The Ascension Series
Lesson Eight "The New Understanding of Love"
Presented at the Crimson Circle
March 2, 2002
TOBIAS: And so it is, dear friends, dear Shaumbra, that we gather together again
in our sacred energy with family and friends and ones who are dearly loved.
We have much to speak of today. We have many things to cover.
We see the energies change so much here when you open your heart, when you allow
us to come into this space with you. We have done this together now as a family
and as a group many, many times together. You are getting used to allowing this
flow to come in.
It is so easy for us now to come through the door to visit you. We do not need
all sorts of special fancy passwords. We do not have to beg you any more. We
do not have to assure you so much that what you are feeling within your being
what you are experiencing all around you
the knowingnesses that you are
coming to in this Language of Ah
it is real. It is real.
The doubt that has been with you haunting you is leaving you.
Oh, there are still traces and residues of this, but the doubt that you could
sit with family and Shaumbra in a space like this and feel God within you
that doubt is slowly going away.
Five years ago it would have been difficult for you to truly accept the actual
essence and the presence of Spirit and your own divinity and angels from the
other side of the veil
that they could be sitting with you now, could
be present in this space. But, you have learned well to breathe all of this
in.
Breathing
there is no intellect involved here. It simply is. You have
learned to breathe your own divinity within you. You have learned to hold your
divinity, to hold it as a precious energy that belongs to you. You have learned,
dear friends, to breathe this divinity in.
And, as it comes in from within you, then you are aware of all of the other
energies that come with it. You are aware of I, Tobias. You are aware of the
visitors that we have with each session like this. You are aware of all of the
potential of Spirit. Your awareness of your own God-self and divinity comes
first. It comes first. All of the other awarenesses and understandings come
after that. My
my, how you have learned this well!
We have all sought other masters. We have all sought other gurus. Oh, in my
days, which I like speaking about
in my days we followed masters. We followed
prophets. We followed other entities even as humans do today. But, this group,
Shaumbra, the ones who have taken the long road, the lonely road at times and
the quiet road
ah, you have learned so well that there is only one master.
And, I, Tobias, am looking at it right now. That master is YOU.
As you follow your own knowingnesses and your own divinity, then you see the
grander picture. You see the angels. You see the other entities. You see Truth.
And, you hear things that you have never heard before. You have learned not
to follow something from the outside. That is why we love you so much. That
is why this room fills with love today.
We have many, many, many visitors today with us. The energy of this room warms
up, partly for Cauldre (Geoffrey Hoppe), so he might not be so chilly up there
(on stage, on this particularly cold day)! But, it warms up for all of you as
the entities come flooding in. And, we will introduce them in a moment.
But, before we do, we ask something simple of you. We ask you to do this with
no agenda. We ask you to help set the energy of this space on this day. Dear
friends, so many of you know what we are going to say, "Stand up, breathe,
and hug those around you." This will help bring in all of the energies.
(audience laughter) Stand up, breathe, and hug those around you without agenda.
(Tobias pauses while audience stands and shares hugs with each other, with laughter
and talking back and forth.)
Now, dear friends, Cauldre is always worried about what we are going to do!
(audience laughter) And, when he knew that this moment of hugging was coming,
he said, "Oh, Tobias, you will lose them here and now." (more audience
laughter) "You have broken this wonderful energy that you have started."
But, we know better. We know Shaumbra. We know that instead you have intensified
the energy. You have taken the tension out of the air, so that we can truly
work with you today in Lesson Eight, so we can truly work with you in the energy
of this lesson. That is what is important here, more than all of the other lessons
we have worked together on with you. It is the energy of this lesson.
It is a simple lesson that we will speak of. There will be no homework with
it. (audience laughter) There will be no challenges with this lesson. It simply
is. It is one we have been looking forward to for quite some time. Indeed, there
are understandings that go with it. But, it is an energy. It is a morsel for
you to feel, and to sense, and to own on this day.
But, before we get into the actual discussions of this day, let us introduce
our guests. You will understand later why they come in today, and why it is
so important. Indeed, as so many of you feel, the energy of Metatron is here.
Oh, indeed this energy is so important right now. It is part of what we are
all doing together, for as the grids of Earth are changed in response to your
consciousness, the veil is reduced.
There is a magnetic influence that comes both from Earth what you call
Gaia and there is a corresponding electromagnetic grid that surrounds
your planet. There is even a broader grid that surrounds your place in space.
It is not specifically related to your solar system. But, there is an energetic
grid that encompasses a wide, wide area of your planets and your sun, and even
past that.
Metatron comes in closer. He has not been able to do this in all of the history
of humankind. He comes in closer now. And, it is in direct response to you understanding
and becoming aware of your divinity and of your ability to hold it. In the first
gathering when Metatron came in, we had to have many energetic filters. The
energy was so strong, and it would have overwhelmed you. But even now, just
a few months of your Earth time later, we do not need nearly the amount of energetic
filtering. Metatron can come and go quite easily. Metatron can sit next to you
now. Metatron can convey his energy and his love to you quite easily.
So, indeed you will feel this energy coming closer and closer
closer and
closer to you. This is because you are holding your divinity.
Perhaps, you still do not understand it in your human mind. Perhaps, you still
struggle, "What is this thing of divinity?" But, dear friends, we
can see that you are beginning to hold it. That level of doubt is going away.
You are still having many challenges. You are going through a very challenging
time in the history of your soul, in the history of the omniverse, in the history
of All That Is. Youll look back someday, and you will understand of what
we speak.
You are going through a most challenging time, but yet you are moving forward.
That is what we love about you. You continue to expand and to grow. Oh, there
are times, we know, when you feel like it is important to sit on the sidelines
for a moment, but then you are right back into the evolution of All That Is,
helping to journey forth.
That is why Metatron comes closer and closer
closer and closer to you.
Metatron IS you, dear friends. You are part of that energy, of that energetic
family or group that makes up Metatron. It is not really a "he." It
is not an individual. It is a consciousness of God. It is a consciousness of
love.
There are also those from the Crimson Council who come in today. This is the
family that you join when you come back to this side of the veil. This is like
a Home away from Home for you. When you reunite with those who you had known
in the most immediate lifetime of yours
and you hugged your grandmother
and you hugged that dog that you loved so much as a child
then, you realize
that all things are all right. And, you realize that there is purpose and meaning
and flow in Spirit.
When you get back to this side, then generally you return to the energetic family
of the Crimson. You return to this group that you have spent so much time with,
this group that has been working with the understandings of the energy of teaching.
You return to those who you have known since nearly the beginning of your time,
those that you have worked with in helping to create this universe and this
beautiful place called Earth.
When you return here, and you come back and sit with us, dear friends
oh, there is not this hierarchy that you must go through unless you want
to. No, you sit at the table with us. We sit as equals. And, we are amazed!
We are in awe of what you have recently done on Earth. We sit with you for a
long time, asking questions like, "What did it feel like? What was that
feeling of fear? What was that feeling of joy? What caused you to make a certain
decision at that certain time?" Oh, we are intrigued with the stories that
you have. We sit around and talk of this for quite some time.
The energies of the Crimson Council are here on this day. This is an important
and noteworthy day. Indeed, it is. This is a turning point, a shifting point.
And, it is not what you think. But, it is a turning and shifting point.
Our very special guests on this day bring in the energy of excitement. Perhaps,
you could feel it, even before you sat in your chair. Perhaps, you can feel
the giggling and hear the laughter and feel the excitement of this group of
visitors that come in on this day. There is something they want to learn from
you. They want to connect with you energetically.
There is a large group of souls who are preparing to come in to Earth in these
next four to five months of time. They are in their final preparation stages
for coming back to Earth. And, they come to visit this group today. They want
to observe a group of humans who are at a leading edge of this work of divine
integration. They want to observe a group who has walked through the doorway
of ascension, because they know they will be doing this soon also.
Cauldre asked us to put a specific number on these children that come in on
this day. There are thousands here today, but in a way their energy is combined
together so it does not feel so crowded or overwhelming.
These soon-to-be children come in today to watch and observe. No, they are not
gawking. They are in awe. They know they will be following a path similar to
yours quite soon. Some of these soon-to-be-human children are already adopting
the energy of the human child. Even though they are old and wise souls, they
come into this room today like children because they are in their preparation
for coming back to Earth. That is why there is such an energy of innocence.
That is why there is so much laughter and silliness with them as they come in
here.
Dear friends, some of the soon-to-be children are ones that you knew, that were
your teachers in this very lifetime
indeed, ones who were grandparents
for you
ones who were special friends you lost at an early age, but you
have stayed connected with at other levels.
Many of the soon-to-be children are ones you have known in previous lives, or
ones you have known in this lifetime. They join us today to understand your
journey and the path. They come here to be with the ones who are, in their words,
the "trail blazers." Many of you here will be their teachers. So,
they come to sit next to you today.
So, we have quite a crowd here today the energy of Metatron, the energy
of the Crimson Council, the energy of the new children. They come today to learn
about the new balance. They come today to learn about the releasing of duality.
Like you, they have spent many, many lifetimes on Earth, taking on this intensified
duality, learning to play the game of duality. They come in today to watch a
group of humans who are releasing duality and releasing agenda.
We know that our last lesson (Lesson Seven: "Know No Agenda") was
a difficult and challenging lesson. For some of you it was so challenging that
you heard the words, and you put these down, and you said, "The time is
not right for me. I do not understand the concept, so I will not think about
it for the time being." And, that was wonderful, because even just the
energy that you connected with in that lesson was enough to begin an internal
process that is helping you to release agenda.
Our last lesson was a difficult one indeed! It will also be difficult one for
you to teach to others. They, like you, will not quite understand what agenda
is. They will have to go within their being for greater understandings. Dear
friends, the ones you teach about agenda
they too may put the book down
at the time and walk away, walk away from you, saying, "This is not right
for me. I do not so much understand this teacher and what they are asking of
me!" We know that many of you had that reaction. But, it was a key lesson
to understanding what we are going to talk about today. And, what we are going
to talk about today is a beautiful, and a wonderful, and joyful thing.
Now, before we proceed, it is important to talk for a moment of where you are
where your world is
what things will be coming your way
how we see
it from our side. As we said, you are going through a very challenging period
right now. You are learning to integrate your own divinity. You are learning
to release the ways of the Old Energy. You are learning to release the Old Energy
with honor, not to throw it out with the trash. Honor the ways of the Old Energy,
even the ways of what you would call your New Age, because it brought you to
this point.
(chuckling) Oh, we know, some of you have called us crazy when we asked you
to release many of the New Age things the crystals, the prayers, the
meditations, the aliens. We know these things have been a comfort, like a comfortable
blanket, for you. We have challenged you to release these things, for indeed
they too have been agendas. They too have been like boulders in the river.
Many have run the other way when they heard some of our words. They do not want
to give up these things. They do not want to give up these things that are wonderful
in a way, but distractions in another way.
By releasing the ways of the Old Energy, you are releasing your agendas. By
releasing them, you are forced to look within yourself. How difficult to do!
It is much more fun to look at someone else's astrological chart than to look
at yourself. It is much more pleasurable, dear friends, to sit in a meditation
where you clear your mind and focus on one thing than to have to use the Language
of Ah and all of the senses to help connect with who you are.
These things are challenging, we know. That is why we love you so much. You
have learned to gently place the Old Energy ways on the bookshelf. You have
learned to continue moving forth into the New Energy by releasing the things
of the Old Energy. This has allowed you to truly begin making that divine internal
connection.
And, that is what it is all about. That is what you ask us to come here to talk
to you about each time. "Dear Spirit, dear Tobias, and All That Is, come
and talk to us about how to make that divine connection while still in human
form. Talk to us about how to once again make that connection with the energy
of Home." That is why we speak these things to you. You are beginning to
hold your divinity, beginning to keep it within your being. Oh, that is so important.
Instead of flashes of energy coming through, instead of getting a hit now and
then, you are truly holding it in.
What lies ahead for you in this next period of time? You will continue to have
experiences. And, indeed as long as you are in human form and reside in the
energy of duality, there will be challenges. But, you will begin to have a new
level of trust within yourself.
Things will start coming together. Things that you have been yearning for will
start coming together in strange and mysterious ways, but ways that YOU have
set up. You will begin to understand how you can truly be your own guide. You
do not need a guide that is an angel. You do not need a guide that is a human
professing a certain philosophy or selling a feel-good-quick scheme. Your soul
is your own guide.
As you release the energy of duality around you, you will come to new awarenesses,
and in those awarenesses new potentials of what can be. You will come to a new
way of creating. We are not talking here, dear friends, of months or years from
now. It is happening now. These changes are already within you. You are already
starting to experience these things. This is not a golden promise held out in
front of you to have at a later time. It is happening to you now.
We know so very well how you have gotten tired of the promises that you hear
over and over from those who profess to be spiritual leaders and guides. We
know you have gotten tired of hearing about tomorrows. That is why we have pushed
you hard. That is why you have pushed yourself hard. That is why it is already
happening for you and will continue to.
What do we see ahead for you and Shaumbra? A new way of living, a way of living
that is already within you and already beginning to take shape. A way that is
easier. The more mundane things in life will somehow magically, mysteriously
take care of themselves. You will not need to put specific energy into the specific
details of life. They will take on a life of their own and seem to work for
you automatically.
And, you will know that this is not a miracle. When others around you want to
know how these "miracles" happen to you, you will chuckle, because
you will have known how hard you have worked to get to this point. Where there
is an alignment and a melding of energy now, it comes together in a very divine
way. And, it is YOUR energy. And, it is YOUR God-self. It is not some Higher
Self that you do not even know so well. It is within you. It IS you now.
What we see for you and for Shaumbra ahead is a release of the harshness of
life. With it comes a new wisdom to know how to use these new energies. Indeed,
for the one who is asking
indeed, you will understand, not in your head,
but in your spirit, how to bring balance back to your body. That is what is
already happening to so many of you.
When your body goes through shifts and changes, you will understand not to fight
it. You see what we are saying here. There is a new rebalancing of your body,
but you will not be so overly concerned and so anxious when your body goes through
adjustments. This is natural, particularly during this time you are in. Your
body needs to go through changes. Honor it. Stop fighting it. If your body needs
rest, listen to it and honor it. If your body is purging in ways, through what
you would call flus and colds, allow it to do that. It needs it now to release
much Old Energy.
Each night when you lie down your physical body is like a factory. It goes to
work. It cranks up. The third shift comes in. And, many changes occur within
you. There is a literal changing of your DNA and sub-DNA. There is a literal
sweeping of the floors and cleaning house and throwing out the trash. And, the
trash has to come out somewhere! Sometimes it comes out through your skin. Sometimes
it is in your muscles. Sometimes it comes out in ways that Cauldre does not
want us talking about! (much audience laughter) But, you know of what we speak.
Allow these things to happen.
What is your own Earth going through at this time? In a way, it is going through
the type of energetic changes that YOU have gone through over these past 10
and 20 and 30 years. You can look at the energies and the cycles of Earth, and
you can see what is happening if you look into your life in these past years.
Think of what it was like for you, 10, 20 years ago the turbulence
the quest to understand who you are
the quest for identity and meaning.
The consciousness of humankind is at that point now.
Think of yourself in your teens, in your early 20's. Think of how life was then.
Think of how you were looking for answers, and not finding them always. Look
at how you deeply, deeply longed for meaning in your life back then, a journey
that has brought you to this very place at this very moment.
This is what Earth and humankind are going through now. Many shifts, looking
for meaning. When the consciousness of Earth discovers that those who have held
an energy of leadership and authority and trust have misused that
oh,
dear ones, there is much anger
there is much feeling of being intruded
upon
there is much mistrust! That is what is happening now. Look at your
own institutions and your corporations. Look at the churches. We have spoken
of this before. The walls come tumbling down. The trust leaves. That is happening
on Earth now.
What we are saying is that there will be chaos around you. There will be turbulence
all around you. And, it will continue these next few years. It will get very
intense at times. When this happens, when you read your headlines, or watch
your news, or see these things happen, remember the turmoil that you went through
10, 20 and 30 years ago in search for your own truth.
You will continue to see extremes of duality on your Earth at this time. We
are not saying that there will necessarily be grand disasters or events like
your September 11 occurring again, but there is the extreme of duality in a
time like this. This is not a time for the middle ground. The energies are playing
off of each other very strongly right now, very strongly. You will be living
in a world filled with much growth, just like you grew so much years and years
ago in your first awakening.
Your Earth will be going through much, trying to understand the consciousness
and the energies around it. In particular, you will see later this summer and
into your fall months a build-up of these energies. Clip the headlines for your
album to look at later. Put this in your journal as you see the events taking
place. And, you can write on each one, and you can underline it duality
in extreme, duality in action.
The energies will be heating up later this year, because, as the final adjustments
of the grids are made on Earth, the extremes come forward. The Old does not
want to change. The Old does not want to change. Plus, new energy has to be
created to propel consciousness forward. How is this energy created? When there
is a friction! It is when there is a battle between the forces of duality. That
is why you will see these things.
You are wise enough now to understand that your world is not coming apart at
the seams. You are wise enough now to release that anxiety that you held for
so long that perhaps this is the end, the Armageddon. You are wise enough now
to understand that this is duality playing in extremes, much like children play
in extremes at times. They are trying to find the limits. They are testing their
own abilities. They are trying to find the boundaries if there are any, so they
play to extremes. That is what is happening on your Earth now. That is what
you can expect.
As we have said at the beginning of this Ascension Series, it is not about you
any more. It is not. The world is evolving and expanding. And from our perspective,
it is all a beautiful and wonderful thing. It is all part of a process.
There are events that we do not so much enjoy, like your September 11th. We
were sad because you were sad. We were sad that things went to that extreme,
but ultimately you have the wisdom to understand that all of these things are
appropriate at this time of change. These changes will continue intensifying
through the end of the year. Dear friends, have no agenda about them, and you
will see what is truly happening, and you will see the true wisdom.
Now, after the end of this calendar year, after the changes of the grids take
place, there will be an extraordinarily large number of humans who choose to
leave Earth. They have been holders of energy. They have been waiting for the
appropriate time. We do not make any predictions of how this will happen, for
those asking, "Will this be disease? Will this be war?" It will most
likely be a combination of events natural disasters, wars indeed, diseases
indeed. It will be a larger number
it will be more intense than what it
is right now.
There are those who have been holding this energy and know it is time to go.
As they do, they make way for the new ones who will come in. They make way for
the ones who are like the children in the room today. They also leave because
they know that with the new energy of the grids, it will be more and more difficult
for them to be in their old ways. As you know, sometimes it is easier to leave
and to start over than to continue on the path that you are on now. Sometimes
it is easier to come back to our side, to become refreshed and renewed before
you come back to Earth.
This is what we see happening in the next period of time. Dear Shaumbra, own
your divinity. Hold it within you. Have no agenda. You will to come to new and
greater understandings.
(pause)
Todays visitors, the soon-to-be children, come in even closer now. They
are excited about coming back into human form. Oh, they had many lifetimes of
challenges and difficulties. But, they are excited, for there is something new
happening. It is not happening tomorrow, or a week from now. It is happening
at this moment.
To help you understand what that is, let us go back to the time when you were
at Home and in the Kingdom, back to when you were in the First Circle. This
is to help you understand the spiritual physics of what we talk of today.
In the First Circle there was the energy of "Was." It simply was.
That energy of Spirit did not know love, for there was nothing to compare it
with. All That Is
simply was. All That Is was not aware of Self. It did
not need to "be." It simply "was." It was an energy that
existed and flowed. It was not even an energy of "one," as you would
think of it. For, in order to have a "one," you would have to have
something to compare it with. Spirit simply was.
As we have talked about in our story of Jack, at some point something happened
and yes, we will talk of this some day in great detail that caused
this energy of "was" to want to understand
what it was. It wanted
to understand all that it could do and all of the potentials. When this happened,
when there was the slightest contemplation on the part of Spirit of who Spirit
was, then the energies became mirrors for each other. There was a type of split.
It would not be what you now call "duality." That came later. But,
there was a mirror image of self.
As we have talked about in our stories, this created the energies of the King
and the Queen. They loved each other deeply. But, even they did not understand
what love truly was. They sought to understand this new feeling, this new energy.
For, in the First Circle, it was difficult for them to even understand love.
From this union, and from this to-be-discovered love between the King and the
Queen, you were birthed. You were birthed from an energy that was part of the
King and Queen, but yet different and separate. You, the creation of Spirit,
went forth outside of the First Circle. That in itself is amazing! For, how
can you go outside of All That Was? How can you go outside of a circle that
contained all of the known energy and had the ability to expand itself within
that circle? These are all things we will address, all fascinating issues.
You went forth, out into the void. When you did, this created duality. You were
split into billions of pieces, and brought back together again at a point. Now
you had your own unique identity. But, in that unique identity, you had also
forgotten how to get back Home. You were set free, outside of the realm of Home,
to go explore and to create. In order to do so, you took on the original energy
of duality.
Duality let us talk about it in terms of that white marble and the black
marble, the two forces that work off of each other. Duality was created in your
consciousness to help you understand who you were. Without duality, dear friends,
how would you discover who you are? How would you come to know yourself? There
had to be a mirror. There had to be an opposite for you to truly understand.
This energy of duality has been with you since you first left Home. It has been
the tool that you have you used, that you have owned and become so familiar
with, to help you see aspects of yourself.
Now, you used this energy of duality to create the universe, and to go explore.
You used it to understand the depth of the dark and the height of the light.
As you used these energies back and forth, it brought new meaning and new identity
to who you were. And, they also worked to propel each other. For, if you had
not had the energy of "dark," "light" would have been static.
If you had not had the energy of "light," "dark" would have
gone into an abyss. They work together!
As these energies of duality worked back and forth, it did indeed slow down
all things in your universe, the universe that you had so grandly created. You
have always carried these energies of duality with you. They have always been
part of who you are.
When it came time for what we have called the Order of the Arc, when the Earth
was created, you came to Earth once again, carrying these energies of duality
with you. You had the energy of duality, the polarity of the "plus"
and the "minus," the "black" and the "white,"
the "high" and the "low." And, you also had the veil, the
veil, which brought you to a new level of experience. Now, not only had you
forgotten the energy of Home, but you had also forgotten the energy of home
away from Home. It provided the opportunity to come to this grand place to take
on body, to slow things down so that you could make conscious decision, so you
could make conscious choice all this a way of helping you to understand
who you truly are.
Now, these energies of duality have been at work within you all of this time.
They have remained polarized. There are times when you are more influenced by
what you would call the white marble. And, there are times when you are more
influenced by the black. This is to give you a depth of experience on both sides.
When you move from a 2/3 light energy and 1/3 dark to a 2/3 dark and 1/3 light
when you move from one to the other, this helps to give you new understanding
and depth.
You have used the opposing energies of the light and the dark to help propel
you forward, to help move your consciousness forward. They have been important
elements for you. That is why we say, "Be careful when you speak of being
Lightworkers." You are all workers. You are divine workers. Be careful,
dear friends, when you speak of being Warriors of the Light, because you are
also Warriors of the Dark.
To deny your duality of the energies of both the white and the dark marble
to deny that is to deny part of who you are. You will go into energetic imbalance,
and you will not be very happy. It is a balance of these elements that is so
important and so important right now. You have an intense fear of the
darkness. But, you have been there. You have played in it. You have gone to
the depths of it, even in this lifetime, and certainly in other lifetimes.
We spoke to you a month ago about agenda. When you have agenda, it energizes
one of the elements of duality. And, that is fine and wonderful when you are
still playing that game of duality. Have agenda all day long, and you will see
the effects! You will polarize one end, and that will cause an equal and opposite
reaction in the other part of duality. When you place all the emphasis on the
light, that also builds the dark, and vice versa. That is why neither polarity,
the light or dark, has ever been able to win over the other in the course of
all humanity, and in the course of the universe, and in the course of your own
soul.
Have an agenda towards one thing, and it has an equal and opposite energetic
reaction towards the other. No, this is not karma. This is spiritual physics.
This is playing! This is having fun! Oh, it would be so boring, if there was
only light! What would you do? You would have no experience. So, when you polarize
one marble, it also affects the other.
We have also talked of this third element, this "gray" element that
would move back and forth. This creates momentum. This creates energy. This
is the pendulum effect, or what we now call the "swinging back and forth."
All of this pendulum effect, back and forth between the poles of duality, is
appropriate. It is creating a momentum and an energy.
All of this time, dear ones, we and you have been on a quest for love. That
is what we have been doing. Spirit by herself does not understand love. That
is why you, Spirit, are on this journey. That is why you have taken the elements
of duality, the spiritual physics of "2" and put them to work so well
in your life. You have been on a quest for love, trying to understand, to learn,
to feel.
You, Spirit
you, divine one, have also been learning to understand your
own identity. As you do, as you come to understand the identity of your own
divinity, then you begin to understand God. It has been said that you could
never figure out God in your head. And, indeed that is true. It comes in through
your heart. And, it comes in after you learn to understand your own divinity.
When this happens, dear Shaumbra, then Home comes to you. As we have told you,
you never go Home. That was not the purpose of all this. You don't go Home.
Home comes to you.
Now why do we speak of all this today? You have come to the point of great wisdom
and understanding. You are learning how to release your agendas. When you do,
you take the energetic pendulum off of the energy of duality that you have had
since the beginning. There are no longer the swings back and forth.
When the agenda stops, this creates something new. It creates a new love, dear
friends, a new love. When you take agenda off, combined with the grand wisdom
that you have gained over lifetimes and lifetimes
now the elements of
duality can meld together, each with their own imprint intact, but no longer
as opposing forces. They can meld together and create, not one, but a spiritual
quotient of 4. That is why we have spoken of 4 over and over.
Duality is the energy of "two."It brought you here to help you understand
who you are. It was a play-tool for you, this white and dark marble. When you
release agenda, do not put a spin on either one of those energies. They combine,
in a sense. As you could say, they make love with each other. This creates the
energy quotient of "four."
This is the new understanding of love. And, this is Lesson Eight of the Ascension
series, the New Understanding of Love. (chuckling) In a sense, there is no lesson
that goes with this. There is nothing you need to do. It is already happening
within you. It is not something you have to mentally work on. You do not need
to leave this room, or leave this page, and go do something. You only need to
understand that you are coming to a new understanding of love. It is happening
and will continue to happen within you.
In the past, your understanding of love was somewhat limited. Your understanding
of love was part of your quest for love. You would seek out another individual
who was compatible and who truly filled the void within you and helped to balance
you in ways. Indeed there were strong emotional feelings in connection with
this person, but ultimately you did not find yourself through them. You only
found a partner or a mate to take the journey with. They did not hold any energy
of your divinity.
Your old understanding of love is very limited, very limited. Oh, you tried
so hard to love at times! You told yourself you must love others
you must
love what you're doing. But, you didn't have a clue what love truly was. In
the new understanding of love, it goes beyond words. It is not what you think
it is. It is the release of duality. It is no agenda. No agenda.
Now, those elements of duality that you have always had with you
shed
their old energies. Oh, you might feel some of the effects on you physically.
Allow this to happen.
The energies of duality are like waves, or wave lengths. There are highs and
lows. They play off of one another. The lows propelled you to highs. The highs
brought you to new insights that could sometimes be called low periods. They
worked with each other. It is now about embracing ALL of that, the highs and
the lows, the white marble, the black marble, the positive, the minus. Embrace
all of it. Don't focus on just one energy of duality. Embrace all of it. This
will give you a new understanding of love.
The new love will start within yourself first. Start within yourself first.
This new love begins with you. Do not feel you need to go out and spread it
all over the world right away. That will come. We will talk about that. Nurture
it within yourself, much like you would nurture a child. It will start within.
You have done so much to avoid the lows and the pains and the darkness and the
negative and the bad. But, it has all been part of you. It has been part of
this grand game, if you call it that, or grand experience. Embrace all of it
now. Release the agendas about the right and the wrong. Release the agendas
about what others need and about what the world needs at this point. Embrace
the highs and the lows, because they ARE all part of the same.
That is why we have spoken so ADAMANTLY about these drugs of yours. They take
away the light and the dark. ALL of those elements are important. You need the
ups and downs. It is how they are polarized now, how you work them within you.
There is a new love that is within you. And, it is an understanding. It is,
in a sense, a wisdom, a feeling. It is so difficult for us to put into words.
But, it is emerging. There is nothing you need to do. That is why today's lesson
is so easy, and it is such a turning point. That is the reason why there are
so many guests here on this day. You do not need to go home and scratch your
head about this. The energy of the new love has been planted in this space.
It was already within you. Now, it is anchored here.
The reason why the soon-to-be children come in today is because they want to
understand this also. They have a journey in front of them. But, they want to
see a group of humans who has come to the point where duality can be released.
They want to see a group of humans who has transcended the old energetic ways
of duality. They want to see how this new group accepts the dark and the light,
the up and the down
accepts all these
no longer struggles, trying
to get out of the void
no longer tries to cling to the high points
but understands that the rhythms of this are all appropriate, and in doing so,
that there is no energizing of the old elements of duality.
It is a new love, but it is nothing like what you thought it would be. It does
not have to do with another person, at least not at this time. It has to do
with your own being and your own soul. It is already happening to you, as we
said before, not tomorrow, not the next day. It is already happening. Simply
let it be, dear friends.
This new understanding of love will continue to flourish and to grow. That is
why it is so rewarding for us, so honoring for us today to give this lesson
because there is no lesson. There is simply acknowledgment of where you
are.
Indeed, there are words for you to look at, to help you to understand where
it is that you are at. But, the important thing is that you are here. The important
thing, more than anything
as agenda is taken off, there is this melding
there is this new dynamic of what used to be duality. But, it is now going to
this energy of four, rather than two.
What happens here in the new understanding of love is that Home, Home can finally
come in. That is what is happening. That is why we are so fascinated. That is
why the children-to-be are so excited. For the first time since all of us left
Home, Home is starting to come in. Home is starting to, in a sense, reawaken,
expand forth, come to meet you.
This is what we have all been excited about ever since our journey began. We
all wondered, "Where is Home? Where is Spirit?" We all wondered when
that time would come when Home would come to get us. And, you thought that Home
would save you. But, its not like that. There is no saving. Home comes
to greet you and to hug you and to thank you for this long journey that has
changed the nature of All That Is. "Was" is no longer "was."
"Was" IS now.
Dear friends, when we say that you are never alone on this day, we mean it like
never before, for Home is finally able to begin coming in. It comes in through
you and through your divinity and your ownership of it.
You are never alone, for Home is now touching you.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias
Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around
the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the
potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first
to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges
of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing,
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The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents
the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the
others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans.
According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information
back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside.
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There is nothing to join and no dues to pay. The Crimson Circle receives its
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The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers
to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical
mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your
compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when
the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge
of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed
Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to
blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone,
for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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