like to express my infinite GRATITUDE here for all the
work that has been done the last ten years and of course
last Shoud this weekend was AMAZING!!!!!!
a big steps have been taken to come to this point......
was incredibly POWERFUL, and he can only reflect that
if the channeler and receivers are POWERFUL........
was very sharp, direct, humorous and radiating with
one, called Ka Ra was smiling from ear to ear all the
time and sometimes laughed so hard that the belly hurt.....
REAL ERA begins now..... where the TRUE ones can really
step into their own power.
one feels so much PRIDE for every ONE.....
to the Crimson Circle
very happy to have arrived here in the last month. I
won't recount for you the adventures and synchronicities
that landed me at the CC. I'm guessing it would be a
similar story to many of yours. Suffice to say I feel
as though I have arrived home.
am currently leaving behind many old energy patterns
– resulting in much external reality shifting
and changing – and it feels wonderful! I have
been listening to so many of the Shouds and remembering
many of the energy shifts commented on that were also
happening in my life at the time.
because I only recently awakened to the past 10 years
of connection with Tobias, and maybe because my human
self is inexplicably comforted by the knowledge that
Sam is living somewhere in my neck of the woods in the
NW, I am not feeling the sadness that I sense from some
others in saying goodbye to Tobias. But rather an eagerness
and enthusiasm to dig into the new energy work with
inner compass is pulling me towards education and consciousness
work with children and parents. I look forward to this
next phase and meeting some of you along the way!
This New Energy?
really do not know what new energy is, only that I can
experience this. I find it very difficult to envisage
a future with it, because we don't know how this will
be. If new energy is totally different from anything
we know then everything we do know will be different.
But somehow my life is changing. I made wonderful food
yesterday and it was ready in no time! I mean later
I thought, did I do that? It seemed so effortless and
the food was great and highly inspired. I have the feeling
this energy starts to play with me, I just have to allow
it and somehow live unplanned – as far as you
can do that. That's what I wanted to share with you
today. Blessings to you all.
can very relate to the food thingy. It truly takes no
time. I remember how I used to struggle to do everything
in a certain timing so that it's all synchronized or
to get all the products I needed and now it's fun, it's
very delicious and inspired - yes - and it's like damn!
there's no word for this new energy I guess. It just
happens and I have so much fun doing this. I was even
wanting to start a restaurant myself... maybe I will.
the computer too, it's like I have rediscovered it in
a whole new way. I used to be a kind of geek or something...
all the way back to my years of elementary school, I
always was a techy kind of guy. Always knowing how to
do things, playing in programming and stuff and helping
dozens of people with their computers. As the ascension
progressed I've found out that I was using it as a sort
of power and also a hiding mechanism. So I had let go
of it. And now it comes back. And what I discovered
now is how simple it truly is! Even the more advanced
things like making software and so on. It is so simple
and... I still struggle a bit with my old ways but when
I allow myself to get into the flow of now and my intuition
or 'least resistance approach' - it just works out.
I truly know about new energy from my experience is
that it cannot be controlled. It is a tendency - I find
in myself - to want to make it a big deal and feel important,
like I had some super magical abilities and it becomes
totally mental. And when I'm relaxed and just making
no drama about it - like you know... it's a natural
thing and a no big deal actually - ahhhh then it is
I'll do a little advertising here but I listened to
"Life in HD" by Tobias in Romania... and there's
that exercise or experience of allowing New High Definition
Energy into body mind and spirit and it just rocks.
I mean it helps me.
me new energy is having everything happen almost at
once, in perfect synchronicity. And when I really open
up, it's like FLYING, like I'm superhuman or something.
I walk fast but my feet don't touch the ground. Everything
falls into place perfectly, I don't even have to ask!
the number one key is letting go of the mind. The next
one is opening up dimensionally and breathing. Step
3 is allowing the new energy to come in and DON'T LOOK
goes away if you get back into the mind, which happens
to me a lot !
wanted to share with Shaumbra that I bought Synchrotize
about a year ago, listened to all of the CD's about
3-4 times, worked with the simple tools Adamus recommended
a few times, and to date have received over 100 times
my original investment (I think Synchrotize costs $295?)
in unexpected income.
attended the Interdimensional Workshop in Santa Fe this
past weekend (superlatively, exponentially amazing!)
and came home to the largest check I have ever received,
in my mailbox. I then donated more than I ever have
before to Crimson Circle in appreciation for all that
has been given to me and with Adamus' message in mind
from most recent Shoud. Whaddaya know, today I received
another unexpected check in the mail for 10 times the
amount of the donation I just made. A little overwhelming
actually, but I ain't complainin'!
lost my job and profession almost 2 years ago (not that
I want them back!) and have been healing a couple of
health problems since then so the money is really appreciated.
I will be making another donation to Crimson Circle
I often have trouble getting past my linear mind and
still have some "lack" programming to clear,
so I am not one of those people who has always had an
easy time creating miracles like this.
Linda, dear Geoffrey, dear Shaumbra,
last winter I hear a voice in my head saying to me,
"Please Claudia, learn English." Hm, ok, why?
Now I know why! This needs no more explanation! My name
is Claudia, I was born in Berlin, Germany in 1966. I
have two children, my daughter Célina and my
son Jan. As I hear that the Crimson Circle come to Berlin,
I feel that I want to say a big "HELLO. Hello,
I am here, I am on earth, HELLO!” The last Shoud
with Adamus pushed me to this HELLO, pushed me to appear
on the field. Many Thanks Adamus!
the moment I am not participating in the Mystery School
in November in Berlin, but I’m sooooooooo happy
that the Crimson Circle comes to Berlin. Maybe the time
to meet you personally is not yet for me, but I feel
sooo much love and I feel honored for your coming.
have a lot of ideas. At the moment I am painting just
for me, to understand me. But I want create with other
Shaumbra. I bless our new time here on Mother Earth,
I bless all the changes in our life, I bless the Crimson
Circle and all Shaumbra. I thank you for guiding our,
my awakening, many thanks for Crimson Council, for Tobias,
Adamus, Kuthumi, Metatron and all the Archangels. Thanks
for my friends, thanks for me to be here. Thanks for
all that is.
I Got Rid of My Anger
reading the last should, I felt very uncomfortable.
I was very angry with Adamus because I didn’t
like the energy he brought (yes, I dared to criticize
him...). That tough energy I would qualify masculine.
I didn’t feel behind it Quan Yin’s, Andra’s,
the feminine part of Shaumbra energy. I realize that
Adamus not only plays a role, he is playing seriously
with different energies.
play roles very often, but I stay much more in the observation
of myself. Sometimes, I even overact on purpose, to
let people notice that I am playing. Well… The
next day, I took pictures of myself playing roles. I
was laughing, then shouting, then biting my arm, then
being fool, then being a robot. I noticed immediately
that the pictures were much more interesting when I
was playing very intensely my part, and forgetting to
observe myself. I was happy with the funny results.
second reason why I was unhappy with Adamus was about
the school of mysteries. I had the feeling Shaumbra
were too passive in the “building” of that
school. It was not my concept of the new education.
Well, I realized that I didn’t have contact with
other Shaumbra, even if I felt very important to the
group. It occurred to me that, like Adamus said, I had
to be more responsible, more generous. Then I was not
feeling angry anymore with Adamus at all.
read the Shoud again and I didn’t feel that masculine
energy because I had integrated myself better, very
strongly. And the image of my totem animal emerged –
it was a very colourful butterfly, the symbol of Shaumbra.
deep thanks to those who permit Shaumbra Institute to
and Blessings to ALL,
The "Shaumbra Speaks" segment this month (September)
tells me that Adamus has greatly inspired us all to
move forward on this path we have chosen to walk with
him and to participate. I give intent to figure out
how to listen to the channel live rather than the recording
later. This will be a new experience for me, a step
into the now of things.
does Jean Tinder, I look to see what happens next!
Note: A high number of Shaumbra have been sharing about
their totems, it seems to be a popular topic!)
is time for me to reconnect with Shaumbra. It has been
ages. This new energy is most exciting.
Totem is a Moose! I never would have guessed that. I
simply followed Adamus’ advice and opened myself
up to any animal image, and a large male moose standing
knee deep in lily pads serenely munching on water plants
appeared to me. I laughed. It was not a wise coyote
or powerful badger but a big old lumbering heavily antlered
the messages began, I am like the moose –very
tall, strong and usually calmly going about my daily
activities doing what needs to be done and bothering
no one. But if messed with I can now call upon the new
energy of my totem and aggressively defend my turf,
something quite new to my nature.
has been helping me with some minor healing issues.
Did you know that his horns are very soft and have magically
healing qualities? When I’m worried he gives me
courage. He is scared of nothing and he tells me that
I am just as powerful. He is my old friend and he watches
over me like a faithful buddy. He has got my back. This
new energy is so cool.
response to the invitation to choose a resonating animal,
there came to my mind’s eye the image of a frolicking
otter. Seemingly ‘out of the blue’ this
entity regularly reappears and displays yet another
nuance of attribute. To date she has displayed playful
curiosity, fearless adaptability to new terrain, resourcefulness
in hunting, embodied knowing, sensuality, and respectful
acceptance all creatures of difference she encounters
along the way. She is a reminder and a role model to
me about the skills of resilience. Above all, I am grateful
to her as she assists this middle age woman to rekindle
the cooled embers of her fire life force.
from the Heart to the Crimson Council
wanted to share an awesome experience that I had a couple
of days ago when I sat down to do my daily work (breathing,
working with my totem, imagining, etc.). I am very excited
about moving forward with Adamus, so I have been acting
on his recommendations. I have begun to make donations
to the Crimson Circle (monthly), as well as send blessings
from the heart (daily), log my experiences, and share
some of them with Shaumbra (this is my first post).
I live in Pennsylvania so I don’t know if there
is much I can do with volunteer work (if I am wrong
please let me know). In other words I choose full participation.
other day while I was sending my blessings from the
heart, I was breathing them in and then sending them
to the Crimson Council repeatedly, I suddenly felt an
overwhelming feeling of blessings being returned to
me from the Crimson Council....
brought tears to my eyes. Thank you so much!! Blessings
Crimson Circle Angels!
talked about the potential of the past. I had the opportunity
to open the door to the past again and what I found
was astonishing. A few days ago Katharina turned 18!
Alexandra (almost 16) and Johanna (almost 20) were present
at the birthday dinner. It was a wonderful moment to
have them all together. Without ever being a perfect
mother, with everything that was lying behind us, they
have become wonderful, independent personalities, each
of them different, each of them in their own way funny,
profound and loving. An invisible band of love connects
the three girls, even though in the past they pulled
each other’s hair and attacked each other like
the past…. A lot of images came to my inner eye.
Each of these young ladies chose a different scenario:
I was pregnant Johanna had the experience of not having
enough space, which brought about a breech birth. And
shortly after the birth they put Johanna in a warm cabinet,
not in my room, which Johanna and I found very upsetting.
Katharina experienced in my belly how unhappy I was,
because I knew that my relationship with my husband
would not survive with another child. Katharina’s
birth was the most difficult – nine months holding
out in a state of misery and inner prison. And as Alexandra
was announcing herself, I became very angry, because
I did not want to be pregnant again! For one month Alexandra
had the experience of not being wanted.
The periods after the births were not very restful.
Due to feelings of tiredness and being overwhelmed,
the girls got yelled at and sometimes they even got
a slap. My relationship with my husband got worse; there
were a lot of fights in the house and unspoken issues
and tension that the children had to deal with. The
divorce after nine years created a lack of understanding
and the pent-up anger came out. It was not an ideal
time for children, and parents having new partners didn’t
make it easier for them.
I have no reason to be proud of my performance as a
mother. I could blame myself and feel guilty for the
rest of my life for what went “wrong”; from
a therapeutic view it was a disaster! But today I know
that everything is ok and was ok. We created our past
together, a co-creation, and it is therefore astonishing
how well everything has turned out. Today I can see
where the events in the past were leading us. My daughters
are continuing on their own way of self-determination
and sometimes we walk part of the way together, in love
and honour, like a few days ago for Katharina’s
The potential of the past appears today. The door has
opened again and made it obvious that there are no failures,
only experiences. These experiences have made us who
we are now and who we will become in the future. What
a blessing lies in the past!
That Tobias Part
feelings translated in words:
Learning at school becomes knowledge of the Brain -
just for one lifetime. The Knowledge of Experiences
goes to Consciousness and equals evolvement, lifetime
after lifetime. Every aspect, every part of consciousness
that is coming back to me brings more Knowledge for
like me, who were not that busy with the MSNEC and Tobias'
Return, did feel a tremendous love for ourselves, one/two
weeks after the July Shoud. It lasted about ten days.
I wondered, "Maybe my Angel family?" And then,
later on, I read about that part of Tobias that was
coming back to us. For me, it was clear that was the
source of all that incredible Love. No, accepting that
Tobias part is not giving me magic, but with it comes
again more knowledge, Tobias' Knowledge. And when we
are ready for it, we can accept it.
I love people. I love to feel how every thing is connected
with each other. Once, Tobias said, there is no logic
in the spiritual world. No, not the logic of the mind.
There is another sort of logic, where everything fits
so easily. That is where I am looking for. (Oh, and
yes, I came in this lifetime to work with Adamus.) Now,
in between, I am not living in a void, I am very busy
at unwrapping those Tobias' Gifts.
Things I knew already, or heard about, I now am feeling
deep within, and there come explanations with it, like,
"Everything that is physical, is not real."
Oh, and my Totem? First I thought about a little squirrel,
a chipmunk. But that did not work out. So I parked that
one in the backyard of my personal cottage in the woods
in the mountains. I have flowers there, why not animals?
And then I read in the September Newsletter about someone
who first wanted a black panther, and then ended with
a fly. Of course, a fly! I already have flies for several
years, but I never saw them as totems. I'm not familiar
with totems. I saw my fly as the consciousness of an
angel outside of me. There I was wrong, it was not outside
don't know anything about characteristics of flies,
but my fly is reminding me, warning me, of things like
forgetting the light in the bathroom; and in the afternoon
when I am sitting at the computer and it is bothering
me at the screen, that it is time to make dinner. There
is always just one fly (a physical one), and after some
time, there is another - different - one.
days ago, between the feeling about the chipmunk and
the flies, a tiny fruit fly came at a breakneck speed
along, just in front of my face. I did not understand,
there was nothing wrong. Now I know, it was a reminder!
Your totem? That is US, the FLIES.
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