THE CRIMSON CIRCLE
MATERIALS
The Masters Series
SHOUD 1: "Every Step of the Way" – Featuring ADAMUS, channeled by Geoffrey
Hoppe
Presented
to the Crimson Circle
September 5, 2009
www.crimsoncircle.com
I Am
that I Am, Adamus of Sovereign Domain. Welcome back, Shaumbra. Welcome to this
beautiful energy of Earth, of creation, of you.
As I was making my way in just now, I could smell… the energy in here was like it had just freshly rained. You know what it’s like when you take a walk out in the woods or the pasture when it has just rained? It smells fresh and clear, vibrant and growing, and that’s the way your energy smells today.
Thanks
to Tobias
But right
now I would like to offer my heartfelt thanks and honor to the energy of To
Bi Wah, the one you know as Tobias, or Muir, for his ten years of service –
oh, and far more than just ten, but the ten years that you’re most recently
aware of – for waiting such a long time to come back to Earth; to be on the
other side, guiding you, being your companion, wiping away some of the tears,
listening to your stories, listening to your stories, listening to your stories.
(laughter) Ah, perhaps Tobias has a bit more patience than I. I will listen
once. (more laughter).
For Tobias
waited for so long to make his return so he could be with you, like a parent
making sure that their loved ones are safe, with everything flowing, that they
can handle the events of their life. So Tobias waited and waited to come back.
And then,
not so very long ago, he let go. He said, “Let’s dissolve that Tobias energy.
You take back your part; I’ll take back mine. I’ll come back to Earth to join
you and one of these days I may just look you in the eye.”
So out
of love and honor and respect for Tobias, all of those from the Crimson Council
join you today in this unprecedented event, with you of the Crimson Circle here
on Earth as you’re ready to go the next step.
The
Next Step
I’ve
worked with most of you – not all, but most of you – in the Mystery Schools
of the past. You came to the Mystery Schools because you had come to a point
in your life where you knew it was time to stop being just a singular human.
It was time to be human and spiritual and everything that you are. You knew
that you weren’t going to just have another lifetime as somebody’s mother, as
a stone layer, as the one who cleaned up after the horse leave-behinds … trying
to be polite here for a moment. You weren’t going to have another lifetime as
just a landowner or royalty. You wanted something much more. You had gone through
many, many lifetimes as just that human – at least in the disguise of the human
– and you made your way to the Mystery Schools, held in many, many places around
the world, to begin your path, your unfolding, as a spiritual being.
So my
energy is very familiar to you. Yes, I can be a taskmaster at times. I can be
a I can be a wonderful friend at times but as you understand, a friend will
tell you exactly how they see it. A friend will tell you when they feel that
you’re deceiving yourself. A friend will not tell you what you want them to
hear, but what they feel is best.
So, dear
Shaumbra, we are ready for our next step. I’m going to ask you to do me one
favor here at the very start: Let go of anything that you know about me, for
I am not the past coming back to continue the past. My energy is now as Adamus.
Let go of all the rumors that you’ve heard – and the rumors that you’ve started
– about me. (laughter)
Dear
Shaumbra, I do … I love to act, and one of the things I’m going to encourage
each and every one of you to do is to act. It’s the difference – the basic difference
– between you and I. I can act, and I have no fear of it. I have no fear of
taking on different personalities, because I know each and every one of those
are a part of me and are going to return to me, safely and easily. So I fear
not in creating an expression of my identity for the sake of the moment, the
experience, whatever happens to be at hand.
Some
of you look at acting as a negative word, saying, “Well, it’s not really me.”
Well, absolutely, it is. It’s an expression of you. And as you get into acting,
playing, enjoying, you’re going to realize it’s one of the greatest gifts you
can give yourself.
The difference
you and me is you hold on to a singular reality, a tightly composed, compressed
and limited reality of yourself, and you’re afraid to let go. Why are you afraid
to let go? Because you feel that these other expressions of yourself may take
over? Well, perhaps they should. You feel that you’re going to lose control,
and you absolutely should lose control. You feel that you’re going to be overwhelmed
by all of these energies and darknesses and everything else? That’s an old,
old belief. There is no darkness that’s going to overtake you, none whatsoever,
unless you like playing with darkness.
So one
of the things I’m going to encourage you to do, as we make our way forward,
is to act. And don’t feel embarrassed about it. Don’t hold back. Act. Go a little
crazy. It’s going to do you some good. It’s going to open up your energetic
boundaries. Play around with different characters of yourself. See which ones
you really like, you really enjoy. See which ones don’t suit you so well. Stop
worrying about what others are going to say. They’re actually going to be quite
entertained by seeing these different expressions of yourself instead of the
same singular, sometimes boring and sometimes labored, you.
I love
to play the role as the taskmaster, or as some of you have been saying lately,
the one who’s going to come in to kick your butt. By the way, I don’t have to
kick your butt; you do enough of that yourself. Sometimes I’m going to help
you to find the right place to put that foot of yours (laughter) as you kick,
because it’s not so well guided. But, dear Shaumbra, I’m also not coming to
you – this group of Shaumbra – as the violet flame, as the master that you once
knew me. I am Adamus. I come from Saint-Germain, but I am Adamus now, with each
and every one of you. Together we’re going to explore New Energy.
Discovering
New Energy
New Energy
is here. We have talked about it at length in our previous Shouds. It is here,
it’s an energy that was created outside of Home, it was created by you. Its
physics and its characteristics are distinctly different than the old vibrational
energy you have been working with. That’s not to say that we’re going to completely
eliminate vibrational energy in your life – not at all. We’re going to start
integrating this thing called New Energy.
Quite
frankly, not I, Adamus, not Tobias, not any of the Ascended Masters truly understand
how it works. We have theories. We have ideas, especially those of us who have
had more recent lifetimes here on Earth. We have some general ideas of how it’s
going to work in your life. We’re going to work with you to understand how to
bring New Energy in.
At times,
perhaps, it could be challenging, confusing, because one thing we do know about
New Energy – it doesn’t set up patterns of itself like Old Energy. Old Energy
gets into a type of rut. It tends to repeat itself over and over and over, until
some large outside force or stimulus pushes it out of its old pattern. That’s
what many of you have been going through for the last few years of your life,
trying to get out of that old pattern of Old Energy. So you have to take some
infusion coming in, created by you, but an infusion of energy to create an incident
in your life, sometimes traumatic – usually traumatic – to get you out of that
old pattern of Old Energy.
New Energy
works quite different, and we’re not sure how. Basically, you’ve agreed to be
part of this discovery. You’ve agreed to be the next level of pioneer on Earth
to understand how to bring it in and what it does. You’ve agreed to be here
to allow this New Energy to … that you created, by the way. It’s yours. It’s
not a gift from God like the old vibrational energy. That was Spirit’s gift
to you; this is your gift to yourself. It doesn’t set up the same patterns.
It doesn’t respond the same way each time it’s applied.
It is
potent. Whereas sometimes we know you got very frustrated with Old Energy, it
seemed weak at times, and you tried to gather more and more Old Energy in. You
had to store Old Energy in the way of things like money or power or other things
like that. You had to build a warehouse of Old Energy, because sometimes it
worked very slowly. It was very labored. Part of your impatience or anxiety
recently has been “There’s got to be a better way. There’s got to be a different
way of doing this,” and there is, and that’s why you’re here. That’s why I’m
here.
We’re
going to explore the ways to bring it in, because right now it exists in and
around you in an area somewhere close to your human energy field but it really
hasn’t penetrated fully. Part of it’s because the timing hasn’t been right.
You’ve been so absorbed in a lot of your issues and your processing that it
hasn’t been appropriate for it to come in. It would have blown a lot of circuits.
You’ve dabbled in it a bit. Oh, we’ve all dabbled in it together in our nightly
forays into the other dimensions. You put your finger on it just oh so slightly
and then tasted just a bit of it, but now we’re going to be bringing it into
our lives.
One of
the very important things that this group called Shaumbra is going to be doing
is allowing it to come in for your personal experience. And I’ll mention to
you right now, this is nothing to fear. There is nothing to fear in New Energy.
Sometimes there is in old vibrational energy, because it contains elements of
darkness, of fear, of your history, of your challenges. So sometimes you see
a wave of Old Energy coming into your life and you do get a bit anxious about
it, because it does contain a lot of old stuff – memories, energy patterns.
So obviously you would be a little bit anxious about it coming in.
New Energy
is in its pure state right now. It is in a very simple state of being. It’s
ready to come in. Where it’s going to be tricky for you, even for us, is that
its response and its patterns are totally different, and its potency is quite
unknown.
New
Energy and the Mind
One thing
I can tell you from my experience, and also working with some of you in an intense
way, is that this New Energy – it is very, very potent. It is very, very pure.
It has a way of, I’m going to say, blowing your mind. It doesn’t work well with
the mind. We found that out, to be sure. And when I look at it, that is perfectly
logical, or, as I should say, natural, that it would not work so well with your
mind. Your mind is an Old Energy tool. Oh, again, we’ve talked about the mind
at great length in these Shouds, but your mind has taken vibrational energy
and worked very carefully with its patterns. Your mind has become patternized
into this.
New Energy
does not work well with the mind at all. One of the challenges is going to be
trusting yourself enough to get out of your mind. This is where we get into
some of the divine principles that we have talked about for thousands and thousands
of years in the Mystery Schools and the work that we have done together. We’ll
go beyond the human mind; we’ll go into the divine mind. It operates different.
It doesn’t use judgments, and it doesn’t use what you call analysis, and it
doesn’t use straight-line logic or hierarchal logic.
The divine
mind is a compassionate, honoring, simple system, whereas the human mind tends
to get very complex. It prides itself with its complexity. Smart people like
to be very complex people, but sooner or later they become very dull people,
very inefficient.
So you’re
going to be challenged here, as you have agreed to, to begin working with the
divine intelligence, the divine mind, whatever you choose to call it. But it
is yours. It goes beyond human intelligence. It is not a database, it does not
assess itself based on the past as it looks into the future. The divine doesn’t
do that at all. The divine understands a very simple principle: That all is
well throughout all of creation.
So the
divine mind is a very trusting mind. It understands – in the words of Tobias
– “It doesn’t matter.” It’s looking to explore rather than to protect, and that’s
going to be a challenge for some of you. Whereas your human condition and its
mind have been looking for protection, safety and security, the divine, combined
with New Energy, doesn’t truly care about that. So there are times your human
self is going to scream out loud, “Protect me, save me.”
Come
to understand, right now, that the divine doesn’t care. It doesn’t need to protect
anything. That is an artificial belief. Protect you from what? From the love
that’s already within you? From the status of ascension that you’re truly already
in, you’re just are experiencing getting there? From the fact that everything
is in its perfect state of being? It’s time to get over this whole belief system,
that was implanted and acted upon a long time ago, that a darkness or another
force can take you over. It doesn’t work. There have been attempts – you’ve
attempted it with others, they’ve attempted it with you – it doesn’t work.
You cannot
be consumed by another. You cannot be trapped in a reality. You are truly sovereign
beings. So there’s nothing absolutely to worry about, and this whole concept
of protecting and fortifying and preserving – it’s led you to more difficulties
and frustrations and challenges than it was ever worth.
Moving
Forward
We’re
going to explore the free nature of Spirit while we’re here on Earth. Now, it’s
one thing that’s going to be quite different about, as we move forward, versus
the old Mystery Schools. In the old Mystery Schools we were looking to open
up some doors to the inside – doors that have been shut down since the times
of Atlantis. We were looking to take a peek inside of ourselves, into our spirituality
and into our mystics. But generally we did it in a sequestered location – we
were off in secret – and generally, we did it by transcending or going outside
of our human condition.
It allowed
each of you to open doors, and as you opened some of these doors to the inside,
you were overwhelmed by some of the demons that were stored in there. Many of
you had traumatic experiences in the Mystery Schools of the old, facing your
demons, facing your darkness, facing what you would say would be your old karma,
things you had done.
And there
were some beautiful things that were done. You finally got some of the doors
open. You finally understood that there is the mystical side of yourself, that
you’re far, far more than just a human being. You’re not trying to climb some
ladder, trying to earn your way back to the grace of God. You began to understand
there’s more to living on Earth than just going through the routines of each
and every day.
So there
was this great benefit of the work that we did together in the Mystery Schools.
It’s going to be a bit different now because we’re going to continue to open
some of these inner doors. We’re going to do it, not by opening chakras, by
opening energy portals within yourself, and, dear God, not opening energy portals
around the rest of the world. Leave that to the spiritual amateurs. (laughter)
We going to be, indeed … I love to get you going. (Adamus chuckles)
By the
way I had to have several long talks with Cauldre and with Linda beforehand.
Yes, I’m going to push some of the comfort levels. Obviously, I’m going to push
their comfort levels. Oh, I have a few requests I’m going to bring out in a
little bit that definitely will – for Cauldre, not for Linda.
Now dear
Shaumbra, this is a new time on Earth and one of the most exciting ever. You
can see it in the world all around you. We’re going to explore what it’s like
to bring in New Energy, to go beyond the mind, to be divine and mystical and
still be in the human form. Now, this isn’t going to be any Jesus Christ type
of thing where you’re going to walk on water. Some of you have that type of
archetypical energy built into you. You want to be like Christ. You want to
impress friends, neighbors, relatives and disciples. (laughter) But, look where
it got Yeshua! (more laughter) Not such a good thing.
So our
objective here isn’t to go out and impress others, but in an odd way, yes it
is, because they’re going to see in you something very different. They already
are, but they’re going to go beyond just the ridicule and the skepticism that
they currently have. (laughter) Well, you see, actually, they understand that
you’re transforming. You’re different. They don’t like that. Humanity doesn’t
like that. Humans … humans, individually and then collectively, like everything
to move at about the same pace and the same pattern. Humans love routine. Humans
love limitations. Humans don’t like to see another get very far ahead – just
enough to get eaten first, (laughter) but not so far ahead that they’re going
to transcend every one else.
And the
human mind, the human condition is very programmed, very, very programmed. Programming,
as you know, goes back to the Atlantean times and it continues right now. We’re
going to go beyond that, and we’re going to go beyond what is obvious. You see,
right now on the Earth there is this overlay or belief system not to be a creator.
Humans, governments, companies do not like creators. Perhaps once in a while
they use the word, but actually they don’t. They like followers and conformists.
We, dear Shaumbra, are going to be rebels.
New
Energy Pioneers
Now,
we’re not going to be standing out on some silly street corner shaking signs
for the news media. We’re not going to be starting revolts, turning over and
burning cars and doing those type of things. That’s very, very Old Energy, dualistic.
It causes more conflict and drama. We’re gong to be rebels in the fact that
we’re going to be creators. We’re going to be experimenters and scientists of
New Energy. We’re going to integrate it into our life. We’re going to use it.
We’re not just going to talk about it, we’re going to use it. And one of the
important things as we go forward here is for all of Shaumbra to share their
experiences with each other.
Now,
your staff, the ones who serve you on an everyday basis, understand the technology
that will enable that. There’ll be new technology coming in to work with you
on that. But one of the important things is not to remain such an island by
yourself; you’re not going to want to be, in many cases.
Oh, yes
you will need time alone. It is required. It’s one of the requirements here
for moving forward. You notice, particularly recently, when you didn’t take
the time alone, when you intuitively knew you should have it, that things really
started piling up? Things started going bad on you, you started getting into
that very worn down energy. You’re going to need time by yourself, and I’m going
to ask you to take it. But there will also be a time to share your experiences
with New Energy with other Shaumbra.
They,
for the most part – for the most part – they understand what you’re going through.
They’re going through it also. We are very much individuals, but very much staying
connected as a group. There is tremendous work that we do at night together.
This last six weeks, in particular, if you didn’t notice it, we were doing some
very intense rewiring, reprogramming, redirecting in the other realms. It’s
not so much about your sleep pattern itself, but what we were doing in our time
away. We went away from the Shaumbra Service Center, we went away from all of
these other things, we spent time by ourselves. And in a way of speaking you
could say that we rewired – Cauldre, Linda, each one of you.
We’re
setting up a new way of handling potentials, and as we get into our work together,
I do want you to share – share on the message board, share with some of the
other technologies, which we’ll talk about, which your staff will come out with
– but it’s going to be important for you to see what other Shaumbra are going
through, hear about their experiences. And it’s not always that you’re going
to have what you would term ‘success’ with every foray into New Energy that
you go into. But success is an Old Energy mindset. There is no success or failure
when it comes down to it; it’s just about experience and about how when you
went through your experience.
Communicate
with each other about your individual experiences, particularly as we get into
these Shouds over this next year or so. We’re going to be going through some
very specific homework, discussions, learnings together. As I said you are truly
the scientist, the pioneers, the developers, integrators of New Energy. We’re
going to go through it together.
In case
any of you want to know, “Will this change my life?” Absolutely. Absolutely.
Most of you have gone through the major reorganizations in your life, some of
the difficult and challenging things with your jobs and family and your health.
That was part of the last ten years. The last ten years you went through a lot
of processing. I would have to say that many of you were very self-absorbed
in these past ten years. It was wonderful, because it got you into a lot of
stuck energy about yourself.
You’re
not going to become self-absorbed going forward. You’re going to become yourself,
come to embrace the self-God, you’ll come to embrace the self-social – the part
of you that integrates with other humans on Earth – and you’ll become self-universal
– part of you that connects with all of the dimensional energies. But not self-absorbed.
We’re beyond that. We’re beyond processing.
Tobias
allowed the processing. Perhaps he felt it was needed. Perhaps it was. He allowed
you to get into your issues. He allowed a lot of tears. He allowed a lot of
talk. We’re going to go beyond that.
Not that
there is not a caring from I, Adamus, or any of the others, but because it can
actually work against you at a point. You’ll see this as you move beyond some
of the self-absorption. You’ll see how initially it has a benefit when you take
a look inside, when you work on your issues of releasing, but it’s very tricky,
because it wants more. You want more of that. You want more processing. It feels
good. It is energy feeding. You want more because it validates the victim energy.
You want more of it because it’s your excuse, morning, noon and night, for not
doing something. It has a way of being like cement, holding you in place, and
it becomes a wonderful excuse for not facing the inevitable.
You are
God also. You’re a creator. You created this universe, this Earth, your lifetimes.
You got away from being a creator. Partly it was programmed out of you, or I
should say you allowed it to be programmed out, partly because you got into
some of the patterns of mundane, normal, routine living. It’s very seductive.
It pulls you in, it holds you in. It takes everything to get out of that. But
on the other hand, the more you try to punch your way out and fight your way
out and struggle your way out, it holds you back even more.
So what
happens is we let go. We release. We go beyond. That, perhaps, is more frightening
and more difficult than punching your way out, using brute force to get out
of normality to become all that you are.
So Shaumbra
let’s take a deep breath as we go into the New Energy Mystery Schools.
Going
Beyond
We’re
going to do things that defy logic and defy the mind. We’re going to go out
past the limb – not just out on the limb, we’re going to go past the limb. We’re
going to go into areas that require you to have the utmost trust in yourself.
Don’t trust me; trust yourself. When you try to put that trust onto me, I’m
going to let you fall, so you’ll learn to trust yourself.
You’ll
learn to trust yourself, to love yourself in a way that you can’t imagine right
now. What we’re going to be doing, in going beyond the mind and the old human
programming, is we’re going to go into experience. Into experience.
Many
of you have been searching for Spirit, for God, for yourself or God knows what,
for a long time. You’ve been doing it through your mind. You’ve been analyzing
it. You’ve been studying it. Good Lord, put all those books away. Ship them
off somewhere else. You’ve been studying it. You’re never going to understand
yourself or Spirit. You can only experience Spirit,
and that’s what you’re going to be doing.
You’re
going to go beyond this rhetoric, the talk. You know, you can talk about love.
You can analyze love. You can write about it, even sing about it. But it only
becomes love when you actually experience it. Until then it is just a theory.
You can
talk about God all day long. I’ve heard some of you, unfortunately, pontificating
to others about God, on and on and on. Didn’t you notice that they fell asleep?
I’ve heard some of you with your great theories about God. Get rid of all of
them right now. We’re going to experience God. You’re going to experience Spirit
in your life. Not a word will ever, ever be able to define the experience of
Spirit – the experience of life.
You talk
about life, you talk about New Energy – let go of all of your talk about New
Energy. I see some of you trying to say what’s New Energy and what’s Old and
criticizing something for being Old Energy. Let all of that go, because it’s
all words. It’s all rhetoric. It’s time we’re going to experience it. You’ll
experience New Energy in your life, and then you’ll even let go of the word
‘New Energy.’ It will become meaningless. You’re going to experience the integration,
the completion, the fulfillment – whatever words, but none of them are satisfactory.
In New
Energy you’re going to, once and for all, experience your creation, and then
you’ll understand the words, “You Are God Also.” The words will become meaningless
and it will become the experience. That experience radiates in every part of
you. That experience is what attracts the students, is what allows you to become
the Standard. That experience that you have had, rather than the intellectualization,
rather than the analysis, is what changes your energy dynamic.
Over
these past six weeks we’ve been working on, not a reprogramming, but basically
an opening up of your energetic systems to allow for this New Energy to come
in; working on and releasing a lot of old issues that have been there, a lot
of old wiring, to enable you to have the experience of New Energy, of Spirit,
of wholeness, of fulfillment. No longer being needy, wanting. No longer having
that … you hold carrots in front of yourself sometimes to keep going. We’re
going to go beyond all that.
I’m going
to make a very bold statement here, as Cauldre hides behind a drink of water.
(laughter as Cauldre takes a sip) I’m going to guarantee, what you would call
in your human words, your happiness, your fulfillment. I know I can do that.
I know I can tell you that if you allow for that trust in yourself, you work
together with Shaumbra, you become truly integrated in yourself and allow yourself
to participate in the Mystery Schools, you will have this thing that has seemed
to have eluded you for a long time – happiness. Peacefulness, whatever you want
to call it. Fulfillment. Mastery on Earth. Ascended status where you’re going
to be walking as an ascended being, in the experience of it, in the realization
of it, along with the other fifteen hundred and some other ascended beings who
are going to be here on Earth.
I don’t
want you to get all caught up right now into wondering, are you going to be
able to see auras? That is child’s play. (laughter) Are you going to do instant
healing on others? Hell no. Let them have their suffering. (laughter and some
applause) That is true. There is more truth to that than you can possibly imagine.
You know, it is such an egotistical thing. I’ve watched some of you. You try
to do these instant healings on others. Shame on you. I truly mean that, because
you’re doing for you. I’ve seen some of you. You’re doing it because you want
to prove that you are some type of Jesus back on Earth.
We’re
going to take a whole different approach. I’m going to challenge you on things.
I’m going to throw out a lot of things. I see some of you are holding tightly
to some concepts, but how could you possibly– you’re thinking to yourself – let
go of some of the things? Well, you will, sooner or later. Kicking, screaming,
perhaps or in a total sense of allowing.
This
is the New Energy. It doesn’t work like the Old. Right now, dear Shaumbra, there’s
a level of your intuitive feeling senses that are kicking in. You are feeling
an energy that is different – very different to define. Part of you pushes it
away. Part of you is intrigued by it. This is New Energy – just a tip of it,
just a little bit of it – coming in right now. We’re going to start working
with that.
I don’t
know how many months or years or decades we’re going to have together, but I’m
going to work with you. And I’ll make a commitment to you, first of all, that
you will find your happiness – your happiness, your fulfillment, whatever you
want to call it. Right before you find it you’re going to cuss the hell out
of me. (laughter) Right before you find it, it will seem like you are in total,
what some of you might call, meltdown or disarray, but it will be a very, very
fleeting moment.
I know
I can state this, because I know who you are. I know what we are working with,
and I know, looking at your energy, that you really are there. It’s just taking
that last gulp to let the experience come in now, to let it be realized in your
life here on Earth.
We’re not going to get terribly esoteric with things. I’m not going to get philosophical on you. There’s going to be days when we’re together where you may feel that nothing happened, only to find out later that something tremendous did happen. That’s the way New Energy works. There’s going to be times when you think you’re not making any progress, to all of sudden realize progress was an illusion; that you’re doing quite well.
Keep
a log. You’re going to need it. You’re going to want it. It’s going to help
you to understand, on days that are particularly difficult, how you got from
one point to the other. When I say ‘difficult’ I don’t mean difficult as in
the old ways; I mean difficult as in eluding the mind, not making sense at all.
That’s
another point I should make, is some things will not make sense at all. I’m
going to ask you to be comfortable with that. Part of you is going to want to
immediately jump in and to analyze and to figure out the logic and everything
else, and then you’re going to become very uncomfortable when there is no logic
to it, when it defies logic and defies physics. And then you’re going to feel
real spooky. You’re going to feel very out of control. You’re going to feel
like running all the way back to the safety of Old Energy.
That’s
the time to stop and take a deep breath and to experience; to experience what
this is like. Let all of this go. Some of you are going to have feelings that
you’re getting vertigo, you’re losing your mind more than you think you are
right now, dizziness, problems with your eyes, all of these other things. Let
it go. It is part of the experience of integrating the New Energy, part of our
journey together being the pioneers.
Keep
notes. It will also help you to share with other Shaumbra, and in the sharing
there is great beauty – when you share your story, your confusion, with another.
Now, I’m going to ask as you share your stories, for the others who are reading
the stories or listening to them, don’t pontificate. Don’t start offering a
lot of unwanted advice, unless at the bottom of the sharing it says, “I would
appreciate your advice.” Don’t start telling anyone what they’ve done right
or wrong.
This
whole concept – Tobias brought it up recently – you haven’t done anything wrong.
You can’t do wrong. Trust me. You can’t. You can have a lot of really bad experiences,
but you can’t do wrong.
I don’t
want anybody criticizing anyone else for their experience or over-analyzing
it. I want them to honor it. That’s part of the reason for sharing it, so it
can be honored, so others can learn from it. I don’t want anybody being condescending
about it. I don’t want you to have to ever feel embarrassed about sharing your
story – unless you’re up here for questions and answers with me. (laughter)
So, Shaumbra, share your stories.
Participate
Now,
another thing is as we embark on this next part of our journey, I’m going to
ask you to fully participate. There is not going to be the ones standing along
the sidelines as there have been over the past ten years. I know some of you
needed the sidelines before you entered the playing field. But if you’re going
to be part of this gathering, you have to be on the playing field.
It means
you’re participating. You’re not just standing on the sidelines criticizing
the coach and the players. You’re in there. You’re not just learning from them,
you’re learning together with them. You’re not just taking notes for later use,
you’re using it right now. Become active, become involved. Be a part of these
Shouds. They’re yours, they’re not mine. Be a part of them. Read them, listen
to them, touch them. I don’t care what you do, but be a part of them.
There’s
no room going forward for casual bystanders. No room going forward for critics,
for judges. We’re all in this together, and this is serious and fun work. This
is amazing work and potent work, but it’s not a place for those who are just
dipping their toes in.
For each
and every one of you who chooses to stay involved as we go forward into the
exploration of New Energy on Earth … (the chiming of a cell phone goes off)
One of the things I do not tolerate is cell phones during my discussions. I
will ask that to be turned off immediately. Thank you.
As you
go forward into this, I want you to add your energy into the Crimson Circle
and into Shaumbra. Adding your energy means volunteering, helping in some way
or the other. This is no longer a free ride in any way. We’re going to be giving
of ourselves – all of us from the Crimson Council – in unprecedented ways. We’re
going to be supporting and encouraging and working with you very, very intensely.
But you have to contribute something. You have to show your intent to get into
this New Energy. Otherwise, the New Energy tends to work for you in some ways
that will be hard to understand.
What
I’m saying is that if you become involved, you participate, you put your energy
into this, you’re going to be on this flow of energy with all of the rest of
us, all the rest of Shaumbra, as we experience New Energy. If you think you’re
going to take a free ride, it’s not going to work for you in the same way. Volunteer.
Help. Do something. Contribute.
I’ve
been overly concerned about Linda, Cauldre, the staff of Crimson Circle, worrying
so much about your welfare, your benefit, giving you away so much for free,
worrying about the money to operate this organization that serves you. They
spend an inordinate amount of worry time that should now be spent on exploration
and pioneering time. So whether you contribute time, whether you contribute
money, or whether you contribute each day a blessing that goes to them – I’m
not saying a blessing once in a great while, but a blessing that goes to them
– because that truly helps also, and it helps them serve you.
I’m saying
this at the embarrassment and the discomfort of Cauldre, and to a degree, of
Linda, because they do want to serve, as well as does Aandrah or Norma, Garret,
the staff of the Crimson Circle who are working very, very hard. Now they need
your support.
This
is not a call for money. If I hear anybody say this is about drumming up donations,
I’m going to drum you out. That energy is not needed if that’s where you’re
going to go. If you don’t understand the need to contribute energetically, consciously,
financially, volunteer or anything else, you don’t need to be going forward.
We’re not going to bring along the stragglers and the non-participants. I hope
I am very, very clear with that.
I’ve
had some long talks with the staff, with Linda and Cauldre recently, and encouraged
them to do things, for instance, that would charge more, bring in more revenues
for the services that they perform. They haven’t been inclined to do that, out
of, perhaps you could say, the goodness of their hearts. But I’m going to encourage
you then to step forward, without them and charging for the webcast, as was
discussed, and they dismissed it. They said no. They want Shaumbra to be able
to participate in this without a financial restriction, for those who aren’t
able to afford it.
But I’m
going to say, dear Shaumbra, if you’re listening to this right now, you either
volunteer, you contribute or you send blessings from the heart. All of these
things will allow all of us to continue our work together going forward.
Assistance
and Support
There’s
going to be assistance and there’s going to be service that comes in to you
from very unknown places as we work together. I’m not just talking about angelic
beings, but I’m talking about Earth beings that show up. I’m talking about something
I’ll describe later in one of our future discussions, but New Energy beings
that literally are being created and shaped to come in and serve you. This work
is extraordinary and there’s extraordinary service, extraordinary resources
that come in for each and every one of you.
As you
can probably tell by now, it’s not just going to make you an inflated human.
It’s not going to resolve a few of your old problems. This is going to be the
realization of what we’ve been studying and working on for eons of time. And
it’s here now. It’s here right now.
I would
like to continue our monthly gatherings like this. These are very important,
because things are going to speed up. You’re going to need this time where we
get together. We’re going to talk about the direction of energies in the world.
We’re going to get into politics without discussing favorites, but we’re going
to talk about the energy dynamics of things like finances – worldwide finances
– weather, politics, consciousness, Gaia herself. We’re going to take a look
at where Earth is going, and that’s why I say you’re going to be forecasters.
You’re going to have such a strong intuitive feeling to know what’s going to
happen next, because you’re helping to create it.
Let’s
take a deep breath together.
Changes
I will
not be here every month. There will be times when others come in to talk to
you. Their talks may be more appropriate than mine. Kuthumi will be here more
often. There’ll be some new ones coming in. We’ll give you updates, by the way,
on Sam.
I will
not always take questions and answers. For instance, today, it is not a day
for questions and answers, other than one exception, which I’ll talk about in
a moment.
There’ll
be times immediately after our Shoud together, after your short break, where
you’ll have a discussion with yourselves, with perhaps Norma, Garret, Linda,
Cauldre, a few of the others leading a discussion. A discussion about what’s
going on in your life; a discussion about the Shoud itself, since you’re helping
to create that; discussions about what next; discussion about the experiences.
We don’t need all the questions and answers. They’re pretty much the same –
about four general categories anyway – but there are times where I would like
to take questions. As we mature a bit here, I’d like to take questions related
to New Energy and your experiences so others can hear. So there will be months
with questions, others, not.
So …
we’re going to be doing more intense deeper work in the actual Mystery Schools
where we limit the number of people, where we can get into some very deep energies.
Don’t – how to say – if you want to participate in the weekend Mystery Schools
that are going to be given, understand that there has to be a need to charge
a fee for these. Some of you say, “I want to attend, but I don’t have the money,”
or you complain that you should be given this for free. Why? If you want the
money, create the money. It will be there.
Going
forward into the work we do there will be no place for victim energy. No place
at all. It’s about being creators. It’s about being experimenters. It’s about
uncovering the past, opening up the future, experiencing right here in the Now.
Honor
Four
points I’d like to make with you. You’re going to hear over and over, from myself
and from my comrades, you’re going to hear the words honor. Honor. It’s very
important. We honor each and every one of you, no matter what. We honor everything
you do, everything that you are. There is no judgment.
I’m going
to ask you to do the same going forward. Honor everyone else. Honor people you
don’t like. Honor people that make you upset. Honor the people you work with.
Honor the people that you communicate with on this message board, which, by
the way, I hope gets cleaned up. There’s very little honor there. There’s a
lot of drama, not a lot of honor.
Honor
means respecting somebody, whether you agree with them or disagree with them,
but respecting that that is where they are at. That is the experience they have
chosen.
We’re
going to reinforce honor. Honor is compassion. Tobias talked a lot about love,
and that was good. It was time when you needed love, we needed to discuss love,
but now it’s about honor – honoring everyone else. I know a lot of you like
to be critical of others. Now start to honor them. It doesn’t mean you need
to agree, but honor.
In honoring
you will come to understand how they got to where they are. You will come to
understand how you got to where you are. You will come to understand that the
world is absolutely perfect. You see its flaws, or what you think are its flaws,
when you’re out of honor, because you’re looking from the eyes of judgment.
You’re looking from the eyes of fear, actually. When you honor things, you understand
they’re exactly where they should be.
When
you honor yourself, you don’t need to process anymore. I’m going to underline
that on my blackboard. When you honor yourself, you don’t need to process
anymore. When you honor yourself, you’re never a victim. We will repeat
“honor” over and over again, until it really sinks in.
Act
Another
important thing, as I mentioned as I opened today, I love being an actor. So
there’s going to be Shouds and workshops where it may not feel like Adamus,
but it is. I’m going to come to you in different ways at different times.
Acting
is wonderful. I would encourage each and every one of you to begin doing it.
They’re just aspects of yourself, but aspects that love you and you love them
and they come back. You start creating these characters of self and you realize
how fluid energy in creation really is. But when you’re stuck in that tightly
defined character of yourself and you’re afraid to let go, you will keep repeating
your patterns over and over.
Create
Another
thing that is going to be very important – very, very important – is to create
something, anything. Creation is the natural way of expressing God within. Humans
have been conditioned to be uncreators, to follow routines. Routines are set
up, put in place, and you are required to follow them. It has gotten to be so
that it’s made your energy very dull, very stale.
When
a human isn’t creating something they become depressed. They become anxious.
They become sad. They become like a trapped animal in a cage. So I’m going to
ask you to start creating anything. Anything.
You have
seen today here you have some books that were created. You have heard music
that’s been created. Create a rock wall if that’s what you choose to do. (laughter)
Buy a fish aquarium and create an aquarium at your house. Create something,
Shaumbra. I want you to start becoming aware of the percent of your days where
you are not being creative, where you’re following routine.
Cooking
– what a great way to be creating, and your stomach and your body loves it.
Being creative can mean just hopping in the car, not knowing where you’re going
to go. Just going for a long drive, rather than following the old routines.
Several
of you that are tuned in right now have wonderful ideas for games – game boards.
Create them; stop giving yourself excuses for not.
One of
the requirements of going forward with this Shaumbra energy is to create. I
will hold you accountable for it, if you’re not creating. It doesn’t have to
be grandiose. It doesn’t have to change the world. It can be very simple. Crochet
something. Anything. Paint something. Sing a song. Make up a poem. It doesn’t
matter. It doesn’t have to be artistic, it just has to be something that you’re
creating. Anything. Jewelry. A film. Anything.
This
is going to free you of some of these heavy overlays, some of this, what you
have been calling, depression. It’s not at all. It’s stagnation that’s been
affecting you. Oh, and you watch those TV commercials and it says, “If you’re
feeling depressed, like nobody loves you, like you have no energy, you’re tired,
you should take these pills.” No, don’t take pills. Be creative. Anything.
We’ll
be talking about that over and over, and there’s going to be times that I’m
going to stand up, I’m going to open my eyes and walk into the audience and
ask you about your creations. So please be prepared. (laughter)
Oh, that’s
another thing I have to say now. Cauldre doesn’t like the open eye thing. But
I’m going to tell you right now, Cauldre, yes I will be walking around the audience.
If you want to do it with your eyes closed, that’s up to you. (laughter) But
I’ll tell you right now, it’ll be easier with them open.
A
Totem Animal
One other
thing, very important, we’re going to have fun with. I want you to create –
out of your imagination – I want you to create a totem animal for yourself.
Starting today. There’s a very good reason for this. Let me explain a bit. Some
of you are very familiar with totem animals. There is actually an ancient name
for this. It’s an ancient practice, but we’re going to bring it in in a New
Energy way.
Create
an animal that is yours. For some of you it may be a bear, it may be an owl,
it may be a beautiful hawk, it could be a wonderful rabbit. It could be anything
that you want, any animal – an animal that exists on Earth right now. An animal
that exists – a species that exists – on Earth, and I want you to start imagining
this.
Let’s
say that you choose a deer for your totem animal. I want you to start imagining
it until it starts to become real. Meaning that it’s not just this fuzzy picture,
but you can start almost feeling it – feeling its fur, its skin; to the point
where you can actually smell it – it doesn’t have to smell gamey necessarily,
but where you can smell it; to the point where you can look into its eyes.
We’re
going to be using this tool, this totem, for a lot of things that we do for
a long time to come. It is yours. It is not anybody else’s. It is not outside
of you. It is a part of you.
We’re
going to be working with this totem, this animal that you helped to imagine,
and it’s coming from you. It’s part of this role of acting. This is a being
who’s going to be your dear friend, your servant, your pet. It’s going to understand
you. You’re going to be able to send it out. When you are occupied with normal
human things, you’re going to be able to send out this part of you to do other
things in your past and in your future and in the other dimensions.
This
totem is also going to help – protect is not the right word, Cauldre – it’s
going to keep you aware of energies all around you. Yes, there are some very
dark energies, very manipulative energies out there on Earth right now, and
they’re actually intensifying. They actually would like to come in and strike
fear in you, because that’s the way they feed. They actually like to get your
energy in a place where they can manipulate it. These are nonphysical for the
most part, but there are physical beings too who are still practicing some of
these dark arts. They haven’t learned yet that it just works against them.
But your
totem is going to help keep you aware of energies all around, in the dimensions
right around you and the dimensions that extend a long way out. It will become
your best friend over these next few years together. Don’t name it right away;
we’ll do that later. Between now and our next gathering together, I’m going
to ask you to start developing this.
Now,
you might have an immediate reaction that, well, your totem should be a bear,
for instance, because you’ve always loved bears. Or it should be a turtle, because
of your affinity for turtles. But just let it go for a little bit. It will start
developing. You’ll start developing. Don’t be surprised if it’s something totally
different. And then start to breathe into it. Breathe your life into it. It
is you.
Start
imagining exactly what it looks like, but understand it could change. It could
develop. Start feeling into its attributes and how it can soar or crawl into
the other dimensions; how it can explore for you; how it can be in constant
vigilant service to you.
So that
is your homework – this totem. In our gathering next month we’ll talk more about
some of the ancient backgrounds to this, but how we’re going to apply it as
we go forward. But for this next month, become familiar with this new part of
you.
It’s
going to be – how to say – your seeing-eye dog into the realms or your seeing-eye
fish, whatever you choose for your totem. And it doesn’t matter. Don’t start
to think which animal is stronger or smarter or faster or anything like that.
It won’t matter. Truly, it won’t matter. It’s more about your relationship to
this part of yourself, your ability to send it out for you, your ability to
have it there, keeping you aware and alert.
So …
I said there would not be questions and answers today, which there’s not, but
I will allow – because I know dear Linda has a few questions – I will allow
a few from her about the directions that we’ll be taking. So if you have any
at this point of your own, my dear.
LINDA:
(sighs) I thought I did, but … I thought I did, but really I think … I don’t
know what to ask because I think you proposed some things …
ADAMUS:
What Cauldre should be wearing when he sits up on stage, rather than what I
would call, ahem, pedestrian clothing? You could ask about that. (laughter)
LINDA:
Well, I did used to be a fashion coordinator. If you have some advice, I certainly
would find that interesting.
ADAMUS:
Indeed, I have told him several days ago that I’d much, much prefer a suit,
please. There doesn’t have to be a tie, but truly I am used to a bit more elegant
clothing than what … (laughter as he pulls at Cauldre’s shirt) Not that it doesn’t
look good, but it just doesn’t feel right.
LINDA:
So you prefer a more formal presentation.
ADAMUS:
I wouldn’t call it formal. I would call it more elegant. (laughter)
LINDA:
Elegant.
ADAMUS:
Yes.
LINDA:
Can you help us understand how we control the heat around the more elegant dress?
ADAMUS:
Indeed, you can absolutely regulate your body temperature, if you so choose.
And I would like it with a bold shirt, not just a basic shirt.
LINDA:
You know, Geoff’s not real big on bold personal colors.
ADAMUS:
I know. (lots of laughter and applause) Then that way Shaumbra will truly know
it’s me. (laughter)
LINDA:
I’m not completely shocked, but how do we help Geoff through this adjustment
period?
ADAMUS:
Take him to … he’s saying Nordstrom’s. (laughter) He’ll cope with it.
LINDA:
He will find a way to cope with it. Is there a color range, perhaps, we should
inspire him towards?
ADAMUS:
I’ll help to make the final selections once we’re there.
LINDA:
Is there any color you hate?
ADAMUS:
I hate nothing. No.
LINDA:
So there’s not a problem with any colors.
ADAMUS:
No. I think Cauldre would be a bit offended with pink, but it doesn’t bother
me whatsoever. (more laughter) It’s just a shade of violet.
LINDA:
And are there still issues with jewelry and metals?
ADAMUS:
Actually, he has gotten into the habit of taking off jewelry; I actually prefer
to put on jewelry. But one of the things we’re going to be studying is some
of the energy properties that are in things like gold, in particular. Gold –
we’re going to have a lot of discussions about it – it’s a very … I don’t want
you giving your power away to gold, but gold is an alchemical metal, and you’re
going to find that it has a way to enhance some of the workings with New Energy.
As do diamonds and some of the precious stones, but …
LINDA:
Oh, that’s the Saint-G I’ve been waiting for!! (laughter) Bless you, man! Bless
you. (Linda’s laughing) Oh, bless you!
ADAMUS:
I’ll tell you right now that one of the … now, you’ve all learned that these
stones or these gems do not hold the power. But there is a tendency to think
that they do, because at one time they did, on Earth. The original crystals
of the Earth, the actual minerals, did hold the power. That’s how Earth was
originally … life came to it. But this power in the crystals went away a long
time ago, after Atlantis, of course. Some of you are still connected to this
and are still trying to derive literal energy from crystals, and it’s not there
anymore.
However,
some of the stones, gems, can be attuned, particularly as we journey into your
past potentials that are locked up. They’re going to be valuable in helping
to unlock some of the past, but don’t think that a diamond, a ruby, an emerald,
holds a power stronger than you.
LINDA: No, but when you feel like million bucks, you feel like a million bucks.
ADAMUS: (chuckling) Indeed.