From
Tobias
www.crimsoncircle.com
And
so it is, dear friends, we have heard your call. We
have heard your prayers, we have felt your pain, and
we know your confusion. That is why we bring this
message to you. It has found its way to you on the
wind. It’s found its way to you through your
processes – you might call the Internet –
through a friend who has given this to you, or perhaps
strictly what appears to be at random, but we have
heard your call and your prayer. We have come to answer.
I
am Tobias of the Crimson Council, an angelic order
that’s here to work with teachers of consciousness
both on Earth and in the other realms. I join together
today with the angelic beings who come from a place
of love and compassion to support you and to love
you.
We
also bring together this message from a group of human
angels. They are in human form on Earth right now,
but they are indeed angels. They have been exploring
consciousness and Spirit and God for eons of time.
They are physically embodied on Earth right now. They
could be your next door neighbors, your family members
or friends, perhaps people you don’t even know.
But they are on Earth right now serving as a new type
of teacher and a guide. They have been exploring the
realms of new consciousness and New Energy and the
whole concept of ‘I Am,’ which means Spirit,
God, integrated with self on Earth.
We
gather together the energies of the angels, of Spirit
and of this group on Earth called Shaumbra, to bring
this message to you in answer to your call.
You’re
going through a spiritual awakening process. The awakening
process can be challenging, it can be deceiving, and
it can be beautiful all at the same time.
You
know you’re going through a spiritual awakening
process when you begin to question things that you’ve
never questioned before, when you begin to question
why you’re here on Earth, what is the meaning
of life, what is it that you should be doing right
now.
You
know you’re going through an awakening process
when the way you solved problems in the past doesn’t
seem to work anymore, and when you know that there’s
more to life but you can’t seem to put your
finger on it. You know there’s a greater way,
but you don’t know what that is. You know you’re
ready to go into a whole new level of living and understanding,
but you don’t know how to get there.
You’re
going through an awakening process when you feel yourself
withdrawing into you, when you feel yourself starting
to not want so much external activity, when you don’t
need the stimulation or the drama that you’ve
had in the past.
You’re
going through the awakening process when, in your
quiet moments, perhaps late at night, you call out
to God not knowing if there even is a God, at least
in the old way. You call out for the higher being
or the higher power somewhere out there. And you give
a message totally from your heart, from the truest
part of your being – “Dear Spirit, dear
God, I’m ready.” From the truth of your
being you say, “Dear Spirit, dear Eternal One,
I am willing to do anything but I don’t know
what it is I should do.”
You
know you’re going through an awakening process
where all of the old beliefs don’t seem to be
so true anymore, and the things that you held so near
and dear to you now seem like memories of the past,
the ways of the past. You know you’re going
through an awakening process when the things that
used to be the dreams and the goals, the desires of
the human self no longer truly matter, but you don’t
know what matters anymore.
If
you’re listening to this or reading this or
have been touched by it in some way, we’re here
to tell you that you are not alone. There are angelic
beings who are with you right now – not some
time in the future, not some time in the past that
you don’t remember so well – but right
now. With a simple breath, the doorway opens for us
to be close to you, to love you, to remind you of
your angelic origins, to let you know that we have
the greatest compassion and love for you. You are
not alone.
The
simple breath in this very moment allows in the love
and the compassion of many humans on Earth right now
who have gone through or are currently going through
a very similar process – the awakening of Spirit.
They know what it’s like to lose those things
that were near and dear to you. They know what it’s
like for their belief systems to be challenged at
every level. They know what it’s like for the
things that came from the material world that were
important at one time that start dissolving away.
They know what it’s like to lose a relationship,
or at least the illusion of losing it, so that they,
and now you, can begin to have the relationship with
yourself. With the simple breath you can open up and
allow yourself to not be alone anymore.
We
know it’s been difficult and challenging, and
we know so much of what you’ve gone through
is very emotional and at times dramatic. We know you’ve
been trying to figure it out in your mind. You’ve
been using systems and structures and methods, and
you still haven’t found the answers. You’ve
tried to analyze it, and it’s something that
can’t be analyzed. It can only be felt and experienced.
Perhaps
you’ve sought out counseling – from a
professional or just with friends – and you
know in your heart that the words they tell you are
not truly fulfilling the deep inner yearning to know
yourself and to know the Spirit in yourself.
We
know that there are times when you just want to disappear.
You just want to fade away. It’s not even about
dying, it’s just about going out of existence.
The challenges, the transformation, the changes can
be so overwhelming and cause such duress that you
choose just to go out of existence.
The
angels that are with you right now understand your
journey. They have a message for you today: You are
not alone. They want you to know that the process
you’re going through is actually quite natural.
It may appear to be confusing and you may feel that
you are lost, but what you are doing is very natural.
You are allowing the old human façade and the
illusion of who you thought you were to fade away.
As it fades away, what you begin to know in the deepest,
most loving level, is yourself as God also; yourself
as Spirit; yourself as divine, no longer limited by
the old human identity but now understanding that
you are eternal, that you are grand and that you can
choose your own reality, even how you live on Earth
right now.
Those
of us who gather around you share with you that all
of the answers are within. They’re not to be
found with some gurus. They’re not to be found
with some angelic being. The answers are within you.
Living in this state of duality as you have been doing,
living with the concept of light and dark, good and
bad, masculine and feminine, you’ve also bought
into a belief system that says the answers are somewhere
else. But indeed they are within you. They come from
the most true and the most precious place within,
and they can be discovered in the quiet moment, in
the moment of breath, in the moment of acceptance
of yourself.
We
share with you that there is no goal, there is no
purpose, there is not some God in a far off heaven
that is putting you through a maze or obstacle course.
The reality is everything in your life is about your
creation, your discovering of beauty, your discovering
about the depths of reality. Everything that you are
experiencing right now in your life is by your choice.
There are no outside powers or beings who are directing
your life. Nobody is dictating the destiny of your
life. You’ll discover that it all by your choice.
When
you take ownership of yourself, you will actually
begin to understand the beauty of your journey. You’ll
understand that you are not lost at all. You were
just so deeply immersed in an experience that is filled
with the richness of life, even if the experiences
have been painful at times. You life up to now has
brought new depth and meaning to your soul.
In
this moment, in the awakening to your true self, it
is a time to say goodbye to your old human self. You’ve
been trying to hang onto it and repair it and resurrect
it, and now it is time to say goodbye to that human
identity, to the limited beliefs, to the old paths
of karma, of the old progression of lifetimes that
kept you on the old merry-go-round. It is time to
say goodbye to that.
Part
of you may feel sad about it. It is a death of old
consciousness, not a death of the physical body, but
a death of consciousness. But as you say goodbye to
the old self, you also release energies that were
stuck or wounded, energies that don’t serve
you anymore and haven’t served you for many,
many lifetimes.
As
you say goodbye to your old human self, you discover
a new freedom. It is like taking off a costume or
a suit of armor that is no longer needed. When you
release the old human aspect, when you say goodbye,
you now create a space within you to allow in the
grander self, the divine self, and to your angelic
self. Your divinity has been patiently waiting, waiting
for you to finish playing this wonderful game, waiting
for you to make a choice to invite the divine you
into your life.
When
you say goodbye to your human self, it brings up issues
of fear, of death and of losing control. But these
are all illusions. When you let go of who you thought
you were, you now make room to be everything that
you truly are. You might have a feeling that if you
let go, you will fall into some dark abyss never to
come back, never to be found, perhaps even just roaming
throughout the dimensions and the universes lost.
But this group of angels that’s with you right
now, the group of humans that is with you, have all
gone through the experience and they all understand
that when you let go of who you thought you were,
when you trust yourself on the most intimate, on the
most beautiful level, you will now discover who you
really are.
This
is your choice, of course. But you have called out
to us, you have prayed to us, you have asked for the
answers and that’s why we are here now.
In
the awakening to your true self, you also say goodbye
to the Earth as you have known it. Many call Earth
“Gaia,” the land, the water, the skies.
Gaia is an actual spirit that has attended to Earth,
has been nurturing Earth, all of her elements, all
of her animals and all of her forests, ever since
the beginning of time on Earth. In the awakening to
yourself and saying goodbye to Gaia, you understand
that it is not another spirit’s responsibility
to take care of this planet. It is your responsibility
to be a part of it.
The
spirit of Gaia is slowly, slowly leaving so that you
and all other humans can take responsibility for the
water that you drink, for the land that you walk upon,
for the sky above you, for all of the plant life and
the animal life. What a blessed and beautiful experience
it is to thank Gaia for all she has done, to bid her
farewell and to now accept the responsibility of this
planet.
In
the awakening that you are going through, it is also
time to say goodbye to human consciousness as you
have known it. You will never be the same again. Recently,
Earth moved into a new era and a new realm. We call
it the new consciousness or the New Energy. In this
new consciousness all things change. The Earth, human
consciousness and humans are evolving right now. The
change that you see outside of you could appear to
be chaotic. It could appear that things are unraveling,
everything falling apart. It could appear that there
are shortages of critical goods. It could appear that
everything is imbalanced.
It
is time to let that go as well, because humanity is
going through an incredible transformation process.
They’re going through important changes, and
what appears to be a lack of fuel and oil is actually
more about new developments in technology, new energy
sources. Instead of using old fossil fuel, it’s
about the discovery of new fuel. What appears to be
shortages of food is really about taking a look at
how to take care of the biology in a new way, how
to feed it in a new way, how to grow crops in a new,
efficient and natural way.
Changes
in governments, changes in politics are all part of
the process. It is easy to go into fear and worry
about what’s going to happen to the world right
now, but this group of angels and humans know it’s
just evolution. They know that the change can appear
to be chaotic, but the natural law of evolution and
expansion are at work right now, and you’re
participating in it.
It’s
about saying goodbye to the world as you have known
it, even in terms of finance, prosperity and wealth.
For so many years on Earth, the wealth, the power,
the money was focused in just a few places and held
by just a few people in a few countries. In the new
consciousness that imbalance no longer works. So the
wealth, even the balance of what you would call power,
are redistributed. It doesn’t mean anyone gets
any less, it just means those who were behind now
catch up.
The
world’s not falling apart, the world is evolving.
The world is redistributing. The world is becoming
more balanced and equitable.
In
the awakening process life can appear to be dark and
confusing. It can even appear to be evil. We are here
to tell you that it is just evolution. The world will
go on. The New Energy will come in. The new understandings
of science and math, technology and education, finances
and medicine, are all coming to be right now.
The
awakening process can be lonely, because it is about
rediscovering who you are without having others tell
you, without having other’s belief systems shape
and create your life. We know you’ve been going
through a very dark and lonely and sometimes very
sad part of your life, feeling so lost and confused,
like no one’s listening. But these angelic beings
and human beings want to let you know we have heard
you. We know what you have been going through. And
we want you to know that you are never alone.
Your
process of awakening will continue to unfold and as
it does you will see the beauty in it. You will see
how you as a divine being have actually planned it
for yourself. You will see that the fear goes away.
The illusions of duality go away to be replaced by
the knowingness of a new truth.
We
bring you this message today from the angels and from
all who are going through the awakening process: You
are not alone.
And
so it is.