of field or energy source somewhere, you see. It’s not like
they’ve gone before you. Quite the opposite. You’re the Grand Ones,
you are going first. You are going first. You’re disconnecting from the
There’s been, literally, no groups of humans that have done that together.
There’s been very few individual entities, who've been in human form,
that have done that. And there have been a number who have gone part way but
did not finish it in their lifetime because the energy on Earth wasn’t
right and/or new energy wasn’t available.
There are Enlightened Ones, enlightened masters such as Buddha, who spent a
lifetime, actually many lifetimes (Tobias chuckling) ... We joked about him.
He was the grand sufferer of all! There was Buddha who denied everything in
his lifetime, as Gautama, or Buddha, and his whole attempt was to disconnect
from the Field. He did it first by disconnecting from the physical planes and
from his body, and then he did it by disconnecting from his mind. Then he slowly
started disconnecting from the crystalline realms. But he went through so many
trials and tribulations to do it. He punished his body and he damned his mind.
He eventually got there. He eventually got there after many, many, many lifetimes
and many attempts to disconnect. But he was able to do it in a pure moment of
brilliance when he finally said “I give up!” (laughter) It wasn’t
some grand angelic inspiration, it wasn’t the hand of the Spirit coming
down upon him. When he finally said “I give up with this suffering and
trying and I give up with this discipline,” in that moment sitting under
the tree, he did have enlightenment, and then the heavens opened up and we all
applauded and said “Thank God, finally!” (Laughter)
Yeshua. Yeshua – or Jesus as so many of you call this dear one –
is a composite being, not a souled being. He came to - in a sense - help lead
the way for Shaumbra, and the world, indeed, but even when people say, “Well
did Yeshua disconnect from the Field?” Yeshua is not a souled being, he
is not like you. He is a composite of many, many, many energies. So you could
not even say that Yeshua disconnected from the Field. Yeshua is still very much
part of the Field, actually, particularly in the persona of Jesus.
Jesus is so woven into the Field right now! You hear people saying that you
have to go through Jesus for your salvation. That means they’re continually
stuck in the grid, the network, the matrix, whatever you want to call it. He
has been woven into it.
Now, the energy of Jesus is a bit different than Yeshua. Consciousness has
created this... actually what we call a fairy tale being, Jesus. There never
was a Jesus. That was not his name. That was Yeshua, and the energy of Yeshua
is quite different. But even Yeshua didn’t go through this process of
The one you know as Ohamah... we can’t speak the other name, we’re
being told by Cauldre (Tobias chuckling). Silly laws... The dear one you know
as R*****! I will say it! (Laughter) I’ve never heard Cauldre swear so
much. (Lots of laughter, Tobias chuckling) We had to slip that one in.
This energy of Ohamah... excuse us, we said the wrong word... Ohamah... this
energy of Ohamah was able to disconnect from the Field after tremendous anger,
after tremendous suffering and tremendous loneliness. Ohamah disconnected from
the Field as well, became independent, a souled being who had let go of all
the connections – connections of family, connections of his warriors and
his armies, connections even to God, you know. That’s a big one. That’s
a big one Ohamah had to learn. A big one that Ohamah even likes talking about
now. Disconnected from God, you see. That’s a big one.
Humans truly go into their fear when you start talking on those levels because
it’s so ingrained that God is this almighty male being with a bad temper
and a way of judging – absolutely no compassion – and that has dominion
over heaven but not hell, you see. So it is a very big... it is a big fear that
But Ohamah said, “I will even disconnect from God. I will disconnect
from everything because I don’t care.” He actually thought he was
going to die, actually wanted to die. He was trying to force himself to die.
But there was something within him that wouldn’t allow that to happen,
that was actually forcing him to disconnect from everything. And he did. He
did. He’s been his own being ever since, returning to Earth to work with
humans now in his own blustery way, to help them disconnect.
Sometimes... whether it is Ohamah, whether it is Saint-Germain... sometimes
they push. Sometimes they – how to say – get a bit - how to say
- arrogant, in order to help you move beyond, to help you let go of those things
that don’t serve you anymore.
Kuthumi, another grand being who DIDN'T have trouble disconnecting. It was
not a difficult process for him He didn’t have to go through the suffering,
he just let it go. He went off, indeed, by himself for a long period of time.
Stayed away from friends and family, moved away from even the university life,
which he loved. He went off by himself and said “I’m going to do
this the easy way, the fun way, and disconnect. I’m going to be my own
being.” And he let go also. He did it, actually, with much of the love
and the compassion of Gaia. Not connected to Gaia but working with those energies
to let go. So Kuthumi is another independent being. A godded, souled being who
has let go of all of the connections and all of the ways of feeding.
I, Tobias, disconnected. I did it the hard way. I went through many, many lifetimes
of being very pious, very religious, trying to follow the book to a tee. Very
righteous in my own way. It felt like I was trying to earn my way to God, to
try to show God that I was so worthy because I could follow every one of the
rules. It wasn’t until the very end that God said, “Tobias, I had
no rules! None at all! You made them all up. You read it in some crazy book
written by some imbalanced humans (laughter) who had an affinity for rules.”
I learned to disconnect, but it took a long time, many, many lifetimes.
Part of the process came during my lifetime as Tobias. I was known as Tobit
and I had to go through suffering... first of all suffering of being a slave.
Suffering of an interesting family life. (Tobias chuckling) We won’t go
into the details there. (laughter) Suffering of losing my sight. Suffering of
drinking too much, which I admitted to recently in our discussion about addictions.
Definitely addicted. Addicted to my own pain, actually, my own emotional pain.
Trying to drown it through the drinking.
When that life ended, I found myself, quite to my dismay, reincarnated again
right back into the same place I had just left. Right back into the lands of
Israel, because it was calling me back. It wanted completion. I wanted completion.
So I came back again. Once again, drinking a bit too much, I have to admit now.
“I am Tobias...” I would say at some of the gatherings. (much laughter,
as audience realizes Tobias is referring to the usual introduction used at Alcoholics
And finding myself eventually thrown in prison and in that prison hating every
day, hating every person, hating God, hating everything about life. Until at
the very end, at the very end, in total despair and knowing that I was about
to die, I finally found my release as well. It took a prison and it took all
that suffering to finally let go. The realization that there truly weren’t
any rules. There was truly nothing I needed to hold onto anymore. I’d
lost everything, you see. My family, my lands, my health and my God. I'd lost
all of it, so I let go.
There are not many Beings that have truly disconnected. The list is quite short
actually. Not many Beings who have let themselves go through that process –
a process that right now you are going through. It is not about – how
to say... This whole concept of spirituality and religion, it is actually...
should be, actually... one of disconnecting. But what do the churches teach?
More connection. More addiction to their energy. More dependence on their energy.
In the simplest teachings it is about totally disconnecting. That’s when
you become your own sovereign being.
I’d like to do something now with this group of Shaumbra, something a
little bit different. Saint-Germain said that you have begun the disconnection
process. You’ve agreed to it, it is nothing we are imposing. You, as individuals
and as a group, said “We’re going to start letting go of those old
things that have fed us, slowly, without suffering or without drama. We’re
just going to start letting go. We’re going to watch as they slowly, slowly
start dissolving away.”
We’d like to spend a moment with you right now letting you feel that
and experience that. Perhaps you could almost envision and feel all these different
things that connect you... connect you to the Field, the grid, even your angelic
families from so very long ago, the things that connect you to Earth and the
people here, even the things that connect you to Shaumbra and Spirit.
We’re going to let you feel for a moment as these do a dance - you could
say - of release. You don't have to... they’re not being pulled off or
hacked off, but gently disconnecting all of these things. We’re going
to actually ask, for the next few minutes, that we experience this together.
And we would like to have some music played, what would have been the next music
track – song – on the music that was brought today. It would be
very appropriate. It's called “Have A Little Faith In Me,” and we’ll
sit and listen to that and just feel as the changes, the disconnections, gently
and lovingly take place.
Let’s take a deep breath (pause) and feel this process of disconnection
as we play a little bit of music.
(Music playing in background)
This is a natural process ... easy process ...
Feel how Kuthumi just let it happen ... without the fear ... without the suffering
Saint-Germain is another being who disconnected ... forced to – forced
to after finding himself literally trapped in a crystal, as both a state of
consciousness as well as something he allowed to be manifested. But knowing
no other way out, not alive and not dead, but finding himself entombed in this
crystal was his way of learning how to disconnect. He says he spent a hundred
thousand years... how ever long of a time it was, it forced him to go within
and look for the answer, the way, in that lifetime of his. To disconnect from
all of these other things and to realize that all the way along he truly had
the answer. He truly knew how to get out.
As we said there is a list of beings, not very long, who have gone through
this process and now we come back to you – all of us, we have lived in
human form before – we come back to you to help guide you through the
process, to help show you that it can be done. You can allow yourself to disconnect.
Disconnect from all of those things that have been feeding and fueling you,
that have been influencing you. Disconnect to discover your own independence
and sovereign nature.
All of us who went through this process went through great fear, one way or
the other. Fear of the unknown, fear of - and the uncertainty of - what happens
if you totally let go. Totally let go. What happens when you’re suddenly
overwhelmed with nothingness, with darkness – have you consciously severed
your connection to God? Have you been fooled or tricked? All of these fears
We’ve gone through these before. We understand what these are like. That
is why we call in the energy of Raphael right now, to help you look at your
fears. Not battle them or fight them, but to look at them. And to look within
you, yourself, for what feels right. Not based on what I, Tobias, or any of
the others are saying, but what feels right for you. To take a look at where
you want to be and what you want to do. To take a look at this whole concept
of disconnecting as something you even want to continue with.
So Raphael comes in to help you look at those fears, look at the blocks in
your life, look at those things that are trapping you and holding you back.
This is a very important time right now in your life, and this is a very important
lifetime. You’re going into some of the newest - what you would say -
innovative New Energy areas right now, in areas where few, if any, have ever
walked before. New territory. It's what you’ve asked for, what you have
been planning for, what you designed this lifetime for. You’re going through
major steps right now.
We want to be there to support and to love you and to help you to understand
why you’re going through these certain symptoms that you seem to be going
through right now. Symptoms like unexpected tiredness. It happens because, as
you are disconnecting from the old way you were feeding yourself, it has to
bring up something new from within you. You’re in transition from the
old way of getting your energy to the new. So, from time to time you’re
going to have very unexpected tiredness, when you’d least expect it.
You’re going to have different sleeping patterns, because as your new
crystalline self comes on-line, so to speak, within you, you’re not going
to need the old patterns of sleeping for eight hours. Everything begins changing.
The food that you eat changes because you’re fueling yourself in a different
Your relationships and your connections with other people change, again. They’ve
changed before but they change yet again. The way you employ yourself... the
work that you do, even how you get paid... starts to change. You’re used
to very old energy ways of getting paid; for instance, by the hour. What should
be by the creative expansion of what you do, not by the hour.
The symptoms for this disconnection go on and on and on. They’re very
similar to the original Shaumbra symptoms – the awakening symptoms –
but there are some differences. Yes, different body aches and pains now, so
often in the legs. Where before you were feeling it in the shoulders and back,
now you’re starting to feel certain aching in the legs. It is because
the energy is running in and through you differently now.
You are, in a sense, ungrounding yourself from the old way of how you grounded
and now there’s a new way of grounding your energy. A new way of even
working with the energies of Gaia. There’s a whole difference and there
are changes going on right now in nearly every aspect of your life. Your dreams
are another reflection of this whole process of disconnecting.
The way you’re breathing changes. Many of you have been noticing that.
Your breathing changes as you disconnect. You’re invigorating your body
in a whole different way through the breath. Everything starts changing.
This sometimes initiates fear. Fear comes in because you’re not sure
what’s happening. You think it’s beyond your control, but Shaumbra
just understand; it’s the process of disconnecting.
Sometimes you find yourself very, very irritable and don’t know why and
you try to control that with the mind. You try to even blame it on things like
somebody else (some laughter), or working too hard, or just in general the New
Energy. But Shaumbra it is because you are disconnecting, and sometimes that
causes a type of irritation in your energy network in your body. So it keeps
Now, the good news is that you’ll find yourself filled with great amounts
of energy at other times. You’ll have tremendous bursts of creativity
and insight. Your mental process goes from being very linear or analytical into
being very creative and you find solutions to answers very quickly, and they’re
very big solutions as well.
You find yourself very intuitive about other people, and you find yourself,
more than anything, coming up with very simple but profound understandings.
Simple - meaning that you see the basic, simple quality of life. You see the
core energies of things. You don’t have to get muddled in the mind with
all of the different analyses that go on. You can see very simply and very clearly
You find yourself not having to draw on other people or draw on other outside
energies for your own. Therefore, you are not ever compromising or sacrificing
yourself to get what you need.
So much of human life right now, with most humans, is this whole game of compromising,
of giving and taking, of trying to find new ways to get energy and limited ways
to give it back out. It’s a continual game that goes on and on and on
between humans. Can you imagine, Shaumbra, not having to play that game? Not
having to rely on anyone or anything else for your energy, for your sustenance?
Simply having it within yourself.
Not even having to play games with the angels or spirit. Not having to wonder
if you have too many sins on your list, if you’ve done the right thing
or the wrong thing. Not having to rely on the angels or guides to tell you what
to do or to give you energy packets. Imagine being so independent that you have
it all within. What a blessing. That’s where you are going right now.
That’s where we are all going together as Shaumbra. Delightful. It’s
a new way to experience joy in your life.
I want to add one more point to our discussion today. This – how to say
– this originates from our discussion a week ago about Sacred Geometry,
and we talked about the new numbers, the new way things work out.
We talked about a very simple process for how things are created and then manifested.
Four very simple steps in our discussion about Sacred Geometry, saying that
on the purest level of you there is Desire. Desire. Desire without an agenda,
desire without a particular outcome, but just desire. It’s not a want.
A “want” connotates that you need something. Desire means you simply
have the desire to be, to express yourself, to express the spirit within you.
The Desire then comes down to the next level which is then the Idea behind
the desire. You have a desire just to create. Now you come up with an idea that
fulfills that desire to create. The idea can be anything... to start a business.
The idea can be very broad and general. The idea could be a new invention. It
could be anything... but it comes into the Idea stage. And the idea now is you
saying, “I would like to, or I desire to, express my spirit energy in
a certain way.” Again, without having to worry about all the details.
It’s just the idea. Perhaps the idea is to write a book. You don’t
have to know how the paper is made in order to write a book, you see.
From there the Idea comes down now into the Attraction stage, and this is very
important. This is where we’re going to spend just a few moments here
talking about. Your idea... based on a general desire... your idea now starts
to come into manifestation. The idea has a certain energy characteristic to
it and it will attract the appropriate energies.
If your idea is to write a book, now you’re going to find that you are
automatically - just like a magnet - you are attracting energies in. Energies
even from our side, entities who will support you during the writing. We’re
not going to write the words for you but we’re going to help you to keep
the ideas flowing. You’re going to perhaps attract people who are going
to support you financially in this, or perhaps you’re going to attract
a type of job, or lack of a job, that allows you the space to write.
You’re in the attraction stage and it starts bringing in all of the energies.
These energies want to serve you and support your idea. Again, the idea should
be without the details. The details tend to come in automatically, tend to flow
in very naturally.
And now you’re in the Attraction stage, just letting everything come
in, but what tends to happen is your fear jumps in the way. Your fear about
the unknown. Your fear that wondering if your idea – your book, your business,
your invention or whatever it is – perhaps isn’t worthy. Perhaps
people will laugh at it. Perhaps you’ll never get the support that you
want. Perhaps you’ll be a failure. You see, the fears start coming in
at this point. Your fears will change the energy level... the vibration and
the level of attraction now... of your idea. You’ve just sabotaged yourself.
Your idea is going to stay in those attraction realms somewhere, not doing anything,
not moving forward, because the fear has come in and put a hold, or changed
the way you are attracting the appropriate energies to you. So it’s not
going to go anywhere.
That’s why we are saying right now with the energy of Raphael –
with Rapha here – we’ll help you to overlook those fears to help
you look at what energy is within them, help to keep your attraction level very
open, help to keep you attracting very pure energies. When you do this, it allows
for a more pure and full manifestation of your idea. You’ll pull in all
of the appropriate energies to make it happen.
We’re going to say now; watch in particular, watch right now what happens
at your Attraction level. How are you bringing energies in and how are fears
tending to sabotage what you’re trying to do? Watch how this unfolds over
the next few months. Pay particular attention to what you are attracting and
what you are blocking.
So... one more note Shaumbra before we close this Shoud on this day. One more
note. For the next 30 days of time, we’re going to ask you all to do a
little bit of homework. We’re going to ask you each day to consciously
do something different.
You see, you’re very prone to doing things in the same way, over and
over and over each day, and not even being aware of it. Each day do something
in a different way. Drive to work in a different way. Take a different route.
Change your routine in the morning – that routine that you have when you
first wake up. Do it a bit different. Change your workout schedule or even your
diet schedule. Each day choose something different and do it differently.
It’s going to help you to understand how you create the routines and
the ruts. Those are also things that are keeping you attached to the Field.
Those are things that are making it very difficult for you right now to disconnect.
By consciously doing it different, you’re going to see a different energy
and you’re going to find it very easy to start releasing more and more
of those things that hold you connected to the Field.
As we said, right now this is such an important time period, such an important
life. This is THE lifetime. You’re moving into new territory, territory
of disconnecting. Sometimes it is very easy for the fears to come flooding in,
for you to want to go and hide or to stop the process. Just be aware of what
is happening right now, what is going on as you disconnect.
We will return in next month, again with Rapha, for more discussions about
And so it is.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com.
The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra
around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved
past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the
first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges
of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing,
caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site
each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias
presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he
and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing
it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where
Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey
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its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides
and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is
not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your
doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in
that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the
journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity
to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around
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