THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Clarity
Series:
SHOUD 8: "Disconnect; Part II" -
Featuring Tobias,
channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Questions and Answers
Presented to the Crimson
Circle
March 4, 2006
www.crimsoncircle.com
And so it is, Shaumbra, we continue the energy of this day, of
our gathering where we have been talking about disconnecting, letting go of
the old ways of gathering energy, letting go of how you have been relating to
everything else. Disconnecting so you can turn on that internal source within
yourself, that pure clean energy source that fully sustains you so that you
never have to go outside for any of your energetic needs. This is the level
of fulfillment, completion that you have always had a desire for. It is happening
now, in this lifetime, this precious lifetime of yours.
One of the things that makes it difficult to disconnect is expectations. Expectations
tend to have their genesis in the Near realms and the human conditions. You
have certain expectations for how your body should be, how much health and wealth
you should have. Expectations about how other people should interact with you.
Expectations even of Spirit and the angels. So you are heavy with all types
of expectations, which in themselves are a limitation. Your expectations tend
to limit the nature of the outcome of your creative expression.
Shaumbra all over the world right now are beginning to realize what it is like
to have this full manifestation without the old expectations, and what they
are finding was that the old expectations were very, very, very limited. Things
they could have never possibly have imagined before are now coming into their
reality because they have let go of the expectations.
So, with that, we would be delighted to take your questions this day and find
out what your level of expectations are. (Laughter)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (from the Internet, read by Linda): After going through
the DreamWalker School, I find myself with a lingering question where I would
like to know if I were to DreamWalk myself across the Bridge of Flowers, then
leave this body behind, would that promote my ascension process or would it
hinder it? Or do I need to remain in this physical body in order to complete
my ascension? If leaving this way is a possibility, would I be able to return
to the physical right away going to the rebirthing process and come back as
a pure energy enlightened Being by just walking into a body of my choosing?
Would I have the abilities that Saint-Germain has where he could walk in and
out of physical form at will and also sustain myself, if I stayed for long periods
of time by turning other materials into gold at will? (Audience laughter and
Tobias chuckling.)
LINDA: That wasn’t funny!
TOBIAS: Indeed there are many delightful aspects to this question, and what
you are asking here is if indeed you can do what Saint-Germain has done: Choose
the timing of your own physical death; walk out of your body; leave the body
remains for Earth; walk out of your body and find your way to the Bridge of
Flowers.
Indeed that is possible, however it is always nice to have somebody take a
walk with you, not to tell you how to get there but simply to help you go on
this journey. However, if you choose to do it yourself, especially after going
through the DreamWalker School, you’re going to remember the path of the
Anasazi. You’re going to remember the ease of getting to the Bridge of
Flowers. You’re going to remember how easy it is, once you leave behind
your physical body, to not get caught up in all of the drama and the connections
from Earth, and to make your way very quickly to the Bridge of Flowers where
you’ll be met by your angel friends and family.
Now, once you are there, the question will remain for you; what do you choose
to do now? Do you choose to go on to the New Earth or do you choose to go back
to the Old Earth? Or do you choose to, in the manner of Saint-Germain, be able
to traverse across the many, many different dimensions back and forth between
physical, nonphysical and the highest realms. That would be of your choosing.
However, when Saint-Germain manifests on Earth right now he indeed does not
go through a birthing process. He considers it very, very difficult. So he simply
allows himself to manifest in matter for a very short period of time, but almost
something akin to a – how to say – comic book series, he can only
maintain his presence in physical matter for a limited amount of time. Several
days are comfortable for him, but going past about four or five days is going
to tend to drain him heavily and then he would find himself being – how
to say – caught in the whole cycle of being rebirthed, literally, into
a physical body. So he can only maintain that energy for a certain amount of
time.
If he was asked the question - and if he gave you a very open answer - it would
be that even though he was able to manifest for brief periods of time in physical
matter, because he is not totally embodied in it as you, are he is not able
to truly enjoy things to the extent that you are, such as food, such as physical
sex and such as some of the other finer things in life. But that is fine with
him because he can move in and out very freely where he considers you to be
quite trapped.
LINDA: Does that explain his bad mood? (laughter from Tobias and the audience)
TOBIAS: He is actually... I have to say, Saint-Germain is indeed my best friend
so you have to be careful what you say!
Saint-Germain loves playing different roles. He adapts different characters
depending on the audience. He will often come to Shaumbra as being – how
to say – quite regal, and some would call arrogant, because he is trying
to give you a little bit of shock value to get you out of the lull or the comfort
level that you’re in. But he actually is one of the sweetest and dearest
beings and he has a heart of gold. He did not create it from rocks. (Laughter)
He has a true heart of gold with such tremendous compassion for humans, particularly
those humans who are desiring to go through a process that he went through;
how to liberate yourself and how to discover what the true nature of God and
Spirit is in you.
So we have long, long talks. We sometimes assume what you would call the “good
cop/bad cop” or good angel/bad angel role in dealing with you, and he
takes great delight! He always wants to be bad angel! (Laughter) But I look
at – how to say – the ratings or the surveys (laughter) ... Cauldre
... and I find him to be very, very popular, perhaps more popular than even
I, Tobias. But none would surpass Kuthumi.
LINDA: That question really begs that if the answer that you just gave is so,
why shouldn’t we all just Dreamwalk ourselves across the bridge and what’s
the point in staying?
TOBIAS: That is a question only you can answer. I cannot answer that for any
one of you. Sometimes we do ask that of ourself, “Why are they staying?”
(Lots of laughter) And I will give you the true answer, and it’s coming
to me right now from our dear friend Rapha: Because you’re afraid to die.
LINDA: I don’t think so.
TOBIAS: If you weren’t afraid to die – we’re not talking
to everyone here – but if you weren’t afraid to die, you’d
be more tempted to leave. The real issue is, right now, you have such a sense
of determination to go through this process that started many, many lifetimes
ago. Some of you have invested hundreds, thousands of lifetimes into this process.
So when I said today that this is THE lifetime, well you wouldn’t want
to just pick up and leave right now without completing that cycle so you can
move to the next one.
But truly, sometimes we look at humans in general. They are miserable, unhappy.
They are broke. They are stuck and lost, and we say “Why are they choosing
to stay on Earth?” And for many of them it is because they are afraid
of death, they don’t any know better and they don’t even know that
they can choose to live or die. What a great revelation it would be for so many
of the human race right now to understand you DO have a choice in life and death.
If you’re going to live – choose to live. If you’re going
to die, get out of the body quickly.
LINDA: That’s interesting, knowing you’re choosing to come back.
TOBIAS: I have my reasons for wanting to come back. One of them, indeed, is
there are going to be... sorry here... (laughter) One of these very reasons
is there are going to continue to be waves and waves of humans coming through
what you, Shaumbra, have been through... coming through the ascension process,
coming through the true spiritual awakening, letting go of the grips of fear
and mass consciousness and Old Energy ideas, and they are going to need teachers.
And, quite frankly, for what I was given by so many others, I feel it would
give me such joy to help give that back, even embodied in human form because
sometimes, sad to say, humans don’t believe that the angels can talk so
we have to come in in this different way.
LINDA: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Okay, first off, hello
Tobias. It’s nice to see you and Geoffrey again.
TOBIAS: I am in Geoffrey right now!
SHAUMBRA 2: Yeah you are in Geoffrey right now! And I would like to thank you
and Rapha for such wonderful bedside manner, because I’ve called on you
a lot lately.
I have become very aware of the fact that I am a phantom being of light in
a human body and I would like to know what my connection to Gaia is and also
what my sudden fascination is in the geometric design that’s in the center
of the Star of David, which is a six-sided – I don’t know if you
call it a hexagon ...
TOBIAS: Indeed, first of all, we’re going to ask you to define “phantom
being” – what you mean “phantom light being.”
SHAUMBRA 2: Almost behind the scenes, almost invisible, just not – I
don’t know... kind of phantom like you would find in a crystal, kind of
in be ...
TOBIAS: Indeed, such as a ghost or shadow ...
SHAUMBRA 2: Yes.
TOBIAS: ... and what is happening is you are literally becoming a shadow of
yourself. Again, we go back to the expectations that you’ve had in your
lifetime – what you thought you were going to be – and that is fading
away right now. Particularly as you personally, just now, are beginning the
process of disconnecting, the old self truly begins to fade away. Even things
like your memory begin to go, and it’s not because you’re getting
older or more senile, but because you are disconnecting from things around you.
So in a sense you are a shadow, but I’m going to ask you to look at the
energy and how you frame this to yourself. You are simply going through a re
– how to say – a re energizing process, a make-over process in yourself.
But you’re making over from a human type of definition into a definition
that we don’t even want to put words onto. So you are making grand changes
right now going through all that.
You asked about the fascination with the Star of David...
SHAUMBRA 2: The center part of it.
TOBIAS: Indeed, the center part is the intersection or the union, and what
this has to do with primarily is the melding back together of your masculine
and feminine aspects.
SHAUMBRA 2: Okay.
TOBIAS: The re uniting.You have separated those for quite a long time. As a
matter of fact, you literally ... how honest do you want us to be here?
SHAUMBRA 2: Go for it! I’m standing here!
TOBIAS: You have done a very interesting job... and we’re looking at
your energy now... of separating yourself in many different ways. Your masculine/feminine
– you’ve kept them very, very separate and almost existing within
you are, what you'd almost call, the husband and the wife aspects. And typical
of many husbands and wives, you let them fight with each other all the time
without allowing any resolution. But you’ve also created a distinct line
with children within yourself, a parent within yourself.
Now obviously these are all aspects of any humans, but you have created such
separation. You have created very distinctive personalities and, in a sense,
they are all wanting your attention now. They are all trying to feed off of
you. They're all exhausting you right now, but they are all you. But you’ve
given them such – how to say – strict definition. You’ve split
yourself very effectively, and right now is a time of bringing that all back
together. Again, the fascination for the union part that you see in the Star
of David.
SHAUMBRA 2: Okay.
TOBIAS: You played such an incredible game it's going to be... could be a bit
of a challenge to bring the pieces together. You may want to work with an outside
facilitator who understands how you have split yourself up like this. You have
parts of yourself that are existing in the Near realms that are wandering and
literally crying... that’s why you hear crying so often... and you’ve
become a wonderful multiple personality.
There’s nothing wrong with this other than... I mean it is great to have
stories, it is great to play games, but you always have to remember who is the
creator. You’ve given these aspects of yourself so much control and so
much power that they’re fooling you about who they are and about why they
are there, and they are literally draining you. They have you at a point where
you can hardly support yourself, where it’s affecting your body, where
you’re at the lowest of the low point in this lifetime – this precious,
precious lifetime. You’ve allowed yourself, or these aspects of yourself,
to now rule your kingdom for you.
It is up to you – the center, core part of you, the soul part of you
– to take claim back over your own kingdom. To stop letting these other
parts and pieces drive you crazy. And they have a game, they play with each
other. Sometimes they recognize each other and sometimes they don’t, but
when they recognize each other they have a game: how do we drive her crazy today.
They don’t want to necessarily let you see clearly. But you can. You can
as easily as you and I are talking right now.
So it’s up to you. You have to call an end to the game, you have to take
dominion back over yourself, and you have to let these other parts and pieces
know they either have to integrate or be gone forever. It’s not a mental
game. It’s not something you’re going to do in your mind. That’s
why we say you may need or want a facilitator to help you to understand how
you can easily re unite all these pieces.
Then you’re going to see the new you emerge. All these problems with
finance and relationships and health, which you are experiencing in –
how to say –multiplicity right now, is going to go away. But right now
you’re in a situation like I was in, you’re in the bottom of the
hole trying to free yourself by digging yourself in deeper. So...
SHAUMBRA 2: And what about the connection to Mother Earth?
TOBIAS: The connection to Mother Earth is a natural balancing force, as we
discussed earlier in the Shoud today. If you go off by yourself and leave all
your other parts and pieces and aspects away, but by yourself, the rejuvenating
– the beautiful energies of Gaia – will help support you in taking
back yourself. But don’t take all of your children and your spouses and
your parents and all of these other aspects of yourself with you. Go by yourself.
Gaia is sending you a message that She will be there to assist with this process.
SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed, thank you for letting us be honest.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (Linda speaking): Tobias, there were a number of people
from different European countries basically asking the same question. I’m
assuming it’s because there’s been so much more discovered in Europe,
but the question is: What can we as Shaumbra do about this bird flu that is
spreading all over the world? And there were, like I said, a number of people
from different European countries that asked the same question.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, any time there is a grand change of consciousness taking
place on Earth you are most likely going to see a grand change in physical things
taking place. A virus is there to help with the consciousness shift and sometimes,
while you say, “But why does it have to be done in such a harmful way,”
it is because sometimes it is the only way to get the attention. So it is actually
serving an appropriate need, it is helping to clear Old Energies.
And more than anything, for Shaumbra, you do not personally have to be affected
by this virus. If your desire is to go through your own processes of change,
and if your desire is to stay here on Earth right now, this virus simply will
not affect you. Now, if you go out searching for it, trying to test the concept,
it may backfire on you. But right now, we’d have to say the greatest thing
is to understand that this virus is serving consciousness. and stand behind
the short wall during this process. You do not have to let it affect you personally.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Several weeks
ago I had a personal visit from the goddess Durga. She appeared life size, about
ten feet in front of me. She had a profound effect on me. She began rotating
her eight arms. All of her eight hands were empty. She held none of her usual
weapons. I ask what is the significance of this visit with the goddess Durga?
Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. So often these visions that you have are projections of something
within you. So in this case you’re going to have to go in and take a look
at what part of the goddess is also part of you? Why are the hands empty? What
has been the significance of this goddess in your life and why would this energy
appear to you right now?
It is - how to say - we’re not trying to evade the question here, but
it is more important that you go in personally – it is more important
for Shaumbra in general – always to look at how, if it is a dream, how
do the different symbols or even people in a dream represent parts of you? How
does the goddess Durga represent parts of you right now?
Once you discover the simplicity of the symbolism and generally, as a default,
how it relates to you, you’re going to understand this whole new type
of language that goes beyond words. So, we’re going to ask you to go inside,
take a look at the significance with the goddess and you, and then we would
love to hear the answer that you have.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Are there any
reasons why I won’t allow myself to be who I absolutely and truly am yet,
but instead keep on choosing the same experience of falling for the illusion
of being limited?
TOBIAS: Indeed it is a very, very heavy overlay to have this illusion of being
limited, and everything in your reality right now helps to reinforce that. Everything
says that you are limited in your ability, whether it is to make money or to
have intelligence or insight. So, you’re simply falling into a very old
trap of overlays.
We’re going to perhaps – how to say – oversimplify it, but
first of all it is about making a choice that you’re going to go beyond,
that you don’t want to have these old connections any more that are keeping
you limited. You want to move beyond some of the fear that’s going to
try to keep you back in your limited state of being. And one of the easiest,
actually, things you could do is to continue to breathe. That helps move the
energies through. We know at times Shaumbra says that we oversimplify the answer,
but if you would talk to Kuthumi about how he moved into his independence, it
was simply being off on his own and breathing. He simply breathed through the
old connections and limitations. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (Linda speaking): This question is for Susanna who
is here: She would like to know if she will live in the U.S.A.
TOBIAS: We have to say that it is totally her choice. And again, the mind limits
and the mind says that “But it is so difficult right now and it is so
hard to get into this country,” but that is a belief system or a limitation
that you fall into. And then it is very, very difficult to bring it to being.
So once you make a choice in your heart, you go beyond the fear, and then you
watch how everything starts to work in the Attraction level that we talked about
before, and then the doors start opening, and then you rejoice at how easy it
truly can be.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I would like to
know what is the meaning of the terrible doubts in my life that are completely
unbearable?
TOBIAS: First of all understand that these doubts that you have in your life
that are so unbearable are common with just about everyone. These doubts are
part of the human journey right now. They’ve been reinforced by lifetimes
of your own self-abuse, not just physical self-abuse, but you have put yourself
down lifetime after lifetime. But in a sense that doesn’t matter anymore.
This is THE lifetime. You can move beyond the past and not continue to punish
yourself. The doubts are simply a way of self-suffering, self-limitation. And
again, you can make the choice... and TRULY make the choice within yourself...
to go beyond these doubts, to become your new person. You’re not trapped
in your old story anymore. There’s no tricks or methods or techniques
in this, it is simply making the choice to go beyond your old story.
Then it is important and go out and express it. You can’t just keep it
up here in the mind, can’t just say, “Well I’m going to go
beyond my doubts. I’m going to go beyond my doubts.” Now go out
and express it. Do something that you’ve never done before. Do something
that you’ve been afraid of doing. Do something that others tell you you
can’t do. Go out and express it. And now you start building a new type
of support system that encourages you to absolutely be who you are.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (Linda speaking): Okay, this is from Margo: What mission
does Colombia have to not achieve peace?
TOBIAS: Indeed. The question is about the country of Colombia and it’s
about so many of the energies there right now that are in conflict and in battle.
There are – this could be a very long answer – but there are many,
many Old Energies there: Some that battle between masculine and feminine; old
battles with the church; old stuck energies that are keeping people in a very
suppressed and a very war-like manner. And now you interject the elements of
drugs and you interject the attraction for - what you would call - terrorist
groups, and it continues to make this a very combative and conflicted environment.
It does not have to continue to be that way forever, obviously, but right now
we don’t see anything in particular that’s going to change that
in these next few years of time. It is very stuck in its Old Energies.
Whether you live in Colombia or you live in any place that has old stuck energies,
you as a spiritual being are not required to stay there. Sometimes it is easier
to get out of the situation, to move somewhere else, at least for a while, to
get away from those old overlays, to clear yourself. And then if you choose
to go back, you’re going to be a far better facilitator to those who want
to get over the combat and the conflict. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Seeing that the
portal of the violet flame has activated and we are still integrating this new
energy, aren’t each of us making the connection to this New Energy down
through the subatomic into the inner space? I work with Universal Calibration
Lattice. It seems to me that the Universal Calibration Lattice is becoming more
intense in its role as a transformer with receiving and transmitting light messages
from the etheric fabric. As this dynamic intensifies, will we continue to more
fully activate the hook up with the Sirius Blue Star energy as we disconnect
from the field here on Earth. Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed... (Audience laughter)
LINDA: I did not read that with any emotion! (More laughter)
TOBIAS: Indeed! And we are trying to answer it without emotion!
We’re going to ask you... and this is - how to say - this is not just
for the one asking the question but for all of Shaumbra. Take a look. Stand
back a moment, take a look. What is in the energy here? There is the mind, all
over. There are all of these interconnected and feeding type of energies. There
is the... almost the dependence, or even a co-dependence, on all these portals
and rays and lights and grids and lattices.
Shaumbra, it is very easy, it is very dramatic to get hooked into all that.
And that’s exactly what happens. You get hooked. You get caught in old
overlays. In a sense, there are no portals like what you are talking about.
There are no lattices or grids unless you want them to be there. There are no...
any of these grand outside energies that are going to make your spiritual transition
process any easier. You have it all inside of you.
You get caught up into even how the subatomic particles work. You’ve
suddenly gone intellectual and you’re no longer effective in your own
process. This is a natural process, a truly natural process of disconnecting.
The disconnection allows you to realize your sovereign nature. When you realize
your sovereign nature, it allows the Whole or the Oneness to also change. But
you have to realize your sovereign Being.
If you get caught in this whole complex thing of grids and lattices and portals
and rays and flames and planets and all of these other things, it’s just
like a spider web and you’re like the fly. You’ve just fallen into
it. You’ve just now circumvented a very natural process that would have
happened anyway if you'd just gotten out of the way.
The best thing to do right now for any of you is, first of all, understand
the process that you’re going through. Understand why there are changes
in your life. That helps to eliminate or at least reduce the fear. By knowing
what is happening inside of you, you have a better understanding now what is
happening outside of you, and the fear starts going away. Then you can be in
your own safe and comfortable space, do a little breathing and let the natural
processes happen.
Today when we asked you to feel how this disconnect is working, we simply played
a bit of music. We spent a few minutes together. We didn’t go through
a lot of techniques or methods, it was simply “Feel how this is happening.”
So we want you to keep it very simple. We have said that for so long, “Keep
it simple.” When you have to start looking at how everything works and
how it’s built and how it operates, you’re again back in the old
patterns, you’re feeding in the old ways and you’re literally inhibiting
your process. Kuthumi is going to talk soon enough about how smooth this process
can be. He even wonders at Saint-Germain and I, why we made it so difficult
because he glided right through it. And you can too, Shaumbra. You can too.
LINDA: It’s interesting, you’re saving him up like that. (Laughter)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a man at the microphone): Hello Tobias. Can you
speak to this process of disconnecting and how it relates to intimate relationships
and sexuality?
TOBIAS: Interesting. Yes, this process of disconnecting is going to have an
impact on the relationship. If you are both going through it at the same time
– but consciously going through it – it can be a very wonderful
thing because you can share your experiences and, in a sense, you can have a
buddy going through it with you.
But it will also tend at times to make it very difficult to have a normal relationship
because you’re going to find that you need time away, or your partner
needs time away, and there is the Old Energy belief that if you are partners
that you have to be together and share everything all the time. So you become
one who starts re-defining what a New Energy relationship is. You don’t
need to be together all the time. And perhaps if you’re both going through
the same process, you don’t necessarily WANT to be together all the time,
because you’re going to drive each other a bit crazy if you are.
In terms of the sexuality; you’re going to find that there are times
when you have absolutely no interest or desire in sex with another person. You’re
becoming so intimate with yourself and with your own feelings that you feel
very withdrawn. You don’t anyone else affecting you. Some of you even
are becoming a bit averse to massages from other people because you feel it’s
an intrusive energy.
However, that being said, there are going to be times then, as you’re
going through the disconnect, where when you do have sex with a partner that
it is going to be so open and so free and so beyond some of the old methods
and rituals that were used before. It becomes such a discovery and a joy now,
so open that it is beyond any of the sex that you have known before.
And humans tend to follow a very interesting and very boring pattern right
now for sex. (Much laughter)
LINDA: How do you really feel? (More laughter)
TOBIAS: We have actually timed it here... and we would throw this out to any
researchers... typical human sex lasts 11 1/2 minutes, on average - and that
includes the entire process, sometimes even taking the clothes off! (More laughter)
There are a few steps that the human reaches and goes through, and they tend
to repeat these same boring steps over and over, and their whole goal is to
have an orgasm. But actually they don’t even understand orgasm. It is
generally just a physical release that they are looking for. That is not truly
an orgasm at all, so ... oh Cauldre ...(Lots of laughter and Tobias chuckling.)
He always says to me, “This is like listening to your father talk about
sex” - and indeed it is! (Much laughter)
But you’re going to find that it provides a whole new experience with
sexuality. And it’s not just about a physical need or a release but now
is going to combine the very soul of both of you. But also understand, as incongruent
as it sounds, then you’re going to desire times where you don’t
want any sort of physical touch at all. While it seems to be totally at odds,
there’s reasons for this right now. Thank you for your delightful question.
(Some laughter)
LINDA: Last question, if you choose.
TOBIAS: Take a few more.
LINDA: I knew it. (Laughter)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I have recently
written a book about my awaking experience and now I’m wondering if this
book was written mostly to help clarify my experience to myself, or if it’s
meant for publication as a sort of support system for others who are going through
their own experience. Could you tell me if I’m wasting my time trying
to find a publisher or if I should continue to submit my manuscript?
TOBIAS: Indeed. The first and primary reason for writing the book was, as you
so eloquently mentioned here in your question, was for yourself. It helped you
clarify so many of the processes that you went through. And it wasn’t
just when you were literally at the keyboard writing, it was in the whole entire
process of reflecting on your ascension journey.
It shouldn’t make a difference. It shouldn’t make a bit of difference
whether it’s ever published or not. This is an expectation. This is, in
a sense, a limitation. If you let go of that whole desire or expectation to
have it published, you’re going to find that the publishing doors come
open in a different way. But right now you’re still stuck in thinking
that there is a need or a desire for the world to see your book, and there’s
truly not. There’s not a need or desire for the world to see any book.
(Some laughter) The need and the desire was for yourself. And now... now it
is a beautiful and precious gift to the world, but let go of this expectation
that it needs to or has to be published for others. And then you’re going
to clear the way for your communication to get out for those who would find
it appropriate.
LINDA: That was really nice that that person asked that question. That’s
come up a lot of times and that was nice that they submitted it that open.
TOBIAS: Indeed, and anyone who writes a book, particularly about their journey
over the lifetimes or in this lifetime, should be doing it for themselves first.
If you write it with an eye towards how well it’s going to sell or what
other people think about the contents, then you’re not going to be truly
honest with yourself and the book will have that in its energy.
Write it for yourself. that in itself is a tremendous gift. Could you have
imagined, several lifetimes ago, being at a point where you could actually write
about your journey? To have that much consciousness and clarity about it that
you could put it down in words? That in itself is quite an accomplishment.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. It’s
taken me a long time to get up here, I had one heck of a nudge to get up here.
About three nights ago... first of all, I channel every night when I come home
to find out what’s going on inside of me. And about three nights ago I
was told about some energy that come to visit me when I was asleep, and I got
the impression like there was five or six of them. And one of them, he quoted
as saying like, the “Head Master.” So anyway, I asked him if they
were dead folk, and he said, no they come out of someplace else, and he also
told me that they were like thought in movement. And then he asked me, he said
you also need to become a lot more grounded. And I was wondering if you could
give me your thoughts on this.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, there are entities floating around all the time and
particularly if you're open like you are, they are very willing and desirous
of having conversations with you. At all times, when you’re dealing with
any of these entities, understand first and foremost that YOU are Head Master.
That YOU are God also. That these are not grander beings. There is not a grander
being out there, that is the biggest lie of all. When the beings come to you
and start telling you that they are grand and they are here to save you... we
love to tell you, all of Shaumbra, that we are totally impressed that you would
let us even come and talk to you because you are the masters and the professors.
You are the wise ones. We are simply helping to reflect back to you things about
yourself.
So... understand that you are indeed communicating with nonphysical beings.
Understand that just because you’re dead doesn’t mean that you’re
smart (laughter). There is a perception that when a Being dies that they come
to our side and they are totally enlightened and they know everything, and it
is simply not true - particularly if the entity is earthbound... staying in
the Near realms. Now they will fool you into believing it. They will play games.
But understand at all times that you are the Master.
So... the ones who come to talk you ... and we’re giving a very general
answer for Shaumbra here first, to understand ... you can easily communicate
with the nonphysical beings, and they have the attributes and personalities
and characteristics very similar to humans, until you get to the very grand
angelic realms – the purer realms – they are not going to have those
type of characteristics. So it is wonderful to talk to them, but treat it as
you would in talking to any other human. They are no better than you.
And if they start telling you that you have some incredible assignment on Earth...
if they start telling you that you are their long lost leader and master, and
they start telling you that you are the chosen one... tell them to go away,
quickly. (Some laughter) Because generally that’s what they will try to
do, is they will try to flatter you. So we’re not saying one way or the
other, with these beings that are communicating with you, what their agenda
is. That is for you to determine and for you to understand that you are God
also.
SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you.
TOBIAS: And you are very open, by the way, very easy to communicate with.
SHAUMBRA 12: Can you answer me on the grounding then?
TOBIAS: Indeed. The issue where they are asking, saying that you need to be
more grounded.
SHAUMBRA 12: Yes.
TOBIAS: You have to determine that for yourself. Don’t let any other
being tell you that, but do you feel grounded?
SHAUMBRA 12: No, I think I live a lot in my head and not enough out here.
TOBIAS: Indeed. So then perhaps this would be wonderful advice that they’re
coming through with you for. But you have to determine if it feels appropriate
for you rather than just take their word - or even my word - for it.
SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you.
LINDA: Last question, if you choose.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. First of
all thank you so much for being here every month for us. I have three questions...
(laughter) ...it took me a long time to get up here! I had the honor of helping
my best friend’s mother cross over last Saturday and I’d like to
know how she’s doing and if she has any messages for her daughter and
her granddaughter?
TOBIAS: Still not in the realms where, right now, she can... She's working
on some processes not in the realms where she can truly be contacted or where
we can give you a definitive answer. The energies of this one are still quite
earthbound, not in the negative way, but simply going through the goodbye process.
SHAUMBRA 13: Okay. My second question is, and I know other Shaumbra are experiencing
this: I am exhausted and even standing up here is hard. I have a feeling it
is not just from my work, although I work extremely hard.
TOBIAS: Why do you do that? (some laughter)
SHAUMBRA 13: Because I feel I need to, I guess.
TOBIAS: I think it was Saint-Germain that said 60 to 70 percent of all the
belief systems no longer serve you. (more laughter)
SHAUMBRA 13: I’m also experiencing a lot with my body and I don’t
want to manifest a health issue, which sometimes I fear that I am.
TOBIAS: Indeed. What you are going through right now, again, is part of this
whole process of the disconnecting and this whole process of ascension. It is
very, very difficult on the body. It can be very tiring at times, although ultimately
you’re going to find it to be very invigorating and rejuvenating. But
you’re simply going through this process.
As you say, you are working very hard at a time when you have all of these
other things go on. So one of our advice - this is just common sense - is not
to work as hard as what you’ve been working. Give yourself more time.
Feed your body a bit better in terms of the foods that have live energy, live
essences in them. And this is not to say that you have to go on a strict diet,
but indeed if your body is feeling tired, eat something that has live energy.
An apple or salads or any of these things that are not processed or cooked.
That will give you energy, even faster than things like sugar.
And if you have a fear that you’re going to manifest some sort of disease
within your body, the Law of Attraction says you probably will. So you need
to take a look at the fear. You need to work with... indeed work with our dear
friend Rapha in taking a look at why that fear is there. Why would that fear
be present in your life right now, and what energies are behind it? How can
you move through that fear? For if you are fearing how your body will react,
you aren’t taking ownership in your body. You think that it has ownership
over you.
SHAUMBRA 13: If you could work with me with this, I’d be so grateful.
TOBIAS: Indeed. If you allow us to, all the energies are there. Now you have
to understand though, we can’t do it for you. We’re going to ask
you tough questions and we’re going to take a look with you at your belief
systems as they come up, why you’re still holding onto certain things.
We’re not just going to come in and wave a magic wand and make it happen.
You’re the only one that can do that. But we will nudge you and push you
and ask you a lot of tough questions.
SHAUMBRA 13: My last question is I have a new grandson and he is just awesome.
I’m so in love with him. Is he a crystal child?
TOBIAS: We do not want to necessarily disappoint you here, you ask with a certain
agenda in mind. (some laughter) But this dear one has had many lifetimes on
Earth before, and indeed you have known this entity before in other physical
incarnations that you have had. So, because of the fact that there is a lineage
here on Earth, this one is definitely not a crystal in that sense. Not an indigo
either, but a very dear and precious being who has – how to say –
gone through many ordeals, some with you, and learned to go beyond those ordeals.
So it’s going to be a lifetime more of liberation and freedom for this
dear one.
SHAUMBRA 13: Thank you very much.
TOBIAS: Thank you.
LINDA: That’s it.
TOBIAS: So Shaumbra, we have spent another wonderful day together looking at
the energies of disconnecting. Obviously, this is going to continue over the
next few months of time, as this whole new feeling coming over you. So be very
aware of what’s going on.
As we said earlier, the homework is to do something different in a different
way each day. Perhaps eat your dessert first then have your main course. (Audience
member says “Yay!” followed by laughter) But in no matter what you
do, try something each day, one thing, to do it differently. That’s going
to help you to understand how you get locked into certain patterns and way of
doing things, and even fear of changing those ways, and help you break through
some of those old patterns as well.
So we will gather together again in a month of time. In the meantime, remember
we are always with you. You are never alone.
And so it is.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com.
The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra
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past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
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The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias
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and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing
it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where
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The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides
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not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your
doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in
that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the
journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity
to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around
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