THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Clarity Series:
SHOUD 4: "What Feeds You?" - Featuring Tobias, channeled by Geoffrey
Presented to the Crimson Circle
November 5, 2005
And, so it is, Shaumbra, we gather together once again in this beautiful and
sacred space in the energy that we have all created together… the energy
where we meld the human dimension where you live with the spirit and celestial
dimensions where we live… this precious time once each month of your human
time, this precious time when we can sit together in this space. It seemed like
just a moment ago when we left the Shaumbra Service Center. Perhaps, there were
many things that happened in your lifetime since. It seemed to us like just
a moment of time ago when we left, when we broke off from the last Shoud. And,
here we are again, sharing this beautiful energy and sharing this beautiful,
I, Tobias, love these few moments that we have while your music is playing.
We are making some equipment adjustments here. We love this time when your music
is playing. And, that is a time when I, Tobias, can speak to all of you so easily.
We have a few laughs and a few jokes. We talk about what has been happening
in your life recently. We are preparing the energy for the day, for our guests
who are going to come in for the Shoud that we are going to do. But, it is a
relaxing time when we can just chat for a few moments.
Now, the energy is going. Perhaps, you can feel it. The energy of this Shoud
is now moving. And, you’re helping to move it also. Things are going now…
One of the things that you ask all of us on our side… you ask, “What
is the message that Shaumbra wants to hear? Why, Tobias, do you come in? What
is it that Shaumbra wanted to be reminded of more than anything else right now?
Why do we do these Shouds?”
And, Shaumbra, the answer is quite delightful and quite simple. So much of
what we have to say to you – so much of what you have to say to yourself
in these Shouds, if you read back over them for the past five years of time
– you will realize what we are saying to you is that you have permission
to be yourself. That is really the whole core message of all of this. You have
permission to be who you are.
You have permission to discover parts of yourself that were dormant for a long
time. You have permission to be a Divine Human, existing on an Earth that is
very dualistic. You have permission to move into the New Energy in your own
way. You have permission to express yourself. And, you don’t need permission
from us. It is permission from yourself to be who you are, to be everything
that you are.
Now, that would seem to be quite simple and quite apparent. But, it is much
more complex. You see… most humans don’t give themselves permission
to be who they are. They have defined themselves into a certain box, into a
certain set of beliefs in a lifetime. And, then they follow just that set of
beliefs. They are not truly being everything that they are. They are being defined
in somewhat of a very narrow and rigid way, where you, Shaumbra, want permission
to go outside of that. Most humans are only focused on this particular lifetime,
on this particular identity.
And, you said, “We want permission to go beyond, to discover not just
this lifetime, but all of the lifetimes.” You wanted permission to discover
yourself between lifetimes. You wanted permission to discover yourself as a
spiritual being, as well as a human being. You wanted permission from yourself
to go beyond the limitations, all of the rules and the regulations, all of the
criteria that are set up by others for you. That is what you were truly asking
of yourself during these Shouds: permission to be God also in this lifetime.
That is why it is such a delight for all of us to come in, to share this time
with you, to encourage you in every way to be who you are. It is difficult at
times because sometimes the world isn’t ready for you. Sometimes you aren’t
ready for yourself. Sometimes the level of change that you have to go through
in order to discover self is so great that you have a hard time keeping up with
it with all of your body, mind and spirit.
But, you know, sooner or later, every human – every human – will
have to do what you have done. They will have to give themselves permission
to see their whole self. Nothing can lie in hiding. Nothing can lie in darkness.
Nothing can lie beyond the walls and the barriers that are set up. Sooner or
later every human and every angel has to discover their total self. They have
to do what you have done.
Give yourself permission to be who you are. It sounds simple. It sounds so
logical. But, Shaumbra, it is one of the most challenging and difficult things
that you’ll ever do. It requires trust. It requires being truthful with
yourself. It requires looking at yourself, even the parts that you haven’t
wanted to look at.
So, we honor, and we applaud you for what you are doing – giving yourself
permission. Oh, at times, you know, you hit the wall. At times you fall down.
At times it doesn’t necessarily feel comfortable. But, you’re doing
it anyway. You’re giving yourself permission. At times you may feel that
this whole program of giving yourself permission to be who you are is not successful.
But, take a look at how you judge success. Sometimes you feel perhaps that
you even are failing in doing it because you measure yourself against an old
set of measurement values. Measure yourself to your highest level, to your divine
level. Look at yourself and what you are doing in this lifetime through divine
eyes rather than human eyes, and you’ll begin to understand the enormity
of what you are doing.
We spend a tremendous amount of our energies with you. We wanted to say “time,”
but time is rather irrelevant, isn’t? We spend an extraordinary amount
of our energies with you because at this time in your life you need that. You
need these types of gatherings. You need the perspective from the other side
that we can provide. We spend enormous amounts of energies with you because
it is so very important.
We know sometimes you think that the work you do is having very little effect.
But, again if you could see it through the divine eyes, you would understand
how you are breaking through consciousness barriers, how you are moving energy,
the true significance of what you are doing. You don’t have to lead a
country or a nation to do incredible work at the spiritual level. You don't
need to be a CEO of a large business to have an effect on the world. You don't
need to be a priest or a rabbi to make a difference in people's lives. You can
be Shaumbra and have a magnificent impact on the potential of consciousness,
not just in this realm, but in all of the realms.
Now, that being said, let’s talk today about our special guests. There
are many, many guests today that are coming in, a whole busload of them. Yes,
indeed, I have a bus stop right outside of my cottage. And, the bus stopped
there, and we picked them up several days ago. And, we have been journeying
your way. We have been coming into your reality.
There are 202 guests on this day. Yes, the room is quite full, isn’t
it? We had to leave a few empty seats just to make room for everybody (some
laughter). There are several hundreds of guests. And, the interesting thing
about these guests is that many of you have known them before. They come from
what you would call the fourth dimension, what Adamus calls the near dimensions.
They are disincarnate but they were human not so very long ago. Every one of
them left Earth towards the end of 2001.
And, they have been studying on our side of the veil. They did not go to the
Bridge of Flowers. They stayed in the near realms to study, for the energies
of Earth were very heavy with them – not in a negative way – but
just very much a part of who they were. They have been studying consciousness.
They have been studying what groups are doing. And, specifically they have been
studying Shaumbra all of this time. Yes, you are definitely not alone, for there
are many, many who are observing – not judging – but simply observing
what you are doing.
They have several things in common: the fact that they left at the end of 2001
or later, the fact that all of them knew Shaumbra, knew some of you in one way
or the other. A few were your parents. A few were dear friends. Some were ones
who you worked with at the same office place. Some of them were childhood friends
who you lost contact with, and then have come over to our side. But, they all
knew a Shaumbra somewhere along the line.
That little incident, that encounter with Shaumbra in their lifetime, even
if you only knew them for a short period of time, had such a significant effect
on them, a word that you said, a radiance that you shined out. Oh, perhaps they
even laughed at you a bit. Perhaps, they challenged you. Perhaps, they thought
you were a bit odd. But, Shaumbra, you made an impact on their life, and so
much so that when they crossed over, when they left the physical body and came
to our side, they decided it was time to study. They decided that they didn’t
need to just hop back into another body. They knew that there had to be more.
And, you, Shaumbra, made that difference and that influence.
They have been working, studying, and sharing together all of this time. They
have been watching the progress of Shaumbra on Earth. They have been taking
a look at it. They have been watching how you are working with consciousness
in your life. You have become the example for them.
They all plan to come back to Earth in the next – what you would call
– dozen years of human time. They’re all planning to come back.
They’re planning to go to the Bridge of Flowers, but they haven't been
ready yet. They’re planning to go back to the highest angelic realms.
But, quite frankly, the consciousness that they had when they left Earth truly
did not allow them to go all the way back. They were – what you would
call – Earthbound. They were stuck in their old ways and old belief systems.
But, there was something that triggered them to want to understand more, that
there was more beyond what they knew and what they felt in their lifetime.
So, they have gathered together. They have been together ever since, several
hundred of them taking a look at themselves, taking a look at consciousness
on Earth, taking a look at you. And, now they have been bussed in for this meeting.
Indeed, there must be a bus stop right outside of this canyon center here that
let them off. And, they now fill the room.
And, what we would love all of you, Shaumbra, to do – whether you are
here in person, or joining us on the other realms, through the Internet –
we would love for you to take a deep breath and welcome them in. They are feeling
a bit nervous on this day to be in the presence of such human masters. They
are feeling perhaps that maybe you could relate to this. Perhaps, they are not
worthy of being here quite yet. They feel like they are the students and you
are the masters. They want to know that you are going to welcome them into your
space, into this sacred and precious meeting.
You know, it is the talk of the celestial realms, this thing called the monthly
Shoud (some laughter). As I have said before, there are many who get on the
waiting list from our side who want to come in. But, we only allow so many,
you know. This is an exclusive event.
So, we’re going to ask you to take a deep breath and invite their energies
into our space, to make that final melding, to invite them to sit down beside
you today, just to feel your essence and your presence.
So, indeed they have been studying consciousness. And, they say… they’ve
asked the question, “What is consciousness?” just like you have
asked that question, “What is consciousness?” Well, put quite simply,
it is a set of belief systems that defines your reality. It is your level of
awareness that becomes your consciousness. You are aware of a certain level
of activity, of a certain understanding.
Consciousness is also limited by belief systems. And, particularly when you
come to Earth, these belief systems become very rigid. And, they define everything
in your life. They define how you perceive yourself. The belief systems define
how you interrelate with yourself, how you interrelate with the environment
around you, people around you.
And, the interesting thing is that your belief systems… they don't come
from the mind… you see. Belief systems go much deeper than that. They
come from the heart, from the inner part of you. You see, you think you have
certain beliefs. But, sometimes your true beliefs are much deeper and much more
potent. Sometimes you try to alter and correct or change your belief systems
in your mind. But, yet your life continues just the same as it was. And, you
wonder what true effect belief systems have.
But, belief systems… they are something much deeper… much deeper.
You can access them. You can go deep into understanding exactly what you truly
believe. Again, it is not generally what you think you believe. We are going
to talk a little bit today about how to take a look at that, how to change that,
how to work with it.
Basically, everything is belief systems. It just depends on how broad or expansive
the belief systems are, even on our side of the veil. The angels, the entities…
their reality is shaped by their belief system. As Saint Germain so wonderfully
talks about in the Dreamwalker School, even the entities that are disincarnate,
no longer in human form, when they come across to our side of the veil, their
reality is still shaped by the belief system. They carry it over with them.
It can be worked on and refined and adjusted and expanded on our side.
But, eventually any entity will have to come back to Earth, even with an expanded
set of beliefs to basically manifest them here on Earth to see how they play
out. In the astral realms everything is a bit etheric, as it is were. Everything
is a bit temporary. So, it is about being able to bring the belief systems back
to Earth in an expanded way, in an expanded consciousness for the soul, for
the divine being to finally take it in, to finally meld it all together.
So, Shaumbra, belief systems – beliefs that you have – define and
create the reality. That is your consciousness. That is your awareness level.
Most humans live in a very limited or very restricted set of belief systems.
They are very, very focused and sometimes extremely rigid.
You are learning to expand outside of that. You are learning that there is
this thing called the imagination that expands the beliefs. You are learning
that some very literal belief systems that you had about God, or about money,
about food, and about the physical body were very limiting. They set up consciousness
that basically you are uncomfortable in, that basically felt like wearing a
very tight suit of clothes. And, you are ready to expand out and beyond.
So, our guests today have been studying consciousness. They have been studying
their own belief systems. They have been studying how the belief systems literally
If there is a certain belief system that you have, it literally plays itself
out externally. If you belief that life on Earth is basically a punishment,
that you are fallen angels, and that you come here trying to have the mercy
and the grace of God… well, that becomes a very unconscious, a very deep
belief system. You don't even think about it. You don't even recognize it’s
And, then you start to play it out. You start to act it out. Now, you are literally
creating it all around you because it is your filter, or it is your bias. And,
now it becomes reality. You see the world now through the eyes of the judgment,
through eyes of being a fallen angel, through the eyes of perhaps dark or evil.
You see the world as being a type of punishment. You see it as a type of penitentiary
or prison where you have been sent until you learn the correct way.
You literally live that out. And, we are not talking specifically to you. We
are talking generally about humans who hold that belief system. You literally
live that out. And, what happens is it reinforces the belief because now everything
happening around you seems cruel, seems rather punishing, seems like this is
some type of spiritual punishment that you’ve been sent to. It reinforces
the belief system, the consciousness, which then becomes even more rigid.
That is the way it is with our guests on this day. They knew that they had
very limited consciousness. They knew they didn't necessarily like it, but they
didn't know how to move through it. They didn't know what to do with it. That
is why they stopped on the way to the Bridge of Flowers to study, to look at
it, to observe Shaumbra to see how you are changing consciousness.
One of the things that they discovered was that there are many, many things
that feed the spiritual and human being. These things that feed the spiritual
and human being… they are like cords or connections that literally feed
into the consciousness of the human being on Earth. And, today we are going
to take a look at what feeds you. We are going to take a look, just like our
group of guests has been doing.
They have been asking what fed them when they were on Earth. What is feeding
them now when they are in the other realms? Once you understand what feeds you,
what sustains you, then you can begin to understand your belief systems, your
consciousness. Then, you can begin to truly work with changing it.
So, what feeds you, Shaumbra? Let us discuss that on this day. And, let us
talk about it not from the point of judgment, or right or wrong, simply what
feeds you. We are going to ask each one of you who are listening, or who are
here today, to do some homework, even after we leave here, to observe in your
life what feeds you.
No, we’re not just talking about your physical body, for you know your
physical body is fed by the food that you put into it. But, how does it feed
you? We want you to observe the various things you put into your body and what
you are thinking or feeling as you put it in. Do your feed your physical body
with life-force energy foods, like vegetables and fruits? Do you feed your body
meats, or starches and breads and grains? Do you feed your body with water?
Do you feed your body with alcohol? Do you feed your body with sugar?
And, again we are asking you to be the observer. There is no judgment at all,
for you can indeed live an entire life feeding yourself with high sugar and
very little other nutrients, whether it is from the plants or from the animals.
And, you can sustain your body. But, be aware of how you feed your body, how
it goes in, how it feels, what you are thinking as it goes in.
So often we are asked these questions about the weight and about diet. It isn't
necessarily about the specific food that you put in. It is about the consciousness
that you have. There is a direct relationship to the beliefs that you have as
the food is going in.
Now, we felt some of you almost cringe or shudder when we talked about nothing
but sugar. “Well, that couldn't be right.” But, that is a belief
that you have. That is only a belief. And, it is subject to change. Perhaps,
in years from now, perhaps there will be new books and new scientific studies
that come out, 50 years from now, and say that these diets, these pure health
food diets did actually more harm to the physical body than a pure sugar diet.
Who knows? It's all a belief, Shaumbra. And, we are asking you to start observing
How would you feed your body? How does your body respond to it? Are there digestive
problems? Are there energy problems? When do you feed your body? Do you have
the belief system that you have to eat breakfast? We hear these authors and
these supposed experts talking about what is the optimum time to eat and why
the breakfast is so important… perhaps, it is… but perhaps it isn't.
They are all belief systems. It is all consciousness. It is all about how you
are feeding yourself as a human, spiritual being on Earth right now. The food
feeds the body but much more than that also. What you are doing is feeding consciousness
at the same time. You’re digesting a whole set of belief systems, whether
they truly serve you or not.
So, we are asking you to take a look at, Shaumbra, what feeds your body…
how it is the being fed… when is it being fed. These are important things
and part of a growing and expanding awareness or consciousness. It is about
recognizing what you are doing right now in your life. Now, again it would seem
obvious. You’d think that you are very aware of things in your life.
But, Shaumbra, we have to tell you, there is so much more that is happening.
You haven’t allowed yourself to be aware of thoughts and feelings that
are taking place every moment of time. You’ve shut yourself off from it
in a way, partly because your mind couldn't handle all of the input. But, your
mind is changing also, the way it works. It doesn't work in the old-fashioned
way anymore. It is changing. It is adapting to the new you. It is processing
information in a whole new way right now.
So, be aware, be cognizant of what is happening. How are you feeding yourself?
Now, that is a very rudimentary example of feeding self. Now, let us take a
look at many of the other ways that you feed yourself.
Remember, with our guests today, they have been studying this. They have been
looking at it. Now, they are going to be coming back to Earth in the next dozen
years of time, or earlier, with this understanding, hoping to keep it in their
consciousness, even as they come back here. They are looking, and they are asking
the questions – what feeds consciousness… what feeds self…
what creates reality… how can I allow myself to live in a broader, larger
reality while on Earth – because the ability to do this truly provides
the opportunity for more of the divine energy to come in.
What are you feeding yourself, Shaumbra, right now? Take a look at it. Are
you feeding yourself, your consciousness, yourself with anger? So many do. Anger
is an energy. It feeds the self. It brings energy in.
Now, food, of course, is an important part of feeding, but it is nothing now
compared to some of the – what you would call – non-tangibles, energies
that you are bringing in to sustain you. On our side of the veil we don't eat
food. We don't have to, unless we want to. We can’t eat it in the same
way you do.
So, we need to be fed also. Our spiritual being has to be fed from something.
Something has to sustain consciousness. So, even we are always bringing in things.
Something is feeding us. Basically, if you want to the look at the physics of
it, we are taking energy from “the field,” which is neutral; in
a sense, it doesn't even exist. We are “dualizing” it. We are then
breaking it down into duality elements. We are shaping it into potentials.
And, then that energy flows into – whether you are an angel, whether
you are human – that energy then flows into your reality. It feeds you
and sustains you. You are the one determining the vibration or the expansional
characteristics of that energy coming in that’s feeding you. It’s
coming from the Source of All, coming into you. But, you are shaping it.
So, we are asking you now once again to look at what is feeding you in your
life right now. Is it anger? Anger is an energy, a very strong, a very dualistic
energy, and it comes into your life. Yes, anger can feed you. It feeds the spirit
and the consciousness.
Some of you wonder why you’re trying to live these calm and peaceful
lives. You think you have to be peaceful to be spiritual. And, that is a bunch
of crap (some laughter). And, then you bring anger in. Why are you doing that?
Why do you feed yourself with anger? And, there is no judgment here. Anger is
– we feel – is very appropriate sometimes. But, what does it do
for you? How is it serving you, Shaumbra?
Sometimes you feed yourself with laughter. It sustains the spirit. You bring
laughter in in a variety of different ways. You tell jokes, or you associate
with people who are funny. Or, perhaps you sit down and watch a movie or a television
show that has comedy. And, there is laughter in that.
Laughter is an energy, and it feeds you. How are you bringing it in? Why are
you bringing it in, Shaumbra? How does it feed you? Again, we are asking you
to be the observer here.
Everyone gets fed. Everyone brings in energy, whether you’re human or
angelic. Everyone is being fed. Once you understand how you’re being fed,
how you’re bringing energy into your reality, then you can understand
how consciousness is shaped, how belief systems define reality and how then
you can expand outside of what you believe to be the limitations of reality.
Some of you feed yourself with victim-hood. It is a very delicious food, isn't
it? You like to be victims. Oh, you complain about being the victim. You whine
about being the victim. You like to blame others. You like to always talk about
outside energies that are keeping you down and out. You love even making up
things from past lives that will enable you to continue to be a victim in this
lifetime, even if they didn't really happen to you.
You are feeding yourself with victim energy. That's not so bad. It allows you
to play an incredible role. It allows you to not have to face the high potential
of who you are. You get to play this thing as a victim. It is feeding you. It
is like an intravenous tube going right into your system, going right into your
consciousness. And, you continue to feed off of it.
You get hungry. And, you call on victim energy. Well, what happens? Obviously,
you’re going to bring in the victimizers into your life. You’re
going to be creating them and bringing them in so they can put you down one
more time, so it gives you something to complain about. It gives you a reason
not to do something.
We’re not saying it’s bad. Again, there is no judgment in this.
We’re only asking you to take a look at how you feed yourself.
Some of you feed yourself through accolades from others, from others who praise
you for being a grand being, praise you for being a loving and wonderful human
being. You need that food from the outside, those who tell you how awesome you,
how they’ve never met such an incredible human before. Some of you feed
yourself that way.
Again, there's no judgment. I love doing that (some laughter). But, I would
have to say that at a certain point you get balanced enough to know that this
is just flattery. Flattery is an energy. And, it comes into you. And, you can
chuckle at it, and you can also change it so it doesn't – how to say –
explode you from the ego. You literally can change any of these feeding energies.
But, some of you do that. It is a fun thing to do, unless you get caught up
in it, unless you get so addicted to that energy of having to receive praise
and thanks and acknowledgment from others that you have to continue seeking
it out. Well, then you start creating a reality where you are always on your
“white horse,” always having to save and help others. Why? Well,
not for the sake of saving and helping others! You’re doing it to feed
off of that energy and have everybody tell you how wonderful you are. And, again
we find it incredibly delightful… if you don't take yourself too serious
Some of you feed yourself creatively. This is one I love. You love doing creative
things because it brings about an energy. And, it feeds you; it sustains you.
Well, you are at your very core a creative being, or a Creator being. So, when
you do things like painting, when you do things like even a sketch on a notepad,
idling your time while you’re sitting in a boring meeting… well,
that is feeding yourself. You’re not doing it to show anybody else in
the room. You’re not even doing it because you think you’re a grand
artist. It is feeding a creative desire deep within you. It is actually helping
to connect you to that creative center inside.
Again, we want to make very certain – and our group of guests want to
make very certain – there is no judgment in any of this. They had to look
at it in their own life. They had to go through several years of classes here
– discussions and studies and truly looking at themselves – and
asked themselves the same thing. “What was feeding us in our last lifetime
Perhaps, it was money. Money is an incredible energy unto itself. Money can
be addictive. Money can also be a beautiful thing. There are a few in our group
today of guests who were caught up in that. Their whole life from childhood
until death was about making money. They were born into it, in a way. It was
their karma. They spent their whole lifetime trying to make money. They measured
themselves and their consciousness based on how much money they made.
Oh, the money itself is just paper. And, now in your new society it is just
a digit going across the Internet into a computer in a banking system. But,
they were caught up in the energy of money. It would feed them. The energy of
dollars, of francs, whatever you want to call it, it would feed them. And, they
felt they had to keep making more and more money in order to feed themselves,
whereas once they might have been satisfied with 100,000 then they had to make
500,000 because their body, their spiritual body, was calling to be fed more
So, what feeds you, Shaumbra? What feeds you?
Status… another one. Status is interesting because most of the time those
who are fed by status don't recognize it. They don't even see it; it is so unconscious
to them. They are fed by their status in the community. It is also their way
of looking at themselves as others consider them to be the best in the neighborhood,
the best in the community, the best in the state. It feeds their energy. And,
they continue to need more and more of it, more status, more acceptance by others.
So, status can be a way of feeding the self as well.
Self-righteousness is another way of feeding yourself, becoming so righteous
with everything that you are, even though you know inside that you may not be
right. We have to laugh sometimes. The self-righteous are screaming out inside
for somebody to truly prove them wrong so they can get off their stupid horse
(some laughter). But, they will continue to present this self-righteousness.
It is feeding them. It is a way of them validating themselves, even though something
on the inside doesn't feel right. But, they feed themselves with this type of
thing. Again, no judgment… self-righteousness can be a wonderful energy
to play with, as long as you recognize that it is just a game.
How do you feed yourself, Shaumbra?
Perhaps, with a book… perhaps with television… perhaps with a movie.
What is happening when you're deeply engrossed in any one of these entertainment
things? When energy is coming back to you, you are feeding yourself. You’ve
allowed yourself to go off into the ethers and to open consciousness and experience
what is being written about or acted about.
But, there is something that is feeding you. What is it? What is the energy
that is coming back to you? “Yes,” you say to yourself often, “I
just need a break. I need to read a book or watch a movie.” You think
you are going into a neutral zone. But, you are not at all. Many things are
Perhaps, you are feeding yourself by getting out of your mind for a while,
and allowing your heart and your emotions to open. Perhaps, you are feeding
yourself by shutting off the outside world during that time so you can get back
in touch with yourself. Perhaps, you are feeding yourself by activating your
imagination, particularly if you are reading a book, but also watching a movie
or watching television.
If you observe what is going on, not just in your head, but throughout your
entire being, it is not quiet at all, even if you are watching some television
program. You are feeding. You are looking at the screen. You are observing the
actors and the characters. You are observing their environment, the roles that
they are playing out, and you are feeding back into your consciousness. You
are feeding back into your reality.
It is like a gas line, a fuel line coming right into you, feeding you somehow.
It all has value, wonderful value. Don’t try to cut off the feeding. You
get very, very hungry. It has value. We just want you to be aware of how you
are feeding yourself.
Drama… some of you love the drama. You feed off of it. Either you're
intimately involved in it, or you’re on the peripheral of drama from others.
Sometimes you say to yourself, “But I'm Shaumbra. I am a spiritual being.
I cannot get involved in the drama.” But, yet you are always around it.
It is always happening with people around you.
And, you perhaps say, “Well, why does that happen? Why does there always
seem to be drama around me?” It is because you are feeding off of it.
It is a very strong, seductive, dualistic energy. It feeds your spirit. It feeds
your reality and your consciousness.
Sometimes you get caught up in it. And, you get so upset with yourself. “I
shouldn’t get caught up in this drama.” But, you’re getting
caught up because somehow it’s feeding you. It’s giving you something.
Be aware of that. Take a look at it. Make no judgment.
We cannot say that enough. Make no judgment about it. It’s there for
a reason. You are involved with it for a reason. We don’t want you saying,
“Well, drama is wrong. Self-righteousness is wrong. Or, victimization
is wrong.” We simply want you to understand why it's there. How does it
feed you, Shaumbra?
Some of you feed yourself on work. You work very, very hard. You work long
hours. You’re always working. You justify it. You say, “But I have
to. I have to work. There is so much to do.” We say that you are just
feeding yourself. You like that work energy. You like bringing it into your
life. It's serving a purpose.
What is it? What is that purpose? Now, be mindful here. It's not just about
that you have some goals to achieve. It’s not just about that you have
a limited number of years, or that you're supporting family members and you
have to work so hard. Those are all the surface level issues and reasons. There
are some bigger reasons. How is it feeding you? What energy is that hard, hard
work giving you? What is it doing to sustain your spirit and your being?
Some of you love gossip. You love to gossip. You love to talk about others.
There is an energy of gossip that is very real, very potent, very, very strong.
You can’t avoid gossip, it seems. Sometimes you chastise yourself afterwards.
You say, “I say I shouldn’t have gotten involved in that gossip.”
All it is is food, food for the soul. Even gossip is food for the soul. How
is it feeding you? What is it doing? What are the dynamics? Is it just because
it is highly charged energy?
Now, don’t go intellectual here. The answers aren’t that deep,
and they aren’t hidden anyway. Sometimes it is just an injection of strong
energy that you bring into your life. Sometimes you feel you need that energy
to get you going. Sometimes after a good gossip session, you feel more energized,
more alive than you did before the gossip session. So, somehow it’s feeding
Take a look at it. Don't try to analyze it, Shaumbra. Just take a look. “Why
is that energy feeding me? What’s it doing?” Well, it’s probably
just pumping you up, probably giving you like an injection of strong energy.
Here is another one – depression. Now, a lot of you will say, “Well,
depression doesn't feed me at all. It takes away from me.” Oh, not at
all, not at all. It is like a very thick soup, depression. It is very thick,
very heavy. But, it is feeding you somehow. It is a type of spiritual food.
It's there for a reason, not because you are bad, not because you have a chemical
imbalance. My God, the last thing that it is is a chemical imbalance! That is
only what science sees, but it is something much different. It is an energy.
And, it is feeding you, even though you think it is robbing life force energies.
Take another look at it. What is behind this energy of depression? Why is it
in your life? Why is it a constant battle and a challenge?
Relationships – how do they feed you? How does the energy of your mate,
your partner, feed you… or your children? Many times you tell us that
your partner is taking away from you, keeping you back. No, your partner is
feeding you. Somehow, some way, there is an energy there that is serving you
in a way. It is bringing you energy… it truly is. It is helping to support
and sustain your consciousness and sometimes even your illusions. It is serving
a purpose. Your children, the same way… they are feeding you somehow.
What energy is coming in from that?
Gaia feeds you all the time. That is what Gaia is here to do. She feeds you
an energy, not just for your physical being, but for your overall spiritual,
mental, physical. Gaia is like a manufacturing plant. This energy of Earth…
she is continually cranking out energy, a very base or very root energy, something
that is going to help sustain your physical body. But, there are other energies
associated with Gaia, consciousness energies that she is constantly manufacturing,
constantly making available to you. Some of you discover that when you go for
a walk in the woods or a drive in the country or you go out to the ocean.
But, ask yourself next time – how is Gaia feeding me? And, again there
is no wrong. There is no wrong being fed. Every entity needs to be fed somehow,
needs a sustaining energy. So, how is Gaia is serving you in your life? What
is Gaia doing?
Some of you have to have suffering in your life. Perhaps, it is physical or
emotional. You say you don’t like it. But, if you didn’t truly like
it, didn’t truly want it, it truly wouldn't be there. You’re bringing
suffering in at some level because it feeds you. It is an energy. Imagine it
is an energy that flows along a type of etheric pipeline, coming right into
you, right into your consciousness, into your Now moment.
Joy is an energy. It can feed very well. Many of you receive joy in your life.
And, it feeds you just like any of the other energies do.
Religion – one of the most toxic foods of all (some laughter) –
religion can feed those who are in that belief system. It continues to reinforce
what they feel about themselves. It continues to reinforce their reality and
their consciousness. Again, we are not saying that there's anything wrong with
it. It is simply an energy, a food that comes into your being, particularly
those religions that have a lot of dogmas, a lot of rules, a lot of books and
a lot of studying. All that is, Shaumbra, is food, spirit energy food, consciousness
food. That's all it is.
And, then they write more and more books. They have to because you have to
keep feeding. And, if you are feeding from a – what we would call –
a limited source, a defined source, you have to keep feeding more and more.
You have to keep making new rules, writing more books, creating more laws, creating
more concepts about God. It is just food for the soul. That’s all it is.
Shaumbra… it’s a food. You’re sitting here right now, sucking
off the tit of Shaumbra, feeding yourself (audience laughter). This energy of
Shaumbra, of Crimson Circle, of Tobias and the Crimson Council, it is a food.
Again, no judgment. Why are you bringing it into your life? What is it doing
for you? Again, this is not a matter of deciding what’s right or wrong.
It is simply a matter of taking a look at how you’re being fed because
once you understand how you’re feeding yourself, then you understand how
your reality is being created, then you can understand how to change that reality,
then you can give yourself grander permission… you see.
You feed yourself in so many different ways. You feed yourself through the
air, just through breathing. Breathing is an incredible way of feeding yourself.
It feeds your reality. It feeds your dreams and desires. Breathing feeds your
It is more than just taking the oxygen from the air. There is spirit energy
in the air. And, you breathe that in. That feeds your reality base. It feeds
your sense of beingness. When you do the deep spiritual breathing, it feeds
partly your own desire for grander consciousness and expanded consciousness.
Sleeping… it feeds you. It’s not just about resting. There is an
energy associated with sleep and with dreams that is feeding you. So often in
your dreams you do go out into the other realms. You go out harvesting or shopping.
You go out picking basically celestial fruit from the tree and allow that to
come back with you into your reality here when you wake up. What happens when
you are sleeping?
Be aware of how you are feeding yourself, how you are feeding your consciousness.
Everything you do in your life… the healing work… the facilitation
work… whether you are giving it or getting it… is about feeding
yourself. Whether you are the victim or the victimizer…whether you are
the creative or the intellectual…whether you are the child or the parent…
all of it is feeding you one way or the other, creating your reality. So, when
you are ready to change your reality, when you are ready to change consciousness,
you have to be aware of how you are feeding it in the first place, how you are
That is what our group of guests today have been working on and studying. They’ve
looked at all of the different ways they fed themselves. Some of them had actually
dabbled in what you call dark or evil energies, as you know. They had fed themselves
that way; that is another type of food, another way of giving yourself energy.
Some of them did it by being what we would call the spiritual social workers,
always having to counsel others, always having to be there, the listener, the
counselor. You know the type. You are the type, many of you (some laughter).
You always are the ones your friends can come to. Well, they’re feeding
off of you for one. But, you’re feeding off of them.
Something is happening in a reality exchange here between the two of you. And,
you thought it was just because you were a caring and compassionate person.
Oh, it was truly because you just needed that food. You needed that energy to
come into your life. Again, no judgment here… these are observations of
a spiritual being.
Health issues, health… you feed yourself through health. You thought
that health was the byproduct of how you fed. But, you feed yourself through
your health and health issues. If you are constantly sick, constantly getting
colds or the latest and most fashionable disease, you are feeding yourself with
that energy somehow or the other, just as much as if you are always healthy.
It is feeding you.
There is always energy input into your reality base. And, it creates consciousness
that creates your true experiences in life. How are you feeding yourself, Shaumbra?
Sitting by a fire at night, just relaxing, drinking a glass of wine is more
than sitting by a fire drinking a glass of wine. There is a feeding that's going
on, energy coming into your consciousness, into your reality, shaping and defining
It is happening when you are driving down the road. There is a feeding that's
going on at that time. What is happening when you're driving down the road?
Perhaps, the impatience of needing to get somewhere… perhaps the living
by the clock, needing to rush off somewhere… that feeds you as well. Perhaps,
you daydream when you're driving down the road. That feeds you.
Whatever it is, Shaumbra, look at it. Every aspect of your life, feel it. Feel
exactly what's going on.
Conversations you have with others are more than conversations you’re
having with others. When you join together with friends, loved ones… you
go out to dinner… you just have a talk over the phone… you are being
fed. They are energy exchanges between you and the others. But, there are also
different types of energy coming in from other places, other sources once again
helping to define your reality.
Sex… you always like to talk about sex. So, let’s discuss it. It's
not just about sex. You are feeding yourself somehow. You're bringing energy
in, perhaps the energy of love from the other person, perhaps the energy of
physical satisfaction. But, there are more; there are other layers and levels,
other things that are happening.
If you could – and not dishonor your partner – take a moment while
you are engaging in love and sex. Take a moment and say, “What is happening
here?” Don't tell them that’s what you’re thinking at the
time (some laughter). But, say, “How am I being fed? How is my spirit,
how is my reality, my consciousness being fed at that moment?”
Everything you do is about being fed somehow or the other. That's why you are
doing it. Perhaps, you are teaching others right now or facilitating others.
You are being fed. It is not just about working with them. Somehow you are being
fed as well.
It's an amazing thing to discover, an amazing thing to become aware of all
of the different ways you’re being fed. You want to do this without the
judgment. You want to do it without determining right or wrong. Embrace every
way you’re feeding yourself. Love every part of it.
Perhaps, there are continuous struggles in your life. You just can't seem to
get over the hump, as they say. Well, that’s feeding you, one way or the
other. It's not that God is handing this down, saying, “We’re going
to make the road a little tougher for Mary today, just because… well,
just because (some laughter) somebody has to have a tough road.” Spirit
doesn't work like that.
You are deriving energy from it. It is helping you to shape and form consciousness
and eventually reality. One way or the other you’re being fed off of everything…
You’re at this point, Shaumbra, where you need to begin observing it
in every way. Keep a notebook. Make a record of it in your own being. Be very
observant and aware of every different way that you get fed, all of your activities.
Why do you do certain things the way you do? It’s not because you’re
a bad person, not because you don't have willpower, not because others are leading
you to it. It’s serving you in some very direct and obviously some very
Alcohol and drugs… they can serve you. They can feed you. Oh, it’s
not just about getting drunk, or taking a trip, being doped up. There is another
energy that comes in when you use alcohol or the drugs. It is not just about
the high that you get at that time. That is only what you think it is.
Something else is happening there. You’re feeding yourself somehow. What
is it? Is it that you are feeding yourself an escape energy, or perhaps a relaxation
energy? Are you feeding yourself a way to expand your consciousness? Or, are
you feeding yourself a way to collapse your consciousness, or perhaps deny it?
You have to answer that for yourself. We can’t answer that for you. But,
somehow you’re getting fed on it.
When you go out and take a long walk, something is happening. You’re
being fed… oh, and love being fed, by the way… love it… love
being fed. It is just energy that is coming in to serve you, to help you shape
your reality. It's basically energy you are calling out for. It is like you
are standing on top of a mountain, calling out for a certain type of energy.
And, then it comes in, even if later you think it is negative, later if you
think it’s painful, or limiting. Somehow you are calling out for it.
When you exercise, when you go to the gym and work out… oh, it’s
not just about toning your muscles. It's not just about keeping your body in
shape. There is something else that is happening there. How is it feeding you?
Ask yourself. The answer is quite simple. Ask yourself how that moment is feeding
And, again love it. Don’t judge it. Don't say, “Well, this must
be bad. Perhaps, I’m narcissistic that I have to work out all the time,
that I have to keep a firm body.” That is an Old Energy human judgment.
When you ask yourself what's feeding you, do it from the grandest place of love
and the grandest place of creation, no matter how low or how ugly you may think
it is. It's actually quite beautiful.
So, we started today by saying “Give yourself permission to be who you
are.” Then, you discover through that who you really are, not just the
limited self, but the Grand Self. Everything feeds you, one way or the other.
Your pets… they’re feeding you, not just with love, not just with
acceptance. There is another exchange taking place. How is that pet feeding
you? Some of this you might not able to figure out in your mind right now. So,
just feel the energy. Don't even try to put definition or words to it. Just
feel it. “The energy from this beautiful pet is feeding me. I ask myself
how.” And, then wait for the answer. It will come to you. Oh, it’s
not that the animal has to serve you and is going through a long and miserable
life trying to make you happy.
Some of you get into that low self-esteem energy. And, it’s a way to
feed yourself. But, my gosh, there is tastier food out there than that! (some
laughter) Sometimes you just can't accept that things are just beautiful and
wonderful no matter how it is. Perhaps, that pet just would have done anything
to come back and be with you in this lifetime, just because it loves you for
no other reason. It’s not that it was indentured to you. It's not that
it had to be with you. It’s not its bad karma that it ended up with you
one more time (more laughter).
But, some of you feed off that energy of low self-worth. “A dog couldn’t
have possibly wanted to come back,” you say. “It probably had to.
It probably felt so bad for me that it had to be here.” Well, now you’re
feeding off an energy of low self-worth, one of Kuthumi’s favorite topics
(more laughter). It's just a food, Shaumbra. It is just something that’s
So, look at everything over these next – how to say, we aren’t
going to meet for a while, we see – six weeks of time. Look at everything.
That is your homework: look at everything in your life that is feeding you.
Write it down if you want to. Sing a song about it if you want to. Oh, yes,
we’d love to hear some Shaumbra songs… “What Feeds Me”…
or a poem or two perhaps.
As you begin to become very aware – but non-judgmental and non-intellectual
– about what feeds you, you’re going to be able to understand now
what’s creating your reality. And, when you understand what creates your
reality, then you can understand what changes your reality as well. You want
to change reality? It is really quite easy.
Some people say, “Well, how do you change consciousness?” The very
first thing is questioning the belief system that you exist within. You’ve
all done that before. That's why you are Shaumbra. Somewhere along the line
in this lifetime you questioned the belief system, whether it was the one that
was being co-created with your parents, your teachers, your nuns and priests
and rabbis. Whatever it was, you questioned it somewhere along the line instead
of just going along.
You see… you don’t think that's unusual, but actually it is. Most
humans don't question belief systems. They fight them. They get mad about them.
They try to perhaps run from them. But, not that many humans actually question
reality. They simply accept it.
Saint Germain has talked about this – the mass hypnosis. It’s not
a bad thing. It's an accepted-by-all thing. But, they just believe this is the
way it is. They believe that if you are at a high-altitude, like this, that
there is less oxygen in the air, and it’s more difficult to breathe. Perhaps…
but perhaps not. It is a belief system. And, any belief system is subject to
and absolutely desires to change… you see… to reach a new level.
Belief systems are never stuck permanently. They’re only stuck by acceptance
As you understand what feeds you, you understand why your consciousness is
where it’s at. Then, when you start questioning the belief systems, you
are questioning your reality, your reality that exists all around you. You question,
“Why am I in this body? Why does this body have to sleep eight hours at
night? Why does this body have to consume certain types of food?”
You start questioning the belief systems, even about the law… you see.
Now, we are not encouraging you to go out and be lawless (some laughter). But,
we are encouraging you to question why you accept it. Who wrote it?
Who wrote the Bible? It wasn't God – God doesn't know how to write (more
laughter). God is illiterate (more laughter) by choice. God doesn’t want
to learn how to get into those intellectual things. So, Spirit itself is quite
Who wrote the Bible? There are those who believe that it was written by God.
We saw it was written by man. And, it was changed many times over, many times
over. It is a wonderful story, but not wonderful enough for me to want to stay
in it (audience laughter). I didn’t want to be just another character
in a book. I wanted to write my own books. So, Shaumbra, there are those who
believe it, and the fear energy feeds them.
Yes, fear energy feeds you too sometimes, doesn't it? You create fears in your
life, and then it feeds you. You think it is hurting you. It is helping you
Some of you create this grand level of nervousness when you have to go do something.
You get nervous, and your stomach gets all upset. And, you get sweaty, and you
get out of kilter. And, you think this is a bad thing. It’s actually a
wonderful thing. It's feeding you somehow. Fear is the same way. It feeds you.
Now, once you begin to understand there's no charge on it, once you begin to
understand it is simply coming in to serve you in creating your reality and
your consciousness, then it gets very fun. Then, you can start playing with
anything. You can start shifting anything.
Once you question a belief system… as we were saying, the law…
well, laws are written by man. Laws are written in order to try to keep harmony
with a group of very strong angels living on Earth. Laws were meant to be a
common consensus, but now have become either small-group agendas or individual
agendas. So, why abide by any of the law? We are not saying to do it or not
to do it. But, ask yourself why. What is this belief system?
How has law, how have rules fed you? How have the rules created by your office…
those are some of the silliest rules that we’ve ever seen created in the
work environment. They are designed to limit consciousness – that's all
– limit consciousness. Oh, it’s not a bad thing. It's a food. Limited
consciousness allows a focus that allows everybody to – as you would say
– be on the same page. And, it keeps you from going off in different directions.
But, belief systems like that can only last for a short period of time because
they're not based in a higher consciousness, especially consciousness like you
So, laws… they are belief systems. And, some are afraid to even think
beyond them, to say, “Why is that there? Well, that is quite silly.”
Or, perhaps it serves a reason. But, there is an energy, an underlying energy
that supports consciousness. Laws – no matter what city, country that
you are in – they help to define mass consciousness. That is all they
are. They're defining mass consciousness.
And, you were told that you have to accept them, one way or the other; this
is the way the law is. You have to believe in it, and if you don’t, you’ll
get thrown in prison. Well, if you believe that, then you will create that.
And, you’ll go right along with the game. It is time to go beyond that,
Shaumbra, time to move beyond.
There are so many beliefs about death. Saint Germain has been talking about
this, some of the oddest, strangest beliefs about death. And, they are true
because what you believe is then what you bring over and experience when you
get to our side. And, there is no one, single right answer… other than
what you believe is what you get when you get to our side. You will create it.
If you believe in hell, you’re going to be in hell. If you believe, as
Cauldre does, that hell can be fun, hell will be fun (some laughter). You see…
there is even a belief system or food behind the word “hell.” It’s
become so much a part of consciousness. You say “hell.” You say
“Satan.” It immediately starts feeding. Those two words are feeding
you right now, one way or the other. What feeds you, Shaumbra?
So, our dear group of guests has been looking at this. And, they are so excited
about returning back to Earth and understanding how things are feeding them
and creating reality, understanding that when they are not happy or satisfied
with reality that they can question it. You can question it right now, your
own reality first.. Don’t go outside trying to question everybody else's
Question your own reality. Question how you fit into all this. Question, “Does
this reality serve me?” Don't question whether it’s good or bad.
Does it serve you, Shaumbra? If you feel you’re limited because you don't
have an education, it’s a reality and a food that you're using to feed
you. Does it serve you anymore? Or, is it like last week's clothing styles?
Does it serve you? If it doesn't, question it. Why are you there? That tends
to start breaking it down.
Questioning reality will cause it to break down the way it was molded, break
back down into the original energy form, so now you can create new consciousness.
So, what do you want consciousness to be in your life? Well, that is up to you.
That is up to you.
Again, remember consciousness isn't from the mind. It’s the deep soulful
part of yourself. It’s based much on experiences from the past that have
created your level of belief and consciousness. And, it can be changed at any
moment… if you truly believe it… if you truly let it be very flexible
and very open. Question belief, and it begins to change.
Now, as it changes, two interesting things happen. As your consciousness changes,
your reality starts changing also. Two things happen. First, you get very frightened
because change is here. You believe that change is not good. Humans believe
that in general. Many of you still believe that change, you think, is going
to upset the applecart, is going to lead you to unknown areas. And, sometimes
it is easier to stay in the known than to go into the unknown.
So, change the consciousness surrounding change (some laughter). The consciousness
right now and what feeds you on the word “change” itself is a type
of fear. Oh, it’s an excitement and a fear energy that comes flooding
into you. Even when we say the word “change,” there is an excitement
that you get out of the old rut, but a fear of what will come next.
So, move beyond this fear of change. Move beyond fearing the unknown. The unknown
is simply potential – that is all it is. What you view sometimes as the
vast unknown – “What's going to happen tomorrow; what’s going
to happen in 10 years?” – you view it as a vast darkness, unknown,
frightening because you don't understand it. It is just potential – that
is all it is, just potential.
So, you allow yourself now to go through change. Change is natural… or
perhaps not. Change is evolution, energy seeking a new level, consciousness
desiring to express itself in a new and different way. So, allow the change
to come in. Shaumbra, allow your consciousness to open up.
What happens as your consciousness expands and your reality starts changing
all around you, you begin to feed in a new way. You begin to feed in a new way.
And, this is where the most amazing – how to say – drastic results,
the most tangible things start happening. You see, you’re going to have
to spend some time looking at how you feed yourself. And, then you’re
going to allow your consciousness to change… if you desire.
And, then be aware of how you start feeding different. It’s going to
be amazing. You’re going to feel like the old you had been connected to
thousands and thousands of feeding tubes coming from anger… coming from
laughter… coming from love… coming from gossip… coming from
work… coming from suffering… all of these feeding tubes flowing
into sustain you. When you move beyond, when you question reality and allow
consciousness to change, you’re going to find you don’t need all
of these feeding tubes anymore.
You’re going to find that the feeding of self comes from self. It comes
from within, as you would say, that the feeding tube that was always there from
the divine to the human… from the divine to the one… the one that
was always there… feeding you from the very beginning… sustaining
your life… the pure, single breath of spirit that has always fed you.
It is always there… going in… going out… going in… going
out… predictable… always there… always with you.
Then, you can start disconnecting all of those other feeding tubes. They were
just temporary. Actually, they were just getting in the way. They were just
You don’t need to derive your energies from drama… from suffering…
from escape… from sex… from anything. Now, they are what you would
call truly free-will experiences… you see. Now, you can go out and experience
anything in your life and not have to rely on it for your feeding and for your
sustenance and for your reality base. Now, you are just doing it for experience.
Now, you are just doing it for fun. You’re just doing it because you want
to or perhaps don't want to. But, you're not having to use it to support yourself
You’ll find that things start truly changing. You feed from within. You
don't need it from the outside. Now, you have so many more new and free choices.
You’re not in bondage. You’re not held hostage by any of these external
feeding methods. Your consciousness then will start changing very quick. And,
your reality will seem so fluid, so open, so malleable by you, the Creator.
It’s very simple, very simple indeed.
So, now we’re going to ask you to do this homework… if you choose.
We’re going to ask you to be very aware. Don't just take this Shoud that
you have given yourself, walk out the door, and forget about it. Work with it.
Work with these energies. How does anything in your life feed you right now?
Be patient with it. Spend some time and love and energy with it. Don't just
drop it until next month where we have to say, “Did you actually become
aware of what’s feeding you?” If you’re truly ready to move
beyond, to move on, Shaumbra, be aware of everything that feeds you. Again,
do it without judgment.
There is a whole group of guests here today, hundreds, who are observing and
watching, who have taken a look at it from their own past life standpoint, but
they wished they could be sitting in your chairs today. They wished they could
be actually experiencing it on Earth right now, actually taking part in it.
They have to reincarnate. They have to allow themselves to remember to do it.
They have to come back. You are sitting here right now. You have the opportunity
to do it and make a tremendous difference in how you create your reality.
So, it has been a delight being with you today, Shaumbra, much to digest, and
much to observe. You are never alone in this work.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com.
The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra
around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved
past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the
first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges
of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing,
caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site
each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias
presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he
and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing
it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where
Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives
its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides
and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is
not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your
doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in
that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the
journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity
to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around
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